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Matt walked back in the house. Gabby was already waiting by the door, so excited to hear how his first shift had been back at work but he walked past her.

''Matt, I am here.'' She smirked and they kissed each other and he laid his hands on the baby bump.

''I am home.''

''I can see that.'' She smirked as she kissed him on his nose and he smirked before walking towards the washer and threw his stuff in there.

''So tell me how was it. Was it good?'' She asked then as she stood beside him.

''Mmmhm.'' Matt just mumbled as he was putting his clothes in the washer.

''That's all you got to say?'' Gabby asked, as she had expected that he would have so much to tell after his first shift but he was not saying much at all.

''it was good. It was a shift like I have had so many, you have had so many.'' He said then and she crossed her arms.

''I feel like you are not being honest with me.'' She said a bit sad.

''What, you expect that I can't have a normal shift?'' Matt asked then, feeling a bit sad that she was worried about all of this.

''No, it is fine.'' She just said, a bit upset and while she was going out to do some groceries, he walked into the nursery. The last few weeks he had not done that much work for it because he had been busy with other stuff but he was just happy to work on it now. He was still working on a rocking chair for Gabby but it was so much work. He was not even sure if he could do it because it was so much work and he wanted to do it for her. He wanted to show her that he could be a good fiancé. He knew that she believed her but he just wanted to show all his love for her. It still was hard to confront his feelings but he could show her this way.

''Babe I am home!'' She said then and Matt hit the hammer on his thumb, cursing loud as it was bleeding slightly.

''Oh crap.'' She said as she got a band aid for his thumb but he just smiled at her then.

''It's all right, just a boo boo kiss will do.'' He smirked and they had lunch together, Matt enjoying his sandwiches with salmon but Gabby looking a bit jealous because she could not have the salmon like he had.

''I am going to eat so many salmon sandwiches.'' She sighed then but rubbed over the baby bump and Matt just smirked.

After lunch he went on with the rocking chair but not sure if it was going to work out. But he kept on trying when the doorbell rang close to dinner and he walked to the door, surprised to see Kelly standing there but also a bit scared for what was going to come.

''You know I need to talk with you about what happened during the call. I know something was wrong and you can't keep hiding from me about it. I am going to talk to you about what happened.'' Kelly said, hoping that his friend would finally talk to him.

''There is nothing to talk about. I just freaked out for a second. It was my first shift and I ran into a burning building. It happens.'' Matt said as he was getting upset that his friend was just on his heels with keeping to ask about what happened. He knew that Kelly knew that he was not doing to well always but he did not want to have Gabby know again that he was still not doing too great.

'Kelly, it is great to have you here, what are you here for?'' Gabby asked as she smiled at Kelly and Kelly wanted to tell what happened but Matt was already closing the door.

''Kelly was just leaving.'' Matt said then as he closed the door and looked how Kelly walked to his car.

''That was odd….why didn't Kelly want to come in? He could have joined for dinner.'' Gabby frowned then but Matt shrugged.

''Another time.''

Gabby looked as Kelly drove off when Matt walked to the kitchen, slowly and she took out her phone, doubted about texting Kelly if there had been something worn during the shift but she was not sure if something had happened during shift and if there was nothing worn she did not wasn't to get Kelly suspicious on Matt. It could make it real bad at work if all the man became overly concerned.

In the kitchen they had dinner together neither of them really saying something. Both of them felt the tension from each other. It was silent until Gabby finally broke the silence, knew that they had to talk eventually.

''Matt, can you please tell me what is wrong?'' She asked as they got up to do the dishes.

''I am fine. I told you a dozen of times, how many more times would you want me to say that! '' Matt said upset.

Gabby just shook her head then and tears filled her eyes and he carefully walked closer and laid his hands on her shoulders.

''I promise. I truly promise that I am fine.'' He said and he felt bad for lying, but also did not want her to cry. Hopefully this would make her stop crying and he kissed her on top of her head.

''I promise.'' He said then and finally she laid her arms around him and hugged him. He held her close and while she was watching some of her shows that he did not care about, they went to bed together and Gabby fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, but Matt kept on tossing and turning and not being able to sleep.

Hours later, he still had not gotten any sleep and he really wanted to, but he was just not falling asleep.

After tossing and turning for a while he got up then and walked to the bathroom, rumbling through the cabinet softly. He knew that Gabby kept some sleeping pills around here because she had problems falling asleep every now and then. Finally he found the bottles and took one of them, letting the pills roll onto his hand and desperate to go to sleep, he put them all in his mouth, swallowing them down. Standing in front of the mirror he suddenly got so dizzy and grabbed the sink.

His head started to turn and he sank to his knees, before the last thing he felt was his face hitting the cold bathroom tiles.

NOTE: Matt came home and did not want to talk with Gabby about what happened and kept it a secret and lied even more about how fine he was and that is probably going to come back at him, right? But will they be all right and what will happen when Gabby finds out he can't sleep, with the pills and all? Stay tuned for more!

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