It didn't feel real. Makoto didn't want to believe it. He never thought it would happen, but it did. The words he believed Haruka would never say were said and done. Haruka broke up with him without any real explanation. It broke his heart. Makoto could feel the tears forming in his eyes and falling down his face. He forgot Kisumi was right beside him, watching as he was silently crying over a lost love.
"Makoto, what's wrong? What happened?" Kisumi asked.
Makoto couldn't find it in himself to speak. His lips were trembling while he looked down at his phone. Kisumi looked over to see what had made his friend so upset and was shocked with what he read. He looked back at Makoto's agonized face.
"Mako…I'm sorry. Is it my fault?"
"N-No…I don't understand why Haru…"
"You don't need to force yourself to explain. Come on; let's go back to the dorm. You should lie down," Kisumi replied as he got up and offered his hand to Makoto. Makoto grabbed Kisumi's hand and stood up. Kisumi hated seeing Makoto crying and without thinking, he leaned forward and started to wipe the tears off of Makoto's face. "A face like yours shouldn't be drenched in tears."
Makoto looked down, not wanting to look into Kisumi's eyes. Kisumi pulled his hand back, wishing he could do more to comfort Makoto, but he knew it would only cause Makoto to stay away from him. In the back of his mind he already knew it was Rin's doing. He did something to make Haruka make such a big move and cut it off with Makoto. Deep down Kisumi felt like celebrating. Haruka was slowly coming out of the picture, giving Kisumi the chance to win Makoto's heart. Slowly but surely he'd be Makoto's, all that was left was making sure he did it right.
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"Are you happy now?" Haruka said as he glared at Rin.
"Yes, very. Now you're free to be with me Haru. Isn't that exciting?" Rin replied with a grin.
"I'm not going to sleep with you."
"That's really selfish Haru. You might as well now that you and Makoto are broken up. I'm sure he's going to run into Kisumi's arms for comfort."
Haruka's eyes went wide. The mere thought of Kisumi taking the chance to comfort Makoto made his blood boil. Haruka began to struggle again. He needed to break free from Sosuke and run away. He needed to go to Makoto and fix the mess he had just been forced to make.
"Rin-senpai, what do we do now?" Nitori asked a little anxious about the situation. He didn't like seeing Haruka upset, but when it came down to it, his loyalty lied with Rin.
"First, I'm going to take this nice little cell phone away from Haru so he won't message Makoto," Rin said as he snatched Haru's phone away from him. "Next, I'm going to show Haru what a real kiss feels like." Rin moved forward and cupped Haruka's face within his hands. Haruka tried desperately to fight back, but it was no use, Rin had complete control. He forcefully pressed his lips against Haruka's and opened the raven hair's mouth. Haruka felt humiliated and disgusted knowing that Rin was exploring his mouth, something Makoto rarely did due to his shy nature.
It felt like minutes had gone by before Rin leaned away and grinned at Haruka's flushed yet angry face. "How did that feel Haru?"
"Disgusting."
Rin started to laugh, not taking any offense to the venom in Haruka's way of speaking. "That's exactly what I thought you'd say. Anyway Haru, you said you were going to hang out with Rin and Nagisa later today right? Well, I'm going with you and you can't do anything about it. If you try to tell either of them about this, I will make sure Makoto gets hurt."
"I don't think Kisumi's going to let you do that. He loves Makoto as much as I do," Haruka responded. He knew in his heart Kisumi wouldn't dare let anything happen to Makoto. But Haruka's reassurance was broken when Rin started to laugh again.
"You don't know Kisumi really well do you Haru? Yeah, he loves Makoto, but if Makoto getting hurt means he'll be able to have him as his lover, then Kisumi is willing to have Makoto get hurt. That's how in love he is. So from the looks of it, you don't have any other option but to listen to me. Do you understand?"
Haruka felt like his blissful dream had completely shattered. How did it turn out this way? Why didn't he listen to Makoto and keep away from Rin? It was all his fault and he knew it. He was the reason they were in this situation. He was the one who hurt Makoto. Tears started to form in Haruka's eyes. He hated to show any sign of weakness in front of anyone, but right now it didn't matter. His heart was breaking, wishing that he could go back in time and keep it all from happening.
Makoto…
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Makoto tightened his embrace around his pillow as the tears kept flowing down his face. All he wanted to do was lie in bed and cry. His chest hurt and his head ached, but Makoto could care less. His mind couldn't stop thinking about Haruka. Twenty four hours ago the two were on the phone, taking care of Makoto's problem and telling each other how much they loved one another. Was it all a lie? Why did Haruka break up with him so suddenly? Did Makoto do something wrong? Was Haruka disgusted with what Makoto did that he decided it was best they not be together? So many possibilities popped up in Makoto's mind, but none of them brought him any closure.
He wanted to ask Haruka himself, but Kisumi had taken his phone away from him. He had told Makoto it was better to give it a little time before he asked Haruka to explain. If he asked too soon it would just cause more pain and even an argument. Makoto didn't have the energy to argue. He felt like the life was just sucked out of him.
The door to the room opened as Kisumi stepped inside and gently closed the door behind him. He looked over at Makoto and walked over to sit next to him. "Everyone was asking for you. I told them you weren't feeling well. I also brought you a sandwich and a soda, just in case you get hungry later tonight."
"Thanks Kisumi…"
"Mako…Even though it hurts me knowing how much you love Haruka…It hurts me even more seeing you broken hearted because of him…"
"It makes no sense…Everything seemed fine this morning."
"Don't think too much about it and rest. You can ask him to tell you the reason tomorrow."
"You're right…"
"I'll let you rest. I'm going to stay over Aki's dorm again so you can have some time to yourself. I'll come check on you again in a few hours."
Kisumi got up from the bed, but was surprised when Makoto grabbed onto his wrist. Kisumi looked down at Makoto's pleading green eyes. "Can you stay…? I don't want to be alone right now." Kisumi's eyes soften as a small smile formed on his lips. He sat back down and placed his hand over Makoto's.
"I'll stay right here so go ahead and get some rest."
Makoto smiled as he slowly closed his eyes. After crying so much, he didn't have any more energy to stay awake. Kisumi watched as tears came out of Makoto's closed eyes. He tightened his grip around Makoto's hand, wanting to reassure the other male that everything was going to be okay. As much as he wanted to lean over and kiss Makoto, he knew it wasn't the right time. He'd act like the worried friend and help Makoto forget about Haruka. Once that happened, he wouldn't hesitate to become one with Makoto. The corners of Kisumi's lips slowly started to form a grin in the dim room. Finally, things were going Kisumi's way.
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Hello everyone! I had time to write and it felt like a good distraction to get away from all the stress I have so I hope you enjoyed this chapter like I enjoyed writing it :D Well, I didn't enjoy it because Makoto and Haruka are sad, but love will prevail! Anyway thanks for reading! I appreciate your follows, favorites and your reviews ^_^
Until next time!
