Hermione pulled away slowly from Ron her head spinning from the wine and she couldn't believe what just happened. Did Ron really kiss her or was this simply a hallucination that she was having. She looked up at Ron who seemed to be in a daze looking down at her with a smile plastered on his face.

"What are you doing?" Hermione spat suddenly panicking,

"I missed kissing you" Ron said wrapping his arms around her again attempting to bring her back into a kiss but Hermione pulled away.

"Ron! What do you think you're doing?" Hermione snapped looking at him anger,

"Kissing you?" Ron said confused not sensing Hermione's anger, she pushed his chest in anger

"You can't just go around kissing me!" Hermione shouted as she made her way up the hill in a huff. She felt enraged that Ron thought it was okay to toy with her emotions like she was some kind of puppet. Ron chases after Hermione, he still didn't know why she was so upset. Didn't she want this too? Didn't she want him?

"Hermione wait!" Ron called out as she followed behind her. Hermione stopped short causing Ron to run into her. Hermione whirled around fire in her eyes.

"Listen Ron I don't know why you think you're entitled to play around with my emotions like this but guess what? You're not!" Hermione spat pointing at finger in his face, Ron's face frowned at such accusations.

"Hermione I'm not doing that at all" Ron said softly, Hermione looked at him skeptically.

"Then tell me what you are doing exactly" Hermione demanded eyeing him.

"I'm doing what I feel…Hermione I've missed you so much" Ron blurted out, Hermione's heart swelled at this words. Ron took her hand in reassurance,

"I'm not lying" Ron reassured Hermione looked at him for a second before to flung herself at him again kissing him with everything she had really enjoying the kiss this time. It had felt like their first kiss all over again with all the butterflies in her stomach. Ron wrapped his arms tight around her waist moving his hands to her ass and giving it a little squeeze. Hermione let out a small yelp, and smiled against his lips. Ron was lost in Hermione and everything about her, but he knew he couldn't let this get carried away. He knew that in the morning no matter what happened he would have to go back to Ireland and she would have to stay here. She kissed his again sucking on his lip giving it a slight bite and Ron let out an involuntary moan, Hermione knew exactly what drove him crazy, she let out a small laugh knowing that this was his weakness. They pulled away to take a breath Hermione leaned her head against his and they looked into each other's eyes.

"I've missed that" Hermione said breathlessly with a smile on her lips, Ron nodded.

"Me too…I just…" Ron let out a sigh not finishing his sentence, Hermione looked at him in question.

"What?" Hermione asked

"I just wish I didn't have to leave you" Ron said sadly looking down at the ground. Hermione's brow frowned in confusion.

"What do you mean?" Hermione asked

"I mean I have to go back to Ireland tomorrow and you have to stay here" Ron said these words hitting Hermione hard. She stood there silent as she let the words sink in, it didn't matter how much they wanted each other now they were in different places in their lives. They had missed their shot, their time was up and it was all Hermione's fault. Hermione felt herself tear up as the sadness began to wash over her and quickly turned around so Ron wouldn't she her tears fall.

"Hermione…" Ron said softly grabbing her hand she flinched at his touch

"If it's worth anything I wish it didn't have to be like this" Ron said forcing his hand in hers and giving it a squeeze. Hermione simply did nothing, she wanted to cry, scream, yell everything but she knew that all those things wouldn't change anything.

"I know…." Hermione said her voice hoarse as she turned to face Ron, her eyes red from crying her face tear sainted. Ron hated when she looked like this mostly because it was usually his fault. He took Hermione's face in his hands kissing the tear streaks on her face because kissing her lips once more.

"I should get someone to bring you home" Ron said, Hermione nodded she couldn't bring herself to speak she was officially drained.

"Don't move" Ron said as she went back down to the Burrow leaving Hermione on the cold hill by herself. She had never felt so alone as she did in this very moment, all the pain she had just experienced in the past two years was lifted for a couple of minutes. She had a feelings of hope, but then as soon as it came it left and all the pain and loneliness came crashing down again upon her. She saw the Burrow door open at Charlie came out with Ron Hermione wiped her face quickly hoping she didn't look as though she was crying and forced a smile.

"Hear someone needs help getting home?" Charlie said with a smile Hermione smiled back the best she could and nodded. Words still weren't an option at this point,

"Bye Hermione" Ron said quietly

"Bye" Hermione said her voice shaky, before she took Charlie's arm and evaporated them back to her house.

Ron walked back to the Burrow he still didn't know why he kissed Hermione what came over him tonight opposed to every other night he's had this urge. Maybe it was because he finally knew the truth what happened after her left, maybe because he was practically more lonely at the moment because he just broke up with Taylor before he left, or maybe it was just the alcohol. Either way he knew what he did was stupid, Hermione would wake up in the morning furious that is if she even remembered. Ron climbed the stairs feeling like someone had just taken the best thing he'd ever had away from him but the truth was he never had her. He flopped down onto his old creaky and passed out for the night.

Hermione awoke her head pounded the sun stinging her eyes, she knew that this pattern of getting drunk at the Burrow constantly needed to stop. She got up slowly holding her head at she did so, looking around her house wondering how she got home. She closed her eyes tightly rubbing her eyes trying to recall last night, her memory began to flood back quickly. Charlie had brought her home, she was upset. Why? She thought thinking back to where she was before she left the memory of Ron kissing her had come back, her stomach instantly twisted into knots. She remembered her rage at him for kissing her but most of all the hope. Ron wanted her back, he felt as she did but then the harsh reality came crashing down and it was horrible.

Hermione hated this it seemed every time she saw Ron it only ended in hurt for her, she wondered if he felt the same. She wondered if he went through this horrible process just like she had too. She looked at her clock, it was still rather early in the morning she quickly took a shower and got dressed from work all within a half hour. Hermione deiced she was going to end this guessing game once and for all. She grabbed her jacket and purse before she pictured the Burrow in her mind and with a pop she was gone.

She stood outside hoping no one was awake yet, she wished she just evaporated into Ron's room but she wasn't sure he was there. She peered around into the house to see if anyone had been in the kitchen or living room. No one was, Ron's dress shirt was still draped over the couch which was a good sign Hermione then deiced to evaporate into Ron's room just so she wouldn't get caught by any of the Weasley family inside. When she arrived in Ron's room his bed had been empty clearly slept in but there was no sign of him now. Hermione's heart instantly sank she felt like crying she was so confident in what she was about to do and yet again she was disappointed. All she wanted to do was cry but she knew that tears weren't worth it, she sat on the bed putting her head in hands trying to gather herself before she left.

"Hermione?" Ron said as he stood in the doorway, Hermione looked up at the sound of his voice surprised to see him.

"Ron" Hermione said breathlessly almost confused why he was here. Ron stood in the doorway in just as towel his skin wet with water droplets, his sticking to the sides of his face he clearly just showered. Ron came into the room and closed to door behind him.

"What are you doing here?" Ron asked Hermione took a deep breath and stood up.

"I…think we just need to talk…" Hermione said looking at Ron intently, she prayed he remembered last night that never crossed her mind that he wouldn't. Ron nodded

"Yeah…let me just get some pants on" Ron said holding up a pair of boxers, Hermione nodded and turned around.

"Okay so what are we talking about?" Ron said as he walked over to Hermione, he was still shirtless his muscular chest his rippling arms it was driving Hermione crazy. All she wanted to do is kiss him again. She wanted to know if all those feeling were real or if it was simply the alcohol increasing their passion. Hermione knew she had a million things to say but she couldn't think of any of them. She walked towards Ron eyeing him the whole time, as he did her. She touched his hard chest out of curiously before snaked her hand around his neck, Hermione's touch alone was driving Ron crazy.

He rested his hands on her hips as rubbed her skin that shown between her shirt and skirt. They looked at each other, lust and want both filled their eyes. Ron pulled her in closer so she was pressed up against him, she could feel his growing arousal against her. Then she brought her lips to his as they kissed each other with everything they had, she let her hands run through is wet hair, and Ron tighten his grip around her waist. She bit his lip ever so slightly causing him to moan, as he did the same back. Ron took a step forward causing them to move towards the bed. Hermione's legs were pressed against the edge of the bed one more step and she would fall. Ron ran his hands up her shirt to her soft torso, Ron's touch giving Hermione's goose bumps. She moaned against his lips wanting more, and Ron response accordingly he took another step forward causing Hermione's knees to buckle and fall on the bed. Hermione smiled wide as Ron climbed on top of her, smiling down at her. It was like nothing mattered, it was just them all the worries and complications of their real lives just didn't matter at this moment. Ron kissed her neck causing her head fall back giving Ron more access to her neck.

"Ron" Hermione said breathlessly causing Ron to go crazy. He pressed his lips against hers as they kissed with urgency, Ron untucked her shirt and slip his hand up feeling her perky tits, her thin bra exposing her hard nipples as rubbed his fingers over it. Hermione let out another moan, he pulled away looking down at her.

"I think you need to lose the shirt" He said with a smirk and Hermione nodded as she delicately unbuttoned her shirt throwing it off to the side. Ron kissed down Hermione's neck to the cleavage, before he took her nipple into his mouth sucking on it softly. Hermione moaned throwing her head back in pleasure. Ron smiled against her skin,

"Ron" she said through a moan, pulling at his hair for him to look up at him.

"Yeah" Ron said looking up at her with a smirk.

"We can't do this right now…not like this" Hermione said disappointed, Ron frowned at her he knew she was right but he wasn't going to give up just yet. He slid his hands down her skirt reaching her wet underwear. He rubbed against her wetness looking her right in the eyes the whole time he did so. He watched as her eyes glazed over in pleasure, he kissed her neck and then made his way to her lips.

"Are you sure you want to stop?" Ron whispered against her lips. Hermione responded by reaching down slipping her hands into his boxers and wrapping her hand around his throbbing member. Ron immediately moaned at Hermione's touch, she pumped back and forth of a couple of moments

"Hermione please…" Ron said begged desperately, Hermione looked at him and nodded. She kissed him hard and as fumbled to pull his boxers down. Hermione pulled her skirt up and Ron pulled her underwear down. He looked at her once more,

"Are you sure?" Ron asked looking at her in question not wanting to do anything Hermione didn't want. Hermione nodded her head giving Ron a kiss as reassurance, Ron entered her slowly letting out a moan as her tightness surrounded him.

"God Hermione" Ron moaned as he began to thrust into her gaining a steady pace. Ron forgot how good sex with Hermione was. He thought he had good sex after they broke up but he was wrong nothing compared to Hermione. Hermione began to moan softly as she was coming closer to her climax, Ron began to thrust a little faster knowing exactly how Hermione liked it. She wrapped her legs around his waist in order to get him even deeper, Ron moaned at her actions.

"Hermione I'm going to cum soon" Ron said breathlessly, he knew he was on the brink of finishing. Hermione nodded for she was close too. Ron began to thrust faster before they had both reached their climax. Hermione let out a loud moan that she tried to muffle by biting Ron's shoulder. Ron rolled off Hermione breathing heavily, he was in pure bliss.

"Hermione" Ron said looking over at her,

"Yeah" Hermione said turning over to him, his eyes weren't full of lust anymore but instead passion.

"I still love you" Ron whispered