Dear Diary
While I was spending time with Jake every afternoon after school, glee club rehearsals became intense.
Marley chose the song "Sweet Dreams" by the Eurythmics when Alice arrives to Wonderland, and, guess what? It's going to be a duet between Marley and me (okay, that sounds like a movie title, I know). Marley is going to play Alice, while I am going to be the Mad Hatter. Mr. Schue is making us learn for this song a choreography he did at Sectionals when he was at glee club, but we did a little twist on the song, to make it more contemporary.
As for Jake, yesterday I taught him about the symbolisms present in The Great Gatsby, and the reason why the colors are so important in the descriptions the author gives.
This morning I had the most bizarre experience. It happened at the gym, after my wrestling practice. I was all sweaty and smelly, so I decided to hit the showers, as usual. But this time, they weren't empty.
Jake was fully naked, the hot water hitting his tan skin. I took a deep breath and cleared my throat. Jake was rubbing the soap against his buttocks…. Sweet Lord, his buttocks.
He turned his face slowly to me and smiled.
"Hey, Tutor, what are you doing here?"
"I was about to take a shower… do you mind?"
"Not at all, there is plenty of space."
I smiled and started to remove my clothes slowly. I tried not to look at him, but it was almost impossible. We're just friends, I thought; this is what dudes do. Finally, I pulled off my boxers and jumped into the showers. He looked at me and kept rubbing his butt and his thighs.
"I can't reach my back, would you help me?" He asked and I stared at him blankly.
"S… Sure…" I grabbed the soup and started to rub it against his muscular back. He closed his eyes. He seemed to be enjoying it. I bit my lip and finished the job. I looked down and saw my penis had an erection.
FUCK
I grabbed my towel and left the shower.
"Sorry, I remembered I had to go to the library."
"That's alright, I'll see you around" he winked his eye and left the shower as well.
I wanted him. I wanted him so bad.
At glee club, this afternoon, we chose the song "I Want You" by the Beatles for the moment some zombie-like creatures grab Alice from her friends. The song fit perfectly to my situation and it seemed like I was singing it to Jake. He was really driving me mad. I think Kitty is getting suspicious about my crush, but I don't think that is going to be a problem. She seems nicer now that she's part of the Glee Club.
As you see, diary, I had the most exciting week of my life. Oh, and don't forget tomorrow we are going to have a sleepover at my place. I have a feeling about it.