"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Santana sighs. "Please stop asking me that." She pleads with me.
"Okay." I glance at Santana once more before getting out of the car.
We are outside of my parent's home. Santana and I have been extremely busy with our jobs, doctor appointments and working on our relationship. So when my dad asked us to have dinner we accepted because today Santana and I were both off of work and we don't have an appointment tomorrow which means we can stay later and hangout with my dad's instead of eating and running.
We told them about the baby a few months ago when we found out we are having a girl. I had wanted them to know earlier but Santana and I were still going through a lot with our personal lives and we just thought it would be better to wait until the second trimester was over before informing everyone.
I'm 22 weeks now and things are a lot better. Work has been great. I have a good bunch of students this semester. Things with Santana have been getting better too. Santana has been keeping up with her AA program and coming home after work. She still hangs out with Matt and at the gym but she makes sure to call and let me know when she'll be home. She hasn't completely stopped drinking. She still has a few beers with dinner. I know she's not completely sober but I'm proud of her for stopping at only a few beers. And it helps that we got rid of anything heavier then the beer. No wine, whiskey or vodka is allowed in the house.
Santana has also moved back into our bedroom. We try to spend as much time together as we can. We go to the movies, eat out or just stay at home and talk. Santana makes sure to be at every doctor appointment. She asks more questions than me. Santana has bought books upon books about pregnancy and babies. She says yea she might be a nurse, but she's never been a mom before and it's a lot more to it.
I love it.
I still remember the look on her face when we found out we are having a girl. She had tears of joy on her face and she wouldn't stop kissing me. My stomach, my face, my hands…just any part of my body she could get a hold of.
We had sex that night.
That was the first time since I got pregnant. Before then, we had touched each other but she hadn't been in me. Well…her fingers had but not her dick. I had giving her a few hand jobs and she had went down on me and fingered me a few times before but we always stopped after that.
Both of us were unsure if we should. I mean yea things were looking up with us but we wanted to make sure we weren't just going through the motions.
And we weren't.
We aren't.
I still love her like I did when I first feel in love with her.
That night we had sex was amazing.
She was so gentle with me. And she held me after and listened to me get all emotion afterwards.
I love her.
God do I love her.
"Girls!" My dad, Leroy pulls me out of my thoughts when he snatches me up into a hug. "Come here." Once he let go of me he grabs hold of Santana and squeeze her just as tight.
"Where is daddy?" I look around the living room. He's nowhere to be seen. Usually they both greet us at the door.
"Changing." Dad walks over to me. "He'll be down in a minute." He pulls me into another hug before stepping back. He grins down at my baby bump. "You look great. Doesn't she look great, San?!" I roll my eyes.
"Beautiful." Santana replies giving me a smile.
"That she is." I turn around when I hear my daddy, Hiram. "I still can't believe I'm going to be a grandpa!" He squeals while pulling me into his arms.
After more hugs we go into the dining room. Santana helps set the table while my dad's get the food ready to be served. They all insisted that I just sat there and look pretty.
Dinner was great. We all just talked and laugh without a care. Every now and then I would catch Santana looking at her glass of water with a longing look. Before we arrived I made sure to call my parents and tell them that it was important for there to be no wine served with dinner tonight. Of course they know about Santana's drinking problems. I tell my parents almost everything but I haven't been keeping them updated on everything going on with Santana. I know she appreciates her privacy especially with something as big and important as this. I could tell Santana was just itching to ask them for a glass of wine, but she stopped herself from going there.
After dinner Santana and I stayed to watch a movie. Once the movie was over Santana drove us home.
"I'm tired. I think I'm going to shower and go to bed." I let Santana know.
After showering I walk back into our bedroom to get ready for bed. I don't like sleeping in a bra so I just put on some panties and a t-shirt. It's one of Santana's because mines are starting to get a little small on me. I gained weight plus the baby bump.
I'm in the middle of standing in front of the mirrors, glaring at my stretch marks when I hear Santana clear her voice. I didn't know she was standing there. I quickly push my shirt down and turn around to face her.
"How long were you standing there?"
Santana shrugs. "A couple of minutes." Santana walks over and stands in front of me. "How was your shower?"
"It was okay." I shrug. "Thank you." Santana raises an eyebrow. "For tonight. I know today was the first time in a while that you've went a whole day without drinking. I know it wasn't easy but you did it."
"How you know I didn't have a beer while you were in the shower." Santana smirks.
"I just know." I say without even thinking about it. She's just teasing. Plus I know she drunk the last beer that was in the house last night. We've been together all day so I know she hasn't bought any more.
"Hmmmm…." Santana bits her lip. Her hands move to the end of my shirt and she lifts it until it reaches my boobs. "How's our girl?" Santana runs her fingers along my stomach.
"Good." I grab her hands and try to get my shirt out of her hold. "San…" I whine when she won't let go.
"What?" Santana lets me push her away. I push my shirt back down. "Babe you're beautiful."
"Yeah…well I feel fat right now and don't feel like having you stare at me."I try to move around her to get into bed.
I feel Santana's eyes on me even when I turn around to push the cover back on the bed. I'm in the middle of fluffing my pillow when Santana comes up behind me. "What are you doing?" I giggle when she wraps her arms around me and sway us side to side.
"Loving you."
I roll my eyes but let Santana hold me anyway. She always knows how to calm me down. We sway a few more times before I slap her hands away and get into bed.
"Come here." Pat the bed and Santana grins before crawling onto the bed.
It doesn't take long before we both are completely naked. Santana is kneeling between my legs, her eyes on my stomach as she runs her hands up and down my thighs.
"What?" I ask when she gets a goofy look on her face.
Santana just shrugs. "I'm just happy." She leans down and kisses me. "You're beautiful. This…" Santana rubs my stomach. "Is beautiful."
We spend the next couple of minutes kissing while our hands roam. Santana sucks in a deep breath when I grab a hold of her dick. I fist it and start to pump while Santana licks and sucks on my neck.
"Damn babe," She breathes against my skin as she trails kisses down to my chest. "Fuck wait."
Santana leans back on her legs and grabs her dick and squeeze the head. "Oh my fucking…damn girl," Santana giggles.
"Getting a little worked up there, huh?" I smirk, lightening the mood. Santana growls when I reach a hand down to start touching myself.
"I can't help it." Santana strokes herself while watching me rub my clit. "You get me so hard."
"Kiss me." Santana moves to hover over me again. I feel her dick running through my folds as we kiss.
"Uh fuck…" I moan when Santana pushes the tip into my entrance.
"Yeah," Santana smirks. "You ready for this?"
"Shut up?" I laugh and slap Santana's ass.
When we first started having sex Santana thought she was a sex beast. She would always make little comments about how she was going to ruin me from any and everyone. She still has that playful side but before today I hadn't seen it in almost a year. Even when I would just be giving her a hand job things seemed so heavy and serious between us. So it's nice that we are getting back to our joking self's.
Santana smiles and pushes all seven inches into me. She waits a few minutes before starting to slowly fuck me.
Santana pulls out, grabs my legs to push them back before pushing her dick back into me, pushing my legs together so my pussy is hugging her. She's on her knees right now drilling into my soaking hole.
"Shit…so fucking good." Santana is biting her lip and watching herself disappear inside of me before reappearing.
"Uh...oh oh…" I try to talk but Santana is throwing herself into these thrust. I think she's trying to kill me.
"What?" Santana slowly pulls out and then quickly thrust back in. "Can't handle it."
I roll my eyes. "I've been handling it, haven't I?"
Santana throws her head back in laughter before pulling out. I can feel my juices leaking out. Santana moves down and gets to work in sucking on my clit, while one hand is groping my chest. Santana is pulling and palming my nipples. She doesn't stop tonguing and licking my pussy until I am yelling out that I'm coming.
"Fuck…uh…" I moan when Santana pushes back into me, fucking me through me orgasm. "Fuck…baby."
"OH…here it comes…here it comes…" Santana pounds into me. A couple more thrust and then I feel her cum shooting into me. Santana keeps jerking into me until every last drop is left inside me. If I wasn't already pregnant, I defiantly would be after that.
"You okay?" Santana asks after kissing me and pulling out.
"Of course." I lightly rub my pussy. Santana did give it a workout. "Just sensitive."
Santana lies beside me and watches as a rub myself while our mixed cum leaks out of me.
I roll my eyes when I look over and she's jerking her meat. "What? You're sexy."
Eventually Santana cum in her hand and we get cleaned up before curling into each other in the middle of the bed.
I go to sleep with Santana's arms around me and a smile on my face. Tonight makes me think that things are really getting back to normal.
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