i will say sorry now no beta and thought i when though most with spellchecker i may of lost it abit toward the end, sorry thought hope a beta will pop up and it will be all fine in the end or we will just after kill each other.

ch14

Naruto woke up looking at the eye above him, "what do you want?" Naruto was never real a morning person.

"it hard to acknowledge ones own mistake, and important to fix them," said karkashi.

"it stupidity not to realizes ones mistake for 6 years," relay Naruto getting up and slipping of his boxer, he was use to striping him self for the fun of other men.

" stupidity is not a sin Naruto," smiled Karkashi, a bit upset that the boy should be so conderful in being naked with others.

"denial is," replied Naruto going in to the on sweet to have a shower.

"we have all be mislead Naruto," said karkashi sitting on the toilet reeding his book, or more like watching how Naruto tail swayed.

"I knew the truth way before I killed anyone it was just easer to ignore it, don't try to justify my action to myself," Naruto said. And to karkashi horror, Naruto put his left hand on the walk for support and with his right hand he stared to rub his... well his 'tail' .

"well yes you have done wrong but, we can't forget that you hadn't had a great live the village..."

"don't blame the villager, they were foolish and scared what do you think would happen," Naruto interrupted well rubbing his 'tail' a little faster, it tureley disturber Karkashi to know how uncaring Naruto was when it can to this sort of thing, " no if you to blame anyone blame yourself... ," Naruto was forces to stop his rant has he came raver exposly,in karkashi eyes at lest, in to the shower, he was left panting for a second or two before staring to clean up. "the villager were inganut to the truth what about you, what your excuse, the ANBU were always late, jiraer, my own godfather left to much of a coward to face me to take me in, Tsunade my godmother running form one place to another making deit, blame my god dam father for putting the damned thing in me and my mother for being so week dying giving birth," Naruto had got out and stared to trying off.

"Naruto.." sigh karkais at the bitterness in the young boys voice.

Naruto raped the towel around his hip tail out and sat on karkashi lap resting his head on the man shoulder harm raped around the neck, "my father did what he had to, my mother had little choice in her death, jiraer and tsunade could not deal being in the village after the war, and you and the ANBU try your beast, it just wasn't good enough. It just the way things happen, and this is the result a broken and use boy, we just have to deal with and do the best we can, right?"

"you were always the braves one," said karkashi has he gave Naruto a little squeeze.

And Naruto got up to finish trying off smiling safe and happy in the knowledge that he had left a big enough wet patch on karkashi lap.

The next day went normal enough the alder sinorb left to go to the talked being hold at the minatory and the younger lot went form class to class sitting quietly in the back, in one or two class they were ask to come down and slow some of there own magic which was similar, it became clear to all how there mind work very quickly ever spell they did, there point out all the way it could help in a battle or be beaten in a battle. Naruto walk around doing his normal rounds.

Has the day was closing Naruto made his way to Harry, "Harry can I have a word in privet please,"

Harry nodded and follow him in to his little room.

"what do you want," said Harry sitting on the bed.

"I think that we should stop this fooling around, I can't keep this up with you any more, I should of never stared it in the first place it, it will never work," said Naruto not looking at Harry.

"why not, why would it not work, don't you love me even a little?" ask Harry.

"I will be going home at the end of the year I can't say I'll be back, and your not going back with me,"

"why can't I go back with you? we could live happily enough,"

" you would be kill, by someone or another, there no way I will allow you to come it is far to denages for you,"

"I can defined myself," said the defensive Harry. Harry felt the cold medal pass his nake the borp of blood running down his neck, the warm breath of Naruto on the back of his neck.

" if this was an enemy you would of just died, and cause I would be by your side trying to make sore your safe, I would get kill, or worst my friend would die,"

"then train me, teach me to befriend myself,"

"train you? I could but then think about it you would have no job even if I train you you might never be good enough to be a ninja here thought you be a arou and you could easily become quite a high one too, then your friend there here you would have to leave them."

"I'm a wizard, I can work here and life were ever I want, I can just pop here and there,"

Naruto was now looking at him full calculating eye liking his lip. "training wouldn't be ease, I would push you,"

"if it so I can stay with you,"

"it is not up to me, I will bring it up with the hokage but it will be up to her, it her decision,"

"right that a good way of getting out of it isn't it,"

"you can't be train with out her say so, if she said I can train you, we're fine if not I will simply not take you with me,"

"OK then, but that meets you love me right if your willing to train me right,"

"maybe, I do like you, but in all fairness I have fulling in love with quit a few men all of which have done nothing but hurt me," he said looking down, " let just forget about that and have a fun night,"

Naruto had that red glen in his eyes again.

Harry awoke some hour later he didn't move as he could here voices,

" do you love him thought," said the voice that harry reorganised as the hokage stough one, he open his eye to see that the hokage sat on the end of the bed she had Naruto standing in front of her faceing away for her has she brused his hair.

"I think so, I mean why not," said Naruto.

" he wouldn't last very long in a fight, and you know being gay is till a bit of a touchy subject back home, I mean they want me to sack Iruke just because they think he might be gay, only because he haven't found anyone yet,"

" that make no sense he always in a whore house on the weekend,"

"what, that would be worst, we can't have school teacher going to whore house,"

"well he very good at genjutsu,"

"any way if he at the strip bars you go to doesn't that make him gay,"

"I didn't real tell the others so they always drag me to sight one they always thought I was really prudish but that change when they found me handcuffed to the bed one day, apparently they could hear me screaming so came to my rascule,"

"well that would be a big hint, back to subject, where would he work?"

"I can set up a portal, he can work here,"

" the time different would surly get in the way,"

"I think I can deal with that with the help of the fox if not I can always fine him work magic is a very useful tool can do just about anything,"

" I see you better give the little brat some training then,"

" if am allowed to,"

"properly not but I dealt any one will be looking in to it, well your there train his friend it might do them some good,"

"that could work, hows the talk going the first days the hardeds,"

" to be truthful I dealt they will last they think of them to highly they seem to think that there the one that should be offering us protection,"

"that because I haven't show any of them any real jujsu,"

" wall they will see no dealt, we wont have to deal with them for to long turn around," Naruto turned to face the hokage she stud up and use her hand to brush a strand of hair out of Naruto eyes, "you could almost be my little girl couldn't you my Naruto," Naruto just gave a small laugh then for good maser gave a curtsey.

"ah well you have a good night and you don't need to get up tomorrow I will get some of the other to do the round let you have a lay in," said the the hokage has she spewed form the room.

"so," said harry looking fer at Naruto back as the blond boy replated his hair, "you've spock with the hokage," Naruto had gone back to sleep almorst strait have the hokage had left and harry had follow suit soon after. So the morring after was time to see if Naruto real did like him enough to take him home with him.

" yes I have,"

"and,"

"i will arange something for the three of you that to said you Hermoine and Ron as soon as possible staring today maybe, the hokage thought it be good if you three knew how to srave alone and in the wild it may pove useful to you in the furter." said Naruto with out real seeming to care and Harry smiled.

again sorry realy i am but it need it to be out ther for the hope of a beta read.