Hey! Sorry its so late, been distracted by the news of Cote De Pablo leaving NCIS, literally heartbreaking. Thanks to everyone who read my last chapter and faved and reviewed it, it means a lot. Here's chapter 4!
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Kensi let out a quit sob as the door shut behind her. She leant against her door; her eyes closed and tears streaming down her face. Kens felt slightly guilty for actions, because even through he just forgot about her, on the outside it did look like she was just overreacting and being a dramatic bitch. But Kensi was so tried of it all. So tired of being second best, if that. Tired of Deeks forgetting about her, not caring about her, it was all too much. All she wanted was something permanent, something that couldn't be taken away from her. Someone who would love her, stand by her and maybe actually put her first for once. She actually thought that was Deeks once upon a time, but now he had completely proved her wrong. Standing her up and completely forgetting about her, it was something she definitely didn't need, or wanted. Right now she just wanted to get into her car and drive until she was out of L.A and everything that reminded her of her feelings and emotions were out of sight too.
Kensi made her decision. She quickly headed into her bedroom, grabbing her suitcase from underneath her bed, and shoving various items of clothing into it, as well as toiletries and several different pairs of shoes. Once all packed up, Kensi wheeled her suitcase to the door, grabbed her keys and turned the handle to open her door. As she pulled the door open, a figure came crashing into her apartment with it. Once realizing whom it was she quickly exited her apartment, Deeks following her, she locked up and headed for the elevator.
"Kensi, please wait, can we just talk?" Deeks pleaded with her. Kensi just blanked him, pressing the button and waiting for the elevator to arrive.
"Wait, where are you going?" Deeks asked, confused after seeing her suitcase.
"Please don't ignore me Kens…" Deeks tried again. Kensi kept on ignoring him, getting on the elevator as Deeks followed.
"Kensi, I care about you so much, more than I probably should do as a partner…" Deeks tried to explain, touching her shoulder trying to get her to turn around and face him.
"I know I owe you an explanation as to why I forgot about you, and if you actually talked to me I would explain, Kens" Deeks sighed. The elevator dinged to show its arrival, as Kensi exited walking toward her car, as Deeks followed yet again.
"God Kensi, I love you so much and if you would give me a moment to exp-" Deeks cut off as he realized what he had just said. Kensi seemed to realize as well and was frozen a couple of meters in front of him.
"No. No, you cant just say that now and think I'll just fall into your arms, no." Kensi hissed still not turning around to face him.
"I didn't mean it like that Kens, it just came out." Deeks tried to reason with her.
"So you didn't mean it then?" She asked, quieter this time.
"Of course I meant it!" Deeks pleaded with her to listen.
"You know Deeks I was going to tell you the exact same when we were supposed to have dinner… but now I really don't want to feel his way…" Kensi sighed finally turning around, but still not making eye contact, instead staring at the concrete flooring.
"Why Kens?" Deeks asked.
"Because I can't bear to be with someone who doesn't actually care, forgets me, I've had enough of that in my life already." Kensi whispered.
"I was with Hetty. Signing the contract to become an official agent here, that's where I was Kens, and you have to believe me when I say I am so sorry for not remembering, and have to trust me when I say it will never, ever happen again, I promise." Deeks said, approaching her and taking her hand in his. Kensi nodded, not sure what to say next as she finally looked into her partners piercing blue eyes.
"Ok Deeks. I believe you." She whispered.
"Where does this leave us then?" Deeks asked hesitantly.
"Er… honestly I don't know." Kensi asked truthfully.
"We could see where our thing takes us, I guess?" Deeks questioned carefully.
"Yeah… Yeah I suppose we could do that." Kensi smiled up at him for the first time in days. Deeks pulled her into his, wrapping his arms around her waist, as she dropped the suitcase and wrapped her arms around his neck. Deeks put his mouth next to her ear and whispered the words she had been dying to hear for months.
"I love you so much Fern, I'll never leave you, promise."
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