Tris POV - Part 2

I can't believe how stupid I am. Why on earth did I think things with Tobias will change after one kiss.

I am about to reach the front door of my house when I hear his footsteps running behind me. I turn around straight away. "Don't." And he pauses.

"I know how it must look." he says after a few seconds.

"I said don't." I'm practically yell. "I don't what to hear about it. I get that last night was a mistake to you and spur of the moment so I don't need you to explain anything to me."

"I...I..no." He stops and takes a deep breathe and steps closer to me, he stops when he sees me step back. We stare at each other until he says "It was a mistake, but not for the reasons your thinking." He pauses. "I shouldn't have kissed you, but I wanted to, I still want too. But I won't, not again." I can feel my heart breaking at his words.

I walk closer to him and shout. "So you go running off and fuck her." I can feel myself about to cry but try to hold it together.

"Don't you dare make me the bad one here." he starts to pace around my front lawn. "Your not so innocent here."

"What on earth are you talking about?"

"You and Eric, I know your more then 'Friends'" He air quotes friends.

"Your kidding me, right?" I laugh so hard but stop when I see his serious.

"You think I've slept with Eric?" I whisper.

"No, yes, maybe. I don't know what to think anymore, but i know you've kissed him and lied to me about it. Again!" he yells at the last word.

I walk up to him and shove him. "You piece of ass. So it's ok for you to go around kissing me, then fuck Nita and then come here and say it's my fault because I've kissed someone else." I keep shoving him until his off my property and back on his.

"So you don't deny it" He says. "Your dating him and you've lied to me and said your just friends. How do you think I feel when I have to hear this from other people."

"Other people being your girlfriend who feeds bullshit in your head, and your the idiot who falls for it." I take a deep breathe and try to clam down. "I'm going out for cafe with Eric this week, but as friends only and he knows that. Unlike you I'm not interested in dating, I've got enough on my plate to add anything else." I turn and start to walk back to my front door but then I turn and start walking backyards and shout to him "Ohh and for the record, he's the one that kissed me. So once again get your facts straight." and then slam my front door at him.

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I've spend the reminding of the afternoon in my room trying to finish my homework. Trying being the main word there.

I can't get the imagine out of my head when Tobias opened his front door, and then I start to picture him between her legs with her perfect Brazlilian wax and all I want to do it puke in my mouth.

"What an ass." I yell to myself.

I will do anything to not think about Tobias having his hands all over Nita. How I so badly want to be the one who he is having incredible, mind-blowing sex with. I start to distract myself by thinking of our kiss last night and how intense it all felt for me. Did he feel the connection I felt. Or is that something he feels with Nita every time he kisses her. And then flashes of Nita on all four with Tobias behind start to pop in my head.

"Aaaaagghhh!" I get up and start to pace my room.

I really need to get out of here. I pick up my phone and call the only person who can distract me.

I wait for him to pick up and pray it doesn't go to voicemail. He answers on the fourth ring, what are the odds.

"Hey Eric, how about that coffee?" I say.