I should have noticed it right away. The way that Tamaki would take my hand when Mori entered the room. Or his slight grimaces when I would leave the table to chat with Kyoya about homework. Perhaps when Tamaki waited two hours after school to take me home when the Twins could've just as easily, even when it was inconvenient for Tamaki.

I didn't notice.

It's sad, it took for him to stop for me to notice. When my hand grew cold and I looked down upon it to only just realize it was because Tamaki's usual warmth was missing- instead his arms were around Haruhi, as he nuzzled her cheek for being a good daughter. And when I would leave to talk to Kyoya and realize the host club hours were over, and Tamaki had yet to come fetch me. Instead he'd be peaking over Haruhi's chair to watch over her hosting. And when I had no one to take me home because I told the Twins to go on because Tamaki was taking me- instead he had driven Haruhi in hopes of seeing where she lived.

He wasn't the one jealous anymore. Now it was me. And just like me, he'd never notice before it was too late. But unlike me, who was left alone, he'd have her.


A/N: Hey guys! I hope you're enjoying this, and if you are or aren't, feel free to write up a review on any or all the chapters so I know how you're feeling. Some things I'm considering is having each host member have their own chapter, or is that too much? Is Ami becoming too mary sueish? Or keep her the same? Chapters like this, short but getting to the present, or long in the past? Anything you want to share, it makes me more eager to write!

A/N: 8/2/16 So I'm looking through my old stuff, and honestly almost put this story in my Trash Bin. I like it, yet I'm not exactly proud of it. A few times I've reopened the story to make edits, but I couldn't bring myself to. I know I'll probably never finish this story, but I can't bring myself to take down the story I have the most reviews on- even if that's only eighteen. I just wrote this note so ya'll would know what to expect, and despite what the note says before, I most likely will not be lengthening the chapters, these all are little insights into the eyes of an OC. But feel free to review, maybe, just maybe, a miracle might happen.