I am so confused.

Confused? I shouldn't be confused! I have a boyfriend! What is wrong with me?

a lot.

Why did I tell him that. I didn't like him anymore... Did I?

I decided to forget about it and talk to Marcus, he would remember me, why he was my boyfriend.

Not that I forgot or something, I just needed a reminder.

I grabbed my phone and dialed his number. ''Hey Bree what's up?'' he sounded a little surprised. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 11 at night. ''I just really wanted to talk to you.'' We had a conversation and I realized it was mean from me, to even doubt my feelings. He was the sweetest. But for some reason, Chase and the kiss couldn't get out of my head.

It was over midnight but I couldn't sleep. I was thinking. I might over reacted a little bit. Okay maybe more.

I was just, shocked and surprised and sad. And it was a little hypocrite but he couldn't know. Well he could... Ooh just snap out of it Bree.

''Just relax and go to sleep.''

After I whispered that to myself, I fell asleep.

I woke up by my alarmclock. I did my hair, clothes and make-up and got downstairs. ''Hey Everybody''

I wanted to look at Chase, but I couldn't. I was afraid, that I wasn't over him yet.

And I wanted to be over him, so bad.