Hello everyone!
I know that this fic is dark and I hate to say it but it will stay somewhat dark for awhile.
There are so many reasons that can explain why Noah Puckerman is the way he is…
He wants a person that loves him, for him. The real person that is behind the bravado ,the badass exterior. The soul that wants to come out but he just doesn't know how…
I chose one factor being his mother abuses him because of his father leaving him…I have read about some cases in Psych class that talk about son's being abused by their mothers and the inability to defend themselves because it is their mother that is abusing them..They wont fight back or leave of their own, they don't understand how their mother cannot love them or want them so they try to make it all better and the other choices are not that great…Foster homes and other family members are no better than the atmosphere that they are already in…And one big stigma is who will defend their siblings if they leave…
There are so many other factors with Puck's character…The loss of his child, the loss of his best friend, the loss of someone he loved but maybe for the wrong reasons…
He lashes out, he grabs the most available person to give him comfort no matter what the comfort costs him…
The Juvie stint should have been handled differently than what the show is doing, in my opinion…Don't get me wrong , I loved the relationship he and Artie are starting…
There was a reason that he went after Kurt all these years tho…I don't know if at this moment, it is because of his sexuality or if he is just jealous of the fact that Kurt can be who he wants to be without hesitation…
So that kinda gives you an idea about Puck's part of the story…..
Quinn wasn't the first or last girl at McKinley High that has gotten or will be pregnant…Abby's story will be different from Quinn's tho…I have already started down that path and will continue to do so…
Abby also has issues with her parents, but unlike Quinn she may not get a second chance with them…Abby also has issues with her past love and how it ended, like Puck…
The healing process for these two characters is intertwined and I hope I can do justice to the story….
If anyone has ideas or suggestions please send me a pm and let me know what you think…
Thanks Jenn