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I can't stand being all cooped up, I've been stuck inside since I got home from the hospital, and that was almost a week ago. Kendall wanted me to stay with him for a while, and since then; big brother mode kicked in at full swing. I' m pretty much on his radar 24/7. Even when I was grounded by mom when I had managed to sneak out of the house after curfew to go to some party back when I was a measly sophomore in high school I had more freedom then I do now coming home from the hospital.

I decide to take a daring risk and ride my bike down to the small river that wasn't too far from Kendall's house. Once I'm at the river I peer over the wooden bridged railing. Most people stand up front: the in their hair, the river all around them, and the city up ahead looking almost quaint and not like a big pile of nothingness. I look at the water. It's dark, muddy brown, and slaps hard against the various rocks. I can see my shadow in it, all chopped up, bits and pieces scattered among the churning waves. I turn away, because I already know I'm broken, that there's nothing in me worth seeing anymore. I already know there's nothing worth believing. It's just how I am.

The air is still, a rain of stars elope in the sky sending silvery streaks of light to reflect onto the water. The humming of the mosquitos in my ears adds to my irritation. After minuets of telling myself over and over not to cry I find myself tearing up, the emotions I've kept bottled up inside like a safe, flood freely like wild horses. I don't try to hide it this time though, because I've been hiding it for too long. So I just sit on the grass, knees tucked securely under my chin and let my emotions and frustrations out under the stars. My single tear multiplying into a small tsunami coming down my cheeks, making my mascara run.

"Kit-Kat?"

I don't even flinch at the sudden noise, not an utter of sound escape my quivering lips. I hear my nick name being called again in a hushed manner, as well as heavy footsteps drawing closer to where I am sitting.

"You were right okay, you were right about Kyle. Is that what you came here for, to hear me tell you I was wrong?" I ask, trying to wipe the tears away but they keep falling. "Well I was wrong. There you heard it, you can leave now." I mutter the last words.

The two of us stare at each other, the darkness adding to the silence that was lingering between us. Hours seemed to pass between us when in reality it was probably only a few measly seconds.

It's James who breaks the silence. "I really wish I wasn't right Katie, I really do." He confesses, just as he plops down beside me. "You already had a boy hurt you and you shouldn't have had to be hurt a second time. I blame myself for that because if I never hurt you to begin with, well then we probably wouldn't even be discussing this here."

I don't say anything, except I just nod my head. "Katie, I came here to say sorry, not to gloat, not to say I was right, I came here to apologize toe girl I hurt two years ago hoping against hope she'd forgive me."

"Yes."

"Yes?" he asks, ruffling his eyebrows together into confusion.

"Yes, as in I forgive." I whisper back to him, turning to look up into the night sky, then back at the brunette who has one of the biggest smiles plastered on his delicate face, making me smile a little for the first time in so long.

We stay for only a few minutes longer until we both decide we should start to head back before it gets too late and Kendall starts to worry.

"Can I walk you back home?" James asks me, suddenly he wasn't the cool and collected person everyone perceived him to be, for a moment the sound of his voice acted as if he was shy. I think for a minuet before I nod my head, signaling him that it was okay. I hear him sigh in relief under his breath, which makes me giggle a little at his sudden change of personality. Maybe there was more to James then I thought.

I pulled my sweatshirt tight against me, crossing my arms to shield away from the crisp air as we walked in silence down the old gravel road that winded around to the house. The smell of pine needles and dust filled my nostrils as I looked at the moon shining bright in the sky as It hid behind some of the tall pine trees, crickets chirped once every now and again making the surroundings look and sound as if we were two kids at summer camp.

"Hey, remember that time when we all went to that awful summer camp for a week and we got our hands glued to the bench during craft session when we were like eight?" I ask aloud letting out a chuckle as I remember.

"Yeah, that was also the time when Kendall got stuck in the middle of the lake in the paddle boat and he couldn't get back to camp, he just kept turning in circles, so Logan had to go swim out and get him." James adds as we both laugh again.

"Let's not forget that same night Carlos freaked out half the campers because he thought there was a monster outside our cabin."

"Didn't it turn out to be some mad beaver?"

"It was a rabbit actually, with big fluffy ears." I tell him making bunny ears with both my hands and wiggling the tips of my fingers.

"Man, those were some amazing times." James breathes out, shoving his hands deep into his jean pockets.

"Yeah they were, and the four dorks I spent it with were amazing too."

We continue to talk until we make it up to the porch, I turn to my left and I see that James is no longer beside me. I spin around and see him mere feet away.

"Aren't you coming inside?" I ask, pointing to the screen door.

"I didn't really think you'd wa-…..yeah sure." He says, and gives me a small smile and we walk inside.

Once we're back in the house it seems as if no one even realized we even left, which I was kind of thankful for. Logan and Carlos are over, as well as two females I never met before, Haley and Amanda.

Haley looked to be about twenty-four. She had light blonde shoulder length hair and a petite frame; she also is wearing dark blue glasses which in my opinion complimented her eyes beautifully, I could tell by the looks and smiles Logan gave her that he really took a liking towards her.

Amanda was the total opposite, she has long dark curly hair with bright blue eyes and she was much taller than Logan's girl, she looked to be maybe 5'6.

I make an effort to introduce myself to the girls as all four boys head out ti the back yard to grill some hot dogs and hamburgers.

"Hi, I'm Kendall's sister." I begin to say, holding out my hand for them to shake, which they did. After little time the three of us are practically best friends. I find out Haley is from North Carolina, which would explain her light southern accent, she met Logan about a month ago on a snowboarding trip through a friend. And as for Amanda, She's from here, and met Carlos just a few days ago when she was at the same concert as him. Then it's my turn to tell them about me. So I do, I begin to tell them about how I grew up around all three of the boys, and how they all became my best friends, as well as Kendall's. I also tell them about my accident I had and the story of Kyle. But I purposely leave out James just for the sake of me being sane.

The night goes on and I realize as we all sit on the floor watching a movie how close James and I are sitting together. That if I reach out my hand I could interlock our fingers, but I fight the urge to do so.

IMPORTANT:I feel as if this chapter was kind of rushed, I've been having some MAJOR writers block. And also, if you're a writer and are interested in helping me co-write a few chapters of this story and a couple of my others PLEASE leave a review or PM me...I really need some help I'd give you credit and everything but please! If you write or know someone who does write big time rush and is willing to help please let me know