Driving me Crazy – 5

A/N: I change the rating for this one to M for a good reason. I'm immensely sorry for the huge delay, muse wouldn't cooperate anymore, and now with seeing the episode again it seems that she's back in action I hope you'll like it, I was starting to miss writing about Abbs and Gibbs, but I just needed to 'breathe' it's not really easy to explain, and then I got my muse who bothered me with some other fic so, … Really sorry about that.

This chapter might appear OOC, but hey, I'm just having fun.

It was a light kiss, just a brush of lips. Then as they looked at one another again Abby murmured:

"What now?" she asked with her still teary eyes. Though now a new light was shinning in her green emeralds.

"Now?" Gibbs smiled at her before telling her "Now, my girl, I'm gonna do something I've been wanting to do for a very long time…"

Touching her lips again, the pressure Gibbs applied on them this time was a increased. Darting his tongue out he caressed her lower lip, asking permission to enter her mouth, a permission she granted him without hesitation. Abby couldn't suppress a moan as she felt him exploring her mouth.

They were finally there, they were finally kissing. The sensation was intoxicating. Their tongues were slowly making love with each other at first, but it quickly turned into something more passionate and demanding as they explored each other's mouth further. Abby broke the kiss as air was becoming a vital need.

Pressing her forehead against his, she tried to regain some breath.

"Why haven't we done this before?" She asked through a ragged breath.

Gibbs answered her with an equally ragged breath, "…because we're stupid." He said smiling.

"Why is it that people in love are always afraid to share their feelings for the other person? We waste so much time that way."

"Because people are afraid, Abbs, afraid that the feelings they have won't be mutual, that they'll look ridiculous. Some people are afraid to love again because they're terrified they'll experience the same pain again if they lose the person they love. That pain they'll have to deal with is way too big to go through again. Then some others remarry, but that doesn't take away the pain they feel, it's just making it more bearable without realizing that in reality all they're doing is fooling themselves, until one day they wake up and end the masquerade… going out with a woman from time to time to feel a little less alone, and having sex with them to feel alive…and to take care of physical needs because doing it on your own isn't the same as the feeling of being into the warmth of a body." his voice trailed off.

Abby hadn't said a word during Gibbs's speech. All she had been doing was listening to what he was saying, trying, but failing to hold back tears. Abby knew he didn't think of her as one of the women he'd been with, but it broke her heart to imagine how broken he might have been, how lonely and devastated he must have felt after Shannon and Kelly's deaths.

She totally understood him, she couldn't really measure the pain he must have, but she totally comprehend the fact that sometimes Gibbs was only with a woman to have company, or only to take care of his physical needs. She'd done the same thing several times already. It's true she never been married or had children, and hadn't had to live through the horrific experience of losing them, but Abby knew what it was like to want something for so long and no matter what she could do or say she knew she couldn't have it. So to feel less empty and a little less hurt inside, she just went out with guys to not be alone.

Today, though, things had changed. Nothing had really happened yet, except for the mind-blowing kiss they had just shared, but they were both sure they wanted the same thing, being together and definitely not a one night stand for one another.

"No one can really be happy without loving and being loved." Abby muttered.

"Abby what I said about being with a woman just for sex that doesn't mean…"

His talking was stopped by her index finger on his lips. "Sssshhh, I know."

Abby leaned forward again to kiss him, pressing her lips against his and Gibbs instantly kissed her back, the kiss matched the previous one in intensity, and became even hotter, their tongues dueling, then caressing, then dueled again. Gibbs shifted his body so that now he could lean into her, but he was careful not to crush her into the couch.

Breaking the kiss, Abby gasped. Her right hand went to his neck then higher and her finger cradled into his silver hair. Gibbs's arms snaked around her waist pulling her even more against him.

Smiling she asked: "Afraid, I might leave, Gibbs?"

Looking down into her eyes he smirked before he answered "No, because now that you're here I won't let you go, ever." And he kissed her again, he couldn't get enough of the taste of her mouth.

Abby moaned into his mouth. He loved the fact that he was responsible for her moans, if something had happened to her today, he would have never forgiven McGee or himself. And this time it wouldn't only be a chair he would have been deprived of…

Gibbs had shivers running down his spine has he recalled the events of the afternoon once again, he pushed his line of thoughts away and concentrated on how it felt like to have Abby in his arms, and how good it felt to kiss her.

Gibbs had never felt this way by only kissing a woman. She was amazing.

God she's driving me insane just from a kiss what is it gonna be like if we're going to make love? He asked himself as he could feel his cock growing hard inside his pants.

Sweet mother of God, he's a hell of a kisser if he keeps that up, I'm gonna come from just feeling his tongue caressing mine so expertly. I want more of him, I want all of him. Abby thought as she could feel herself getting wet.

Breaking the kiss, Abby looked him intently in the eyes hoping she could tell him all she wanted to say, but right now, she couldn't.

Letting her hands run along his neck, she continued to let them run down his sides, spreading her fingers until she felt Gibbs shiver under her touch, letting her fingers running up again for a few instants, before her arms sneaked their way under his shoulder blades. While doing so, she still looked at him.

Abby smirked at him, and winked, then she bent her head slightly to the side, pulled him toward her, and darted her tongue out, and licked him from the base of his throat to his lips, Gibbs closed his eyes to let himself be overwhelmed by the sensation. He was unable to suppress a loud growl. Abby licked his lower lip, then licked Gibbs cheek sensually until he could feel her warm breath near his ear and she told him, in a voice that made his entire body shiver in anticipation.

"I want you; make love to me, Gibbs, make me yours." She sighed

She looked back at him then, and he could see his feelings and wants mirrored in her eyes, pulling her to him he crushed his lips against hers once more. Gibbs felt his groin grow even harder, and had to break the kiss in order to breathe.

"God Abbs…" he panted.

This was insane, all they'd been doing so far was kissing, and Gibbs was already rock hard, he wanted her so badly, but he didn't want to ruin everything by just taking her right here and right now.

Pressing his forehead against hers. It took a few moments before he could speak as he was trying to regain control over his breath.

"I want you too, Abbs, but I don't want our first time to be here on the couch. I want more room to be with you." he said as he kissed her one last time, before pushing himself up.

Gibbs stood and looked down at her; smiling softly extending his hand out to her, he helped her out of the couch. Once Abby stood he pulled her to him, and brushed his lips with hers, smiling.

"Lead the way, Ma'am" he whispered against her mouth teasingly.

"With great pleasure, Marine…" she replied with a smirk on her sweet lips.

Abby lead her lover through her house to her bedroom, not quite realizing this was really happening. Gibbs would finally be hers in every possible way.

Stopping in front of her bedroom door, Abby turned to him. "This is it. No turning back, right?"

Gibbs's answer was to kiss her passionately.

While they were kissing Abby blindly fished for the doorknob. After a few moments, she managed to open the door. Breaking their kiss in order to breathe, she smiled at him and he could see that her normally bright green eyes had darkened from the desire she felt for him.

Seeing her looking at him like that drove him crazy, and he couldn't stop the urge he had to pin her down against the door, holding her wrists in his hands above her head pressing his body against hers. He heard Abby gasp and he smirked down at her.

"You're mine, Abbs," he whispered against her mouth, before he explored it once more and was rewarded with a soft moan.

Gibbs felt completely intoxicated by the taste of her lips, he couldn't get enough of her kisses. Abby couldn't stop her body as her hips started grinding against his hardness that showed through his pants. Gibbs needed air, really needed air or it would suffocate from the need to thrust inside her. He needed to break the kiss in order to be able to take a little step back. Gibbs was starting to have a hard time controling himself.

He craved Abby physically. Gibbs couldn't remember ever wanting a woman so badly. Gibbs had craved Shannon physically, but on another level. He couldn't start to comprehend it; it was as if… if he couldn't touch her, he would die. Abby was acting like a drug on him. Abby and he would definitely make love several times tonight. And to add to his troubles keeping his body in control Abby told him in the most sexy voice he'd ever heard coming from her.

"I need to feel you Gibbs… I need to feel you all. I want to feel your skin against mine, and nothing else, Gibbs." Abby said in a ragged breath, kissing his shoulder through his T-shirt.

Releasing her wrists from the grab of his hands, he let his hands slowly run over her ribcage through her T-shirt. Letting them slowly lower until he came in contact with the waistband of her skirt, there he curled his finger around the fabric of her T-shirt and plucked at it, freeing it from the tightness it was placed in.

Gibbs continued to pull at her shirt as Abby lifted her arms above her head. As the piece of cloth was above her head, he held it in between his fingers for a few seconds before throwing it on the floor. Lips fused again, and then he left a path of wet kissed along her throat, making Abby throw her head back, her body arched even more against his as she let out a sigh, lifting his head up to look at her. A satisfied smile appeared on his face, he was the one making her body react like that, and he was the one causing her to sigh in appreciation.

Abby's hands started a path on their own, her fingers started to unbutton his shirt, struggling though because her hands were shaking slightly, which made her moan in frustration. Gibbs chuckled softly. "A little too eager, Abbs?"

"You are asking me if I am too eager?" she said mischievously as she looked at him and let her eyes travel to the bulge in his pants. She smirked and added. "It's seems like you are too, Mr. Gibbs or at least your soldier is."

He smirked at her too now. "My soldier is not the only one who's aching for you, Abby."

"Seriously, Gibbs, I've been wanting for so long to feel you inside of me. Actually from the first time I saw you, so yeah." She said growing more frustrated by the minute. Now, Gibbs was laughing.

"Well let me help you with that then." He said a mischievous look in his eyes as he looked at her.

And with that he took the both sides of his shirt and ripped it open. There were buttons flying everywhere. Abby smiled wildly, placing her hands on his chest, she caressed the fabric of his T-shirt letting them wandering upwards until she arrived at his shoulders, she then pushed at the piece of clothing that had been ripped open a few seconds earlier, making it caress his arms before ending up on the floor.

Gibbs decided to reciprocate Abby's tongue exploration of his throat, Gibbs let his head fall forward and darted out his tongue, starting to licked her between the valley of her breasts, the feeling of Gibbs's tongue on her skin, and feeling it run all the way to her lips made Abby shiver in pleasure.

They shared another hungry kiss while Abby tugged at the hem of his T-shirt pulling it all the way up and Gibbs helped her with getting it over his head.

A contented sigh could be heard as she could finally admire his bare chest. "Seeing something you like, Abbs?"

"Huh, huh, definitely candy for my eyes." She answered him seductively.

She let her finger absently twist into his chest hair, as his fingers unhooked the clasp of her bra. Letting her arms fall along her sides, the straps fell as well as the complete soft fabric that was holding her breasts, tumbling on the ground at her feet.

Gibbs took a small step back to look at her. Here she was standing in front of him, half naked looking even more beautiful than he had ever dreamed of. Her breasts where not too big, apple shaped like. They would fit perfectly in his hands.

"You're beautiful, Abbs."

"You are not too bad yourself, Gibbs." She answered him.

"And you haven't seen all of me, yet!" He smirked.

"Now we are being a bit cocky here, Special Agent Gibbs?" Abby grinned at him.

"Well, I don't have anything to be ashamed of…" he said as he let his hands slowly head to the buckle his pants. Abby stopped him softly by placing her hands on his. Gibbs looked her in the eyes, as suddenly the slightest shadow of doubt took hold on him.

"Let me do it, please." She said, leaning in, and snaking one arm at the base of his neck to pull him to her for a sweet kiss.

Unbuckling his pants, she pushed them over his hips, watching them fall. Then she pushed his boxers down his hips and by that she freed his aching member. Abby had expected it to be well shaped, but not this good. Gibbs's body was ever more handsome than in her wildest dreams, and it was then she lost all control over herself.

Looking him in the eyes, she said, "I want you NOW, Gibbs, I want you inside of me now, no teasing, no foreplay anymore. We can make love later tonight; right now I want you too badly.

Gibbs wasn't going to argue on this one. If she hadn't said it, he wouldn't have done anything, because he didn't want to force anything on her, but he was relieved that she didn't want any more preliminaries. 'Cause at this point his whole body ached for her.

Kicking off his shoes Gibbs stepped out of his pants and boxers, and then he took a step back towards Abby, a mischievous look brightening his eyes. Abby felt a shiver run down her spine as he looked at her like that. She suddenly smirked at him and licked her lips. She stepped away from him never leaving her eyes of off his, stopping only as she felt the wall against her back.

Gibbs slowly approached her, his eyes shining with pure lust and desire. He didn't get where or how they still managed to play as they wanted each other so much.

When he finally reached her he crushed his lips on hers again for a mind blowing kiss, she responded with the same ardor. Abby's arms flew around her silver-haired fox, letting her fingers caress the base of his neck, pulling him to her.

Jethro let his left hand caress the side of her body as his right hand held her waist holding her to him. His hand was now caressing her thigh and went lower until it came to her knee and snaked behind it, pulling it up. Abby gasped against his mouth.

"Ready?" he asked her in a ragged breath.

"I've been ready for you for years, Gibbs." She breathed out.

And with no further words needed he entered her. They both moaned from the sensation, it was finally to be as one. Both were had the impression that they finally were home.

They didn't move for several seconds giving their bodies the time to adjust to one another. Abby and Gibbs stared at each other, their emotions reflecting in their eyes.

Pressing her leg a little more against his hip made his favorite lab tech gasp as his thickness hit her G spot in just the right way. "Oh God" she hissed. Then sliding out of her almost completely, the tip of his manhood was just teasing her warmth. Capturing her lips again Gibbs thrust back into her again, and Abby met him, while their kiss became hungrier. He slid back out, then back in again while applying pressure on her thigh with his hand, they had to stop their kissing as their breathing became much labored. "Har…der, Gib…bs, plea…se…"

Gibbs was most willing to obey and did has he was told. "God, Abbs, you're driving me crazy…" he breathed as he lifted her leg a little higher on his hips, the slight shift of movement causing a delicious friction against Abby's clit made her hiss out a 'yes' in pleasure.

Their dance accelerated until they couldn't hold it anymore.

"Gi.. bbs I'm s… so close. I.. ne… ed to." Abby managed to pant.

All Gibbs did was thrust hard in to her one last time and they came together hard, both their bodies convulsing, making their orgasm drift through them even longer. Holding on to each other tightly until the blissful sensation subsided to finally die.

Breathing heavily they clung to one another, as they slowly slid against the wall to the floor. Gibbs slid of her in order to sit a little more comfortably, but would not let go. They both tried to regain their breathing.

A few moments later, as their heartbeats finally slowed down, Abby broke the silence.

"Wow! That was just wow! That was mind-blowing wow, Gibbs!" Abby told him as she turned herself to look at him.

Smirking, he answered "Yeah, it certainly was. It was even better than in my fantasies."

Abby's eyes widened, "You fantasized about me?"

"Hmmm hmmm. I've been for a long time."

Abby didn't answer, she just ginned widely at him. "Gibbs?"

"Hmmm?"

"Can we go to bed, now? The floor and walls are a bit hard."

"Sure" he said before kissing her.

Standing up, Gibbs reached out for her, and they walked the few inches that separate them from her bed. Pulling the covers to the side, he let Abby climb into bed first and he followed, and pulled the covers back over them both as Abby cuddled against him, letting her head rest on his shoulder and closed her eyes as she felt his arm encircling her.

And like this they both drift off to sleep.

TBC…

A/N: I didn't expect this chapter to be so long, and you guys don't that my first real complete smuts scene isn't too bad.

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