Chapter 29

"You killed our son?" Edward asked me and I nodded my head and I looked up at Edward's face. It was a copy of my face, the tearless crying face.

"I'm- I'm S-S-Sorry!" I got out.

"Bella, love. Calm down, I am not mad at you. Sure I am mad, but I am not mad at you. I will miss our son forever, but it was a natural thing, our instincts. It wasn't your fault, I bet I would have done the same thing." He told me trying to calm me down.

"But it was our son!" I wailed. "You should be furious at me, I would be. I am!" I was yelling

"Bella, Bella, stop. Stop it. Stop telling yourself it was your fault. I am not mad at you I am mad at the people who took you away from me about 10 years ago, and I am mad that they changed us, I wanted to grow old with you and spend the rest of eternity with you, holding your hand. But this was not your fault. It was the person who made you who you are, that killed our son." He told me.

His words were too complicated for me to understand but I got what he wanted to say. 'You didn't kill our son. Your creator made you a vampire and made you have the desire to kill. Not your fault. It was not your fault' I translated. We stood there, hugging and grieving for our son, for hours. The sun was directly overhead when we were done hugging. We were nowhere near done grieving for our son. But we had to be strong for Mag and Ian. I wondered if they would show up to the school.

Edward and I hunted until we were both full. I was disgusted that I had drunk my son's blood and then I had to keep it inside me for the rest of eternity. But I got to keep him with me, forever. After we were full, we ran to the school where we saw Meg and Ian waiting. "Maybe you should go, without me. They are probably scared of me." I told Edward.

He shook his head and said, "They know you will be here, you told them last night. Don't be afraid,"

"That's just it, I'm afraid. Afraid of everything. Afraid of Meg and Ian, afraid of what they will say, I am even afraid of you!" I told him getting louder.

Bella, relax, I am not mad, I won't do anything to you or to the kids. I promise, and they won't do anything to yo-" he started cutting himself off

"Edward! What is it?" I asked

"EJ." He stated

"What? But he is dead!" I said, my voice cracking.

Edward shook his head, "Meg and Ian don't know what happened to EJ. They came back to the room a few hours later and he was gone. He just disappeared. You didn't touch him did you?"

I shook my head. "I think we just need to talk to Meg and Ian now and change them while we still can. Oh and we need to talk about our families. Are we going to change them. The voltouri has to be near to changing Emmett. But do we want to change Rosalie and her kids? We need to discuss." I told him and he nodded. We then ran off to join our children. we told them what we are and that they would soon become one of us if they would like. They nodded and told us that they wanted to be with us forever.

After the conversation I looked at Edward and he said, "Bella, you can do this." I gave meg a soft hug and asked her, "Are you ready to be one of us now?" she nodded and I gave her a soft kiss on the forehead before I bent down to bite her neck. I looked at Ian as Edward grabbed Meg and ran back to the house. We waited for a few minutes and then I did the same to Ian. We carried him to our home and waited for three days for them to finish transforming and for them to stop screaming. Once they were vampires we took them hunting, for animals of course. When we ran into something in the forest. Edward first saw him running across a clearing about 100 yards away. Edward ran after him and caught up to him. We heard talking far away and an OH MY GOD! Edward came back with someone by his side. My little EJ.

"EJ!" Meg Ian and I all shouted at the same time. We all gave him a hug and it turned out that I hadn't drunken all of EJ's blood and that his heart continued to beat. He crawled away to the closet to hide and transformed there. keeping quiet for three days.

The 5 of us ran home to find Alice and Jasper. Alice spoke without seeing EJ or Ian or Meg. "Bella! What happened? You didn't come home last night!"

I wasn't ready to share that story with her so I said, "I went out with Edward." She sensed that I didn't want to share so she nodded her head but her eyes stayed focused on my eyes. Telling me to share later when I was I ready to tell.

Then she saw the kids. She squealed the only way Alice could sequel, high and loud. "We will give you private time." I told Alice, Jasper and the kids. Then I grabbed Edward's arm and ran into the woods. "What are we going to do about your family, my family and everyone else?" I asked him. Hoping that we could change them sooner rather than later. "You know what, we have had enough trouble for a few years, let's just have one week of just us. No interruptions." And I jumped onto him, and kissed him passionately and pulled of his clothes…