Waiting
(A/N: Shout out to the Mylan fans out there!)
Song: Everything You're Not
Max
I looked around, dizzy and dazed, but coming to a slow realization. Yes, Fang left me for my own "good," but he also started treating me like I was some kind of failure, and then he replaced me. I'll give him one last thing to think about. He can't hurt me or break me again with every double-edged word that he says. Every cut will heal, every scar will fade. He had me enchanted, but no more.
Snap! I was back in my life. Dylan's arm was around my waist, and Fang faced opposite us, Maya plastered to his side.
"Fang, forget anything. It's over. Always was, always will be." I said. His eyes widened, then for a fraction of a second, he looked surprised; then his jaw clenched, and he turned to leave my room. A wave of deep, stabbing sadness washed over me, making my legs and arms feel like lead.
"Dylan...what have I done?" I asked him nervously. He kissed me on the forehead and smiled.
"The best thing for you." he whispered, hope and another emotion that I almost didn't want him to feel filling his turquoise eyes. But my heart didn't feel lighter, but heavier. Then I looked at Dylan's concerned face and I knew that he was worth waiting for, and going through this for him, and him alone.
I hurt him badly
Crashed his will
What have I done?
(this is my attempt at a haiku...)
