This chapter is completely Christian's POV

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CPOV

I just can't handle it, how? What do i do. The love of my life is severely depressed and Dimitri, is a danger to himself.

Dimitri, he won't eat, sleep, move. He is always punching himself up and sparring relentlessly day and night. He has bruises all over his body and he doesn't let Lissa or Adrian to heal him.

I don't know what to do.

Rose has always been like a sister to me. We always joke but we know that if anything happens, I will be there for her, no matter what.

I decided to see Lissa, and see how she was doing.

I saw her curled up into a ball, with tears streaked down her beautiful face.

"Liss, its not your fault. ok?" I told her.

"Yes Christian, it is. If we weren't captured in the first place, none of this would have happened. I should have found out some way that Rose doesn't do the exchange, I should have done something. She need me to do something, she needed me and i couldn't do anything."

She heart melted, I loved her so much and i couldn't stand to see her like this.

"Liss, if you want Rose to be ok, you have to stay strong. Remember, she will break if you breaks, and you can't let her break."

I looked down and sighed. I really hope that she would get up.

I kissed her cheek and went to see Adrian and comfort him. Out of all of us, i think i was keeping it together the most.

I was the only one who haven't broken down in tears, no one would accuse me of not caring since they all knew that I've always cared for her so much. Too much. Even though we had our regular teasing, she was basically my sister. No one should ever replace her.

When i woke up in the mornings, i had to stop myself from letting myself break down and cry.

I walked to Adrian's room and went in. He was sitting there, by the window.

"Adrian?" He looked at me straight away, startled.

"Im here."

"Are you ok?" I asked.

well he did seem it. He was practically distraught.

He didn't answer.

"Come on, I'll take you back to Lissa's room."

I had to help him move and he leaned on my shoulder the entire time.

When we reached Lissa's room, he joined Liss, sulking on the floor.

I wanted to get Dimitri and find out how he was, so i called his cell.

I told him to come to the room since we can all share our sorrows.

He arrived in shorts and a t shirt. His face was covered in bruises. HE looked so sore and sickly.

He immediately sat down on the floor and looked away, not saying a word.

Liss, in her tears sneaked up on him and healed him. The colour in his face back and his bruises were gone.

"Princess, why did you do that, its my fault. I deserve it."

Lissa shrugged and crawled back to her area on the floor.

Then Adrian spoke up and said "Lissa, Lissa, her aura is turning black. The darkness."

I was then alert and went to Lissa on the floor.

She turned around with fire in her eyes.

"Christian, its all your fault. You are so useless. Why, even with your fire magic you couldn't have down anything. I don't even know why you are my boyfriend. You are such a pathetic waste of time. I just wish i didn't know you. You're such a freak." She spat

I looked into her eyes and knew it was the darkness but it looked like she really meant it.

I was so hurt from those words that i froze and couldn't move.

Adrian started to tell me smoothly."Christian, its the darkness, she loves you so much."

I started to calm down when Lissa jumped up and started to punch me.

Then she looked at me with those eyes, those black dark eyes and started to pull me into a dream of some sort.

Then i looked up and saw my strigoi parents, "Christian, we have come to talk you back."

I was screaming and thought no one could hear me.

Lissa was controlling me, making me feel my deepest fears. Suddenly she stopped and looked out of it. She fell on the floor and said.

"Rose, she's watching and she took it from me. NO. Christian, i am so sorry. Please i didn't mean to, it was the darkness. i love you so much and i don't blame you for anything, please forgive me."

I nodded my head and said "Its ok, it just hurt, a lot."

Lissa stood up and kissed me.

Dimitri went to Lissa and asked her. "What happened is she ok?"

Lissa, "I don't know what to do. I felt all of the darkness being sucked out of me. It's really bad. If you are in that state with the darkness, you can do bad stuff. like Anna."

Dimitri sank down and said "Kill herself?"

Don't worry she won't and she will be rescued in 2 chapters. Just to let you know

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