Desiree and I never really did anything sexual but if she had a rough day I would sleep over, hold and kiss her until she felt better. There were no strings attached only because there was no relationship to latch them on to.

Over the summer we became even closer because of all the nights we've spent together, and one day my parents were leaving for a week to celebrate their anniversary. They said the only person who could come over was Sarah so her and I decided to chill at my house for the whole week but half way through the first day she got a call from her mom. She went to go answer it in the living room and when she came back she had an enormous smile on her face, the kind that hurts if you hold it for too long.

"So what's the good news," I say.

"My brothers coming home for vacation."

"Oh cool, when is he gonna be here."

"My mom's bringing him home right now."

"So do you want to go to your house and surprise him?"

"Well she knows I'm here and wanted to know if he could chill with us for the day so she can set up his old room."

"Ummm, I guess," I was a little unsure even though I thought I knew nothing would go wrong. For some reason this all felt a little strange.

"Okay I'll text her and let her know, so what do you want to do until he gets here," she said twiddling away on her phone.

"I'm just gonna tumble, but we can put on a movie or something."

"Alright, which one?"

"Doesn't matter I've seen all of them already."

"Hmmm I'm gonna run home and pick one up, be back in ten minutes."

" Have fun," I shout as she closes the front door. Sure enough she comes back in exactly ten minutes.

"So what movie did you get," I say not looking up from the screen.

"Wait and you'll see."

"Fine," I was playing music so I didn't hear the first fifteen minutes of the movie, but then I heard a moan and looked up. I smiled and said, "you got a porno?"

"Yeah, why not?"

"Oh no reason it's just that if I get frisky you're just gonna have to take it," I say jokingly.

"By then my brother will be here and he'll deal with that," she says all matter-of-factly.

"Sure, like he can keep me from what I want.'

"You want me?" There was an awkward silence. I never really thought about doing anything sexual with her, I mean she is pretty and she does have nice body but I didn't like her like that.

"Uhh, no. What I want is you to move out of the way you're blocking my light." She looks across the dim room at the tightly shut curtains and makes a face.

"What light are you talking about?"

"Siéntate!"

"Geez, at least watch it with me, I don't want to feel like a creep."

"Fine." I closed my laptop and positioned myself so that I could watch the movie but still see how she reacted to what was on the screen. We were watching straight porn, but some how I knew she wanted to be the guy. If her lovely skin tone allowed it, she would have blushed when the girl let out a low moan. She was sitting criss- cross applesauce so she put her hands between her legs. She didn't do anything although I knew she wanted to. Silly child.

"You can do whatever you want I'm not gonna judge you," I saw hopefully.

"I can't just do that while you watch." I imagined leaning close and moving her hand out of the way and replacing it with one of my own. I'd have her moaning in about a minute and she'd cum soon after with her arms wrapped around me. She'd look embarrassed but I'd tell her not to worry about it.

"Thanks, but I'm good."

"Oh, uhh yeah. No problem," I said, coming out of my little fantasy world, a little surprised that I even thought that.

"I'm gonna go take a shower. I don't want to look bummy the first time I see my brother in two years."

"Can I come?" I asked jokingly.

"No", she laughed. I wanted to wait until she started and then sneak in, but the door bell interrupted my inner planning. When I opened the door a gorgeous guy around 19 was standing before me. He oozed sex appeal, with his white smile and confident stance.

"Are you my sister's friend?"

"Uh, yeah, you must be Derek. Your sister's told me some stuff about you. Come in, she's taking a shower." He gave me a questioning look and came in warily.

"Why so early", he asked as he took his coat off. I waved at his mom who was in the car and closed the door before I answered.

"Oh no reason," I said with a smirk. He noticed but didn't pry. Instead he looked me over and I did the same to him. I was wearing a black plaid shirt and some old jeans. He was wearing black jeans and red button down.

"So do you want anything to eat or drink?" I say breaking the silence.

"Do you have soda?"

"Of course I do." I said as I led him towards the kitchen.

"Coke, Pepsi, or root beer?"

"Anything's fine," he said leaning against the wall. I handed him a coke.

"Well I'm gonna go wait for your sister to finish showering, you can hang out in the living room or wait with me in my room."

"I'll wait in your room if that's okay."

"Mkay." I said nonchalantly. I could feel him eyes on my but ignored the urge to look back. I forgot that I left the movie running so when we stepped into my room all we heard and saw was skin, grunts and moans because the "actors" were still busy having unnecessarily noisy sex. He almost chocked on his drink and I laughed so hard I couldn't breathe. When I was done with my ludicrous outburst I calmly walked over to the T.V. and turned it off. When I turned around he staring at me with his mouth open. I had the biggest smile on my face.

"I am so sorry," I said trying to look serious.

"Ummm, i-it's okay, I just wasn't expecting that."

"Neither was I, I though I turned it off."

"So you and my sister were watching this? Do your parents know?"

"Not really, they're gone for the week, celebrating their anniversary. Your sister's staying here for the rest of the week."

"Wait, why are you watching porn with my sister?" He looked angry and protective.

"She's the one who picked it." I said with a shrug ignoring his dagger eyes. And speak of the devil.

"Hey who was at the door." His sister walked in, adorned with a loose towel and wet hair. She abruptly stopped, turned around and disappeared into the bathroom. Her brother put down his soda and rushed across the room. He pushed me against the wall and looked me in the eyes.

"What the fuck is going on between you and my little sister."

"Nothing, we're just friends. And has any one ever told you, that you're really cute when you're mad," I said innocently.

He was at least five inches taller than me, and since we were so close I had to strain my neck to look at him. I'm pretty sure I looked like an innocent little girl but he still looked as if he wanted to tear me apart.

"That's bullshit," he spat out furiously through his teeth. I grunted.

"Fine, we're close friends." He was getting impatient. He put his hands on either side of my face and leaned close.

"If you take advantage of my sister, I will hurt you."

"Well you can try but I don't go down easy." I chuckled at my hidden sexual innuendo. I had no intent of going down on anyone.

He looked confused then let out a breath.

"I'm sorry, I just haven't seen my sister for years, and then all of a sudden she's naked in a strange boy's house."

"Hey, I'm not strange."

"I didn't mean it like that"

"Doesn't really matter." I moved him out of the way, pushing his lower side. He flinched and leaned into it but only for a second. I noticed but again ignored it. I grabbed his sister's bag and went into the bathroom to give it to her. She was leaning against the sink, hugging herself.

"I'm so embarrassed," she said.

"Don't be, at least you had a towel on." I suppressed a smile. She glared at me.

"Well thanks for bringing my clothes. What did he say to you?"

"He told me to not take advantage of you."

"Really?" she said in an, I-can't-believe-he-said-that, tone of voice.

"Yeah but I straightened him out." I tried to crack my knuckles but failed miserably. She laughed and told me to get out so she could get dressed. I walked in the room and her brother was sitting on my bed finishing his Coke.

He looked at me with questioning eyes, probably because he though I saw his beloved little sister naked. Which I had but not right now. I ignored him and turned on the T.V., skin flashed on the screen but I quickly changed the channel and now only a talking sponge and an annoyed squid were on the screen. I sat next to him, and when I realized that I was too close I moved over a little. We sat in silence until his sister walked in with tasteful shorts and a baggy tank-top.

"You look good," we both said in unison, but we meant it in different ways.

"Thank you." She looked a little shook. I guess she remembered earlier.

"Come and sit down," her brother said, he looked at me when he remembered that it was my house and I gave him a look that said, don't worry about it. She sat next to me and he looked hurt. I got up pushed her next to him and sat on the other side. Then I got up again.

" You guys can catch up, I'll be in the living room." I left and closed the door behind me.

"Soooo how's college?" She said trying to strike up a two-year late conversation.

"It's, uh, fine. How's school?"

"It's fine."

"So-"

"Spencer's just a friend." she says cutting him off.

"Okay I believe you. But you know you can tell me anything."

"Yeah I know", She says looking down at the floor.

"Hug", he says opening his arms. She didn't hesitate to enter them. He completely breaks the little happy moment by asking about the porn. She stiffens and shifts uncomfortably.

"Well he said that he already watched all the movies in the house so I wanted to get something he hadn't seen."

"Mmhmm, sure." Desiree scratched the back of her neck awkwardly. "And where did you get it?"

"I found it in your box of stuff a year after you left." Now it was his turn to feel awkward.

"Oh. So I guess we're both creeps." She laughed.

"Speak for yourself, I'm normal." He shook his head but smiled. He was about to say something about it running in the family but Desiree's phone rang.

" 'Hello. He's good, Right now? Do I have to? Okay okay fine. Bye.' Mom wants me to help her set up your room."

"What am I supposed to do?"

"Stay and make nice with Spencer." Derek stood up.

"I'm too old for play dates."

"Oh he doesn't play around." She said with a wink.

"When did you get so creepy." He said to himself after she left.

"Where are you going?" I asked when she walks by.

"I have to go help my mom set up his room I'll be back later."

"Okay." I hear the door open and close, then I got up turned off the T.V. and go back to my room. Her brother was sitting on my bed flipping through channels.

"You comfortable?" I said leaning against the door frame.

"Yeah, you've got a soft bed."

"If I had a nickel for ever time your sister said that-" I stopped mid sentence when he shot me a glare.

"What, she sleeps over a lot." That didn't help me at all. I sighed and took the remote from him. I sat criss-cross applesauce and found a movie on TNT. He stopped staring and turned his attention back to the screen. We shared shits and giggles during the movie. And I took every chance I got to imply that something was going on with his sister and I. He was really was cute when he got possessive.

I guess I took it too far and he snapped, telling me to shut the fuck up. I replied, "what, are you gonna push against the wall again?" He looked apologetic.

"I'm just kidding, I like it rough anyway." His eyes almost popped out of his head. I just calmly looked at the movie.

"Was that a joke?"

"May-be."

"You're so confusing."

"Well thank you." Time passed and we grew more comfortable with each other. He let his eyes linger longer and I let them linger. In the next movie there was a sex scene and instead of looking around the room like I was, he looked at me. I felt his eyes.

"What?" I said not looking away from the wall.

"Nothing." He said clearing his throat.

"Mmh," I replied, then the lights went out.

"What the fuck?" he said getting up.

"It's the humidity, it messes with the electricity sometimes."

"What are we supposed to do now."

"Wait for it to come back on?"

"How long will that take?"

"How am I supposed to know!?"

"Well excuse the fuck out of me?" I laughed. "What?"

"Nothing."

"You're so difficult."

"Am I really?" He groaned in frustration.

"What's got you all hot and bothered." He sighed.

"Absolutely nothing."

"Well then. Do you wanna play side and seek."

"What?"

"I said, do you want to pl-"

"I heard you. But why?"

"Why the fuck not?" He didn't answer.

"Is that a yes or a no?"

"It's a no."

"Why!? I'm bored."

"Well what do you usually do?"

"Well when your sisters here we take a nap."

"Excuse me?!"

"That wasn't code for anything, we honestly just sleep, I'm actually just gonna sleep now." I shimmy over to the head of the bed and get comfy.

"What am I supposed do?"

"You can sleep to."

"With you?"

"No. But it doesn't really matter, you're not gonna take advantage of me." I smile as I mock his earlier statement.

"Oh really? How do you know I won't?"

"I don't." There was silence. I was already at the head of the bed and I felt him shift, then his back was on mine.

"This is weird."

"How?"

"I don't even know you. AND I'm pretty sure you're underage."

"We're not fucking so it doesn't matter." He flinched at my language.

"I'm just saying," he said, sounding embarrassed.

"Just sleep." He breathed in deeply and fidgeted. I honestly liked the feel of him next to me and I moved closer, not caring if he thought I was being fast.

"Hmm?"

"I'm cold", I lied. His warmth disappeared then came back along with something soft enveloping the rest of my body. He covered us in a blanket. I stopped for a second and realized that this situation wasn't a good one but I really was tired and I did know how to protect myself. But if he made a move I don't know if I would stop him. I scolded myself for thinking that way but it was true. It felt right to have him pressed on me and my teenage hormones were going crazy being this close to him. I wondered if he felt the same.

I dismissed that thought and tried to sleep. What must have been hours later I felt something heavy on my side and realized that he had turned in his sleep and had draped an arm on my side. He held me tightly and I pushed back on him to try and wake him up, but I guess I used too much butt and not enough back and he softly moaned when I brushed against him. I turned so that I was facing him and shook his shoulder, he pulled me closer. I really hope that this is a dream.

But I knew it wasn't when I felt his breath was on my face. I could only reach his side now so I dug my nails in and he woke up with a start. He realized our proximity but didn't move. He just looked in my eyes and then at my lips. I cleared my throat.

"Sorry." He said unconvincingly. It was then that I noticed the lights came back on. I was going to say that we should get up and see if his sister was done at his house but he grabbed my hips and slowly pulled me into him. At this point I couldn't ignore my urges and I just let him. He shifts then kisses me. I kiss back then slowly work my way down to his neck and move to get on top of him. But he pushes me into the mattress and uses his body to cage me in. He kisses me softy as I grab his hips and make him brush against me. He opens his mouth in a moan, I let my tongue explore and he doesn't mind. He pushes his hips in between my legs and I take a sharp breath in.

"You like that," his voice is rough with lust.

"From the feel of it, you like it just as much." He puts his hands by my head and grinds into me. I push back and he lets out a low moan that brings out my dominant side. I struggle but eventually flip and pin him to the bed, straddling his hips. He looks at me with pure want. I put my hands on his chest and start to rock. He throws his head back on the pillows, I move faster and harder. He grips my hips and matches my pace. He pushes himself into a sitting position so that I'm in his lap with my feet behind him. He rocks against me. I put my head on his shoulders to keep from moaning.

"Let me hear you." I let out a whimper. He kisses my neck and slows down, making my body shake.

But I refuse to finish before him so I slow the pace but increase the pressure and sure enough he tightens his grip on my hips.

"Don't be a tease," he says breathlessly. I smile as I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him slowly. He lays back down again. I sit up and rotate my hips, he bucks into me making me lose my balance, so I put my hands on either side of his head. He moves to take off my shirt but looks for my approval. I nod and he continues. I unbutton his shirt and kiss his collar bone and work my way down to his pecs, then his stomach. and finally his little trail.

I stop there and come back up and kiss his lips. He growls and pushes me backwards so that my head is at the foot of the bed and he towers over me. He pushes my legs up from behind the knee and starts to grind into me so hard it hurts. I silently wish he was in me but I know that's taking it too far. I let out a moan and he attacks my neck.

"Fuuck." I breathe out, he moves faster.

"I'm-so-close," he says in between pants. I moan louder and he lets out a throaty moan and bites his lip as he finishes. The look on his face pushes me over the edge. It's a few minutes before we come down from our high. And then he remembers.

"Oh my God! I'm so sorry." He looks terrified. "Why did I let myself do that? Your like sixteen."

"I'm fifteen."

"FUCKING BITCH! No, no, no not you." He puts his hands on his head. I move to take them off.

"Don't touch me. I'm disgusting."

"No you're not. You would be disgusting if you forced it. I had fun." He looked me in the eyes.

"Are you sure?"

"Umm yeah." I look at the wet spot on his pants," and so did you."

"Why are you so mature about this?"

"Because I realize that people get horny and sometimes we can't control ourselves."

"So I did force myself on you."

"No, I mean me." I say before he starts to hate himself.

"Are you sure?"

"Mmhmm." He grabs my waist, and it takes a second for me to realize he's hugging me. I put my arms around his neck and let myself melt into him. Our sweaty bodies sticking together. Then there's a knock on the door.