A Jecker Story - Chapter 12 - The Results Are In
Jess' POV
I came home for lunch as I forgot to bring it to work and the dogs came running up to, George jumped up at me and Bailey was jumped at my leg. I managed to get into the kitchen and told them to get down which they did then I told them to sit which they did and they got their treats, I stroked them and made my lunch and as I waited fir my lunch to cook I went and checked the mailbox just outside the door and it was the normal bills, bills and bills then one my eye.
The envelope had Becker's name on it and the hospital logo at the top, these were Becker's HIV results. I know he would want to know the second the letter was in so I phoned him "Hello" He said as he answered.
"Take the afternoon off and tell Lester I won't be in either" I said.
"Why? What's wrong?" He sounded so concerned.
"You're results are here" He knew exactly what I was talking about, he hung up the phone and 35 minutes later he came through the door "Here" I handed him the envelope.
We went and sat on the sofa and he just held it in his hands "I don't think I can open it" He stated "Jess I'm terrified" He said.
"I know but we have to know for sure" I told him and rubbed his back "You gotta go it sooner or later" I said.
"Jess I can't do it" He threw the envelope on the coffee table, sighed and leaned back on the sofa. I know how scared he was of these results but we needed to know what they said "How can I be this scared of a bit of paper?" He questioned.
"This little bit of paper can change your life it's understandable that you're scared" I told him and leaned back and hugged him "We don't have to do this now if you don't want to" I said.
"I'm going to take George out for a run" He got up from the sofa and got George's lead, George ran over to him excitedly and they left.
Bailey tried to jump on the sofa to cuddle up to me but it was to high for him so I picked him up and cuddled him "You think he needs to open it don't you" I asked Bailey. This has gotta be one of the best things about having a dog... Or any pet you can talk to them and they don't judge you and they can't answer you back during an argument.
I wanted to open that letter myself, I needed to know. If he has a disease then I need to know for my own peace of mind, I looked at the envelope sitting there in front of me wanting to be opened and I did lean towards it to open it but I managed to stop myself and I got up and went to the kitchen. I put Bailey on the floor and got his food out to feed him and started on food for me and Becker not that I could concentrate much as all that was on my mind was that stupid letter.
The door opened and Becker came in and let George off his lead and he went straight to get some water, I watched Becker as he looked towards the letter sitting in the coffee table "Let's get this over with!" He called out and stormed over to the letter.
Becker's POV
I tore open the envelope and unfolded the letter;
Dear Mr Becker,
I am writing to inform you of your blood test results taken on the 23/02/2013 at St Mary's Hospital.
Following the incident which happened on the same day blood was taken from you and sent off for analysis and because of the nature of the incident we did try to get the results in as fast as we could but there are other people that needed their results but we did manage to get your results in earlier then we thought.
Your blood was tested for Hepatitis C, Hepatitis B and HIV as these are the three main diseases which you can get from a dirty needle and after extensive analysis if the samples I am very happy to tell you that you tested negative for all diseases.
Of you wish to phone me and speak to me about the results then please do not hesitate my number is: 08003744928 and you want option 5 to go through to me, I am in my office between the hours of 9am-1:30pm then again from 3pm-6:30pm.
Dr P. Matthews.
I couldn't believe it! Me and Jess had been doing all of this worrying for nothing I was absolutely 100% clear of everything! "You're OK" Jess said and when I turned to her she was crying then I realised that I was too.
"Jess I promise you that I am going to give you as many children as you want" I told her and she laughed as I kissed her "How about we start right now" I suggested.
"What?" She asked shocked.
"This whole thing has made me realise that life is just to damn short, I don't intend on wasting what I have got left. I love you so much Jess and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I want us to have our own family... What do you say?" I asked.
"OK" we started kissing and took it to the bedroom where me and Jess got our freak on!
I woke up the next morning and seen her still fast asleep, she looked beautiful with her hair sprawled out across the pillow. I leaned down and kissed her on the forehead before putting on my running clothes and I took George out for our morning run and then when I got back I seen that she was still asleep so I took Bailey out round the park for her and when I got back she was STILL asleep... My God had she taken some sleeping pills or something? I made breakfast and as I came into the bedroom she was just sitting up in bed "Well hello sleeping beauty, you know I've taken both the dogs out and made you breakfast in bed whilst you've been snoozing away" I said.
She laughed and kissed me as I put the tray with her food on over he legs "Wow I can't believe you actually took Bailey out, I'm impressed" She stated.
"Yeah well I thought I would treat you" I kissed her again.
"You need a shower" She said laughing and playfully pushed me away from her.
When I got out of the shower I found Jess in the kitchen cleaning up and getting the gods breakfast for them, I came up behind her and placed my hands over her stomach "Who knows what's happening in there right now? I tell you I got some strong soldiers so we should have no problem" I said into her ear and kissed her neck.
She turned around and faced me "I don't want you to get your hopes up OK? It could be months or even years until we conceive... We both want this but let's not get to excited" She stated and she was right we shouldn't be getting this excited.
"I know I'm sorry" She got up on her tip toes and kissed me on the lips "Wanna give it another try just incase one of your strong soldiers couldn't do it?" She whispered huskily into my ear, man she sounded hot when she spoke like that.
Jess' POV
How could Becker still have the energy to have sex again? We have had sex four times today and once last night, that's five times in the last 24 hours... I need a break "Becker I need a break, muscles I didn't even know I had are asking me to stop" I stated as he kissed my neck.
I turned to face him and he smiled "OK, sorry I didn't mean to wear you out that much" He said and kissed me "It's early dinner time so how about I run out and get us something to eat OK and whilst I'm gone you can feed the dogs" I nodded in agreement and he jumped out of the bed and got dressed.
Right now I feel like such a bitch! How am I supposed to tell Becker I am still on birth control? He is so excited that I might be pregnant and I'm still on birth control. I do want to have a baby with him but my coil is still in and it doesn't come out yet and going to see the doctor before it's due to come out is irritating because I got to make an appointment, answer lots of questions and blah blah blah.
It's only supposed to be in for another 3 months surely I don't have to tell him because he can't expect me to get pregnant straight away can he? Why do I have a feeling that if I'm not pregnant in a couple of weeks he's going to be taking me to see a doctor of some sort, should I tell him? Will he get angry that we've had sex five times today and I didn't tell him? What if he finds out another way? What the hell shall I do?
I got out of bed and threw Becker's shirt on and some underwear and went into the kitchen where the dogs were playing, I poured out their food and gave them some fresh water "Do you think I should tell him?" I asked them. They just looked at me and went back to eating their food "Thanks for your advice" I stated.