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Chapter 10 "And So It Begins…."

Arizona's POV

I am standing in the beautiful common room Shonda had set up for us. We normally only use it on really long days or if something big happens and she wants us all around. At this moment I am standing here with my mouth wide open. It literally feels like my jaw is on the floor. I look around the room and see that my fellow cast mates all have the same expression that I do. I look back to the TV screen and see my drop dead gorgeous girlfriend nervously hugging Addison Montgomery while the credits roll. What. The. Hell. Just. Happened?

2 hours earlier

Callie's POV

My leg won't stop bouncing. I hate nervous energy. I hate public speaking; I know its ironic, im an actor and I hate speaking in front of people. This is even more nerve racking though because this is personal. When I agreed to appear on Addison's show "Private Session" I was a little drunk, and a lot wrapped up in thoughts of my very hot girlfriend. Now im alone in my dressing room about to talk about my very private life in front of millions of people.

Hell I am just now finding out things about myself like...oh, I don't know…im into women now, I have a steady relationship that only two people know about, im in love with my costar. The thought of Arizona calms me immediately, we have only been saying those three little words for about 3 weeks now, but it feels amazing.

I love her and she loves me back. We have talked about when we should tell everyone, and decided we would announce it next week before we went on our winter break. Arizona and I both knowing that once the press got wind of us, our relationship may be put to the test.

A knock on my door alerts me that I have ten minutes until show time. Addison is my best friend and we talked briefly about certain topics I would not discuss. I know its her job and I want this interview to go well I really do, but I also need to keep some things just for me. The thing that sets Private Session apart from other shows is that Addison never really forces her guest to open up they just do it freely, also its live so sometimes it seems like people forget and just get caught up in having the conversation with Addison.

"Okay when the music starts just walk right through that curtain over there." A short man, im assuming is the producer mouths 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. I hear my voice coming through the speakers loud and clear. It seems Addison had them use on of my own songs I recorded years ago as my intro music.

I walk out onto the set and I am overwhelmed by how many people are in the crowd. Addison looks beautiful as always, she is wearing and black fitted dress with a belt and red pumps im sure cost a small fortune.

"Callie, you look amazing!" The crowd is still on their feet and I am amazed, I had no idea I would receive such a warm welcoming. "Thank you, you look great too. Im excited to be here, especially with all of you!" I point to the crowd and they go nuts. I wave at a group of women who have a sign for me, and they scream "I love you", It really is an honor to have such great fans.

We are chatting casually about how we met and how I took it when Addison told me she was leaving Surgeons to pursue her own talk show. "I wont lie, I was pretty upset." The crowd 'Awwws' at this making me giggle. "Its really okay guys, look at her now." I motion to the beautiful set we were on. "I just missed my friend, but I always wanted you to be happy, and its not like you moved to Africa, just across town." This caused Addison to laugh along with the audience.

After a few more brief commercial breaks it seemed like everything was moving along nicely, until I noticed Addison shifting in her seat. She went from being my Addy, to Addison Montgomery TV Show Host Tycoon.

"Okay Callie, before our times up I really need to ask you the question everyone wants to know." I know I look extremely nervous, I really have no idea what she is going to ask me. "Oh boy, ok hit me with it." I laugh trying to play off how much I really don't want to answer.

"Its no secret that there are always romances going on over there, on and off screen, at Surgeons, trust me I know." The crowd laughs when Addison hints towards her own past love drama on our set. "But, surprisingly we never hear your name linked to anyone, are you that good at hiding your love life, or are you really just not into finding that special person yet?" I really haven't told Addison anything about my love life in years because it really has been non existent.

I can tell everyone is on the edge of their seat waiting for any type of response. I think for a second how to approach this without giving too much away, but then Arizona pops in my mind. I think about earlier that morning when she sleepily kissed me a million times before I finally had to pry her off of me so I could get ready, and about our first official date to the movies, I didn't even pay attention to the film because I couldn't stop staring at how beautiful she was, even in her "Disguise" she insisted on wearing.

I know it was written all over my face and Addison knew me too well to not notice. "Ah, so there is someone?" Addison is looking at me expectantly. "Uh, well, Yes." I can't help that im beaming, im in love with the most amazing woman ever.

Addison looks like she's gonna pee on herself. She is practically bouncing in her seat, I think this is a rare time that she forgot she was the host, and we weren't in her living room having girl talk. "Oh my God, Callie im so happy for you!" Addison looks genuinely happy and I believe she is, she has always been a good friend to me.

"There's no way I can get it out of you is there?" I just laugh shaking my head; I am imagining the look on Arizona's face if I just blurted out to millions of people that we were in love. "No, I really don't think she'd like that." I giggle and then I realize everyone around me looks stunned, it doesn't even seem like anyone is breathing, not to mention Addison is just looking at me mouth wide open.

"She." Addison doesn't really ask she just sort of says it like a statement. Shit. Shit. Shit. My mind is racing, I don't know how I let that slip out. Shit. I love over to see big red numbers counting down from 60, indicating its time to wrap up. Addison snaps out of it and sees the producers frantically pointing at her monitor for her to close the show.

"Um, well it certainly has been a pleasure having my oldest friend here to chat with us. I am really excited to have you back, it seems we have A LOT to talk about." Addison smiles at me and I can barely force a tiny smile on my face. Addison stands up and I do the same she pulls me into a hug and whispers for me to smile and wave at the camera. It takes everything in me to smile and wave without running out of the building.

As the show closes Addison's grabs my hand and pulls me backstage. "When the hell did you start speaking the Vagina Monologues, and why didn't we open the show with that? We could have had amazing ratings!"

Shit.