Mess (Don't Forget)
A/N: Another nameless chapter. Who do you think it is?
You're quite amazing.
I miss when you texted me three times when I didn't answer.
One of them said, "Gosh…you're beautiful."
Though I knew it was untrue, I believed it simply because you did.
I remember that one night you asked me about my dream wedding.
I loved yours.
And I thought there was nothing more perfect than the wedding night we planned together.
And when you said you were falling for me – I was so, so happy.
That Thursday, when you told me to wait for you and you called me "my love"….
There's no one I miss more than you.
There's nothing I miss more than all those little moments.
I remember when you told me about your past.
I know you don't see it, but I do.
You're quite astonishing.
I know I don't deserve you, and you're teetering on the edge of being smothered by the things I've told you, but –
All of this is true.
I'm sorry for pestering and bugging you.
I just don't want to be forgotten.
'Cause one thing's for sure.
I'll never forget you, love.
But what a mess I've made.
I'm so, so sorry you ever chose me.
I think you went back on that decision.
It was right to do so.
You have so much to look forward to.
I just have everything without you, something I'll never like, I think.
In a perfect world, there wouldn't be anything keeping us apart.
Part of that anything is you.
And for that, I understand.
I never was quite pretty, quite perfect.
With all of you, though…you're perfect to me.
Don't forget me.
Don't forget that.