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Behind the Scenes

Chapter 4 "Now You Know"

Callie's POV

Arizona looked amazing she was wearing a dark grey sweater with dark skinny jeans, knee high boots and that killer smile. I wasn't exactly sure why she had decided to drop by, but I wasn't complaining either. I sat down her wine glass and joined her on the couch. I hadn't noticed I had left the TV paused on our infamous episode. I tried to cut the TV off nonchalantly hoping she hadn't caught on to what I was doing. "We make a cute couple don't we?" I wasn't sure where that had came from and I know the look on my face suggested I was more than a little confused. Arizona just laughed and then nodded towards the TV, where in all my coolness I had hit play instead of pause and we were currently kissing in the bathroom at Joe's. "Uh, I was just flipping through channels; I usually don't watch myself on screen." I tried as hard as I possibly could to not blush but was extremely unsuccessful. Arizona gave me a playful smile and placed her hand on my knee making my heart race pick up in a way it never had. "Its ok Calliope I was just kidding around, but seriously you should watch the show I hear the new Peds surgeon is amazing." I laughed along with her. "I would agree with you on that."

"Probably a good idea that they made her a series regular then huh?" I choked a little on my wine in the most non sexy way imaginable. Did I just hear her right? The smile on her face told me I was right, full on dimples. "I just found out a little bit ago, Shonda called me, I haven't told anyone yet. I was so excited I just decided to take my chances and see if you were home, and you were." Arizona was practically beaming and I knew my smile was taking over my whole face. "Arizona! That is amazing im so happy for you. I guess we will be spending a lot more time together." I meant working, a lot more time working together, or did I? "Yep seems like you're stuck with me for a while." I did not mind one bit being stuck with her, forever. Ok feelings like this are out in full force anytime im around this woman I can't deny it anymore, at least not to myself. I have no idea what this means to me so im going to do what I always do when im completely lost. I excused myself, saying I was going to the restroom and I immediately ran in my room and shut the door.

"Torres! What's up? Wanna get drunk, we are off tomorrow, let's get some drinks." Mark never just says hi. "Mark, I don't have a lot of time but I need advice. I know this may be shocking but I like someone, a lot, I think, I don't know, all I know is I think about this person more than I would a friend. Actually I think about this person more than ive ever thought about anyone which is scary because I have no idea if this person is even into me, let alone into…" Mark completely cut me off mid ramble which sometimes, I know its needed, but it doesn't change the fact that's still very annoying. "Torres you gotta see this, turn on Entertainment Buzz …" "Mark, im in the middle of telling you something important and you are worried about a gossip TV show?" I mean, really I listen to all of his 'woe is me' crap when Lexie stops giving him the time of day, the least he could do is pretend to care. I turned on the show he was talking about and I almost dropped the phone. "Ha! That's why, I knew it! See Torres my charms have not gone down the drain, she wasn't into me because I have a…." Mark suddenly stopped talking. "Oh, Ohhh, Torres you have the hots for Blondie!" Realization hit Mark in that moment, but I just kept reading the words on the screen under a big picture of Arizona over and over. "New Doc on the block over at 'Surgeons' has just been announced as a new series regular. Looks like a good addition to the show and also may break new ground with the shows first openly Gay actress. You go Arizona Robbins, we'll be watching!" "Mark, I gotta go." I didn't even give him a chance to answer before I hung up. My mind was racing. I was feeling so many emotions at once, I was excited and nervous, but also a little hurt maybe? I mean, why couldn't Arizona say something, although I guess I never introduced myself as the 'straight Callie Torres', which now is under serious debate anyways. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath maybe I should just go talk to her, or maybe I can just let her bring it up in her own way, she doesn't even know about this yet.

Arizona's POV

Callie was taking a while and I almost wanted to check on her, but in all honesty this house is huge ,and I didn't want her to think I was snooping if I took a wrong turn. I thought it was cute Callie was watching 'our' episode even if she did say it was just a coincidence. I flipped through the channels and immediately stopped when I saw my face staring back at me. Oh my God. I knew when I told Shonda yes they would announce my signing with the show through the network; I just did not expect it to be so soon. I also didn't know id now be the poster girl for gay actresses, not that I minded, but this is probably going to shock….."Calliope" I barely spoke her name but she heard me. I don't even know when she entered the room, but the look on her face was all I needed. She knew. One part of me didn't expect it to be a huge shock, I mean we are playing a gay couple on TV, but her gaze was making me a little uneasy. I did understand that we would have intimate romantic scenes and I didn't want her to be uncomfortable. Id be lying though if I said it was all professional.

I didn't know how to approach this exactly, and Callie hadn't moved an inch. Sometimes I could see every emotion this woman possessed, etched on her beautiful face, and other times I had no clue what was going on in her head. This time unfortunately I had no damn clue. The Latina looked at me with uncertainty at first but as I moved closer her expression changed to what appeared to be sadness. "Calliope, I…" She finally spoke with no inflection in her voice at all. Yikes. "Is it true Arizona?" I just nodded. I didn't tell her, but I did not hide it from her, and honestly if she has a problem with me th..…I was cut off in my internal battle by the most unexpected, passionate kiss of my life. Callie's strong hands were on both sides of my face, and our lips fit together perfectly. She ran her tongue across my bottom lip and I could taste the remnants of her wine from earlier. It took me a second to fully respond but when I did things started to move way faster than I had expected.

Callie moved us backward until my back hit a wall. I couldn't help but let out a moan I wasn't even sure I had let escape until Callie pulled back and stared at me with the darkest eyes I had ever seen. "Mmmm, you are so hot, Arizona." My breathing was becoming severely unsteady, my chest was heaving uncontrollably. I let my hands run down Callie's back and stopped right above her ass. Self control is not usually a problem for me, but judging by my soaking core and completely hormone driven brain, I didn't have much left to cling to. "Calliope.." She moved from my lips to my neck and I knew I only had seconds to slow this down.

I surprised her by flipping us around so that I now had her pressed tightly against the wall. I thought me being in control would help slow us down but it just turned Callie on more, which in turn made me want to devour her in every way possible. "Calliope, we have to slow down. We need…Oh God." Callie slipped her leg in between mine and had just pushed her thigh into my center. "We need to talk." I tried to get out words in between kisses. I was the one trying to slow down, but I couldn't keep my lips off of her. "No talking, this, this is so much better than talking." Callie had a point and who am I to argue with a beautiful woman? Somehow I regained enough control to pull back enough still placing light kisses on her swollen full lips. "Im going to go stand over there, we need a little space to talk." The pout she was giving me made me want to say screw it, and then go screw her, but I liked her, really really liked her and I needed to know what all this meant.

When we finally had enough distance between us I was able to think a little clearer. "So, Im gay." I didn't mean for it to come out that way, I was still dizzy from all the hot, hot kissing. Callie looked at me for a second and then through her head back in the most glorious laugh ever, ugh this woman was perfect. "Ya don't say?" Callie laughed harder this time and I couldn't help but laugh too. Im not sure how everything flipped around so much in the past few hours, but I certainly was excited and nervous to see where this all was headed.

A/N: I will try and get the next chapter up ASAP. Things are moving along now, im excited for more to unfold! Yay!