Chapter Nineteen;

Mira and Deidara arrived to the medical camp within a week. Mira was contemplating Ivanna's 'ritual' the whole way there. Deidara noticed her distance demeanor, but opted to wait it out until she decided she was ready to speak about what was on her mind. Luckily, they hadn't ran into any trouble on their way to the rebel camp.

Currently, Mira was overlooking all the medical supplies, and ordering a few of the rebels to go into the woods to collect some roots they were low on. Her next project would be to take the venom Evelynn gave her, and turn it into an antidote, instead of a poison. With a sigh she turned to Deidara and studied him. She loved him so much, and she had long since decided that he was worth her whole being, but could she really go through with it?

'Tonight.' She thought to herself firmly.

-Time skip!-

That night Mira was in the tent she and Deidara shared. She had made the pentagram with a faerie wing dust that Ivanna had instructed they do, and she was currently waiting for Deidara to return to the tent. Her heart fluttered, and her stomach churned. This was a big step for her, and she wanted Deidara to have his chakra back. She loved him, and would do anything for him.

Her eyes flew to the tent entrance as Deidara entered. His jaw dropped when he saw her. She was sitting, nude, in the middle of the symbol on the bed. His eyes looked over her admiringly, and then met her eyes. Her brown orbs plainly showed her nervousness, and Deidara's own blue eyes softened.

"You don't have to, if you're not ready, Mira." Deidara stated softly.

"I.. I am ready." She stated softly, but firmly.

Slowly, Deidara walked over to her. He placed his hand gently against her cheek, and leaned in. His nose brushed against hers, and Mira's breath hitched in anticipation. Gently, he kissed her. His lips massaging hers. Mira let out a soft whimper as the tip of his tongue ran across her bottom lip. She allowed him entrance, and he hungrily explored her wet cavern.

Deidara gently pushed her down onto the cot, and settled himself between her legs. He took the tip of his tongue, and ran it down her neck to her breasts. Mira could feel his manhood pressing against her thigh through his pants. To her surprise, she found herself anticipating it, and not the least bit scared of him.

Mira let out a soft cry of surprise as Deidara grazed his teeth across on perked nipple. His fingers gently pinched and teased the other one. Gently, he took the nipple in his mouth and suckled. He swirled his tongue around it, and Mira squirmed beneath him. She could feel herself getting wet. Deidara moaned against her nipple, and the vibration sent a chill down her spine.

"D-Deidara!" Mira cried out, as he repeated the ministrations to her other breast.

"Hm?" He looked up at her in mock questioning.

Before Mira could respond he started lowering his head to her abdomen. Again, he took the tip of his tongue, and slowly took his tongue from below her breasts down to her lower belly, dipping his tongue into her belly button as he passed it. The sensation made Mira want to giggle and whimper. She was sure she made a sound between the two.

Deidara paused when he reached her womanhood. He could smell her arousal, and she smelled sweet. Tentatively, he ran his tongue across her clit. Mira whimpered in surprise, and tried to sit up. The bomber pushed her back down, and looked up at her.

"Trust me, you'll enjoy this." He mumbled huskily.

Mira, taken surprise by his tone, could only nod. Deidara smirked slightly, and ran his tongue across her clit again. Mira let out another whimper, and tried to squirm away. Deidara help her hips steady, and slowly slid his tongue into her. Mira cried out in pleasure this time as he moved his tongue up, down, in, and out of her. The sensation was almost too much for her.

Deidara knew she was enjoying it, and if her were completely honest with himself, he loved her taste. He lapped at her juices, suckled on her bundle of nerves, and moaned against her womanhood. Mira could feel a knot tightening in her lower abdomen. She was too caught up in the pleasure to try and figure out what it was. All she could sense was that it was getting tighter and tighter. Then, almost half an hour into his ministrations the knot snapped.

"Deidara!" Mira cried out.

To help her ride out her orgasm Deidara gently pumped a finger in and out of her, and rubbed her clit gently with his thumb. After her orgasm Mira was covered in a thin layer of sweat, and her eyes were slightly glazed over in pleasure. Deidara chuckled as he settled himself between her legs again. Apparently, sometime during his pleasuring her, he had managed to remove his clothing. Not that Mira was complaining.

"Are you alright, hm?" Deidara looked down at her, and brushed her bangs out of her eyes. She nodded.

"I.. I'm a-alright." She confirmed.

"Are you ready for this, yeah?" He asked softly.

Mira didn't have time to question. She knew what he meant when she felt his member pressing against her entrance. Again, instead of fear, Mira felt herself almost needing it. Her brown orbs met his blue, and she nodded.

"I'm ready. I want you, Deidara." She murmured. "All of you."

"I'll be gentle." He promised as he nodded slowly.

Slowly, he eased his tip into her. He grabbed one of her thighs, and wrapped her leg around his waist. Mira, seeming to take the hint, wrapped her arms around his shoulders, and buried her face into his neck.

"Do it quick. I w-want the pain over w-with." Mira mumbled against him.

Deidara only nodded. He took a deep breath, and quickly pushed himself into her. As he ripped through her virgin barrier Mira threw her head back, and let out a cry.

"Are you alright, yeah?!" Deidara laid her back onto the bed, and gently wiped her tears away with his thumb.

"I-It hurt!" Mira whimpered softly.

"We can stop.." Deidara muttered. Mira shook her head.

"No , I want this. I want you. Deidara, please.." She looked up at him, and her expression was hard to read.

It seemed something between need, pain, and determination. It was then that Deidara realized exactly how much she loved him, and how much he loved her. Even knowing everything he had done. The people he killed, the villages he destroyed, the lives he ruined, and the organization he was part of, she still loved him. Only him.

It was then that he also realized how much he loved her. Despite how shy and with drawn she could be, and how easily scared she could be. He loved her, with everything he had. To hell with Akatsuki, his past, the war they were currently in. Dammit, to hell with the whole world. All he wanted was right here. All he wanted was her. Mira.

"I'm r-ready." Mira whispered softly.

Again, Deidara looked down at her, and locked his eyes with hers. Gently, he slid out of her, and then gently slid back in. He continued his ministrations slowly, gently, easily. Mira's flinches of pain slowly started to turn to whimpers and soft cries of pleasure.

When he was sure she was no longer in pain Deidara started pumping in and out of her faster. Mira squirmed beneath him, the knot from before started to build up in her lower abdomen again. Deidara gripped her one thigh, and his other hand rested against her head.

"Oh, D-Deidara!" Mira cried out as she arched her back.

Deidara let out a soft growl as he started to thrust into a bit harder, and slightly faster. Mira felt her head spinning. A jolt ran through her body, as he pumped into her deeper. Deidara noticed, and smirked. He started going a little harder, hitting the spot over and over again. He felt himself reaching his edge. Mira seemed to be close too. She was digging her fingernails into his shoulders, and Deidara had to go from gripping her thigh to gripping both her hips to keep her steady.

"Mira, I'm going to.." Deidara growled against her ear as he gave a final thrust as he spilled his seed inside her.

Mira cried out, as his rush hit against the spot inside her, and sent her over the edge as well. Deidara continued to pump in and out of her as she rode out her orgasm. When both their visions cleared the looked at each other.

"I love you." Deidara stated suddenly. Mira blinked once in surprise, then her whole face lit up.

"I love you." She responded.

Deidara slowly pulled out of her, and laid beside her. He pulled her against him. Mira curled up against him, and nuzzled her head against his neck. He wrapped his arms around her in a protective embrace. Slowly, Mira fell into a comfortable sleep. Deidara smiled slightly looking down at her, and then slowly fell into sleep himself.

If they had taken the time to look, they would have seen the kanji on Deidara's chest was gone. That thought was far from their minds that night, though. No, as they embraced each other, their only thoughts were of each other. To hell with the world.

A/N; Sorry this took fucking forever, guys. I just got kicked out of the place I was living, had to move in with my aunt, and I've been working practically every day trying to save up so I can get a car and an apartment. So, I will post the next chapter as soon as possible, but it's hard to get to a computer. Anyways, reviews are always welcome.! Hope you guys have a great day/night.!