Dear Diary,

I give up on everything. I will just stay in my house forever and never ever leave. I...

Why...Why did he break up with me?

Is something wrong with me? My family?

Really? He didn't say anything about it before.

I thought everything was good, but maybe I wasn't enough.

...

I hate my life. I'll just delve myself into my work then I don't need anyone but myself.

The time machine...if I make it and see what happens maybe I can fix it. At least a portal.

I have the blueprints. I'll just keep working and consult with Professor Ivo and Brainiac and it'll work.

It's been about a month. I have been working vigorously. I have insomnia but it was worth it. I finished it. A working portal to the future. Now sleep_

"Huh." The Joker smiled seeing his daughter finally asleep. He puts a blanket over her and saw her sleeping on something. He pulled it out and chuckled until he started reading it. He was startled at the last entry and he frowned in disapproval."He broke up with her? This explains why she's like this. At least it isn't puberty, maybe." He pondered if he should read the other entries. He shook his head and closed her diary and placed it next to her and kissed her head. "Don't worry, Luna. I'll find you a better man." He then looked at her invention. "What is this?" He peered through it and saw a world of destruction. "...Okay, I'll pretend I never saw that. See you later, folks."

How long have I been asleep? Ack, the portal. I quickly looked through it and checked the date of the time. Seriously why did I put a BC button on it? I looked through it and it was the time right after the dinosaurs. Okay fast-foward to about 20 years from now? or was it like 40? I'll just do 40.

I typed everything in and watched how it finally stopped.

That life, the boy described. That's definitely me older. Could I really cause this? I couldn't believe it because I would never do this. Grandpa and some other people I know could and would but not me.

I..I..I just shut it off. I can't bear to see it anymore. Sleep. I need to sleep some more. It's time to just stop. Stop my madness before I become like that. Daddy..Daddy.. like him..I can't turn into him. He even said not to, pleaded not to. I..I need some air.

I got out of there and went up the stairs and saw Daddy talking to someone. It was Klarion, the supposed demon who keeps giving me presents. He's a good guy but kind of weird. I just know he likes me a lot. He also calls himself Klarion the witch boy, but he's not really a boy because I know for sure, he's much older than me.

"Hi, Daddy. Hi, Klarion. " I said to them and they stopped talking. Klarion walked over to me taking my hand and kissing it, bowing slightly.

"Hello, my dear." He said smiling widely. "Your dear father told me of your sadness. If you would like, I could do something about him."

I am so fed up and tired. I just shook my head. "No, it's okay. Where's Teekl?" I asked looking for the cat as a sense of comfort. I found him on the sofa and I went to him. I picked him up and hugged him. He was so nice and soft.

"No fair! Why does Teekl get a hug?" Klarion started to whine. It was starting to hurt my head, so I walked next to him and kissed him on the cheek. That made him shut up.

I sat down and rocked back and forth. This is definitely the greatest comfort ever. I can't handle any stress. Maybe I should go to a resort spa or a trip to a cabin in the woods or some kind of vacation. Something different and not stressing.

"Hey." I heard someone say. I looked up and saw Klarion looking worried. I don't know why he would be. Unless he could read minds, then Klarion is big butthead.

He huffed at me and started to have a blank look and a huge grin. "Do you want to come home with me?"

"..." Did he just ask me? The next thing I know Daddy is gripping him from his clothes with his almost pressing Klarion's. I've never seen him so angry.

"What do you mean, boy?" Daddy spat at him with fury in his eyes. He pulled out a real gun out and put it against Klarion's skull. I was freaking out but Klarion was calm. He just smiled nervously and swallowed.

"I meant wouldn't it be nice to have Luna away from all the stress of this world and have a nice vacation in my realm?" So that's what he meant...I think. There was something off about this whole thing. Daddy shook his head at him.

"My little princess being alone with you? I don't think so."

A vacation sounds so nice though and Klarion never did anything to harm me. Hmmm...well I always did want to see where he's from.

"Stop it, Daddy." I ordered him and he looked at me bewildered.

"But sweetie..."

"I..I want to go with Klarion."

"Absolutely n-"

"I'll be happier." I cut him off. I took a deep breath and carefully chose my words. "My breakup..ended badly. I know that and I believe that it was my fault."

"No, that's not-" Daddy tried to retort. He was worried and I understood that.

I cannot blame my problems on anyone else except me. He dumped me. I'm depressed by it and I still love him that it hurts my heart every time I think of him but I need to keep going. Locking myself in my room is not productive at all and Brainiac may have run out of ways to coax me out.

"It was." I closed my eyes to take another deep breath and looked at him with determination. "Let me go with Klarion. Look at him. Would he do anything to hurt me?"

He looked and Klarion shook his head fiercely . Daddy took one hard look at him and let him go.

"You better take care of her or else .." He pointed the gun at Klarion's private area. "this will hurt you more than it hurts me and trust me I won't hesitate to do it."

Wow, Daddy can be brutal, but then again... Wait I need to get my stuff together. I should pack for an indefinite amount of time.

I'll see you later because there is a chance I may not come back. You have been a great audience and I will see you in a time not dictated by anything. I believe that we will meet when I am truly over heartbreak. Until goodbye until we meet again.

Also to Brainiac who keeps this archive, I love you, whether you feel this emotion for me. You have put up with me since I was young. Please watch over my family even if out of obligation for me. Watch that my father takes his medication and not blow up the house. And to feed the hyenas. Farewell.

I'm going to put on hiatus until I figure out what to do with this.