A/N – Thanks for the reviews and follows! Glad you enjoyed the lovin'. I'm fast-forwarding a little bit in the middle.

Chapter 46 – It will be Okay

The next morning, Jason got up and happily stared at his beautiful wife. She still has everything on and a devious thought ran through his head. Last night had exceeded every expectation he had ever had about his sexy wife. She looked up at him and her mouth curved into a smile and Jason couldn't resist. He flicked on and off the remote and Liz yelped as Jason laughed and pulled her into his arms. "You're so damn hot."

Liz giggled. "I can't say that I've ever woken up like that before."

Jason kissed her on the forehead and got up and walked to the bathroom. She watched her beautiful man stride across the room and grinned. Her phone vibrated on the nightstand and she grabbed it and then chuckled when she read Tess's text. "How was it?"

"Phenomenal."

"Awesome!"

Liz smiled and laid back. She is proud of herself for letting her inner Tess come out. She watched Jason walk towards her. "Your turn," he said before lying down.

She sauntered towards the bathroom as her man watched. He couldn't believe he has such a wonderful woman in his life. He loves everything about her. When she headed back, he didn't even try to hide the lust in his eyes.

She blushed and then jumped as the vibrator went off. "Jason Morgan," she said laughing.

He chuckled. "I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. Come here," he said before putting the remote down.

She climbed into his arms and his lips found hers. "Mmm," she moaned. "Do you have time?"

Jason nodded. "You want to take a shower with me?"

"Definitely."

They strode into the bathroom hand in hand. It was a great way to start the day.

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Day before Surgery

Liz sat on the couch at Sonny's house. Tess, who was finally allowed off of bed rest, settled next to her.

"Thanks for staying an extra week," Liz said smiling. Tess is going to put off going back to New York until after the surgery.

"There's no way I was going back before the surgery," Tess said firmly. Liz had been there for her and she wanted to return the favor. Besides, she was a little worried about her.

"Where has Spinelli been?"

"Oh, he stays holed up in the cottage most of the time. He comes out for air when he runs out of orange soda or chips," Tess said chuckling.

"Where is John?"

"He's over at Claudia's. The workmen finished her house, so he likes the solitude when he's writing."

Liz nodded. "It's been a while since I did any art. I can't wait to get back to my gardens."

"Are you nervous about tomorrow morning?"

"Very. I just really hope that everything works out fine."

Tess touched her arms. "It better. I actually made Claudia go to church and light candles."

Liz grinned. "She did?"

Tess nodded. "I figured we could use all the help we could get."

Liz loved it.

"When things get back to normal, I want you to come to New York again so we can start looking at bridesmaid dresses."

"That sounds good. You didn't say how many you wanted to have."

"I'm still debating on that. I haven't decided if I want my twin to be there or not. We're not exactly on speaking terms."

"Well, the wedding is all about you and your happiness. You need to decide if you can still be happy and have her there," Liz said frankly.

"True. Hey, will you be my matron of honor?"

Liz's mouth dropped open. "Are you serious?"

"Very… I told you that I don't have a lot of girlfriends. Claudia can be my bridesmaid."

"Who is John asking?"

"I don't know. He's such a recluse. I'll ask him."

Liz is going to make it her mission to make sure that Tess's wedding is really special.

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Liz went home and Jason was already there. She ran up to him and kissed him as he hugged her tightly. "I missed you," he said rubbing her back.

"I missed you too."

"I made you dinner," he said watching as she pulled back and her eyes grew wide.

"Really?"

"It's just pasta. Sonny taught me how to make it."

Liz loves Sonny's pasta. "I'm sure it will be delicious."

Jason just wanted to hold her and not let her go. He would never let her know it, but he is scared shitless about the surgery. He hates hospitals and is nervous about the procedure, but he needs to be strong for her.

Liz smiled as Jason led her into the dining room. She loves that he wants to take care of her. Her mouth dropped opened at the sight of everyone sitting at the table.

"Oh my God."

"Surprise," Johnny said with a huge smile on her face.

Her dad chuckled at her expression and Liz felt tears spring into her eyes. It is the first time they had made it downstairs.

"Don't cry," Johnny said suddenly alarmed.

"I'm just so happy."

Jason smiled and pulled out her chair. They ate and laughed and Liz thought it was the best meal she had in a long time. She helped her mom clear the table and they sat around for a while until Johnny and Lorenzo got a little tired.

"The house will probably be ready in another week," her father said.

Liz will be sad to see them go. She had enjoyed spending time with them. "Are you going to leave me?"

Skye scoffed. "You should be happy you're getting rid of us."

"Never."

Johnny chuckled. "I'm never leaving, so just keep the sandwiches and beer coming."

Jason rolled his eyes. "I should have installed an eject button on his bed."

They laughed and talked some more before venturing upstairs. Liz and Jason got changed and then cuddled in bed, enjoying their closeness.

"You know you mean everything to me, right?" Jason asked quietly.

Liz nodded. "Yes. I feel the same way about you. I can't imagine living without you."

Jason held her tighter and kissed her on the forehead. He wouldn't let himself fall asleep until he knew she was already sleeping, and he didn't let her go the entire night.

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The next morning Liz got up and got into the shower. Jason was already up and about. When she finished she went downstairs. She couldn't have anything to eat or drink so she sat quietly in the living room. Jason approached her. "Ready?"

She nodded.

Her mom came running down the stairs. "I'm coming with you," she said hurrying towards her daughter. "The boys are fed and the nurse will be here in an hour."

Liz smiled. "Thanks, mom."

They piled into the car and headed to the hospital.

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Liz is beyond nervous as she lay on the bed in her gown. They had already given her an IV and Jason is standing next to her holding her hand.

Kelly joined them. "Are you ready?"

Liz nodded. "I'm just a little nervous."

Kelly glanced at a machine. "Your blood pressure is a little high. We're about to give you the anesthesia, so you will be relaxed soon."

Kelly read her chart. The anesthesiologist came in and Kelly stepped out. He explained what he was giving her and as he injected the medication into her IV, Jason leaned over to her. "I love you, baby," he said kissing her on the forehead.

"I love you too," she said relaxing her eyes. "Feels nice."

"Druggie."

Liz smiled. "I hope the baby will have your eyes."

"I'm rather partial to yours," he said softly as her eyes drooped closed.

She muttered something he couldn't understand and then was out, so a nurse took him to the waiting room.

"You okay?" Skye asked squeezing his hand.

Jason nodded. "Just a little scared."

"I know. It will be okay."

They sat together for almost an hour and a half before Kelly finally came out to meet with them.