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Behind The Scenes

Chapter 5 "Did I just say that?"

Callie's POV

It has been a week since I kissed Arizona at my house, and im pretty sure im becoming a crazy lady. Im sure it surprised her just as much as it surprised the hell out of me. I still don't know what came over me, but the look in her eyes set something off. She looked almost scared that I would take the news negatively; I felt the urge to console her. Even more than that, I felt the need to show her how I was feeling. I didn't expect to kiss her it just happened, and im so glad it did. I had never been so turned on in my entire life, that kiss was pure lust on both parts. I'm glad she had the clear head and was able to stop, because I had no intentions on slowing down at all. Nope, my intentions were far from honorable. Ive never been with a woman, so im not sure I would know what to do, but that night I would have tried until I got it right.

We cooled off and talked about everything, some of our past relationships, and we agreed to take things slow. I liked that we were going to keep things just between us until we figured out exactly if there was an us. I haven't gotten to work much with Arizona alone, we have a lot of scenes together but they have pretty much all been with other members of the cast. Nobody on set has even mentioned that Arizona seems to be the hot topic on every TV show, and in every magazine. It completely surprised me it hadn't come up at all, especially the way this set fed off gossip. Today I shot all of my scenes early and Arizona was filming now. She had sent me a text earlier saying after her scenes she would drop by my trailer.

I was getting anxious because I really wanted to ask her what she thought was between us. I know we said we would take things slow, and im really okay with that, but I need to know if she is interested in any other women. Even the mere thought pissed me off, but this is new and she may not be ready for more than a fling. She had briefly told me about her last relationship, and how it had just not worked out. We didn't really go into much detail about our past failed attempts at love, there didn't seem to be much need to dwell on those things with Arizona. She made me happy, and annoyingly mushy, I just cant help it around her.

A knock on my trailer door sent the butterflies in my stomach into a frenzy. "Come in." The door flew open and the undeniable booming voice of Mark Sloan rang throughout the trailer. "Torres. Drinks. Tonight. No. Excuses." "Mark! Im expecting someone, and I cant tonight." I probably could but I didn't feel comfortable making plans until I talked to Arizona. Mark gave me his up to no good smile. "Oh, okay Cal. I guess if you don't wanna go out for drinks to celebrate Blondie becoming a series regular, than fine." I had just noticed Arizona standing behind Mark. "One Mark, I said I would have one drink with you guys." Arizona's musical voice became clearer as she walked into my trailer and gave me one of those adorable smiles of hers. "And if you don't want to come Calliope, that is perfectly fine." Hell yes im coming! "No, im coming, ill be there."

Mark walked out of the trailer but not before he yelled back in at me. "Glad you had a change of heart Calliope." Ugh. Mark was an ass, but he had been a good friend and not said a word about me and Arizona. Now with just me and her alone all I could was smile. "Hi." "Hi, Calliope." Arizona walked slowly over and put her arms around my waist. "I've missed you." I missed her too, we really haven't gotten any alone time with our crazy conflicting schedules, although Shonda did say at the last table read things would be getting pretty serious for our characters soon.

"How was shooting today?" I was interested in her day but I was also putting off the talk I knew we had to have. "It was good, long but good." She sat down on the couch and patted the spot next to her. "Is everything okay?" I must be extremely easy to read and I thought I was doing so well. "Yeah, I guess, I just need to ask you something." Seriously? I just spat off the worst line ever because I am an idiot around this woman. Arizona instantly tensed up, as she should. "What is it?" "Do you want to date other girls? Women. Do you want to date other women?"

I am officially word vomit victim of the year. Arizona looked at me like she was very carefully choosing her words. "Callie.." Great. She so wants other women, I don't blame her. She is amazing and funny and smart. "Calliope, please listen to me. If you want to go out and see what its like with other women, I understand. Im not new at this I know what I want, and I understand all of this is exciting and new for you but I…" I cant believe I had screwed this up so badly this is not at all how I wanted this talk to go. I had to cut her off before she said anything else. "Be my girlfriend."

"Callie you were just giving me the speech…" "No, I wasn't I was messing up a speech I thought i had down. I know its crazy, and we haven't even told anyone about us, well besides Mark, but I want you to be my girlfriend." I was nervous as hell when I jumped in and cut her off, but by the end I was smiling like a goofy teenager. Arizona looked extremely relieved and then she was on me. My hands tangled in her hair and our lips crashed together, I was really gonna have to go back to the "never slept with a woman" thing at some point, because the way these kisses are going im not sure that will refer to me for much longer. We broke apart to catch our breath. "So, yes?" "Of course Calliope, i would love nothing more than to be your girlfriend." We smiled at each other and then i instantly found her lips again. I deepened the kiss and started pulling her down so she was fully flush against me. I immediately felt the wetness start to collect in my panties. This woman did things to my body so fast i couldn't wrap my head around it i just needed more. I swiped my tongue across her bottom lip slightly nipping at it until she allowed me entrance. Our tongues dueled against each other and she started intensely sucking on my tongue, that made my body respond by bucking my hips up looking for contact. My mind was thinking about so many things i wanted to do to her. Her breast pressed against my own were driving me insane even though we were fully clothed.

I was just about to start something, i knew was too soon in the back of my mind, when there was a knock at my door. "Callie, we are meeting at that new bar downtown "Franks" at 9. Tell McPerky, I said she is an honorary twisted sister tonight, and we only do Tequila." Cristina had been the one to initiate me when I first joined the cast, and I wasn't the same for a week. I realized we were going to have to leave soon if we wanted to meet everyone.I helped Arizona to her feet and i adjusted my clothes. I was completely out of breath and ridiculously horny. After a few minutes we were finally breathing normally and were ready to go back onto the lot. I looked at Arizona was I completely out of mind for blurting out "be my girlfriend" after only knowing her for a little over a month? Sure, but looking at her I couldn't help but not care. Arizona is my girlfriend and none of the rest of it matters.

A/N: Okay a little bit of a segue to get us into the next chapter. Tequila. Twisted Sisters. Yeah it should be a fun night for our girls!