Sorry for the wait my dear readers, but this chapter is really quite long and I hope you all enjoy it! I am living and working in beautiful sunny Southern Florida! Yay! My job is stressful but I am starting to enjoy it so my updates should be quicker and closer together. Please review….Hemmy
Innocence Lost and A River Monster
Chapter 13
Movie night at the Hudmel home was interesting indeed. Pizza and Chinese food was ordered by Carole so everyone would have a choice between the two. The movie started with everyone coupled up including Sam and Rachel.
Dave and Noah were seated the way that had become normal for them, Noah sitting snuggly in between Dave's strong thighs leaning back against his boyfriend's upper body. He could feel Dave's nose nuzzle his Hawk as the muscled arms tightened around his waist.
Santana was sitting next to Dave with Britt between her legs leaning against Dave's side with her arms wrapped around Britt and her hand touching Noah side. Brittany was cuddled up to Santana but like at Noah's home, she was also draped across Dave and Noah. Carole saw the 'family' that Naomi had described to her on the phone. She quietly takes a picture for herself.
Finn and Mercedes were the only couple called out by Burt for 'hands traveling pass the 'borderline', until Noah called out Burt for 'wandering hands'. Carole simply stuck her tongue out at Noah and grabbed Burt's hand placing it on her hip. Noah received a glare from Burt that turned into a smug smile as he gripped his wife's ass.
The movie ends with all the girls gripping their boyfriends hands or legs as Liv Tyler screams. Tina asks if they have time for one more movie and Burt readily agrees. He is actually having fun with the kids and Carole, he tells everyone to take a break before starting the next movie. Everyone scrambles for the restrooms or 'a breath of fresh air'. Burt reminds the couples of the rules about any hanky panky going on either outside or inside. Carole smacks him on the arm as she drags him towards the backdoor wanting some hanky panky of her own.
Dave asks Santana to go out back with him, he needs to talk to her. She tells Britt to stay with Noah since Kurt is in the house. Britt walks over to Noah and announces that she is his body guard while Dave and San talk outside. Noah smiles at her and asks if she would help him grab some sodas and bottled water from the refrig.
Kurt is standing in the kitchen waiting for the water to boil for his blackberry tea when he hears Noah and Brittany walk into the room. He had seen the tender moments between Dave and Noah sitting on the floor. The way the larger jock would interlace their hands together without even looking or the way or the way he would nuzzle his nose in the single dark stripe of hair on the tanned head.
That was what he was suppose to have with Blaine. Those tender quiet moments sitting in the living room with his family and his boyfriend. Not watching the stupid bastards that used to bully him having those said moments. Kurt fumes at his thoughts and turns when he hears someone walk into the kitchen behind him.
He stares at Noah and Brittany for a minute before turning his back towards the couple. He can hear Brittany tell Noah that they can come back later for their drinks, but Noah tells her he is okay with Kurt being in the room.
"That's good Puckerman since it is MY HOUSE." Kurt's voice is full of harsh sarcasm. "At least you remember YOUR PLACE here."
Noah flinches at the words before straightening his back and calmly replies, "It's Burt and Carole's home Kurt, you live at Dalton remember?"
"Not any longer. Oh my Dad didn't tell you? I will be back at McKinley Monday morning. It seems he plans on punishing me by making me see you everyday." Kurt is fast going into full blown bitch mode. He is enjoying watching Noah's face pale at his words. "Won't that be fun? You having to see ME everyday too. You get to be reminded of what you gave up. Just think you could have had me all to yourself."
Noah grips Brittany's hand hard as he fights the emotions that are going through him. He wants to punch Kurt for all the lies and the cheating but he also wants to run and find Dave.
"Kurt…." Noah is interrupted by a deep voice.
"Just think Hummel, you will have to see what you lost to me everyday now too. The happiness on Noah's face every time we are together, the love that shows in his eyes for me and for me alone." Dave walks in the room after a certain blonde text him a 911 kitchen message. He pulls Noah into his arms as Brittany walks to the doorway to Santana.
"Oh really you two are out at school? I don't think so. Isn't the lesbo couple your 'pretend' girlfriends?" Kurt snarks at the couple standing in front of him.
"THAT'S IT KURT! YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT ABOUT ME, BUT YOU LEAVE MY FRIENDS OUT OF IT! MY GOD KURT, THE GIRLS WERE YOUR FRIENDS! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Noah yells at his ex surprising everyone in the room. Brittany is holding back a pissed off Latina who is calling for Kurt's blood in Spanish.
"NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME! I'M GOING PLACES BABY! I'M NOT THE ONE THAT IS GOING TO BE STUCK IN THIS COW TOWN LIKE YOU! AND YOUR FRIENDS! THEY STOPPED BEING MY FRIENDS THE MOMENT THEY TOOK YOUR SIDE IN THIS DEBACLE!" Kurt yells back at Noah.
"Then I guess you are going to truly lonely at school white boy. We all know the truth about the breakup and we know that what you did was wrong. You used all of us Kurt and the sad thing is we let you." Mercedes' voice fills the room in a quiet way, the hurt shining through her words to Kurt. She walks over to Noah and Dave standing beside them.
"I think I speak for everyone Kurt when I say, YOU ARE NOT WELCOME IN GLEE! Please don't try to come to rehearsals you will just be ignored until you can apologize to Noah and the rest of us." Rachel's voice rings through the room as the rest of the Gleeks appear in the kitchen.
"I agree with Rachel. I will talk to Mr. Shue Monday and let him know how we all feel. Kurt you really screwed up this time." Finn tells his step brother before pulling Mercedes back to the living room.
"YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME! YOU CANT WIN WITHOUT ME!" Kurt screeches at the retreating backs of his former friends. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT PUCKERMAN! IF YOU HAD JUST…" Kurt is interrupted by Noah.
"Just shut the fuck up Kurt! This isn't my fault! I loved you and wanted to be with you! Why couldn't you have been a man and broke up with me? Instead of cheating on me and lying to me? Why did you make a game out of it?" Noah can feel Dave's hand holding on to him, giving him courage and strength. "It doesn't matter anymore Kurt. You blew it with me. You destroyed anything we had, any feelings I had for you are gone. Just leave me alone and leave my friends alone. You don't exist to me anymore."
Kurt watches as his ex walks out of the room holding hands with the guy that had a crush on him last year. He knew facing his former friends would be tough but he really didn't expect them all to pick Noah's side in the break up. Kurt grabs his forgotten tea and heads back to the bonus room fuming at the comments made by Noah and the rest of New Directions.
Burt and Carole had over heard the 'discussion' in their kitchen and decided to let the kids deal with it on their own, unless it turned violent. Burt had told Carole that Kurt needed to find out how the others felt about being used in his web of lies and deceit. Carole had agreed with her husband and with what the kids had to say to Kurt as well.
The rest of the night was less painful for everyone. There weren't anymore confrontations with Kurt, just laughter filling the Hudmel living room as the kids watched the original 'Texas Chainsaw Massacre' with Burt and Carole explaining how it was the grossest movie of their time. The night ended with Brittany being driven home by Noah and Santana riding with Dave.
In the truck with Dave and Satan…Dave asks San about making love to Noah for the first time. This is San's advice…
Santana tells Dave that no matter what Noah needs to be in control first. Let him be the first one to make a move. To let Noah set the pace of the love making. She tells Dave how to dress for the maximum effect on Noah. Button up shirts only, no tee shirts, the buttons requiring attention to be undone; slower, longer, sexier. Soft jeans, worn to the touch, nothing hard or abrasive to the touch. No socks or shoes. Shower first make sure the only smell on his body is his own. No cologne, no after shave, no really hard scented body wash. Au Natural is best.
Listen to his body, what makes him moan the loudest the hardest, what makes his dick twitch and get hard. And no matter how good it feels to you; ask him if it feels good to him, you want to please him and trust me he wants to please you too. Also, it is going to hurt whoever is on the bottom. You try to put something that big in something that is so small equals pain. So be careful and make sure he is stretched out before you take his VCARD.
She kisses Dave on the cheek when they arrive at her home telling him to call her if he needs some advice or help. She smiles a warm genuine smile at the large jock as she closes the truck door.
In the truck with Noah and Brittany…Noah asks Britt how he should act, how he should let Dave know that he is ready for the big step, this is her response….
Tell him that you want him to make love to you, cause you love him. Otherwise its just fucking and losing your VCARD that way sucks. If you are scared tell him, don't think he will know what you are thinking about or what you want. Let your hands tell him, your lips, your body. Touch him the way you want to be touched and he will return it. Let him have a little bit of control, showing you what he wants from you. This is about both of you and sharing something this wonderful only happens once. It may suck, it maybe painful, but it is with the person you love with all of your heart Noah. That is what makes it wonderful and something to treasure in your heart.
Britt looks at the dark Jewish teen knowing that he is scared of what he is wanting to do, what he is wanting to give Dave. "Remember if you need me just call me. I love you Noah and I always will." She kisses him gently on the lips before exiting the truck.
Both boys head to their respective homes thinking about spending the night out at the farm and what each one has planned for the other, as Santana and Britt plan a pleasant surprise for the boys first time.
The next morning Dave picked up Noah and they headed to the farm just outside of town. Noah is excited about spending the entire day with Dave, just the two of them, alone. He wants Dave to teach him how to fish and maybe they can make plans for a small garden in the spring.
Dave is also lost in thought as he reaches for Noah's hand and pulls him closer as the truck tires meet the gravel. He knows no one can see them out here and he needs to feel Noah's body touching his after last night. Neither one had said too much about the confrontation with Kurt.
"Bear are you okay? You really haven't said more than a few words since you picked me up and that was at the drive thru ordering breakfast." Noah looks at his boyfriend hoping that nothing was really wrong.
"Yeah babe I'm okay. I was just thinking about last night and I shouldn't be." Dave squeezes the smaller dark hand in reassurance. "I should be thinking about the present I bought for you at the mall."
"You bought me a present? Why? It's not my birthday or anything special." Noah looks at Dave with a confused expression that suddenly becomes one of happiness. "Where is it? Can I have it now? What is it?"
Dave smiles at the sudden change in Noah from sad confusion to one of a five year at Christmas. "No you cant have it now. It is in the back of the truck with the supplies for this weekend. And no, I am not going to tell you what it is either." He watches Noah Puckerman pout like said five year old with his full bottom lip being jutted out for emphasis. The larger jock laughs at his sulking boyfriend.
They arrive at the farm house a little while later with Noah still pouting over not knowing what Dave bought him especially after he found the wrapped package in the back of the truck while they were unloading everything into the house. Dave took the present and pulled Noah towards the small dock by the pond. The boys sit at the new picnic table Dave had delivered earlier in the week, he wanted to start fixing the place up more now that he was with Noah.
"So Elmo, are you going to stop pouting long enough for me to give you your present?" Dave asks trying to kiss his boyfriends full lips.
"I don't want it now. You made mmmhhhrphhh…" Noah's words are halted by a bruising kiss from his loving mate. Noah gives in letting Dave's tongue map out the inside of his mouth returning the sensual strokes with his own tongue.
Dave is the first to break the kiss he initiated resting his forehead against Noah's. "I love you babe more than words could ever say. I bought this the other day cause I had a memory of you in grade school."
Dave hands the large present to Noah who starts ripping open the plain paper. Noah stops and stares as soon as he lifts the lid on the exposed box. Inside lays a sketch pad, not a cheap one either, a set of dark sketching pencils and water color pencils. Noah feels the tears begin to form in his dark smoky eyes as well as the huge lump now forming in his throat. Bear remembered I like to draw!
"You used to sit and doodle for hours at the play ground and I remember the teacher telling you to stop drawing on your homework assignments." Dave lifts Noah's head up to look into the hazel eyes of his life love only to find the sexy orbs full of unshed tears. "Babe, did I, was I wrong in buying these for you?"
Noah opens his mouth to speak but closes it when he feels a sob trying to escape, he shakes his head no as he lays the box carefully on the table and buries his face in the crook of Dave's neck. He clings to Dave trying to hold back the tears.
"N-no one ever re-remembers w-who I us-used to be, N-noah. You, you are the on-only one. Th-thank you B-bear." Noah's words are stuttered out as his emotions get the better of him. He sniffles wiping his tears on Dave's shoulder. He can feel the larger jock hold him tight, kissing the soft stubble on the side of his head.
"I remember babe. I remember you." Dave quietly tells Noah as he strokes the dark stripe of hair with his finger tips. "I remember Noah."
The two teens stay locked together for a long time, Dave softly humming an old rock ballad as he holds Noah, just letting the togetherness speak for itself. They break apart at the loud splash of a fish hitting the water.
"Will you teach me how to catch a fish?" Noah asks in a quiet voice as he pulls back from Dave's embrace. "My Dad never took me fishing when I was little, he never had time."
Dave smiles at the dark teen in his arms. "Planned on it babe. I brought fishing poles, bait and my tackle box." He kisses Noah on the forehead before standing up and walking towards the back door of the farm house. "I'll be right back."
Noah watches the tall pale jock as he disappears into the house only to reemerge a few seconds later carrying the fishing stuff, including an old beat up Gilligan hat full of lures on his head and a new one in his hand without any lures. Noah can't help the smile that spreads across his face at the sight. He watches as Dave walks up to him and plops the new hat over his Mohawk'd head.
"My grandpa always said you couldn't be a fisherman unless you had a lucky hat." Dave smiles down at the dark skinned jock that was smiling goofily at him. He leans down and kisses the soft full lips quickly before motioning Noah to follow him out on the dock. "And now you have one."
Dave shows Noah how to bait his hook and how to throw his line out without tangling it up. They sit on a bench that Dave had found in the old tool shed. Everything was going great until Noah's line took off in the water. Then the Bear and Elmo comedy moments occurred…
"I got one!" The dark skinned jock became so excited at the 'river monster' pulling on his line that he fell off the bench he was sitting on next to Dave, taking Dave and the box of worms with him in the process. Noah never turned loose of his pole and he kept reeling in the line of the fighting fish while yelling, "it's huge!".
Dave was busy scooping up the worms that had gone flying off the bench in Noah's excitement. He just kept telling Noah to follow the line with the tip of the pole and to keep reeling, to not jerk the pole back. Just as the words left Dave's mouth he looked up only to be smacked in the face with a small catfish. The rest of the words, that 'you could jerk the fish out of the water and hit someone with it' died in a garbled, mumbled mess.
"Oh shit Bear! I ammmmm soooooooo sorry! But look, I caught it!" Elmo was bouncing on the balls of his feet as he reached out and grabbed the line.
Even in Dave's frustration he could not be angry at the ecstatic smaller teen jumping up and down in front of him. Noah was holding the line displaying his 'monster' proudly as if it were a record breaking bass. The squeals of "can I keep it?" and "take a picture" making Dave smile from ear to ear at his overjoyed boyfriend.
Dave pulled out his camera phone and stood for just a moment looking at the young man he loved thinking about this being the first actual picture of their lives together. Dave snaps the picture after telling 'Elmo' to be still. He then shows the excited teen how to remove the hook and how to place the small fish on the stringer.
The rest of the day was spent catching more 'monsters' to go with the first one that Noah caught. Dave had to take a picture of each fish Noah the great fisherman caught. He even managed to capture them kissing and the picture almost made the large jock lose his composure as he wrapped Elmo into a tight embrace kissing the stubble above his ear. "I love you Noah." The voice meant only for the tanned Jew to hear.
They were walking back to the house when they heard giggling and smelt something wonderful wafting out of the kitchen windows. They looked around the front of the house to see if they knew who was in the house. A red chariot of doom sat off to the side of the gravel drive behind some snoball bushes. The two lovers walked to the back door with the intentions of scaring of the girls that had invaded their 'alone time' .
Instead as Dave yanked the back screen door open a loud feral warning was snarled by a very pissed off fat horny old Tom cat. Lord Tubbington was sitting on the kitchen table hissing and baring his claws at the two intruders. Noah turned to run out the back door as Dave reached out and held onto his boyfriend. "He likes you Elmo, don't fucking move."
Brittany appeared just as Dave spoke and seeing the boys, she lets out a blood curling scream. Lord Tubbington leaps off the table at the two frightened teenage boys. The boys scramble and manage to close the screen door on the fat ass cat, who lands, gripping the old metal screening for dear life while hissing and growling at the two pale as ghosts boys.
Santana runs into the room threatening the intruders in Spanish as she pulls Brittany in her arms. She takes in the scene in front of her and begins to laugh out loud. "Oh my God! Look at their faces Britt honey!" The dark Latina laughs pointing at the two righteously scared jocks. The dingy blonde Cheerio begins to laugh as well. Lord Tubbington does not find it funny at all as he is still hanging from the screen.
"What the hell is going on here Satan?" Dave is the first to recover his voice. He is still picturing the fat angry Tom cat landing on his body somewhere private and destructive. He pulls Noah closer to him trying to calm both of them down.
"Britt and I helped you guys out, since tonight is the big night. All you have to do is follow the instructions in each letter that is addressed to you. You are not allowed to let the other read it until the night is over." Satan hands the envelopes to the proper recipients. "Everything you need for an exceptional night has been set up for the two of you. So enjoy and we will talk to you both tomorrow. Come Britt grab Tubbs and lets leave them to their night." She walks over to the screen door and helps Britt to pull the over weight cat off. Britt kisses Noah gently before fussing at Lord Tubbs for trying to hurt the boys. Santana pats Dave's shoulder as she leaves the house with her posse.
Dave and Noah are stunned to say the least as they watch the crazy trio drive off in the chariot of doom. They are almost afraid to open their letters let alone to walk into the house. Noah is the brave one as he recognizes the hand writing on the envelope to be Brittany's. He reads the letter after sitting down at the kitchen table.
Dear Noah,
San and I talked about how to make this night so special for you and Bear. You see we both love you so much, without you there would be no us. Thank you for that my friend. Now on to the Vcard party! Woohooo!
We went to the mall today and I bought you a pair of really soft pajama pants and a soft button up shirt. San says it's important, the button up shirt. I don't know why but maybe she will tell Dave in his letter. I also bought you some nice soap that doesn't have any perfume or smell except that it really smells clean. San said it was important too.
You are suppose to take a hot bath with Dave in the old tub we found in the bathroom. It is freaking huge; big enough for the four of us, San said maybe next time. Let him take care of you in the tub; wash your hair, scrub your back. Just enjoy him touching you without going all the way. Then you are suppose to get dressed and go to the living room where we have set up part two of the night.
We made dinner for the two of you! A nice bottle of wine, some cheese and crackers, fruit…Ever thing San and I play/eat when we are having fun. Oh I almost forgot, we also left you some whipped cream to enjoy too. We didn't use it all while you guys were fishing.
We picked out some really nice oils for the two of you to have fun with any way you choose. They are safe if you want to use them for lube too. San asked the girl behind the counter and I have never seen anyone turn that many shades of red before answering the questions.
The fireplace is ready too, just stick a match to it. That was my idea. I think fireplaces are romantic and I told San she needed to get one for her bedroom.
Please be careful tonight. Take your time and make sure that you are ready for this Noah. I don't want to see you get hurt cause I think San would kill Dave and I love him too now. I don't want her to kill him. Okay?
I know you love him and he loves you. Remember that we love you too. You have always been there for us. Call me if you need advice cause I am sure Tubbs can answer any questions that I can't.
XOXO
Brittany S Pearce
Noah didn't know whether to cry at the words he read or to laugh. He settled for just being grateful for having friends like San and Britt to look out for him. Even if they were as crazy as that damn cat.
While Noah was reading his letter, Dave opened his from Santana. He carefully unfolded the letter waiting for it to either explode or burst into flames. She was Satan after all. Neither happened as he began to read the beautiful but instructive letter.
Dear Dave,
I am going to get one thing out of the way first before all the mushy romantic stuff that you are suppose to do tonight. If you hurt my boy Noah, cause he hasn't been Puck since you started seeing him, I will personally make sure that your life is miserable. I will stalk you, find you alone somewhere and unleash the Demonic Cat From Hell on your body. I will make sure Lord Fat Ass rips your balls off slowly! Now on to the nasty mushy stuff.
I left you a change of clothing on the bed with your name on it. The pajama pants are going to be loose so that you will be comfortable. The button up shirt is extremely soft to the touch, it is so much more romantic and shit if you have to undress your partner slowly. It is more erotic according to several magazines and websites.
So the first thing you need to do is run a hot bath in that gigantic tub I found in the bathroom. Your grandparents must have been into some really good times when they were younger. Britt thinks we can all fit into it. I told her next time we could try out some kinky shit but tonight was about the two of you.
We bought some really nice fragrance free soaps for you to wash each other with, but remember touching only in the tub. Save going all the way for after you eat and talk. The build up is also important. Explore his body without teasing him or making him jizz in the water. Wash his hair, scrub his scalp gently. Wash his whole body that way. REMEMBER DON'T GO ALL THE WAY!
Towel each other off. Talk to him, make sure this is what he wants and answer him honestly when he asks you the same question. Don't do anything that either one of you is not ready for! I mean it! It will end in disaster!
Dress in the clothes we laid out for each of you. Remember no socks or underwear! You don't need them! And they are so totally not sexy! Including Noah's Vader briefs.
The living room is set up for you both to enjoy eating a light dinner. Don't ask questions about the wine, it is perfect for the fruit and the cheese. Plus my Dad wont miss it. There is half a can of whipped cream left for the two of you. Sorry it was full until Britt started…Well let's just say I had fun eating it.
The fireplace is ready thanks to Britt. She thinks it is soooo romantic to make love on a bear skin rug in front of an open fire. She became upset when I told her I could skin you and have the total effect of what she was talking about. I'm really glad I had that snack before that comment.
I found some really nice oils that you can use on each other's bodies too. You can even use them as lube. They are also edible. The chick at the department store never wants to see me again after all the questions I asked her. I couldn't believe that she was such a prude.
Now for the sappy stuff….You know I love your fat ass right? If you don't then listen up! I LOVE YOU Dave! You are the best thing to happen to Noah since he was a little kid. You two have a love that most people wish they had and I can say that cause Britt and I love each other the same way. You would die for Elmo and I know it.
Take care of him first before you think about yourself. Make sure it is good for him cause it probably wont be and he is too much of an ass to let you know it. It is going to hurt him and I mean hurt him. You are not small Dave remember that. Take your time, watch his face for any signs of really bad pain. If he cant handle the pain pull out, cause you have a whole lifetime ahead of you to try again. If you are uncomfortable tell him, don't be afraid to say it. He isn't going to know anymore than you are if it doesn't feel right.
Enjoy tonight as much as possible and remember if you have any questions to call me. Between the web and my magazines I am sure I can find the answer for you. Oh and I almost forgot. NO CONDEMS! Bareback the first time, it is so much more….intimate and loving. Noah is clean too by the way. I went with him before he was with fucktard to the health department, he had them check him for everything. I read the results myself, he is clean.
Now Aunty San is going to say bye now.
Love you fat ass
Satan
Dave folds his letter back up and places it back in the envelope. He looks at his boyfriend who has a soft, genuine smile on his lips. Dave can tell that Britt's letter touched his heart just like Santana had touched his. "I'm going to go run a nice hot bath for us. I'll let you know when it's ready. Okay?" His voice is smooth and gentle.
"Yeah, that sounds good. I think I am just going to sit here and sketch until you say it's ready." Noah responds reaching for his present that is sitting on the table. There is a picture in his mind that he wants to try and capture on the pad before he loses his nerve.
"Okay. Um…I just want you to know that we don't have to do anything tonight babe. Just being with you is enough for me." Dave leans down and kisses Noah's cheek before walking away to start the bath.
Noah starts drawing the moment Dave walks out of the room. He closes his eyes picturing the look of happiness on his boyfriend's face when he was wearing the old green fishing hat. The sound of the dark pencil etching on the smooth paper is the only sound in the room.
Dave takes his time filling the antique tub and looking at the clothes the girls picked out for them. They are truly soft; the soft blue shirt he knows is his while the soft lavender is for Noah. He smells the soaps that are sitting in the soap dish; a quiet smell of fresh, clean fills his nose. There are candles everywhere and a lighter made especially for the candles. He begins to light each one as the tub fills up.
He looks around making one last inspection before turning the water off. He looks at the size of the tub and thinks the girls are right but he isn't ready for anything kinky with the girls either. Satan can be an evil woman sometimes.
A yellow sticky note catches his attention on the shelf under the mirror it says 'push' with an arrow pointing down to a play button. He looks around to make sure nothing is rigged up to hurt him before pushing the button. He instinctively ducks as soft music begins to play throughout the house. He smiles silently thanking the devil herself.
"Babe are you ready to soak for awhile?" Dave's deep voice calls out to his lover. "The tub is ready if you are."
"Just one more minute and I will be. I'm almost done." Noah's hand works a little bit faster to finish the sketch of the taller jock. One last flurry of strokes and his tribute to a wonderful day is complete. He picks up the sketch book taking it with him to the bedroom to show Dave after their bath. "Coming babe."
Noah walks in finding his boyfriend shirtless and blushing. He stares at the room and is in awe of the 'magic' worked by their crazy friends. It is beautiful to Noah and he just stands there looking at the candles and the huge claw foot tub.
"Are you okay babe?" Dave is concerned by the sudden behavior of his Elmo. "Babe?"
"Yeah. I'm good. I knew the girls were good but damn they out did themselves this time. It is just, it looks like something out of a magazine." Noah walks over to the tub and lets his fingers skim the surface of the hot water. He begins to undress with his back to Dave. He is nervous but he doesn't want his boyfriend to worry about him.
"Turn around Noah." Dave's voice is soft and gentle to Noah's ears. He watches the darker jock slowly turn around to face him looking down at the floor. The pale jock lifts Noah's chin to look at him with a strong finger. "Tonight is about you. We don't have to do anything that you are not ready for okay?"
"M'kay. I want to be with you Bear, all the way. I want you to make love to me tonight. To love me the way I need you to, the way you need me to love you." Noah reaches up kissing Dave's soft lips. "I want this."
The two boys kiss for a few moments simply enjoying the feel of each other's lips, the gently strokes of their tongues against each other. Nothing is hurried or rushed, it is simply loving. They break apart and finish undressing. Dave enters the tub first leaning back and pulling Noah in between his legs.
The touches are slow and easy, just for the sake of touch. Dave begins to slowly massage Noah's shoulders using the soap the girls left for them working his way down the strong arms to Noah's dark chest. The touch is relaxing and he can feel his love melting into his body letting his shaved head rest back.
"So what did you think of fishing today?" Dave tries to do what San said and just talk, be with each other. No sex.
"I loved it! I mean, I know the fish I caught were little but they were awesome to catch cause they were fun to fight. Thanks for teaching me and I'm sorry for hitting you with the first fish I caught." Noah giggles at the memory of Dave's face when the fish hit it.
"Very funny. Haha!" Dave hugs Noah to his chest. He grabs the sea sponge that is hanging off the faucet. "Lean forward babe."
Dave takes the sponge letting it fill with the hot water and squeezes it over Noah's head. He feels the smaller body sitting in front of him shudder as the water rivulets down the dark muscular back. Reaching for a small bottle of shampoo the girls left behind for them, he hears Noah moan at the feel of his fingertips massaging the dark stripe and soft stubble lathering up the soft smelling soap.
He takes his time making sure to cover inch of the dark scalp. Fingertips trace the small scars that litter the almost black stubble as well as one long scar. The pale loving jock doesn't ask questions about any of the scars, he knows most were from Noah's deranged father. He pushes the dark thoughts from his mind.
Taking the sponge he rinses the suds from Noah's hair, then grabs the bar soap once again and begins to scrub the tanned shoulders letting the sponge draw slow circles feeling the tension ebb away from his boyfriend. He works his way down Noah's back enjoying the way the rough sponge tickles the Jewish teen's ribs.
"You have to stop that Bear. Hahaha. You are going to make me have the giggles and that isn't ,hehehehe, good." Noah squeaks out the last word as Dave continues to use the offending present from the girls under his arms and down his sides. He cant stop the giggles that bubble up and out of his throat. "Pleeeeease! Bear! STAAHHHHPPP!"
Dave loves to hear Noah laugh, even the giggles is music to his ears. He wonders if anyone has ever really heard the usually quiet and sulky jock really let loose and just laugh. He smiles at the snorting sound that the Jewish teen is making while trying to catch his breath. "Don't snort the bubbles Elmo!" Dave laughs at the indignant squeak from the dark body between his legs.
"I don't snort." Noah tells him in a prissy way.
"Yeah just like you don't drool either Elmo." Dave snickers.
Noah turns around to smack Dave's chest only to be pulled into a ferocious kiss that leaves him breathless and trembling. The green eyes that are staring at him are full of lust and love. He smiles at his Bear pulling him down for another toe curling kiss.
"Turn around and rest your back against the tub babe, I want to finish you up." Dave holds the sea sponge in front of Noah's smiling face, winking.. "I'm looking forward to it being my turn."
"M'kay. What do you think they have in store for us next? I know what my letter said but what did yours say?" Noah prods his boyfriend as he settles back at the opposite end of the tub letting his short legs rest in between Dave's longer ones.
"I'm suppose to make sure you are ready for this tonight. That this is what you want, to make love with me. I just don't know how or what I am suppose to ask you. I know that I want to be with you Noah but it isn't just about me. It's about you too." Dave holds hand in his soapy one, he remembers what Satan wrote in her note and what they talked about in his truck. "I want you to promise me if it gets to be too painful that you will tell me to stop. Can you promise me that babe?"
"Yes. I promise to tell you. I know it's going to hurt the first time and the next time, but it is what I want. I want to feel you inside of me Bear. I want to be yours in every way possible." Noah looks at the pale jock sitting with him in the tub. He can only feel love and desire for Dave.
"I know you do Noah and I want you to be completely mine." The pale jock smiles and laces his fingers with the smaller darker ones. "All mine."
The rest of the time in the tub is spent talking about fishing, the girls and what they both want after they graduate. The colleges that Dave has applied to, the ones Noah hasn't applied to yet but wants to attend. They finally agree on checking out the colleges in Virginia as both boys wanted either the sun and the beach or the mountains and snow.
Noah enjoys scrubbing Dave's bigger body, finding all the secret ticklish spots on the pale body. Watching the usually stoic jock smile and laugh is worth all the water being splashed on the floor and all over the walls. A few of the candles were victims of the sudsy water.
Dave finally calls a truce and lets the remaining water out of the tub. The boys stand under the showerhead rinsing the dirty water off their bodies before toweling off and heading into the bedroom. They each dress in the clothes the girls provided for them, both stealing glances at each other's bodies. Pink tinges their cheeks when they are caught by the other.
Noah asks Dave to go ahead to the living room that he needs to do something and promises to be right behind the big jock. The Jewish teen removes his contacts and places his heavy black rimmed glasses on and proceeds into the living room.
Dave lights the fireplace after checking to make sure the damper is open so the smoke will escape through the chimney. He looks at the big old couch that the girls had covered with a soft blanket and at the throw rug the girls had put on the floor in front of it. They had moved the coffee table to the end of the rug and had piled fruits, cheese and pastries on top of a linen table cloth. There was also cookies, whipped crème and a bottle of white wine. Dave was truly impressed with the girls and their thoughtfulness.
"What does Satan want? Our first born? Or to join in?" Noah cant help the words tumbling out of his open mouth at the sight in front of him. The opulent setting was truly more romantic than the bathroom had been. And the added of pleasure of seeing his wonderful Bear standing in front of the roaring fireplace was totally mind blowing.
"We can worry about her later, right now is about us." Dave looks at the open mouth dorky jock in front of him who is wearing nerdy glasses. "Uh Elmo where did you? I mean you wear glasses?" Dave cant help but stare at the geeky jock/nerd standing in front of the couch.
". Yeah. I usually have my contacts in but…WHAT THE HELL IS SO FUNNY? DAVE! STOP GIGGLING!" Noah stomps his foot and that only causes Dave to giggle harder. "IF YOU DON'T STOP LAUGHING AT ME I AM SO GONG TO KICK YOUR ASS!"
"I'm sss-sorry b-b-b-babe! But you look so CUTE in your glasses." Dave tries to stop giggling at the pouting Noah. "And you KNOW I can beat your ass anytime I want to and make you like it."
"CUTE? That's like saying adorable or sweet! I'm a DUDE! I look HOT!" Noah snarls at Dave, glaring at the pale jock walking towards him.
"Adorable is good too." Dave tells Elmo as he pulls him against his chest. "You always look HOT to me, especially when you are begging me for more or harder." He nuzzles the dark neck gently suckling the pierced earlobe.
"MMMMhmmm. Just don't say that shit around Satan. She will tease me about it." Noah turns, looking up into Dave's green hazel eyes. "Do you like the way I look in my glasses?" Noah wraps his arms around Dave's neck the expression on the dark face reveals doubt and need for approval to his boyfriend.
"I love the way you look babe. I've just never seen you in glasses until now and I am being honest when I say CUTE equals HOT. I like it, the way you look right now. There is a softness, a gentleness to you." Dave's tone of voice low, husky as he gently strokes olive cheek. "I. LOVE. YOU."
The two lovers have no idea that they are actually moving to the slow music that is still playing out of the mysterious can't be seen speakers. The jazz singer is talking of new love, old feelings, being with the one person that matters. The beat is slow and almost mesmerizing as their bodies sway.
They begin to make out while they are dancing allowing each other to take the lead from the other in their touches, in their dancing. There is no one dominant person in their relationship, not when they are like this, soft and gentle with each other.
Dave is the first to break away leading his soul mate to sit in front of the couch. He slowly begins to feed Noah pieces of fruit, the juicy peach being the first slice, watching as the sticky nectar runs down the full dusky lips. Leaning across he slowly licks the sweet juice from the cinnamon lips and dark chin going back to the lips for a deep exploratory kiss.
Noah can only groan as Dave's tongue searches for some unknown treasure, returning each stroke with his own strong seeking vessel. He wraps his fingers in the light brown locks, holding on to his life line.
The fruit leads to the white wine and the delicious pastries that are filled with crème. Noah notices that Dave has a spot of the white fluffy substance on the corner of his pale rose lips and slowly, meticulously begins to lick the sweet crème leaving no trace as his tongue slowly swipes over and outlines the pliable orifice. The large pale jock groans deeply as Noah's tongue blazes a trail around his mouth, mapping each curve out.
Dave's strong but shaking hands begin to slowly unbutton the soft dress shirt, letting his fingers graze the taut muscle inside feeling the tremors course through the dark body as it arches into his touch. He pushes the garment down the strong 'guns' of the smaller jock, watching as the body he has come to know so well comes in to view.
Noah feels the heat building up throughout his body. The tight coil of anticipation as Dave begins to truly touch him with the strong pale hands. Yet there is an unwitting feeling of fear settling in Noah's mind; the fear of pain, of being physically hurt as the night progresses onward. He tries to shake it off, to turn it into excitement. The dark teen tries to unbutton Dave's shirt, but his hands are shaking so badly that he almost rips the soft fabric.
"Noah talk to me. What is going on?" Dave asks as he places his hands over the smaller tanned ones ceasing their movement. He remembers Santana's words both in the truck and in her note. "Talk to me babe, tell me what is wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong. Just the buttons wont cooperate with me." Noah lies for the first time to Dave. He wont look up as he answers Dave, he doesn't want to disappoint his love but he is truly terrified of what they are about to do.
"DON'T LIE TO ME! TELL ME THE TRUTH! I MEAN IT!" Dave uses the commanding voice that he knows will make Noah listen and tell the truth. Dave gently removes Noah's glasses and sets them on the table.
"I'm not lying Bear! I'm fine!" Noah almost whines to the irritated jock rubbing his hands over his eyes.
Suddenly Noah feels himself being pulled across Dave's impressive lap and his pajama pants being pulled down below his ass in one movement. The first smack takes Noah by surprise causing him to yelp in pain and shock.
"Now tell me the truth Noah! Or I am going to beat your ass and leave you hard as a rock!" Dave had read up on the sub/dom relationship and he knew that Noah wanted him to have the power. He smacks the squirming ass harder a few more times before stopping. "Answer me!"
Noah stops wiggling, stops trying to work his way out of Dave's grasp. He buries his face in his folded arms and begins to softly cry. He knows that he is wrong in lying to Dave and he also knows he has to tell the truth.
"I read so much, so many things on the net about the first time. How much it is going to hurt, how much it is suppose to hurt me cause I don't want to be on top. You belong on top, not me. It doesn't make me the girl or anything, I just, I'm the weaker one when we are like this. I want to give myself to you. I'm just so fucking afraid of the pain. Big badass me is afraid of the pain, except when I'm with you I don't have to be the badass, I can just be Noah." The voice is muffled filled with such emotion.
"Noah you are one of the strongest people I know, physically and emotionally. You have survived so much shit and you never backed down from any of it. You are not weak!" Dave strokes the almost black stripe of hair, letting his nails scratch the dark scalp. "I read about it too. If we just take our time and go slow it wont be so bad, but you have to want it babe. You can't do this just to please me, you have to want to please yourself. As far as being on top or bottom….I love it that you trust me and that is what makes us so strong as a couple. It isn't about who is what, but about how we feel and what feels natural. We just fit together."
Noah nods his head into his arms regaining his composure as he pushes up from the position. He winces a little at the burn and sting from the quick spanking Dave gave him, but he knows in reality he deserved it for lying to the larger jock. He asked Dave to never lie to him and yet he did that very thing; so yes he did deserve it.
"We are taking this slow Noah, as slow as we need to tonight. Okay?" Dave pulls Noah in for a kiss wrapping his arms around the toned waist holding the dark body tight against him. "And don't ever lie to me again Noah, I love you too much for you to lie to me."
"I'm sorry Bear. I just….I'm so sorry Bear." The plea can be heard in the deep voice that quivers with emotion. "I love you so much that it would kill me inside to lose you because I was so stupid."
Dave begins to kiss the full pouty lips slipping his hand up along Noah's body until it is cupping the dark jaw, gently caressing the stubble with his thumb. The kisses go from being almost chaste to full fledge tonsil checking as Dave cant seem to get enough of the swollen flesh under his own as his other hand gently slips the soft bottoms down Noah's well muscled legs leaving the bronze body completely naked in his lap.
The pale hands stand out against the dark skin, the contrast is startling in the firelight. They touch the Jewish body everywhere stroking, massaging, teasing conveying what words are muffled by the deep kisses. But for the two boys words are not needed when they touch as the electricity sparks through their bodies.
Noah feels his body being turned so that he is straddling Dave's impressive girth. His fingers are not shaking as badly as before as he slowly unbuttons Dave's shirt, pushing the pale hands away when they try to help. Dark hands slip under the shirt feeling the soft hairy chest, the hardening of nipples under the palms of his hands. The sounds emitting from Dave's throat are matched by the whimpers coming from Noah in between kisses.
"Oh GOD! BEAR! You feel so good to me! I love feeling you. Touching you." Noah's hands wander through the short light brown tresses as his lips find their way to Dave's strong neck. His cock rubbing against Dave's hard length, almost rutting against Dave..
"FUCK NOAH BABE! GOD! DON'T STOP!" Dave growls at the hard naked body pressed against him, feeling as though they were almost one body instead of two. He struggles to be completely free of the shirt. "I LOVE YOU BEING TOTALLY NAKED IN MY LAP RIGHT NOW! FUCK! YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!"
"OH! SHIT BEAR! CAN'T STOP! I CAN'T ST-STOP!" Noah is lost as his body bucks his orgasm ripping through him at Dave's words. The stinging heat from the spanking, his sexy curved ass rubbing against Dave's clothed thighs is too much for him.
"Go with it Noah, enjoy it." He quietly urges his boyfriend. Dave holds him, feeling the hot spurts of cum landing on his stomach and chest. He lets Noah ride it out, kissing the dark stubble beside Noah's ear, nuzzling the single stripe of black hair on his head. The shuddering body on top of him panting and whimpering in ecstasy is the sexiest thing to the pale jock.
"I'm sorry Bear, I just couldn't wait. I can take care of you if you want me too. I mean, I should have waited for you…for you to be ready. Shit I fucked this all up!" The tanned jock's words are muffled in Dave's strong neck.
"Noah, babe, you didn't do anything wrong. That was fucking hot watching you, holding you while you rode it out. I mean that is what I enjoy the most sometimes, watching you come apart, knowing I did that." Dave kisses the soft, swollen lips as he tilts the dark head up with his fingers. "Do you enjoy what I do to you Noah, I mean really enjoy it?"
"Yes, what we do is amazing. What you do to me…No one has ever made me feel like this, like I am the most important thing in the world to them." Noah's face blushes as the words leave his dusky lips.
"You are the most important thing to me Noah. I love you more than I thought I could ever love someone. You're my Elmo, my heart and my soul." Dave almost tears up at the words leaving his mouth.
Noah reaches his hand out and strokes the pale cheek watching Dave nuzzle his hand. "And you are mine too Bear." The kiss he places on the slightly swollen lips is full of love and hope for both of them.
They break apart both looking into each other's eyes, Noah squinting without his glasses as Dave smirks at the almost blind jock. "Noah I want you to lay down on your stomach in front of the fireplace. I want to try out those body oils Satan said were so wonderful. Okay?"
Noah nods his head and tries to focus on the orange blur he hopes is the fireplace. He stands from where he was sitting in Dave's lap on shaky legs. He goes to turn around and is grabbed by a pair of strong hands around his hips as Dave slips his mouth over the flaccid Puckzilla. He cant help the moan that escapes his throat as his hands grab Dave's head his hips bucking towards pale face.
Noah can feel Dave's mouth sucking him gently, feeling the strong tongue stroke the hardening length as the blood begins to pulse through it again. It's like Dave's tongue is trying to learn every vein, every subtle ridge on his cock. His knees quiver as he feels Dave swallow around his shaft pulling every inch of throbbing member down his throat, never gagging as it slides down.
"OH FUCK! DAVE! SHIT!" The dark teen shouts out in pleasure. He feels his dick slip from Dave's mouth with a 'POP' as the larger teen smirks up at him.
"You like that babe? I forgot to tell you….I don't have a gag reflex, never did." He looks up to see Noah's hazel eyes fully lust blown, hungry with naked desire. "Lay on your stomach Noah, I'm just getting started on tasting your body tonight." Dave slips off his own pajama pants.
Dave watches as Noah almost falls over his own feet trying to see in front of him and begins to pull him down on his knees. "Get on your hands and knees, crawl over there. Let me see that sexy ass up in the air." He watches the Jewish teen make his way on all fours, stopping in front of the fireplace. "Damn that is fucking sexy babe. Your hard dick hanging down, that perfect ass just waiting to be fucked by my hard cock. Spread your legs Noah, open yourself up for me."
As the smaller teen does as he is told spreading his ass open for his boyfriend, Dave crawls over to stand behind the trembling body letting his hands roam over the round sexy orbs. Noah can feel Dave's large fingers trace the puckered entrance drawing slow circles around it. "Lay down Noah, all the way on your stomach."
Dave reaches for the closest bottle of oil, uncapping it and letting a slow, small stream flow down the middle of Noah's back as the jock makes himself comfortable as possible between the shorter darker legs. The large hands begin to rub small circles over the quivering muscles letting them become bigger as they spread the oil across the dark back.
"Relax babe." Dave's husky voice croons to the body under his hands. He can feel the tension begin to ebb from Noah's taut muscles. He works his way down from the broad shoulders to the lower back never taking his hands away, constantly massaging, kneading outward circles. He only picks his hands up to liberally coat them with the oil when he reaches Noah's cheeks
Noah's body tenses as he feels Dave's hands begin to knead his ass, even though it feels good. Dave can feel it too and leans over kissing his way down his lover's back his tongue drawing designs across the twitching shoulder blades. The distraction works. Noah's back arches at the new sensations from Dave's tongue.
Dave slips his fingers up and down Noah's cleft slicking up the tight ring of muscle. "All I'm doing right now is touching you babe, just massaging you. I am not going to do anything you don't want me to do. Talk to me babe. Tell me what you want." The words are spoken softly against the tanned slick skin.
"I just want you Bear. I like this touching thing. I like it when you talk dirty to me, telling me what you are going to do to me. How you are going to pound my tight ass, what it's going to feel like buried inside of me. Talk to me Bear." Noah's words are a soft plea as his back arches into the closeness of Bear's lips.
"You want this baby?" Dave slips a finger into Noah. "You want me to fill up that tight hole? Stretch it out?"
"FUCK!" Noah groans at the words and the finger slipping slowly in his ass. "More! Please wanna try more!"
Dave slips another finger in, scissoring them, opening Noah slowly. He doesn't worry about pumping them yet, he is more focused on getting the tight channel to relax. "That's it baby. That two fingers all the way in. God you're so tight!"
Noah is lost in the sensation of Dave's big fingers, the burning, the feel of being so full. He suddenly feels empty as the digits are pulled from his tight ass. "What? What are you doing Bear? Please I need to feel you!" Noah whines at his boyfriend.
"Don't worry babe YOU are going to feel ME! Now roll over on your back! I want to watch your sexy face while I fuck your ass with my fingers!" Dave orders the trembling teen. As Noah rolls over, Dave grabs a couple of pillows placing them under the small of the tanned back and ass. "Much better!"
The sight of Noah with his legs spread open, ass up in the air is breath taking for Dave. He begins to kiss the inside of Noah's thighs as his fingers slip back inside. "MMM so fucking good Babe! So hot! So tight!" The words are a groan as Dave dribbles more oil onto Noah's thighs letting the slick liquid pool in the bend of Noah's leg. He uses the puddle to coat his fingers before moving to the slightly stretched opening. He slips a third finger in from his hand hearing Noah hiss in pain. "Do you want me to stop babe?" He looks up into the hazel eyes watching Noah's head shake no.
"Hurts Bear! SHIT! HURTS!" Noah gasps as tears start to slip from the corners of his eyes. "Don't stop! Please! Don't stop! Know its gonna hurt! Please don't stop!" The mantra is a pleading whine as Dave feels Noah trying to relax. "Just let me get used to it Bear! Please!" He is so full, so stretched right now. The pain is hot and burning up his spine and down his legs.
"Breath Noah. Deep breaths. In and out. That's it. YOU tell me when you're ready for me to move them." Dave nuzzles the spot behind Noah's knee nibbling it with his teeth to try and distract Noah from the pain. "That's it baby, just breath."
The burning pain begins to ebb for Noah to just a dull ache and he rocks his hips on Dave's long fingers and they brush his prostate. "OH FUCK! WHAT! MORE! NEED MORE OF THAT SPOT! PLEASE!" The shout startles Dave momentarily until he feels his fingertips brush the spongy spot again earning him another "FUCK" from Noah. He begins to gently massage that 'spot' bumping his fingers against it while sucking a dark hickey on the inside of Noah's well muscled thigh.
"You like that baby? My fingers making you scream. Just think how my hard cock is going to make you feel hitting that spot. Hearing you scream my name. Begging me harder, faster, deeper. God you are so fucking tight and beautiful." Dave tells him before licking at the stretched entrance. "Gonna make you feel so good, cum so hard for me."
Noah is on sensory overload as Dave pushes his tongue in beside the fingers holding him open. Electricity mixes with the dull pain in his ass causing his hips to buck up at Dave's face as his hands wrap around the back of Dave's head pushing, urging him deeper inside of him. After a few minutes of Dave thrusting deep in his ass he begs, "more, need more inside of me…I want you Dave! Fuck me! Please!"
Dave doesn't say a word as he withdraws his fingers and tongue from Noah's throbbing hole, he simply uses the oil to coat his long, hard dick before leaning over Noah and kissing him deeply as he wraps Noah's legs around his waist positioning the head of his cock at the quivering entrance. Never breaking the kiss, he intertwines their hands as he buries half his rather large appendage in the tight orifice.
Noah jerks his mouth away from Dave as a scream escapes his lips from the feeling of being ripped in two. When he feels Dave try to withdraw he locks his ankles around Dave's waist. "Please…Please…Don't stop…" The words are sobbed out as he pulls at Dave feeling him slip deeper in causing him to hurt even more. the fear grips Noah as much as the pain does, his mind racing, his body unable to relax to allow Dave easier access to his body
"Noah! Stop! It's hurting you! You're making me hurt you! STOP!" Dave shouts the last word at Noah as the dark teen manages to pull Dave deeper still.
"NO! I WANT THIS! I WANT YOU!" Noah all but screams at the larger jock on top of him. "I WANT TO FEEL ALL OF YOU! WANT TO BE ALL YOURS!"
"NOAH! STOP! PLEASE!" Dave yells at the dark jock underneath him. He can feel his hard slick cock slip further into the hot tight orifice, the feeling of muscle sucking him in further, deeper. The large jock can feel his own pain from the too tight fit. It feels like a fist that is squeezing too hard, feeling like it is going to rip the head of his dick off. "NOAH! YOU'RE HURTING ME! STOP PLEASE!"
The dark teen stops fighting the larger pale teen above him. The grip on the long, hard member that is buried deep inside of him begins to lessen as he calms down. He can feel his boyfriend's member start to soften inside of him. The Jewish teen begins to softly cry chewing on his full bottom lip until it bleeds.
"Oh God Bear! I just. You hate me don't you? I can't give you the one thing that is important to both of us. I. I can call San to come and pick me up. I will just go." Noah tries to remove the larger jock looming over him, pushing at his chest as he looks everywhere but at Dave. "I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Dammit Noah! You are not going anywhere!" Dave forces Noah's chin to pivot around so that they are looking in each other's eyes. "I love you! I could never hate you! You are just trying too hard and you are too afraid to let go, to relax! I hurt you more than you hurt me! Why did you pull me in deeper? Why did you hurt yourself?"
"Cause if I don't put out you will get tired of me and leave me. No matter how much you love me, sex is important to you and to me. FUCK! I am such a girl! A tease!" Noah can feel the hot tears run down his cheeks.
"Fucking A Noah! You are not a tease! And YOU'RE NOT THE GIRL IN THIS RELATIONSHIP! THERE IS NOT A GIRL IN THIS RELATIONSHIP! THERE IS JUST MY VERY MALE BOYFRIEND AND ME! IF I WANTED A GIRL THEN I WOULD INVITE SATAN OVER HERE!" Dave can't believe he said that last part. He shudders at the thought of spawn of the devil being underneath him instead of Noah. He does the only thing he can think of at the moment and kisses his very male boyfriend's bloody lips. Breaking the kiss he looks into the deep pools of hazel/green/brown eyes.
"You would actually sleep with San? She has bigger balls than either one of us!" Noah tries to lighten the atmosphere with the small bit of banter. "Bear I…"
"Shhh, baby. I only want you in my life, in my bed, in my heart. I love the girls but not the same way I do you. And right now I just want to kiss you." Dave silences Noah's words with his own and a deep kiss.
The boys kiss slowly, deeply their need and desire slowly building up this time. There is not rush, no hurry. Just two guys in love, holding each other. The touches are soft and gentle, almost timid to each other's bodies. Both becoming aroused once again but neither one pushing the other for more. They are just letting it happen naturally.
Dave begins to feel himself become hard inside of Noah, feeling the dark Jew squirm under him in his own arousal. The fit is not nearly as tight as before, it doesn't feel like a vise squeezing his sensitive head off. It feels like molten heat around his hard cock, the oil heating up with Noah's body.
Noah can feel Dave's arousal inside of him but it doesn't scare him this time and the pain is nothing like before, it is a dull ache that he can feel in his lower back and canal. Yet he has never felt so full, so completely and utterly filled physically and emotionally.
He arches his back up to meet Dave's long hard cock; feeling the pale jock bury himself completely inside of him. The groan that escapes Noah's lips is one of pleasure mixed with pain. He wraps his arms around the strong neck of his boyfriend as he wraps his legs around Dave's waist again.
The feeling of bottoming out inside of Noah is almost too great for Dave as he fights off the need to cum. He just stops, letting his lover get used to the feel of him buried deep inside. Wrapping his arms around the smaller dark body underneath him as best he can he waits to feel Noah move.
"Go slow Bear." The words are whispered against Dave's ear.
Dave wills his body to obey the request, moving slowly with short thrusts that gradually become deeper and harder at Noah's insistence. He knows when he hits Noah's sweet spot as the smoldering channel quivers and flutters. The deep moan as Noah's back arches completely off the soft rug lets Dave know too.
He continues to hit the sweet spot until Noah is crying out his name, spilling the hot milky seed between both of their bodies. The beat of Noah's heart can be felt by Dave's own throbbing member as it spasms with each wave crashing through the smaller jock. The words 'cum for me Bear' are gasped out as Noah clings to Dave.
Two more thrusts and Dave is caught in his own world of bliss as his hot white seed pumps into Noah's quivering warm ass. He feels everything, every movement of his body, of Noah's body. Every breath they both take, every sound they both make. His body is completely receptive to it all as wave after wave of pleasure crashes through him.
"So that is what making love feels like." Noah and Dave think the same thought as they both revel in the feelings of love, lust, wonderment, pain and the dull ache that lingers in their connected bodies. The tenderness each one shows the other in the aftermath washes away the guilt and any need for apologies for what was almost a truly fucked up first time.