Oh, the irony!
This is now a spolier-free zone, sorry! But please feel free to rant at me about 4x04. I have read it, but don't want to ruin it (hadeha, ruin it. That's a good one) for people ho haven't seen it. Needless to say, writing has been very difficult. I've been uploading more stuff to my fictionpress account because I'm really not feeling the love for Blaine at the minute.
The for the subject content of this chapter and the last one, I'm so sorry. I obviously had no idea (and this chapter was written a fortnight ago) but I promise fluff - and a lack of mentioning THAT - is soon.
I need to apologise for my A/N last time. Cookies did NOT follow Blaine's example. Blaine followed Cookies', but worse. Cookies loves Blaine. And when I say love I mean loves, not the silly idea that Fox has right now.
I'M SO ANGRY!
Right, rant over. I'll try to be more positive now...
So. This chapter. Kurt doesn't appear but I think this is the fluffiest I have written. How can it be fluffy without one of the pair, I hear you ask. Well, you'll have to read on :)
Shoutout time! I-might-BE-slightly-INSANE: your chapter is amazing. I'm just sorry it has taken me so long to get to reading it! Stupid headaches and homework *grumblegrumble* To paddyofurniture: How are you, guardian angel? I haven't heard from you in a couple of days and I'm beginning to get worried. I know there's a perfectly reasonable explanation, but that doesn't stop me from panicking. IThinkILeftMyCoatOutside: GET BETTER SOON! And I hope Matt and I weren't being too pervy earlier while trying to look at you in your bedroom. And THAT cold have come out a lot better. Oy, shut it ;)
So, enjoy this chapter and I'll talk more at the end! (but your A/Ns are so long!) (oh, be quiet) (make me)
Story so far...
Blaine cheated on Kurt. Yeah... just thought I'd throw that out there. But it was a dream. Well, nightmare. SO IT DIDNT HAPPEN! (yeah, so much for calming down and being more positive...) Anyway, Kurt woke up.
Kurt knew he'd never let go of the man in his arms...
-*T&C*-
Blaine sighed as he drove towards the school, running a hand down his face. He was, at the very least, concerned. Kurt shouldn't be feeling like this. Why was he suddenly so panicky about Blaine leaving him? It wasn't going to happen; Blaine loved him. So why?
And it wasn't even as if it was just leaving, but cheating? Why would Blaine want to have an affair with another man when he lived with the most beautiful one on the planet? Kurt meant the world to him and he'd be lost without him. He'd be lost with anyone else.
He thought of his delicate boyfriend crying into his shoulder that morning. It had taken half an hour for him to calm down and tell him what was wrong. And when he'd heard... Blaine shuddered. Why had his boyfriend dreamt that Blaine had cheated on him with one of his Warblers? Kurt had insisted that he didn't know why he'd had the nightmare, but Blaine was still concerned that he feared it. And this 'John' didn't even exist.
It was painful to leave his boyfriend getting ready for work as he left the house. He didn't want to leave him on his own, and even less go to Dalton with the uniform that Kurt would probably be spending all day thinking about. But how was Blaine meant to concentrate? His beautiful boyfriend had broken down in the morning and would be at work soon. What if it happened again? Was Gina in today? Had Kurt talked to Gina about his worries? What had Gina said? Did she think that Blaine was having an affair too?
Thinking of Kurt at work, Blaine's heart went out to him. He couldn't bear it if he had another nightmare like that. He'd have to text him later, make sure he got to work safely and that he was okay. And he had to remember to tell Greg that Kurt would be at Dalton for the weekend, helping out. Their costumes would be arriving this week too; he'd love to have Kurt there to see them dressed up. But what if he'd changed his mind since the weekend? What if, now that it was Monday and now that he'd had that horrific image, he didn't want to spend a couple of nights sleeping in the old building with the boys. And once again, why had Kurt dreamt about that?
Blaine turned into the grand gates and made his way up the drive to park in the staff carpark. Could Kurt not see how much he meant to Blaine? Was that it? What did he have to do to prove it? He could sing for him, but he did that all time anyway. He could put on a performance just for him, but he did that at Raise Your Glass. He could whisper all of the things that he adored about his boyfriend while making love to him.
Maybe he was overreacting? Maybe Kurt had unknowingly picked up on a situation at work, or had seen something on the television. Or was something mentioned at the reunion that Blaine didn't hear? Had something happened to Mercedes? And then maybe it wasn't even significant! Maybe Blaine was completely over thinking everything. Perhaps he'd get back home after work and find Kurt waiting for him looking devilishly handsome, as always, and a delicious meal would be waiting for him and they'd read to each other from the books that they were currently reading.
Or maybe there was something in it. Maybe Kurt really was scared. Maybe Kurt wanted to know for sure that Blaine would never leave him; maybe that was it. But of course he wouldn't; Blaine wanted to spend the rest of his life with Kurt.
Blaine climbed out of his car and slammed the door shut and suddenly everything fell into place, the bang awakening his senses. Of course! He wanted to spend the rest of his life with Kurt! Why hasn't he thought of that? He was ready; he'd always been ready. He loved Kurt with all of his heart, sometimes so much that it hurt. So why not? Why not do it? He chuckled softly to himself. He'd been a coward, really. That's all that Kurt had been worried about, he thought it had been long enough and he'd watched everyone else taking that important step in their relationships. And of course! The conversations at the reunion! How could he have been so blind? Everyone had been astounded at Brittany's brain, but maybe Kurt was thinking of what Artie had said: "if you and Kurt got married..." Of course this was all Kurt needed!
Blaine removed his hand from his car door and slipped it into his jeans pocket. He strolled towards the entrance completely content. He began to compile what he would look for in the perfect ring: gold or white gold or platinum, inscription or no inscription, gemstones and how many, what gem, what size. He'd do it after work today. Well, maybe not do it, but certainly get ready for when the opportunity arose, because it'd have to be perfect. It would have to be perfect. But then again, it always would be perfect.
Because he was Blaine. And he was Kurt. And because they loved each other. They were teenage dreams, each others missing puzzles pieces. And there was only one more piece left...
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Coming up next week: I've no idea. I'm on my 4th draft, each one completely different. Nothing seems to be working but I'm sticking to it. Don't worry, you'll get you chapter next week. And THERE WILL BE FLUFF!
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