It seems that my story isn't liked. But for those who do like it here's my crazy chapter about a crazy's mind. Arigato gozaimasu for your reviews! It means a lot to me and it has inspired me to continue! Anyways! On with the story! I do not own anything but the psycho ideas and the psycho brain that makes this up.

Rin's POV

I hummed to myself as I watched the snow fall. I could tell that my face was contorted into that of a psychopath that just finished with a twisted plot. I didn't care. I watch a peculiar snowflake fall agonizingly slow. As it neared the ground my hands began shaking. My shoulders twitched in anticipation and I licked my chapped lips. It fell slowly and beautifully. Then it hit the ground and just as slowly as it fell, it started to melt. I smiled watching it disappear. I then started giggling and before long I was cackling like a maniac. I stopped and waited for another beautiful snowflake to fall to its death.

Just as I found the perfect one I heard a noise behind me and a most putrid smell hit my nose. I had never smelled anything like it, not even at the laundries. I turned with a scowl on my face.

'Danger.' Something in the way back of my mind hissed. My eyes narrowed at the fat woman who threw a bowl on the small table spilling some of its disgusting contents. She stared at me with malice clear on her beady eyes. I recognized this woman. I eyed her fire-red hair and instantly I knew that this was the woman I managed to scratch the other day. I looked at her arm and sure enough, a long bandage was wrapped securely from her wrist to her elbow. She scoffed and walked away. I looked at whatever was on my table and grimaced. I hadn't eaten in days but this thing made my stomach turn. I was sure whatever was in the bowl was still alive.

'Rin…'

I gasped.

'Riiiin…'

No. Not again. I heard the hushed and violent whisper and in a second flat I was shaking.

'Riiiin… You can't hiiiide.'

My hands rushed to my head and I pulled on my hair trying to get my mind off of that voice; but how could I run from it if it was where my sanctuary was? "No. No please no." I whispered. It disgusted me how pathetically weak I sounded. "No please! Stay away! Stay away! Please! Please!" I sobbed cowering to the corner. I rocked back and forth and pulled on my hair. "Please…" I cried. I shut my eyes as tight as I could and rocked harder. My back and head hit the wall but I smiled. The fact that I wasn't gone yet made me sane.

'Rin.'

I gasped. Tears welled up in my eyes and I felt safe again. 'Where are you?' I questioned in my mind. My eyes moved from corner to corner looking for him, my savior. The one who had kept me safe and sane for many years.

'Never mind that Rin. Why do you cry?'

My eyes remained shut. 'It's back.' I whispered. I could feel the tears come back and sting my eyes. I wrapped my arms around my knees and began sobbing like the little girl I was trying to hide. Suddenly, I felt a great warmth overwhelm me.

'Stop your weeping. You are with me now.'

I slowly opened my eyes and sighed in relief. Everything around me was a beautiful shade of maroon. I saw snow falling all around me. I stood and realized that the warm feeling was still there. I twirled and extended my hand to catch the snowflakes.

'Come Rin.'

I heard a soft click but I didn't care what it was. I followed the warmth twirling and dancing. Then I saw trees. Bright orange trees. I stopped and stared. How silly! Orange trees. I giggled and started skipping among the weeping willows that seemed to change colors. Then I stopped. I saw a huge tree. It was so tall I couldn't see the top. I started feeling cold and I smirked. I circled the large trunk and noticed something moving. When I looked up I gasped in excitement. I saw Mother. Dear, old Mother twitching and grasping at the vine that held her by her neck. She kicked and tried to scratch at the vine. She looked at me and her hands reached down towards me. I laughed and walked away. The further I got, the colder my feet became. I skipped to an old brown tree. I looked up anxiously. A squeal escaped my throat as I saw Father hanging high up. He was still and his eyes were bulging out of the sockets. His skin was a pale blue. I cackled loudly and clapped my hands.

Everything turned from that warm maroon color to a cold and deathly gray. The snowflakes had turned to drops. I looked at my arms and saw red splashes. My nightgown was also dirty. I glared up and gasped. All the nuns were also hanging, decorating the tree beautifully. Bloodied tears were dipping down their hollowed eyes. I danced around wildly laughing and feeling their blood drip onto my face. I loved it! My hands reached down and made a snowball. I made it as hard as I could. When it was to my liking I threw it. It hit a nun right on the head and she started to swing back and forth as more blood came down. I laughed again.

"Rin."

I turned startled at the deep voice. Everything that I had left behind was now gone and white emptiness filled the void.

"What are you doing?"

I looked down sheepishly. "Nothing." I could feel his gaze on me even if I myself did not see him.

"Rin I thought we had gone through this. You have to stop with all this nonsense. Remember what happened last time you had thoughts like these?"

I flinched. My eyes remained on the ground. I didn't want to remember that incident. I looked up and saw a big white light. My eyes watered a bit. "If it were to happen again… would you leave me?" I was so afraid. Terrified that he would leave me and I would be left alone with the bad guys and monsters. If he were to abandon me, I would surely die, just like Emily.

"Stupid. You know I wouldn't just rid of you. I'm not a figment of your imagination Rin, just like all those things. I'm here to protect you like I always have."

That did it. Tears leaked out of my eyes and I ran towards the light. I didn't know where he was but I felt his body and I wrapped my arms around him. Warmth enveloped me once again and that maroon color appeared again. Through my blurry vision I could see his long sharp claws and his soft hand. He had stripes on the top of his hands. I ran my finger over them and sniffled. "Promise you won't leave?" I heard a scoff and smiled.

"I need not to prove myself to you human."

I let out a giggle and tightened my arms around him and his warmth.

Kagome's POV

I yawned and stretched my arms. I looked out at the night. Snow had started to fall around 8 and it was still falling. "Wow! It's so pretty!" squealed the high pitched voice of Kim. She leaned on the desk looking outside in a dreamy state. "Shouldn't you be going?" asked Sango smiling. The young blond nodded and blushed. "I-I'm just waiting for someone." Just when she finished a young man walked in. He was tall and had brown eyes to match his hair. Kim squealed and practically pounced on the poor man. He laughed though and smiled at us. "Kyo-kun, this is Higurashi-san and Sango-sama." Both my friend and I nodded our heads. "Nice to meet you." he said politely. Then they walked out.

Sango sighed. "It must be so nice to walk outside with a loved one right now." She placed her elbow on the desk and her cheek on her palm. I sighed. Everyone was tucked into their warm bed and no one was around. Then I remembered. I looked to my right at the hallway. Rin's room was the third one. All the others rooms were nice and warm except hers. I got up and walked towards the stairs on the left. "Where are you going?" asked my friend. "To get more blankets for Rin." Sango nodded.

Earlier that day I had told her everything that had happened while I was with Rin. To my surprise she smiled. "It's good that she isn't like one of our 'special' patients."

I got to a closet and took out a wool blanket. "Kagome!" I gasped and dropped the blanket running down the stairs and to the desk. Sango was standing in the hallways. "She's gone!" she screamed. I felt my stomach drop and my face turned cold.

Back to Rin's POV

I was currently leaning on the hard chest of my savior. His glow warmed me up and I sighed contently. I was playing with a strand of his long silver hair and he was purring low in his chest. The vibrations made me feel so safe and loved. His arm was wrapped lazily around my waist. He was resting against a dark pink weeping willow. The soft breeze brought a sweet smell to my nose and I smiled.

"What has you so happy child?" he asked.

I giggled as his loud voice echoed within his chest. "I'm just so happy here. I wish we could stay forever in this place." His hand tightened to a comforting grip. Suddenly he sat up making me fall on my bum. I pouted and looked up at him, but his glow didn't allow me to look at his face. "What is it?" I demanded standing up.

"Someone is coming."

I froze. I wasn't ready to face another one. Not after what happened to Emily.

"Relax Rin. It's not like that. It seems it's that human woman again."

My shoulders fell as I exhaled. It made me happy that he had acknowledged this lady as one of the few good ones. Suddenly I was being shaken and I opened my eyes. Above me the young woman looked at me. Her eyes were wide and full of worry. She hugged me tightly but quickly backed away. "Rin-chan how did you get out here? You could've frozen! Oh my gosh I was so scared!" she cried out as she buried my face into her bosom. She stood and helped me up. I realized I had been leaning on an old birdbath and snow was covering most of me. I didn't feel cold at all though. As soon as we stepped inside another woman, a little older than the one that was holding me close, looked at us.

"Thank goodness you found her Kagome!" she breathed out. 'So this woman is Kagome huh?' I thought as I looked up. Kagome nodded and led me to my room. It was then that she noticed how normal my body heat was. She looked at me curiously as the other one came up behind us. She had a blanket and a bag in her hands. "You… You aren't cold. At all." Kagome muttered placing her hand on my forehead then on my cheek. The other woman placed a hand on Kagome's shoulder making her flinch. "S-Sango! Don't do that." she pouted. I laughed at her childish act. 'And this is Sango.' I thought to myself. Sango kneeled in front of me and smiled. "It was him huh? The one that helps you." I looked at Kagome. She told! But then I looked at the warm eyes of Sango. She wasn't afraid. She wasn't looking at me like if I was crazy. I nodded.

"Well then. I think we owe him a big thank you for keeping her safe, don't you think?" She looked up at Kagome who smiled and nodded. I felt like I was about to burst with happiness. They believed me! They actually believed what I had said! "Oh! Here Rin-chan." she said handing me the bag. "We got this earlier." I peeked inside and gasped. Inside was a long white nightgown that looked my size! My very own nightgown! A new one too! I looked at the women in front of me with tears in my eyes. How could these strangers care so much about me?

'What do you say Rin?'

"T-Thank you." I whispered taking it out. They helped out of the old wet nightgown and into the smaller new one. Then they waited until I climbed into bed and they tucked me in. I felt the tears burn my eyes. I hadn't felt this much happiness in years.

"Good night Rin-chan." they whispered in unison. "Good night." I said. They walked out and closed the door. I smiled and snuggled into the pillow. Maybe, just maybe, this would be the first night that I actually sleep in years.

But I was wrong. As soon as I closed my eyes, I felt myself fall. I thought I had just fallen off the bed but when I looked around, I saw nothing. No walls, no bed, no window. Nothing. I quickly started to panic. I called for him, for my guardian, but he didn't answer. I called for Kagome and Sango but my screams echoed back to me.

'Rin! Help me Rin!'

My eyes widened in horror. This was the voice of Emily. "B-But it can't be! You're dead! You were k-killed!" I screamed as my hands began twitching.

'Rin! Help Rin! Please!'

She sounded like she was in agonizing pain. Her little voice echoed all around me. I looked everywhere but I was surrounded in darkness. I stood and ran calling out her name.

'Rin!'

I sobbed and called out her name uselessly. I was stopped when I heard a chuckle. It's chuckle. I shrieked and fell to my knees. I covered my ears but that sinister chuckle rang in my ears. I dug my nails into my ears trying to keep the sound out. I felt something slide down my wrists and when I looked, blood was slowly trickling down.

'You're useless Riiin. You are nothing without hiiim.' hissed a voice before breaking out in a hysteric cackle. It was right. I had depended on him for as long as I could remember. I sobbed and tugged on my hair. The laughter seemed to be getting closer and my body began burning. It was horrible pain and I could help the scream that left my lungs and throat burning. I sobbed loudly and shook uncontrollably. I wanted this to end! It hurt!

"No! NO! PLEASE STOP! PLEASE! SESSHOMARU-SAMA!"

Yup. Another chapter. So! Who is this Emily that Rin keeps mentioning and how is she related to all this? Sesshomaru is apparently the keeper of Rin. I know the whole tree thing and color shifting seemed odd but before, when I didn't take my medication (happy pills as I call them) my walla would change colors and I would see different places. So yea. It can happen.

P.S.

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