Helloo everyone once again! So here is chapter 14. Thank you all so much for the reviews I got on the last chapter, and sorry if I didn't reply, my wifi has been playing up. So I went with the majority vote on this, but my own way;) Anyway, here you go!
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Deeks sat in his car outside Kensi's moms house. He'd made it all that way, but he didn't know what to do from there. Once he'd arrived outside all the memories of her leaving him at the altar came flooding back. The pain he'd experienced, what she did. He now currently couldn't decide whether to go knock on the door or just drive away. Deeks was taken out of his thoughts when he heard a door shut, and saw Kensi locking the front door.
She was wearing dark blue jeans, with a white top and her green parker. Kensi had a grey scarf wrapped around her neck, keeping her from the unusually harsh L.A November weather. Deeks thought she looked stunning, despite their current situation.
Kensi made her way down the brick steps, looking up and realizing whose car was parked outside. Her eyes widened in surprise, then quickly shrunk down, and she quickly picked up the pace walking down the street. She blinked away the tears threatening to fall from her still red puffy eyes as her boots clicked with every step she took down the concrete pathway.
Deeks quickly made his mind up as he watched her nearly run away from him. He jumped out of his car, and started to jog after her quickly fading figure.
"Kensi!" Deeks shouted, getting closer to her. Kensi ignored his voice as she hastily wiped away the fallen tear from her cheek.
"Kens, please wait!" Deeks shouted again, reaching her. He wrapped his fingers around her elbow, as she swung around to face him, without making eye contact.
"Deeks…" She whispered, fiddling with her fingers out of nervousness.
"Kens." Deeks stated, not sure what to say now he had the opportunity.
"I… I erm I meant what I said on the phone, Deeks, if you heard me or not." She whispered her voice sounding so close to breaking.
"I heard you." Deeks stated again, watching her fingers wrap around each other.
"Why are you here then?" She cried. Deeks taken back from her sudden outburst frowned.
"What? You expect me just to walk away? I'm not like you Kensi, I can't just forget everything and walk away." Deeks exclaimed. After he said that there was a deafening silence. Kensi could hardly breathe after his accusation.
"How could you? You think it was easy leaving you there? It was the hardest thing I've ever done. But YOU deserve better, better than someone broken like me, don't you understand? I did this for you." Kensi hissed, finally making eye contact with him, her eyes burning with fire.
"Kensi, you don't understand! Your NOT broken okay, get that into your head. You are the most perfect person I have ever met, and if you think by leaving me you're helping me, then your wrong, so so wrong Kensi. You did nothing but hurt me." Deeks growled back.
"Deeks…" Kensi whispered, her voice finally broken.
"Please Kensi, don't okay. Just don't. If your going to leave like this again, because you think I deserve better, which by the way I don't even deserve you. I can't have anyone else, I won't ok. So if you leave then you'll be taking my heart with you" Deeks admitted quietly.
Kensi stood her and closed her eyes, focusing on her breathing, taking in what Deeks had just said. A few minutes later she slowly nodded her head.
"Ok… Ok Deeks. I can't promise I won't have doubts at times, but I will never you again, I promise." Kensi choked, her voice breaking and tears pouring down her cheeks. Deeks opened his arms, as Kensi fell into them, sobbing.
"I'm so sorry Marty, so sorry." She sobbed into his neck. Deeks stroked her back and hushed her.
"I know, its ok princess, were ok now." He whispered into her ear. After a while her sobs quieted into soft hiccups.
"Lets go home." Deeks softly smiled at her, pulling her by her hand down the street. Kensi gently smiled back, following his lead.
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Deeks combed his fingers threw Kensi's soft brown locks as they sat there watching America's Next Top Model. Deeks couldn't believe what had just happened in the space of just a week. He was getting married. He got left at the alter. He was back with Kensi. Wow. Deeks continued to listen to her soft intakes of breath and inhaled her beautiful intoxicating scent. Kensi turned to face him, her face lined with worry.
"Deeks… I just want you to know, if you're having seconds thoughts… it's ok you know." Kensi whispered, looking into his baby blue eyes. Deeks frowned.
"No, Kensi, no. Don't say things like that ok. We're good me and you, and we will be for a long time, you promised." Deeks argued back.
"I know… but I just wanted to make sure, you were sure." Kensi whispered back, running her palm over his stubble covered cheek.
"I've always been sure princess, always." Deeks whispered, kissing her temple softly.
"Good." Kensi stated, snuggling into his side even more, as she turned her attention back to the T.V. Deeks kept his arm around her waist, and the other combing her locks, as she was pressed flush against him.
"I love you Marty…" Kensi whispered, her head leaning back into the crook of his neck.
"I love you too, Fern" Deeks whispered back, kissing the top of her head affectionately.
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Thanks for reading! So I know this chapter unusually short, and I apologize for that, but I just thought this was a nice place to leave it. Please leave a review on your way out and I promise that I will make the next chapter longer, which is the epilogue. I want you guys to give me some ideas what you want included in the epilogue.
Married with a baby/pregnant
Not married but still together
Not married with a baby/pregnant
GIVE ME SOME MORE IDEAS!
Please chose one and let me know any other details you want in the epilogue, which will be longer okay I promise!
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