The next day when Clary woke up, she gasped as she got out of bed. There were bruises and marks from last night. She slowly walked to her bathroom and took a shower. After looking in the mirror, her body full of cuts and bruises, she decided she was done. This time she wasn't letting Jace get in the way. She wanted to be dead for years now, but she either never did it, or it never worked.

Clary walked to her desk and got out a piece of paper.

Are you fucking proud?
- Clary.

She kept it on her desk for later if Valentine walked in.

She got out a bottle of pills and put it inside her bag. She sighed, and walked to school. She planned to do it after school, at her secret hideout, which was a pond near the park.

Clary's POV

Today was my last. My last everything. But it also meant I'll be with my mother again. I walked to my locker to see a bunch of people crowding it and laughing. I rolled my eyes and walked toward it so I can open it, but Kaelie was blocking it.

I decided to be rude to her considering it was my last time I'll ever see her. "Can you fucking move? Wait no you can't. You're too sore to move after fucking 10 guys in one night."

Everyone backed away, and Kaelie looked furious. "Fucking bitch. If we don't make you miserable enough, then wait until tomorrow."

Too bad there won't be a tomorrow for me.

I went to my classes. They were all fine except for last period. Kaelie had spilled her tea all over me. Luckily it was last period. The teacher saw and she got detention. After class ended, having to sit in tea for the past hour, it was finally time. The time I fixed everything. Make everyone happier by killing myself. I swear if Jace follows me I'm going to kill him because I kill me.

I let out a sigh, putting my textbooks in my locker, and locking it. I walked to the park which was about 15 minutes away. The pond was hidden in the trees. Once I got there, it was time.

I sat on a rock, and got out my pills, tears streaming down my face. I couldn't stop crying, but it was for the best. After 5 minutes of crying, I finally brought myself to do it. I unscrewed the lid and poured it into my mouth. If I put the whole bottle of pills in my mouth, there's a better chance of dying. I swallowed. I texted Simon before the pills started to get to me.

Bye.

Few minutes later I started to get dizzy. It was working. I lay lifeless on the rock, even though I still have some life left in me.

Unfortunately Simon had lost his phone on the street. It could be lying anywhere. Anyone could see it.

Minutes later, I felt numb. I felt weightless, I felt dead.

Darkness.

So I think next chapter will be the end because she's dead but I don't know maybe she just is passed out I haven't really planned yet but I'm probably gonna write a new fanfic so keep an eye out for that. Eep so sorry for making her do this.