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Izaya leaned against Shizuo's chest, while the brute's arms held him gently against his body; he could hear Shizuo's heartbeat. It was powerful, it sounded so loud that Izaya wondered if he could hear it if he leaned away, but he didn't want to move at all.

Shizuo must have a big heart, from what it sounds like it must be bigger than mine…

Izaya inhaled softly, he was shaking a little because scenes of the earthquake raced through his mind, he tried to push it all away and think only about Shizuo, because that was all that mattered right now.

He had waited years for this moment, to be held by Shizuo, to be kissed by Shizuo, to be loved by Shizuo… it all seemed like a too good to be true moment, but it wasn't! Shizuo was his and his only! He had just said that they could stay like this forever!

I love you Shizuo! I love you Shizuo! A hand buried under a pile of concrete, I love you Shizuo! It has to only be you that I am with! I'm going to be crushed! I only need you love to live! Shizuo…!

Shizuo stared down at the only lightly trembling, has he fallen asleep?

Shizuo moved slightly, hoping to move Izaya so they could sleep under the sheets in the bed.

The small man moved slightly with a soft, tired moan.

"Come on, Izaya, we can sleep now," he suggested, looking down at the dazed face of his lover.

"Hnn," Izaya moaned, but gave a small nod.

Shizuo took of Izaya's and his shirt before slowly moving backwards and slipping under the sheets, he reached over, pulling Izaya next to him; he covered him with the sheet.

"Maybe tomorrow will be a better day," Shizuo hoped, sleepily starting to drift away.

Shizuo pulled Izaya close, their bodies pressing against each other, I want to stay with you like this forever, Izaya…

'Where am I?' Izaya wondered, walking through the white fog.

'Why is it so foggy?' Izaya kept walking even though he didn't know left from right or even up from down, this was a dream that he had never had before…

"Izaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa," a voice whispered.

Izaya twisted around, his flick blade instinctively ready to use for defence, "Who's there?!" he demanded.

"Izaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa," the voice repeated, even though it didn't exist.

Izaya slowly backed up as he saw a darker shade of fog start to approach, he felt himself start to shake with fear, 'What the hell is that?!'

"Izaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaa," the voice hissed with a distorted voice.

Suddenly running footsteps echoed everywhere; Izaya frantically turned around in a circle, hoping to see what was approaching before it got close to him, but whatever way he had his back turned seemed to be where the sound was coming from.

'Wake up!' Izaya begged himself.

"You can't escape Izaya," the voice laughed, "This isn't a dream or a nightmare."

"What the hell is this?" Izaya yelled, he was frightened about how this voice knew what he was thinking and wondered if maybe he had died and gone to hell…

Izaya gulped, 'Is this hell?'

The voice laughed, "You are finally piecing this puzzle together, I see…"

"So... I'm dead…" Izaya answered, trembling.

The voice was silent.

'I died in the earthquake! The rest was just a crazy imagination!'

Izaya started to tear up, 'Shizuo…'

Suddenly the sound of shoes hitting the ground made Izaya jolt with fear, it was behind him! Heavy breathing close to his ear made sweat drip down his face.

"You know, I admire how you assume you're dead even though I would have told you if you were," the voice hissed, Izaya realized it sounded like his own, but he realized he could just be imagining it.

"You didn't disagree," Izaya cried, wiping away his tears with his sleeve.

"Hmmph," the voice sounding displeased, "You are a sad creature."

Pain shot through Izaya's back, he saw red fly past his head and realized in a heartbeat it was his own blood, he fell to his knees, "Aaaah!" he screamed in pain.

Someone touched his shoulders, "Can you not handle pain you pitiful creature?" it taunted.

"Whatever you are, get away from me!" Izaya growled, hunching over.

"Not very nice are you?" it asked.

Izaya could see the person's shoes, they looked oddly familiar.

The shoes moved, Izaya saw one approach his face, it lifted his head up.

Izaya closed his eyes, he didn't want to see whatever was in front of him.

"Trying to avoid seeing me?"

Izaya gritted his teeth.

"Izaya…" the voice beckoned.

Izaya slowly opened his eyes, he stared at himself with wide eyes, he looked like a monster with scars all over his face, blood dripping from his hands and knife.

"Now do you see what you will become if you don't change?" the other Izaya asked, smiling a grin, blood dripped from his mouth," Monster..."

Izaya twisted away and slid backward in fear.

"You can't run," the voice whispered and Izaya realized it was gone from his view and behind him.

Izaya jolted forward, but a blood covered hand came in front of his eyes, it gripped his face, blinding him.

"Let go!" Izaya yelled, but the grip refused to budge.

"Shall I take one of your eyes? Or maybe I can take one of your fingers, wouldn't that be fun?" It cruelly laughed, pressing its fingers against Izaya's eyelid.

"No!" Izaya screamed as it pressed harder, threatening to take out his source of sight.

"But if I did that then you couldn't see this…" it stated, moving his hand away.

Izaya opened his eyes; he stared at the hand under the concrete, before the wrist was a twisted mixture of flesh and rock. Izaya fell backward onto his bottom and scrambled away, he quickly hit something behind him. He shot a glance behind and stared at a fallen desk, papers were scattered around him.

'Wait… this is my….'

Izaya felt a hand on his shoulder, "That is you…"

Izaya stared in horror.

"That should have been the reality, but you were lucky that Shizuo had even a shred of love and affection for you…" the hand left his shoulder and the other Izaya stood up and walked towards the pile of rubble.

He started to kick away the rocks like they were nothing, "Then again… this was the second option…"

The rubble was moved away and Izaya's heart stopped, there was Shizuo lying on top of Izaya as if he had tried to protect him from the concrete.

"S-Shizuo…!"

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