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Last month at Rachel's birthday
"Are you sure about this?" I whisper against Rachel's lips. She's lying under me on her back with just her bra and panties on.
"Do you wanna stop?" I groan when she cups my junk through my jeans. "It sure doesn't feel like you do?" Rachel then starts to unzip my jeans.
I don't say anything as I watch her slide my jeans down my hips. "Help me please." Rachel whines when the jeans get stuck around my knees. I'm too busy sucking and licking on her neck to pay any attention to anything else that was going on. It's been so long since we been together. My hand has been my source of pleasure for months now. But that's no one fault but my own.
"San…" Rachel tugs on my boxers, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I climb up off of her and finish undressing myself. Rachel removes her bra and panties as well before I climb back on top of her.
"Oh shit…" I close my eyes and moan when Rachel small hand wraps around my dick. She starts to jack me off. "Fuck stop." I feel like with only a few more jerks I'll cum all over her hand. I defiantly don't want that.
Rachel releases me and I bend down to kiss her. We kiss and rub against each other for a few minutes before I grab my dick and squeeze it. Without breaking our kiss, I position myself to enter her.
"Oh…" Rachel gasps into my mouth when I push all the way in, her tight pussy squeezing my dick.
I break the kiss to look at her face when I start to slowly push in and out of her. "I missed this. I missed you." I say my face just inches from hers. "Oh fuck." I groan.
"Uhh yes!" Rachel cries out when I start to pound her. "Fuck…don't stop." Rachel starts digging her nails into my back as she holds on.
"Oh yea…tell me you missed me." I demand as I pull out. "Say it." I plunge my dick back into her.
"I missed you. God San I missed you." Rachel pulls my head back down for a kiss. "Uhhh…"
"I'm close, baby." I whisper against her lips. "So fucking close." I reach between us to rub her clit while I drill into her.
Rachel starts to release. I can feel her juices pouring all over me while her walls clamp down on my dick. I thrust a few more times before I release thick spurts of cum into her. "OH fuck babe."
I bury my face in her neck for a few minutes before lifting up and pulling out of her. I'm still on top of her, hovering. Rachel's legs still loosely around me.
"What's wrong?" I panic when I look down and Rachel is silently crying. "Are you hurt?"
Rachel just shakes her head. "I just missed you."
I sigh and move to lye next to her. I kiss her cheek and cuddle into her side.
End of flashback
Yes we had sex that night but it didn't fix our problems.
Because here we are, sitting in a little hospital room, waiting on Rachel's doctor to come back with her pregnancy results. This shouldn't be this uncomfortable. We should be talking to each other, sitting next to each other. But that's not the case.
Two days ago I was lazing around in the guest bedroom, which has been my room for a few months now, when Rachel came in and said we needed to talk. She said she had something important to tell me. It was that day she told me she might be pregnant and she has a doctor appointment and I should be there.
At first I was just sat there shocked. But that didn't last long. I wasn't that shock because I knew Rachel wasn't on birth control. Why would she be? We hadn't had sex in months. And before I fucked everything up we were trying to have a kid. Rachel had just stopped taking her pill. The night of her birthday party was only the second time I had been in her raw. The first time was at the beginning of our relationship and we had just got back together after breaking up for a few days. Emotions were high and things just happened. We were still in college so we both were happy that her birth control didn't fail.
And once again emotions were high but this time something or shall I say someone might come from it.
Rachel and I haven't really talked about what will happen if she is pregnant. Of course we are going to keep our baby but like…we haven't talked about our relationship. Its crazy how to two people can live and sleep in the same house but barely interact. The last few days have been heavy between us. There's just been silence and awkward looks.
And I hate it.
She's my wife for fuck sake and she might be carrying my baby.
I have to do better. We have to do better.
"I love you."
A startled Rachel looks up from her phone.
I don't blame her though. My own voice even startled me.
She wasn't probably expecting me to say anything.
But I did.
I have to.
I get up from the chair in the corner of the room and walk over to her. Standing in front of her.
"I love you, Rae." I reach out to cup her face. "I know things are fucked up between us right now, but…"I shake my head. Getting chocked up when a see tears start to form in her eyes. "I'm not going anywhere. I want us back, okay?"
Rachel nods. "I love you too."
Then there is a knock on the door before the doctor pokes her head in.
"Come in." Rachel sniffles and I sit next to her. One of her hands in mines.
"So?" I ask.
"Congratulations!"
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