Hello people! I was into this chapter when I wrote it. Nnoitra might seem a little OOC but it fits with the story line so bear with it.

Warnings! yaoi(starts off as non-con)

I do not own Bleach, I simply own this plot and its characters.


Renji's eyes fluttered open and he gazed up at the ceiling, trying to remember what happened when he left the bar.

'I ran out and then bumped into somebody…' Nnoitra's face suddenly appeared in his head and Renji tried to get up, only to fall back onto the bed.

"What the?" He looked up at his wrists in horror as he realized he was handcuffed to the bed. He wiggled his legs and signed with relief at the fact that they weren't cuffed like his hands. Huffing, he flopped back down onto the bed. Deciding it was better to not hurt himself by struggling against the restraints, Renji tried to organize what he knew in his head.

He knew that he was at the local bar with Ichigo. Ichigo left him and he was hit on by a guy named Nnoitra. Nnoitra gave him the creeps and then he ran out of the bar. He somehow managed to run into Nnoitra again and then his memory blacked out. No matter how hard he tried to remember, he couldn't recall anything. Did Nnoitra drug him? It was a high possibility at this point. The sound of a door opening and closing got Renji's attention and he looked towards the door, glaring at Nnoitra who was standing there innocently, like he wasn't the reason for him being chained up.

"Let me go." Renji growled threatening; hoping it would make Nnoitra think twice about whatever he had planned on doing. It seemed to have the opposite effect though as Nnoitra simply chuckled and walked over to Nnoitra, sitting right beside him.

"So, are the hand cuffs too tight?"

"Fuck off!"

"Do you want me to fuck off in your ass of in your mouth?" Renji's brain registered the question and his mouth fell open, a fierce blush covering his cheeks. The wiry man next to him simply laughed, getting up and grabbing what looked like a plate of food from the nightstand (how Renji didn't see the food before then a complete mystery). Scooping up some eggs that were on the plate with a spoon, Nnoitra brought it towards Renji's face, silently commanding him to eat. He had seen too many horror movies to know that if he was continuously defiant, the outcome would be him dead in a ditch somewhere. Coming to the decision to play along with the deranged man, Renji slowly opened his mouth which was then filled with eggs. Noting to himself they were cooked the way he liked, he continued to eat what was given to him, growing alarmed when the bacon was done how he liked it; extra crispy. He soon finished his meal but the only thought on his mind what the unsettling fact that the man somehow seemed to know how he likes his eggs and bacon done. It could just be a coincidence yet Renji wasn't willing to play it off as just that.

'Has he been stalking me?' Renji looked at Nnoitra's face, trying to see if he ever saw him before. Maybe he had seen him before but never registered it. Despite how hard he was trying to recall, he never remembered seeing the man before. The more he sat there, staring at Nnoitra and thinking, the more Nnoitra's lips turned downward.

"Do you find something interesting on my face?" Nnoitra growled out at last, startling Renji out of his stare.

"No. I was just wondering if I've ever seen you before." Renji's mind caught up with his words and he looked up in fright, worried that if Nnoitra had been stalking him that maybe he had spoiled his plans. Yet, instead of an angry look, Nnoitra looked sad. It didn't look right on his face and Renji got the feeling the man didn't let such emotion show often.

"Well, I guess can't expect ya to remember me." So they had met before, but where? As Renji tried to rack his brain on where they meet before, he didn't see Nnoitra take off his clothes nor him take out a tube of lube from his pants as well as a pill. A sudden weight landed on his chest and Renji was startled out of his thoughts. He looked up at Nnoitra and seeing his naked state, realized that he was going to get raped and there was nothing he could do about it.

Thrashing around, Renji tried to throw the man off of him, bucking his hips and twisting his legs, anything to get the man away. Said man simply chuckled (Renji wasn't going to focus on the fact of how sinister it sounded) before shoving the pill in his hand down Renji's throat. The squishy pill broke inside his throat, making him cough as a sweet, syrupy taste filled his mouth. Almost instantly, his body became unbearably hot. Nnoitra watched in satisfaction as Renji took in gasping breaths, sweat starting to appear near his hair line.

"What-What did you do to me?" Gasped Renji.

"Gave you an aphrodisiac; now I know you will enjoy this as much as I will." Said Nnoitra, leaning in until his lips just hovered above Renji's.

"Don't fight me." And with that, he shoved his mouth onto Renji's, shoving his tongue in as well. Against his mind, Renji's body responded and his member twitched. A reluctant moan left his throat as Nnoitra plundered his mouth, rubbing his tongue in all the right places. Within minutes, Nnoitra had turned Renji a shivering mess.

"That's it. Keep moaning for me bitch." The dirty name turned Renji on more than it should of and it didn't go unnoticed from Nnoitra.

"Heh, you like when I talk dirty? Slut. Whore. Cunt. Bitch. Ya like that?" With every insult, Renji moaned, his erection now standing tall and proud. What scared Renji throughout the whole time was that without the drug, Renji was positive he would have gotten hard from the name calling anyways.

"That's right. Moan for me." Nnoitra went back to attacking his mouth, his own erection becoming slightly bothersome. Deciding to turn up the heat, Nnoitra moved his mouth down Renji's neck, licking along the outlines of his tattoos. Once he reached his pulse point, he bit down, Renji's back arching up off the bed in pleasure.

"AH!" Moaned out Renji as Nnoitra kept biting his neck, each bite sending jolts of pleasure through his body.

"Stop!" The fight in Renji wasn't completely gone; he tugged on his handcuffs, his legs coming up to wrap around Nnoitra's shoulders. With a massive heaving motioned, Renji somehow managed to knock Nnoitra off of him. Knowing that he had only a few seconds to get away, he yanked on the handcuffs, nearly crying with joy when he heard one of them broke. Seemed like Nnoitra was dumb and had used the crappy metal/plastic handcuffs. Moving to free his other hand, he was stopped when hands came around his throat.

'Shit! I didn't move fast enough!' Thought Renji as Nnoitra slowly cut off his air. His single free hand came up to Nnoitra's face and tried to push him away. Instead, Nnoitra took his fingers into his mouth and sucked on them, his eyes gleaming with sadistic happiness when Renji grew weak with pleasure.

"I told you to not fight me." Renji involuntarily shivered at the statement, fear coursing through his veins as well as pleasure. Nnoitra leaned over to reach the night stand, his hand still around Renji's throat, and grabbed something. He dumped them on Renji's cloth covered chest and Renji whimpered in fear when he felt more than he saw what Nnoitra grabbed; some rope and a blindfold. Somehow, Nnoitra managed to tie Renji back to the bedpost, finally able to move his hand from the red-head's throat.

"Guess I'll have to play dirty." He grabbed the blindfold off of Renji's chest and tied it around his eyes, cutting off his vision and making all his other senses heighten. Nothing happened for a few seconds and then the sound of fabric ripping filled the air. Nnoitra's tongue was soon on Renji's now free chest, licking his way down to two pert nipples.

"Look at 'em. They look like their begging for attention." He took one in and Renji's world focused on the sensation. Against his will, he moaned long and low, his chest lifting to get Nnoitra to suck harder. Getting the hint, Nnoitra did just that. He also bit them, quickly soothing the pain with a swipe of his tongue. He repeated it over and over again until Renji keened into the air, his voice reluctantly needy.

"Let me go." Said Renji, hoping to reason with Nnoitra.

"No. I spent fair to long just watching you." Nnoitra got back to work on his chest, his tongue now leaving rapidly cooling trails of saliva across what Renji knew were his tattoos.

"I wonder how low they go…" Abruptly, Renji's pants were tugged down off his long legs with his boxers, leaving him naked as the day he was born in front of Nnoitra. Nnoitra stopped touching him (Renji suspected he was looking at his tattoos and how close they stopped near his member). Soon enough though, Nnoitra's hands went back to exploring his body, scratching here and there, pinching soft pieces of skin, anything to get a reaction. Renji stubbornly held back the moans that desperately wanted to come out, the task becoming nearly impossible when Nnoitra kept hitting all the right places, the aphrodisiac not helping any. Renji felt Nnoitra's nibble fingers near his pelvis, his breath coming out in short pants.

"Stop! Damnit stop!" The fingers hesitated before they wrapped around his length, making Renji keen and buck into his fist.

"L-Let me go-nhn." Renji's plea was cut off as Nnoitra started to move his hand up and down. Unable to hold back, Renji moaned with abandon, not being able to see the effect he had on Nnoitra.

"God, you look so sexy." Renji heard something open and was only given a moment to think about it before a slick finger circled his entrance. It continued to circle before it roughly pushed it, breaking down any resistance Renji had left.

"Oh god, yes, deeper!" Nnoitra moaned at the plea from Renji and complied, shoving another finger in with the first one. It hurt, Renji wasn't going to lie. It hurt more than it probably should of. But the pain somehow added to the pleasure. Byakuya was never like this; it was always slow, sensual, sex. Until now, he had never had an experience like this and he found he rather liked this…rougher side of sex.

A third finger pushed in, making Renji scream out in pained pleasure.

"Right there." Hissed Renji as Nnoitra pressed against his prostate, making little stars shoot across his vision. Right after Renji spoke; the blindfold was ripped from his face. His eyes slowly adjusted to the lightening and he automatically looked at Nnoitra, his rapist/pleasure giver. Nnoitra's pupils had blown up in lust and his chest rose and fell with quick breaths. What captured Renji's attention the most was his member. It was long like his body, but thick as well. It was slightly red and the mere thought of it going into his body was enough to make Renji shudder with need. Nnoitra lined himself up with Renji's hole, slowly rubbing his head against its entrance.

"Renji, look at me." Renji brought his eyes up, "I want you to stare at me as I fuck you long and hard. And I want you to moan like a good little bitch. Understand?" Renji frantically nodding his head, the drugs in his system overriding his logic, which was telling him that this was wrong; oh so very wrong.

He felt Nnoitra's head push against him before he heard the man take a deep breath and pushed into him, not stopping till Renji had taken him balls deep. Renji's mouth hung open in a silent scream. He was pretty sure that he was torn somewhere but couldn't give a fuck as his lust-filled mind was focused on the fact that he was full of Nnoitra. Not giving him time to adjust, Nnoitra pulled out before plunging back in, this time causing a breathless scream.

In. Out. In. Out. Over and over again, Nnoitra penetrated Renji's body. His back was arched to receive the brutal thrusts, his cries, moans, and near screams echoing off the walls. Tears of pleasure streamed down Renji's face as his body was filled to the brim each time Nnoitra sunk into his oh-so-willing body; his eyes never leaving Nnoitra's.

"AGH! C-Coming!" Warned Renji as the coil in his stomach tightened, ready to snap at any moment.

"Then come." Moaned out Nnoitra as he leaned forward to whisper in Renji's ear, bending the red-heads body till his knees where by his chest. A few vicious thrusts later and Renji came screaming Nnoitra's name, his hands coming up to tangle themselves in his pitch black hair.

"Fuck, Renji!" With a shout, Nnoitra came as well, pumping himself into Renji's ass. The only sound in the room was their harsh breathing, the smell of sex thick in the air.

"Hnmm." Grumbled Renji as Nnoitra pulled out of him, a slurping sound echoing in the room afterwards. Nnoitra watched as Renji fell asleep (more like passed out), a grin on his face. His hands came up to run through his fiery red hair, feeling the softness of it underneath his fingertips. How long had he waited to have Renji like this? 4 years? 5years? It was hard to keep track when time seemed to blur together.

Heaving himself off of Renji, he undid the ties around his hand and unlocked the other handcuff. Gently setting Renji's arms by his side, Nnoitra got up, his eyes wandering over Renji's debauched form, trailing his tribal tattoo's that went across his whole body. Sighing, he got up and started picking up their clothes that were thrown across the floor, dumping them in a nearby laundry basket. A picture on his dresser caught Nnoitra's attention, turning his shit eating grin into a warm smile. He picked up the photo, his eyes roaming over the two figures in it.

The two figures in the picture were young, probably in their pre-teens. Each stood side by side, massive grins on their faces, their bodies caked in mud. The younger one had a bandage around his forehead and the older one had a sling on his arm but they seemed happy even with their obvious injuries. Nnoitra sighed as he looked from the photo to the bed and back to the photo.

"You've grown up so fucking much since we were kids Renji," Nnoitra said out loud to himself. "I can't believe you don't remember saving my life."


So yeah...Renji saved Nnoitra's life. Why doesn't he remember? What truly happened? All those questions and more will be answer next chapter. *evil laughter*

I meant for the yaoi to be much rougher but this came out instead.; it fits with the plot so oh well.

Thank you for reading and please please please review! I want to know all your thoughts about this story and the pairing. That, and the fact that your reviews make my day :)