Hello my lovely readers im am terribly sorry that I have not been updating but you know stuff comes up and gets in the way whelp….HERE YOU GOOOO (^_^)

Furious I walk through snow wishing it was spring, "Ugghhhh!" I groan just wanting to sleep the day away. I hear a sudden snarl and turn around to see nothing, "What the hell?!" I say but when I don't see or hear anything I walk on. Its nearly dark and I still haven't reached the tavern, "Where is a damn horse when you need one." I say as a gust of cold wind hits my face and goes down my robe, "Damn this cold!" I cross my arms around my exposed skin shivering. I hear more snarls and arm myself but when I turn around I can't help but to yelp at the sight of a pack of wolves surrounding me snarling. My head begins to hurt and I fall only to be lunged at by the alpha but at that moment I look into its eyes as it looks into mine and it stops still snarling. I look up as it stands there staring me down looking me in the eye, I stand back up slowly careful not to provoke it and to my surprise to turns and runs back into the darkness with the rest following leaving me utterly relieved.

I finally get back to the tavern which is filled with partygoers and drunkards, I quickly get up to my room suddenly wishing I was in Achilles manor. I hang my robe up and unequip my weapons making me feel like I lost 20 pounds, "Connor still isn't here…" I say feeling lonely in the dark room but I scold myself remembering I was mad at him. I strip down and put on a shirt and trousers then after an hour of waiting for Connor I decide it's not worth it and go to bed.

"What makes you think I'd tell you anything!" I snarl at Charles lee struggling against my binds.

"Well, Well someones being stubborn." He says in a dark voice.

I spit in his face, "You are pathetic, even as a Templar-" I'm punched in the mouth throwing me out of the chair.

"Shut up women, I've had enough for today would you like to take over Thomas." He turns to the man on his left.

"It would be my pleasure." He says lustfully looking at me I whimper and scoot away knowing what was coming.

"Very well come have a drink with me when you're finished." Charles lee walks out giving me one last look of disgust.

Thomas hickey laughs darkly and looks me over, "Let's get to know eachother better." He comes after me and-

I wake up crying and shaking at the horrifying memory, "Please,Please,Please…" I beg to forget it and sob more. I look at the right side of the bed to see an empty spot, "Connor…" I sob feeling my heartbreak more. I just wanted Connor right now and he wasn't here, I bring my knees up to my chest begging for comfort. It takes me awhile to get back to sleep but I finally do still to find the right side of the bed empty.

The next morning I wake up still to find the bed empty with no sign of Connor, by this point I don't care and I get up. I try to rub away the bags under my eyes and give up when they still remain, "I just want to run away and never look back at this place again, I want to explore." I think as I put my robe on, "With or Without Connor im going to kill my father then I'll run until my legs break." I equip my weapons and open the door only to see Connor. He's bloody, tired and haggard, without talking to me or even acknowledging me he walks by and collapses on the bed while I walk out.

I get a piece of bread and decide to go get supplies in New York. I walk out and see Connors Mare looking as haggard as he did so I find another and mount up to head off to New York. As I walk through the busy streets I see children playing making me smile and wonder what it would be like to have a child, to have an infant in your arms look up at you and reach up at you with fragile hands. I smile at the laughter as they play. Once I get to the store I walk in and by dried fruit, dried meat, coats, lanterns and extra clothes with only a limited amount of money. After I do that I take the bag and head back to the tavern.

Once I get there I set the bag down and see Connor still asleep and covered in blood but I gasp as I see wounds down his arms and chest, "How many times are you going to get yourself all dirty and bloody…AND THAT'S MY SIDE!" I say as I get the alcohol and rags. I walk over to connor who is sleeping like a log even after I push him over and remove his torn robe, "Remind me to sew this back together." I dab the rag in to some alcohol and start with the wounds on his arm.

He groans and makes a face, "OW!" he moves away.

I groan and try to get him back in that position, "Stop that!" he laughs and rolls away, "Im trying to help you." I climb over and get water to wash off his wounds until I don't see any blood coming out after that I bandage them and clean up. I hear rustling and I turn around to see a very dirty Connor snoozing away on my side of the bed, "Ugh you are filthy get on your own side!" I push him away and he groans.

"Why it smells like you." He says sleepily causing me to blush but still push him away.

"Well go take a bath you smell." I say soaking his robe.

He gets up slowly and smiles at me, "Well then I think someone needs a hug."

"NOOO!" I run away from him and trip only to be caught in strong arms. I look up at him trying my best not to smile, "Im still mad at you." I say looking away.

"I know I promise this will get us closer to Charles lee." He kisses me with such passion I cant help but to give in.

When we break away from eachother I push him away playfully, "Now go take a bath."