okay so I think my computer is fixed now, and btw I posted everything I had so I am out of chapters now but I have chapter 15 now, so here it is. but first it may be a bit longer till the next chapter, and school is starting very soon, so I am pretty busy. but I have been trying to catch up over the week-even without my computer- but it didn't work well, so I wrote this chapter like 2 hours ago. just to let you know, I feel pretty stupid writing this story if no one read's it, so if you could review I will probably post sooner and the reviews that you post always make my day, well thanks for reading up to chapter 15, here it is now.

Disclaimer: I have never owned twilight and I never will... but let's all give Stephanie Meyer a large round of applause for writing the twilight series.

Later that day.

Edward walked up to me and asked, "Ready to go home? I have a surprise for you. "

I was surprised; he laughed at me at lunch and expected me to get into his car? "That's okay. Emmett is going to take me home today."

He grabbed me and said, "Bella, if this is about lunch today, I had to sta-"

"No Edward, you didn't. You could have sat with me. You could have defended me. What happened to your best friend since kindergarten Emmett? You have disappointed me." I cut him off then turned to walk way.

"Bella! Wait!" he called after me. I continued to walk to Emmett's car when he shouted, "Bella, I still love you!" that made me freeze.

I considered continuing forward to Emmett but I decided against it. I turned round and walked, no marched to him. "That doesn't mean anything now! You didn't leave, but it is like you did!" I screamed at him "Don't bother coming around for Ian or the other babies, they don't need a father!" I could see I hurt him, and that was what I was going for. He hurt me but I didn't mean anything. I still loved him too, and then I realized that I would know if he loves me. If he came that meant he did but if not then he didn't.

Edward POV

I stood there stunned into silence. She didn't mean those things did she? And if she did, did that mean that I couldn't see my kids at all? I was hurt, nd my fce betrayed me giving away my fealings, I saw Emmett running tawards us and once he got there he said, "Bella let's go. Now." There was no argument in his voice. He was mad at me too, and I realized that I have no friends. No real ones, I mean, I had Jasper, but we never knew each other, he was just another one of Emmett's friends that I would hang out with when we were little.

I got into the car and cried. I know that a man crying was week, but I couldn't help it, when I got home Alice was there, taking a ride with Bella. I went to Esme, and cried, "Mom, I did some stupid things and now Bella hates me!"

"No she doesn't!" Alice chimed in. "she is waiting to see if you love her."

"What!" I yelled, 'What can I do!"

"I can't tell you I was sworn into secrecy!"

I don't know how long I sat there before I realized the only thing I could to was drive to Bella and ask her what I could do to make it up.

I knocked on the door and before I was done knocking the door opened, like someone was behind it.

"Edward" Bella sighed, "I love you too, I'm sorry!"

"Bella, I'm sorry, why are you apologizing? You shouldn't have to I am the one who messed up! And even if you did don't worry about it, you have the babies to worry about, and it's not good for our babies if your too stressed." I told her she was sobbing into my t-shirt well as best she could without our babies getting in the way. "That reminds me how is our little baby boy?" I asked.

"Come and see." She challenged me.

I followed her upstairs and as soon as she had Ian in her arms, I pulled her close. "Would you still like your surprise?" I asked and she nodded, I brought her to my car and she put the car seat in my car and as soon as she was buckled up we drove off.

"Where are we going?" she asked me.

I responded quickly before turning on my driveway, "well you know now, but before we go inside I need to ask you something, "would you like to find out the gender of our unborn children?"

"YES!" she screamed waking up Ian. "It's okay, I've got him," I told her before getting Ian, who was still a little small and walking into my dad's home office to find out the genders of my unborn children that I would meet in just over 2 months.

so now I have a little bit of chapter 16, but I probably won't post until Monday unless I get reviews, I have to catch up on my writing. but thanks for reading!