Oh hi guise! I am finally done with this story. I can say that this is one of my favorite I've done so far simply because of the pairing. Although I feel like I got extremely OOC with the characters but that's just me.

Warnings! Yaoi

I do not own Bleach. I simply own this plots and it's characters.

Previously in Chapter 3…

"No. you can't be!" Renji shot up and stumbled backwards, his back hitting the wall. His eyes watered and he looked back at the photo, his fingers brushing over a grinning Nnoitra.

"But I am." Forcing his eyes to tear away from the photo, he watched as Nnoitra walked to him, stopping just a few inches away from him.

"Did you ever ask yourself why you were so comfortable around me when you had just only met me? That's because that wasn't the first time we met; we've meet at youth camp."

Renji remembered now. He remembered everything of that summer; the summer his parents sent him to camp to have fun. He also remembered that day, the day he could never remember no matter how hard he tried.

"But you can't be here."

"And why not?" Nnoitra's hands came up and trapped Renji against the wall "Tell me." He whispered.

"Because you're supposed to be dead!"

Renji couldn't breathe. It felt like the whole world was caving in on him; which was probably a good analogy. The world started to sway and he felt sick.

"Oi! Watch out!" Renji felt himself fall forwards and watched as the ground got closer to him. Arms appeared in his vision, catching him just before he hit the ground. He felt himself being picked up, Nnoitra's face coming into view. His mouth was turned completely downward and his eyebrows were scrunched up together in the middle of his forehead; it would have been a comical look if Renji wasn't in shock. Renji was placed onto Nnoitra's bed, his arms being placed gently over him.

"If I had known telling you I was alive was going to put you in shock, I would have let you figured it out while you were sitting down." Said Nnoitra, running his fingers through red hair.

"I thought you were dead." Whispered Renji, feeling hot tears trailing down his face. Fingertips danced the corners of his eyes, wiping away Renji's tears.

"I was supposed to be. The car hit me head on and no one should survive that."

"How did you?" Renji lifted his hand to cup Nnoitra's face, his eyes frantically searching Nnoitra's for answers. Nnoitra leaned into the touch, his eyes slipping shut.

"When we got to the hospital, we were put in separate rooms. Both of us had gotten injured and we were both put into an induced coma. During my coma, I had gotten a virus that I couldn't fight off; turns out that I have an Eosinophilic blood disease. It means that my white blood cells are messed up and can't fight of infections like most people. The only way for me to fight the virus was to have blood with a naturally high white blood content put in me. But people with that kind of blood are rare so I was doomed to die of an infection. During all of this, you were woken up from your coma and when you found out about my situation, you demanded your blood be used to heal me. The doctors did the transfusion to appease you and turns out that your blood was a match; I was healed. But not even two days later, you started forgetting things and the next day, you had forgotten about the incident." Nnoitra opened his single eye to look down at Renji. His fingers slipped under his eyes patch, tugging it off.

"This is from a piece of sharp metal. The doctors were amazed that it didn't damage my brain but it left nasty teeth like scars." Renji couldn't control his hand as he raised it up to touch Nnoitra's scar. His head leaned into Renji's touch, a sigh leaving his thin lips.

"I saved you from dying by a car and you saved me from an infection but you had no memory of it. I couldn't just let the person who saved my life go away so I remained in the shadows, making sure your life went well. I made sure you got job promotions and good deals on whatever house or apartment you owned." Renji's eyes widened as Nnoitra continued to list the ways he had tried to make his life easier.

'All this time he took care of me and I never even knew it.'

"You spent nearly all your life on me?" Renji asked, stunned by it all.

"Yes. I did." Was Nnoitra's short reply. Now that Renji knew everything, all of Nnoitra's actions started to make sense. How he knew Renji's favorite foods and the sentences that seemed to only make sense to Nnoitra.

Renji couldn't comprehend the feelings that where going through him. How was he suppose to process everything he had just been told? How was he suppose to handle the fact that there was someone in the world who had given their whole life, for him? Nnoitra seemed to understand the conflict going through Renji for he squeezed his hand, rubbing his thumb across it in a soothing manner.

"I'll let you think." Nnoitra said, getting up. Fear coursed through Renji at the thought of Nnoitra leaving and he held onto his hand, not letting go when Nnoitra tugged it away.

"Stay with me. Please." The emotion in Nnoitra's eyes was unreadable but he sat back down next to Renji, accepting his request. They sat like that, holding hands, until Renji's eyes dropped shut and his hand went limp. But even after Renji had obviously fallen asleep, Nnoitra still stayed, watching over Renji as he slipped into a dreamless sleep.

"Yes. He's not feeling well and he didn't want to get the whole workplace sick. Yes, I'll tell him. Thank you, bye." Nnoitra's chipped voice filled Renji's ears as he slowly woke up. He ignored the urge to go pee and instead opened his eyes, trying to focus on the ceiling above him. He felt the covers being pulled up over him and he averted his gaze from the ceiling to Nnoitra.

"Good morning."

"More like good afternoon. I called your boss and told him that you were sick and would be missing work for the rest of the day."

"How do you know my work number?" Asked Renji.

"I memorized it." Renji knew that that should have freaked him out, but strangely it didn't. He actually found it endearing that Nnoitra took the time and energy to remember it. Going on a sudden impulse, he leaned into Nnoitra, noticing the way Nnoitra tensed up.

'Why would he tense up?' Thought Renji. Then he suddenly remembered that Nnoitra didn't know how he felt about knowing the whole situation.

"You know, I should probably be freaking out about the fact that you have stalked me for nearly 10 years and that you have influenced every part of my life without me knowing," Renji took a deep breath and looked up at Nnoitra. "But I don't find it disturbing at all. In fact, I…umm…kind of find it…uh…endearing." Renji flushed as he hurried to finish the last half of his speech. He could feel Nnoitra's eyes on him so he buried his head into Nnoitra's stomach.

Arms wrapped around what they could and Renji felt Nnoitra's breath on his throat.

"Seriously?" Renji could hear Nnoitra's voice tremble as he tried to keep himself composed.

"Yes. I'm so serious that I want you to move in with me." Nnoitra's arm's tightened around him and Renji took that as a 'Yes, I would love to move in with you.'

"Now, will you let me go to the restroom?"

"Who says I'm stopping you?" Scoffing at Nnoitra, who seemed to get over his emotional spell, Renji shoved him off before heading towards the bathroom. Right at the doorway, Renji turned back to Nnoitra, a grin on his face.

"After I use the restroom, want to start packing your stuff?" Nnoitra nodded before he flopped back down onto his bed, a shit eating grin on his face. Renji smiled before he hurried to the bathroom, his bladder urging him to relieve himself. After getting his business done, he went back into the bedroom, smiling at Nnoitra who was dozing off on the bed. Quietly going to the edge of the bed, he leaned over, gently pressing his lips to Nnoitra's. A tongue shoved itself into his mouth, making him give a startled moan. He looked down at Nnoitra, who was grinning cheekily at him; Nnoitra continued to run his tongue over Renji's, dragging out a low moan. Nnoitra's hands ran up to wrap around Renji's back, pulling him down on top of him. His hands skimmed down to Renji's butt, giving it a couple of firm squeezes.

"I wonder if your neighbors will be able to handle us when I move in?"

"Huh?"

"Because I plan on fucking you hard every night and you aren't shy about being vocal." Renji punched him lightly in his shoulder, muttering about how much he was a pervert.

"You know, maybe we should practice having sex with you gagged. Practice makes perfect." Renji's eyes widen but before he could retort, Nnoitra shoved his mouth onto his again.

'I have a feeling my life just got more exciting.'

***Two years later***

Renji ran through the rain, trying to get home before it started to get a heavy downpour. He sprinted up the steps, shoving the key into the lock before rushing in and slamming the door shut. He stood there, leaning against the door, trying to catch his breath.

"You okay?" Renji looked towards the hallway, smiling at Nnoitra.

"I'm fine. I was just running to get out of the rain."

"It looks like it didn't do any good seeing as how you are soaked." Looking down at himself, he admitted that Nnoitra was right. Hands grabbed the edges of his shirt and pulling it up, barely giving Renji the chance to lift his arms up. A protest was on Renji's lips but Nnoitra simply dived in a devoured them. He nipped harshly at Renji's bottom lip, making him keen. Nnoitra shoved him backwards, his back hitting the wall. Nnoitra's hands wandered all over Renji's damp chest, his nails leaving trails of red welts.

"Hey! Don't be doing heavy petting while you have guests over!" Renji pulled away from Nnoitra and glanced behind him to stare at Ichigo, who had a scroll on his face and a red tint to his cheeks.

"Hey Ichigo." Greeted Renji. He ducked underneath Nnoitra's arm and gave his friend a hug.

"I didn't know you guys were in town. I thought Kenpachi's tournament here wasn't for another two weeks."

"It is. Nnoitra said we could stay in your guy's guest bedroom until his tournament date." Renji turned to Nnoitra, disbelief clear on his face. Nnoitra just brushed past them, hurrying towards the living room where Kenpachi was more than likely lounging on the couch.

"For a guy who swears up and down he's a bad ass mother fucker, he sure does sweet things for you, like inviting your friends over so you can hang out with them." Commented Ichigo. Renji just laughed and nodded his head, following his boyfriend into their living room. Nnoitra had taken Ichigo's spot on the couch next to Kenpachi, who was playing a game on their Playstation. Nnoitra had a controller in his hand and was watching the screen intently, trying to beat Kenpachi in whatever game they were playing.

"Hey Renji." Kenpachi absently called out, his eyes never leaving the TV screen in front of him.

"Hey big guy." Renji walked over and plopped down next to Nnoitra, letting his hand graze Nnoitra's legs. Nnoitra's eyes flickered towards him, a gleam in his eyes. Suddenly, the game announced the winner, Kenpachi groans of defeat following shortly afterwards. But Nnoitra kept his eyes on Renji.

"I know that look. Can you at least take him to your guy's bedroom before you start stripping him." Commented Ichigo. No sooner than Ichigo's statement did Nnoitra get up from the couch and dragged Renji behind him. They stumbled towards their bedroom, somehow managing to close the door along the way.

"Do you realize how sexy you are?" Growled out Nnoitra heatedly, his desire dilated pupils starting into Renji's.

"You say that quite often." Chuckled Renji. His chuckle was cut short as Nnoitra went straight for one of his nipples, biting it harshly before he continued to nip his way down Renji's torso. He dragged Renji's pants down as he neared his pelvis. Renji nudged his hips forward, his now hard member bushing up against Nnoitra's cheek, leaving a trail of precum. Nnoitra chuckled before he got back up, quickly kissing Renji's lips before pushing him onto their bed.

"Can't hold back right now; did you keep it in?" Renji blushed at the question, nodding his head. Nnoitra's shit eating grin sent shivers of arousal shooting down Renji's spine, making his member jerk slightly.

"Then show your ass to me and slowly take it out." Nodding, Renji rolled over and got onto his knees. He slowly ran his hands down his back and over his butt cheeks. He felt around his stretched hole, moaning as the butt plug shifted slightly. Grasping the end of it, he slowly pulled it out, groaning at the loss. He heard Nnoitra panting as he removed it.

"Good, now spread your ass for me." Doing as he was told, he waited for Nnoitra's next command. Instead of giving Renji a command, Nnoitra shifted to where his member was pressing lightly into Renji. A strong shiver went down Renji's back as he felt Nnoitra's head at his entrance.

"Do you want me to go fast or slow?" Renji knew this was Nnoitra's way of giving some control back to him; but he didn't want any control, not tonight anyways. Keening, he pressed back, silently giving the control back to Nnoitra. He felt Nnoitra shudder and his hands grip his hips tighter. With a nearly silent 'I'm going in', Nnoitra snapped his hips forward, filling Renji to the brim. Renji took in gasps of breath, trying to hold back an orgasm that was threatening to consume him. The butt plug stretched him but nothing compared to the feeling of having Nnoitra inside of him.

"Shit!" Without any warning, Nnoitra pulled out and snapped right back in, earning a breathless cry from the withering man underneath him. Nnoitra set up a brutal pace, the force of his thrusts making the bed creak and groan. Every time their hips met, a moan would leave Renji's lips. Nnoitra stopped moving and rolled Renji onto his side, straddling one of his legs and throwing the other one over his shoulder. He started back up his ruthless pace, drilling his member into Renji's prostate.

Taken aback by the sudden rush of pleasure, he couldn't stop his orgasm and with a final cry of pleasure, Renji came, shooting his cum all over the bed sheets. A low growl emitted from Nnoitra and with a final couple of thrusts later, Nnoitra came, spilling his warm seed into Renji's ass. He mewed as a warm, wet feeling filled him. Nothing but their harsh breathing filled the room. Nnoitra set Renji's legs down and flopped down next to him, his harsh breathing tickling Renji's ear.

"You know, you entirely to horny. No one should want sex as much as you do." Said Renji, turning to where he was face to face with Nnoitra, a tired smile on his face.

"Can't help it." He mumbled, raising one of his hands to run it through Renji's, now sweating, hair.

"I'm making up for all the time we weren't together."

"But that was a year ago! You couldn't have missed me that much after the accident."

"But I did." Nnoitra's voice was serious as he said this. His hand rested against Renji cheek, his nail scraping against the skin and creating red welts. Renji was used to the feel of welts on his body (all of which were from Nnoitra; he did have a sadistic streak after all) so he paid the nails on his face no mind. Instead he scooted closer to Nnoitra, knowing what he was trying to say without actually saying it.

It was years of hell without you.

I want to make the most of our time together because I don't know when you may have another accident that may erase your memory.

I need you.

All of this and more were conveyed in that one statement and in Nnoitra's possessive hold of him. Renji smiled as he felt Nnoitra's arms squeeze him.

The past year was the happiest he had ever been. Sure he and Nnoitra got into fights but none of that compared to times like this, when they were in bed and Nnoitra was having a 'Lets be sweet to Renji' fit. Their life wasn't perfect but it was the best life either of them had.

And to think, it all started when Nnoitra rapped him. It was almost like their love was born from sin.

I'm done. I can't believe I actually finished this story. I can thank my English teacher, Mr. Marshall, for giving me motivation to finish my stories. I'm not sure how he would feel, knowing he motivated me to write smut.

Well anyways, please review! I really want your input and the fact is, i love your opinions :)