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Jade's POV

God I'm such an idiot. Why am I acting this way? It's not like I have a thing for Andre? So why does it bother me seeing him with Vega? Ever since they started dating and began showing their affection for each other it makes me sick to my stomach. It's not possible I like Vega right?

No no no no c'mon Jade get it together! You're not gay and you hate Vega. It's gotta be Andre I just don't see it yet. I know he had a crush on me a while back, he told Robbie and Robbie told me. That idiot can't keep a secret if his life depended on it.

Knowing how Andre felt for me, is probably just messing with my head. Ughh I see Vega coming towards the janitors closet through the little glass window frame on the door.

"There you are!." She sighed

"What do you want Vega?" I ask casually as if nothing had happened.

"What do you mean what do I want? Why did you act that way at lunch?" the Latina crossed her arms.

I furrowed her eyebrows. "I just don't feel like watching Andre shoving his tongue down your throat while I eat my lunch." I shrugged casually.

"So that's it? Me kissing my boyfriend made you so sick to your stomach that you felt the need to storm off during lunch.?"

"Congratulations there Vega, you put two and two together!" I spit in my mock impression of Tori.

"You know what Jade, me and Andre didn't act that way when Beck had his tongue down your throat when you two were together. Why can't you just be happy for us?." Her voice sounded as if she was pleading with me to be happy for them.

Why can't I be happy for them? The question echoed inside my head.

"Because I don't like you, and Andre and I aren't even friends. Why should I be happy for you? Why should I even care for that matter? What you do is irrelevant to me." I shrugged.

"You are unbelievable!. I was happy when you and Beck got back together! I even helped you get back together! When you two broke up I was sad for you! And yet you still say you hate me and can't for once be happy for me?." She half yelled and tossed her hands up in defeat.

I rolled my eyes. "I never said hate . I just.. just leave me alone Vega!. Why did you even care enough to follow me here huh?" I shout at her.

"Because I thought you were beginning to like me and act nicer, but I guess I was wrong! You know what Jade? You were right, we aren't friends I don't know why I refused to see it all this time. " she says and with that she exits the closet. I felt a pang of pain in my chest, something inside me begging me to follow her, but I didn't.

I just allowed my back to connect with the wall behind me and begin to slide down. Why am I such a bitch to her? She's always been there for me when no one else was. She has helped me through a lot and I can't even pretend to be happy for her? I know I disliked her at first because I thought she was after Beck, but she has proven to me time and time again that she didn't want him.

Even when Beck tried to make a move on her, she was thinking about me and my feelings. She didn't think about how maybe they could've made each other happy, no she had said she couldn't do that to me, to a friend. And now here she is saying that I was right and that we aren't friends.

I deserve it though. I don't let people in, I put them through hell before I even consider trusting someone, and yet Vega has passed every single one of my 'tests', she has managed to break my walls and that terrifies me more than I want to admit. I'd never tell her that of course.

After everything the tip of the iceberg, the reason that led her to basically say she was done with me was that I couldn't be happy for her. I had at one point found myself wanting to be happy for her, but I just couldn't bring myself to.

What is wrong with me? Why did her word bother me so much? Could it really be that I have developed feelings for her? I can't believe this is happening to me. God, this is wrong on so many levels.. I can't like Vega, I just can't.

It doesn't even bother me that I might be gay, it's the one I'm gay for, that bothers me. Ughh Vega you're gonna be the death of me!

Hope you guys like it so far! I wanted to write this in Jade's POV, see what she has to say about things! Your reviews are always welcome! Let me know if you guys have any ideas to maybe incorporate into the story! I know it's not very long, I wanted to add more to this chapter but I felt it was a good place to leave things for now! Also I wanted to post this yesterday but I had a splitting headache and wasn't able to.. I'll stop rambling now hahaha so just let me know your opinions!

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