Hey! Here's some Clace for you. =] Here is a more fluffy one, will probably do a rougher one in the future... tbh I love fluff but kind of love the idea of Clary dominating somebody if you know what i mean haha, I feel like satan writing these lemons XD
This chapter is Clace's first time in my own imagination, it doesn't really have a certain setting in the series, just a no-point fic.
Characters belong to Cassandra Clare I just like to use them for the entertainment of the fandom ;) haha so here ya go!
He was staring at me with golden flecked eyes, my heart was pounding in my chest as his fingers traced along my thigh.
"Clary?" He breathed the words out like it was a struggle.
"Jace." I replied, my voice soft - I really was struggling to get words out, whenever he touched me like this it made me feel weak at the knees, it made butterfly nests erupt in the pit of my stomach.
He shuffled closer to me on the couch and with the hand that wasn't massaging my thighs, he cupped my face and when I closed my eyes, he planted feather light kisses on my eyelids, and then on the tip of my nose and on each cheek and finally, on my lips. I gasped into his mouth, as always the feel of his lips on mine made me feel like I would pass out with the giddiness. I didn't open my eyes until he pulled his lips away, and looking up into his eyes I just couldn't believe it; couldn't believe that he was mine and that he loved me and that he was going to be the one to take my virginity. I could not have thought of a better person to do so though, the love I felt for him in that moment overcame any other feelings I might have had.
"Are you sure you want to do this Clary?" He asked, his voice sounded deep and strangled.
"I want to, but only if you do." I whispered, and he looked like he might laugh.
"Of course I want to. There's no way I wouldn't want to."
Although I feel it would have been romantic for us to both be doing this for the first time, so that we both could hold the other's virginity, but I'm also sort of glad he has done it before; at least now one of us will know what they're doing.
"Good." I mumbled, and he leaned his forehead against mine.
"Clary..." he started, but I surprised both of us by stopping him, pressing my finger to his lips.
"Kiss me, Jace." I pleaded, unable to wait to be close to him any longer.
He didn't have to be asked twice. With such strong force my breath almost stopped, he crushed his lips to mine and they felt so soft like velvet, his hands both held my face, the fingers of his right gently stroking the hairs on my head. We barely even paused to gasp for air, just kissing him like this drove me crazy. Not moving his lips from mine, Jace moved his hands to my thighs and lifted me up with him as he got to his feet. I clung to his neck, and when we were walking the stairs to the bedroom I mumbled against his mouth, "I'm so lucky."
My eyes were closed but I felt him smile into our kiss. He kicked the door open lightly and closed it with a kick too, not once taking his hands off of me. Placing me down on the bed he was so gentle like he was scared I would smash if treated even a little heavily, but I was glad. We kissed some more, the whole time his hands in mine above my head, he never strayed anywhere below my chest, not at first. We didn't need awkward sex music or a million candles scattered dangerously around the room, just being with him was enough for me. Just hearing his ragged breaths between kisses was like a beautiful song, just feeling his skin against mine caused fire to run through my veins...
When I couldn't take the tension any longer despite how good he was at kissing, I moved my hands from his and started to unbutton his shirt, my fingers were clumsy with nerves. When his shirt was fully unbuttoned he sat up, straddling my body, and pulled it off, dropping it to the floor. His hands moved to my waist and he looked at me as if to say, Shall I? I nodded, and he looked almost as nervous as my hands had as he started to unbutton the flies. I helped him pull them off by pushing them down a little of the way, and then he took them fully off and I was there in just my t-shirt and knickers. He hovered over me uncertainly, and my earlier thought of him being experienced seemed laughable. Of course I knew he had already had sex probably more than once but I guess... I guess he had never made love before; there is a difference.
"I need you, Jace." I mumbled softly, "I love you and I need you."
He nodded, and then bent down over me, his eyes never leaving mine as his hands moved to pull my knickers down next. I couldn't help but gasped as he pulled them down... I couldn't believe this was finally happening. Perhaps I shouldn't have gasped, it made him look worried again but I nodded my head at him, smiling reassuringly.
"I don't want to hurt you." He said, and he sounded so scared that I felt sorry for him a little.
"Jace, it will hurt," I said honestly. "It will hurt but it will to everyone else who loses their virginity, and I'd rather it was you. It's going to hurt but then... then it will feel wonderful."
He nodded, and the fear left his eyes. He bent down to kiss me again, and I ran my hands through his golden hair and then cupped his face in my hands like he always does to me, and it seemed to reassure him.
"Okay." He said. "Okay."
And then, ever so slowly, his member was entering me. I let out a small gasp of pain but then smiled at him. His face was still right by mine, and I could see that he hated seeing me hurt.
"It will be over in a minute, Jace. I promise I'm okay."
He didn't say anything, just nodded again and entered me further. I tried to keep my gasps of pain quiet so I wouldn't startle him.
"I love you." I told him again, exhaling heavily.
"I love you."
He pulled back and then when he went back in it didn't feel as bad, and each time the pain lessened and soon I wasn't gasping with pain but gasping with wonder and happiness. It was making me feel hot and sweaty but I didn't care, I was with the boy I loved more than anything in the world and we had just confirmed our love. The whole time he was kissing me and telling me he loved me more than words could say, and I was telling him he was amazing. Then I couldn't form words, it felt so good and I was gasping and then I had my first ever orgasm and it felt so good. I was glad we had the place to ourselves because I was free to moan in pleasure as loud as I wanted.
When he was done, Jace covered me over with a thin blanket and curled up next to me. I turned to face him and kissed him, this time it was me planting light kisses all over his face. Soon we both fell asleep, and when we woke up... we did it all again.
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