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Chapter 10

Isabella is fast becoming an enigma to me. I can never predict what she is going to do or how she is going to act.

When I think she's going to be a little spitfire, she retreats into her shell and vice versa. I don't know if I will ever understand her.

She's been reading a lot. I had no idea a person could read that many hours in the day. I like to read too, but my nose isn't always in a book. When I have to go out and I lock her in, she's reading a book. When I return, she's reading a book. I get it … I have a little bookworm.

She won't open up to me too much. I guess I can understand it to a degree, but I'm all she has. You would think that eventually she would at least become somewhat chatty.

I don't know what it is, but I've become very attached to Bella. I don't like it when I have to leave. I wish I could take her with me. Maybe soon. We will have to do some trial runs.

Luckily, I haven't been needed much at the office or for any other business. I've been able to take care of most things by phone. I go in to the office only occasionally for paperwork and such.

Isabella and I have gone to my library a handful of times. Now is one of those times. I am currently at my desk totally absorbed watching Bella. Once again she is enraptured in a book. She's sitting on my leather couch with her legs underneath her. She has not lifted her eyes from her book once. Did I mention my girl likes books? I thought so.

What I wouldn't give to bend her over that couch and fuck the shit out of her. I can just imagine her luscious ass sticking up in the air and watching my cock moving in and out of her.

Fuck! Now I'm all hard again.

Well hell, she is here, and the door is locked. It certainly seems like an opportune moment to me.

I stand up, unbuckle my belt and unzip my pants. Bella obviously hears my zipper because I see her visibly shudder as I bring it down. She keeps her head in the book, but I can see she has formed a tight line with her lips. Sorry honey, but we must earn our keep.

I sit back down in my desk chair with my huge cock standing at attention.

"Come over here Bella." I tell her in what I think is a gentle tone.

She shuts her eyes tightly, puts down her book with a sighs and stands. She turns to look at me and walks toward me with what looks more like false determination. I can tell she wants to refuse me, but she and I both know that she won't. Of course, I haven't decided on ways to punish her in the future, but she doesn't seem to know that. I prefer to keep it that way.

It's important that I do not waver in my orders to her. I can't afford to grow soft … definitely not likely in some areas. However, she does seem to bring out a more protective, caring side of me and when you are in the business my family is in it's that kind of attitude that can get you in trouble more often than not.

Till this day, I do not remember one instance in where Edward Sr. has ever admitted that he loves me. I think he cares for me, but he is a very strict and hard man. I don't even know if my mother has seen a softer side of him. I never see them in any kind of loving embrace.

Bella is biting her lip as she stands before me. She won't look down, but I know that she knows what's peeking up at her.

"Remove your clothes." I demand softly.

She lets out the smallest of sighs and begins to unbutton and remove her blouse. Her shoes and skirt soon join the blouse on the floor. She looks up at me as she stands in her lacey blue bra and panties.

"All of it Bella." I remind her.

She reaches behind her and unclasps her bra and then hooks her fingers in the sides of her panties and brings them down to her ankles and steps out of them.

Oh my girl is quite a sight!

"Come towards me." I hold my hand out and patiently wait for her to put her hand in mine.

Once I have a hold of her hand, I gently pull her forward so she is standing right before me. In fact, her legs are touching my knees.

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?" I say as I reach up and cup her tempting breasts.

She doesn't answer but then again I didn't expect her to.

"I want you on your knees."

She looks pleadingly at me, but my demeanor does not waver. She reluctantly kneels down before me.

"It's time, Bella, to learn how to please me with your mouth." Just saying that makes my impossibly large dick grow even longer right before our very eyes.

She gulps. I know what she's thinking.

"Oh, it will fit. You need not worry." I say with satisfaction. It doesn't seem to make her feel any better, but then again this is about me. She will learn to love doing this for me. I have had women beg me to let them suck my cock. Bella will be no different … just better.

"Please …" She pleads. She should be saying 'Please let me suck your massive cock.' But no, she's begging me not to make her do this. She has to learn sometime, might as well be now.

"Don't worry. I'll guide you along. You'll do fine." I tell her.

She just remains staring chest level at me.

"Bella, you need to look at my dick. You know it's not going to bite you." And you better not bite it. I don't say that out loud because I don't want to give her any ideas, but I think she knows better anyway. Fear of punishment helps.

"Remember the excellent hand job you gave me? I want you to start out like that, using your hands."

She gently grasps my member in her hand and begins slowly pumping me. Her little hands feel so good, but her mouth will feel better.

"Now while you're holding my dick put the head in your mouth and suck on it gently." Damn, the anticipation is killing me.

"That's it, baby. Swirl your tongue around it." Oh God! "Yeah, like that. Now take my dick in a little bit deeper." Fuck yeah! "Suck harder."

My girl is a fucking natural …. A born cock sucker.

"Go deeper. Ahh …. that's it. Yes." Oh hell yes! "Hollow out those cheeks and really suck."

Oh fuck! I'm not going to last much longer. Damn, she gives good head.

"Bob your head up and down and keep hollowing out those cheeks." I can't help the moans that escape me. This feels so fucking good. Bella will definitely be doing this more often.

Wouldn't this be a great way to take care of morning wood? We may have to find out tomorrow morning.

"Fuck …yes!" I don't ever remember a woman's lips feeling this good around me.

"I'm fixing to come. Get ready to swallow it all." Right after I finish saying that I shoot my load unable to endure it any longer.

She chokes a little but swallows it all like the good girl I knew she would be.

"Damn Bella. That was excellent." I think it's time I returned the favor. I mean I do have a delectably fine girl sitting bare right before me.

"Lie back." I tell her as I move out of the chair and kneel before her.

"Please, no. I'm not ready for sex. Please don't make me." She begs.

"Bella, we're not going to have sex now. Relax. Take in a deep breath." I tell her as I can see the panic in her eyes.

She takes a deep breath but seems to relax only slightly.

"I'm just going to reciprocate. I'm going to make you feel good. Spread your legs for me." I nudge them as she opens them up for me.

"You don't have to do that. I don't want that."

"Yes, you do. You just don't know it. I promise you will enjoy this. This will be the best you've had yet." I'm starting to get all hard just thinking about the frenzy that I'll be working her into.

"Grab the table legs behind you and don't let go." I point to the small table that's near her head. She's definitely going to want something to hold on to.

I start bringing my face down to her beautiful pink pussy. I hear her whimper in protest, but I just ignore this. I know she will be feeling pure bliss soon. I start with one long lick from the bottom of her slit to the top. She's got her head back and is holding on tightly to the table legs.

I take my fingers and spread her lips open more. What a fucking fantastic sight.

I continue to lick her from the bottom to the top. I then spend a little time swirling my tongue around her clit.

I remove my tongue and open up her pussy some more to stare at what my girl has to offer me.

A fucking buffet!

I take two fingers and begin thrusting them inside her pussy. I then bring my mouth back and begin licking her all over. She is so wet now. I have never had a pussy that tasted so good. In fact, most the time I just didn't worry about this, but with her …. well, I want to please her too.

I add another finger and now I have three fingers pumping in and out of her. I bring my tongue back to her clit and begin furiously licking it, swirling it all around.

"Uhh…." I hear Bella grunt out. I knew she'd like this.

Her legs begin shaking uncontrollably. Her eyes are so tightly closed; she'll probably give herself wrinkles. I notice her hands are turning white holding on to the table legs so tightly.

"Look down Bella. Look at me eating your pussy." I stop until I see her open her eyes and look down at me. My eyes meet hers and it seems for the very first time I see a little bit of longing in her eyes. I knew this would get to her.

"How does it feel?" Don't you dare say 'ok'.

"It feels … it feels good." I can tell she didn't like admitting that. I know she wanted to say it feels fanfuckingtastic!

I continue my assault on her pussy and her legs once again begin shaking uncontrollably.

"Ohhh…." She can't help the moans and sounds coming out of her mouth.

Soon her legs are going crazy and her head is thrashing back and forth. She's trying to keep her emotions in check but I think even she can see that it's a fruitless effort.

I would love this sweet nectar of hers to come out in waves but just licking up what she gives me is enough to for me to get my fill. I still can't believe I actually like the way she tastes, but damn, if it isn't the sweetest liquid.

I move to sit beside her. She is all flushed now, but I do see a single tear rolling down her cheek. I must have been that good. Yeah … wishful thinking.

"What's wrong?" I ask her and wipe her tear away.

"Everything." She answers simply.

"What do you mean?"

"Can I just talk without worrying about upsetting you?" She asks as if I am some kind of tyrant.

"Yes."

"I don't like doing this stuff." Now that seems like a lie to me. She seemed quite into it a moment ago.

"You seemed to be enjoying yourself to me."

"My body may betray me, but I really don't want or like doing these things with you." She can tell by the look on my face that I'm starting to get a little upset so she quickly backtracks.

"I mean I just didn't ever see myself becoming sexually involved with someone until I was much older."

"It doesn't seem to make much difference. You're just experiencing pleasure much sooner that's all." Seems quite simple to me. She's lucky it's me she's with and not someone other dick.

"Maybe, but all the things that should be present aren't there."

Huh?

"You've lost me."

"I mean love. Love. I never thought I would be doing any of these things without loving someone and them loving me in return. It's everything I thought it wouldn't be." A few more tears escape her eyes.

What do I say to this? I know she's not in love with me, and I'm definitely not in love with her. But, I'm no monster. I don't want anything bad to happen to her. I don't want her to feel hurt.

"Look, I know this may not have turned out the way you may have wanted, but it doesn't have to be so bad. I'm not going to treat you badly. This situation could improve if you give it a chance."

"A chance to what? To keep 'servicing' you? To keep you happy and to hell with the way I feel?" Now she seems to be getting angry. My little fiery kitten is coming out.

She begins to add to her little tirade. "And how do I know that you're not going to hurt me? You already have and you have promised to punish me again if you think I'm out of line. How do I know you're not going to punish me now because I'm speaking my mind?"

"I'm not going to punish you for speaking your mind. We're alone now and I asked you what was wrong. I want an honest answer and you're giving me one. I'm not promising you anything. I just want to know how you feel since you're upset." I can't promise her anything but I would like to know what goes on in that head of hers since she's so hard to read.

"My life is not my own anymore. I'm not 'allowed' to make any decisions." She says with air quotes. "All my hopes and dreams, my aspirations … they've all gone down the drain now."

"What were some of your hopes and dreams?" I ask her.

"Do you really want to know?" She's looking at me as if she doesn't believe me.

"I asked didn't I? Yes, I want to know."

"For one thing, I wanted to finish high school. I only have one year left. Then I hoped to go to college. I knew I'd have to work my way through since I didn't have any money, but it's always been a dream of mine. I'd hoped to be a teacher. I love being around children and I love to watch them develop and grow. I wanted to make the world a better place, and now I'll never get my chance." The tears just start pouring out now.

I do the only thing I can think to do. I pull her into my arms and let her cry. The amazing thing is she doesn't stop me.

I guess I could talk to Jasper and Alice … just to see what ideas they may have. But, I won't let her go. It's not even an option.

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It's been a long week, but I finally got this chapter done. I told you Edward was a horny bastard. He still doesn't quite understand how Bella feels, but he's getting an inkling. Thanks for reading. Give it to me straight and let me know what you think.