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chapter 24

Bella POV

Edward was dropping the kids off at school today then was to go to medical school for the first time since I died. I smelled Edward scent. That was the most beautiful scent I have ever smelled. Not in a food way, honey lilac. I missed that smell. I followed to the house. And I smelled my kids, timber, daisy, rose, and chocolate. None smelled like food. Only the blood itself was appetizing.

The scent went upstairs and I looked around. Nothing was touched. Edward didn't touch anything that I decorated. We had talked about the boys getting separate rooms, I was against it but he was for it, but now the beds were unmade and unmoved. I went into our room and again saw nothing touched. The only thing that was touched was my desk. The one letter drawer had been opened I opened the drawer and smelled that Edward had read my letters. He had written something to me too. I read it and put it back leaving a small note for him myself. It read:

Edward,

I'm sorry for leaving. The accident was on purpose. I will explain everything soon. I love you more than you think. So don't worry. I will personally make sure you and the kids are okay. Love you.

Yours forever, literally

Bella.

I was so caught up in my letter I didn't notice the footsteps. They stopped and I heard a voice. A voice that I would die for. A voice that I loved to the end of the earth.

"Bella?" Edward called me. I turned around and saw his face. His gorgeous wonderful face. "Is that really you?" I wasn't ready to be around humans yet. I quickly gulped a breath of air and realized that his scent wasn't bad. Not at all. It was a little better than the mountain lion but it was not as good as the human that was in 'Jail'

"Edward." I sighed and handed him the letter. "As much as I wish I could I can't stay, I will explain soon. One year" I promised him.

He fell to his knees and said to me, "Bella, please, please don't go. Don't leave me. Even though you changed you are still my Bella. I don't know about the eyes or the balance or the voice but you are mine Bella. And I love you. I love you with all my heart. Don't go. I need you our children need you. Little Meg broke her leg. Ian had a concussion. And EJ had a TBI. Don't you see what he did? The other guy died at the scene. You died. I don't understand how you are here but I don't care. Bella, I need you." He finished and he was crying. I touched his perfect face.

"My love." I whispered to him, "I can't stay. You weren't supposed to see me. I love you and I will explain soon. I promise." I swore. And I left my love crying on the floor, and went outside to make sure my little family stayed safe.

A few days later

"Alice." I whispered as she came up to our house to collect something's that Edward thought she would like. But she smelled good. Really good. "No Bella!" I told myself. "She is your best friend. And you are going to change her now before the voltori have a chance too."

But how am I going to change her? If she smelled good, how could I stop if she just smelled mouthwatering? I could have Eleazar do it. That was a good idea. I ran to Eleazar who was in the woods hunting a mountain lion.

"Eleazar!" I called he looked up instantly and ran toward me leaving the dead mountain lion on the ground. "I need you to change Alice. I won't be able to do it." He nodded instantly agreeing with me.

He said one word to me, "When?"

"Now. She is at my house. I can't stand to see Edward hurt, but you have to it, before Aro comes." I told him starting to run to my old house we were quiet for the rest of the way up and he smelled Alice.

"Lovely scent. But I can do it. Relax Bella. The transformation only takes three days. You will be able to tell her the truth in three days." Three days. I could tell her in three days.

"What about Edward? Can we change him along with the rest of my family other than the kids and raise them to be adults then change them?" I asked him.

"No Bella." He sighed, "When you change your family they will be thirsty. And be obsessed with killing. They won't be able to be near humans I don't know how you do it. But you do. Bella you are special." I was mad now. When I changed any one in my family I wouldn't be able to be with them and be with my kids at the same time. "Can I change Edward Now?" I asked.

"Yes Bella. But when you do your kids need to be with someone else. With Edward's parents. You got that? and wait until Alice is older, we don't want to attract the voulturi" I nodded and he darted off to go change Alice. I heard a scream in the house and I knew Alice had been bitten.

Eleazar was back with Alice who was screaming but had a t-shirt in her mouth to muffle the screaming. We ran to a seller where Eleazar would spend his nights thinking of ways to help me with stories about what happened to my family.

We sat there helping Alice comforting her and helping her get through the pain. She was telling me to kill her and killer her fast when I said, "Alice it is Bella." The she went quiet for a second. Then the screaming started again. Telling me to kill her. Those were three long days.

I am writing chapter 25 now. but I don't know if Bella is going to ne able to save her entire family. so sorry if you love these people but I think something interesting needs to happen. the next chapter will probably just be fluff and explanations to the family.

BTW there was no funeral. Edward didn't want to say goodbye and so they just placed a body that looked a lot like Bella in the ground. but thanks for reading! please review!