SAY SAY SAY HOOOOO! Sorry little hyper at the moment. I just watched a japanese show online called Hard Gay. I know I am slow if you all have watched it. XD Well I don't own JR so... let the happiness/sadness begin! Also, I have set up a poll b/c I was curious about which ppl like the most: JR or SIH. :D

Chapter 5:

Akihiko's POV

I had awoken to the sound of a crash. God what happened this time. I grumbled and sat up. "What did you do this time Misaki?" I asked and looked around, only to find a maid in front of a broken up vase on the floor.

"I am so sorry Akihiko-sama. Please forgive me." she said and bowed. Oh that's right. Misaki was gone. Long gone. Long gone ever since yesterday.

Misaki had left me right after I had a fight with Sumi. Was it my fault that I couldn't protect him? Was it my fault that he couldn't be happy?

I sighed and made a gesture to the maid to move on. "It's ok. Just clean it up and leave. It was old anyways." I said and she bowed in thanks. She went to cleaning it up and I looked at the bright curtains that were lit by the sun.

I could still remember Misaki's note in my head.

If only I could have told him that I loved him like he did in his note. At least he was brave enough to admit his feelings, unlike me. I was really afraid because of me being rich.

I knew that many people despise rich people just because they think that the rich are selfish. If only I could use these richness of mine to turn back time's hand. Everything that happened to Misaki would never had happened.

"By the way Akihiko-sama, have you heard the news? The new maid that works here told me about it. She works at a hospital too. I am not sure if I should tell you about it though." she said.

"Oh, Arisu, the girl that asked me if she could work part time? What did she tell you? Tell me." I said.

"The boy that you brought here before, Misaki, is..." she said and couldn't continue. I saw tears started to well up in her eyes.

She was close to Misaki as I was. He would often talk to her while I was busy. Sometimes he would get her to play a game with him and then, of course, she would lose.

"What happened to him?" I asked with my gut telling me that something terribly wrong happened. "He was... raped." she said. I shot off of the couch and went to her.

I started to shake her. "Again?! Who did it? Tell me who the heck did this to him!" I yelled at her. I was shaking from madness. I needed to know who did it this time.

"Calm down Akihiko-sama. You are hurting my shoulders." I heard and I let go of the maid. "He is in the hospital right n-"

I didn't give her a chance to finish and ran out of the door to my car. I got into my car, shut the door fast, turned it on, and slammed on the gas.

I am a very good driver, so I don't worry. I could be speeding down on the road and won't make any car wrecks.

I just realized it. I didn't ask her what hospital to go to. Gah, how stupid of me! Well it doesn't matter. I will visit every single hospital if I have to until I find Misaki.

I went to the first hospital that I could find. I swerved my car into the parking lot and stepped out quickly. I went in and asked the women at the front desk if there was a boy named Misaki here.

They said, "Sorry, no." I ran out of the hospital as fast as I could and went back into my car and slammed the door. I drove out of there as fast as I could and went to the next one.

I found the next one and swerved the car into the parking lot like before. I stepped out and went in.

I asked the women at the front desk if there was a Misaki here. "Yes. Are you a relative of his?" they asked. I nodded very quickly and they picked up the phone to call someone.

In the next few minutes, a doctor walked up to me. "I heard that you are looking for Misaki. I am sorry but we can't let anyone but his relative in." he said.

"I am his... his... I AM HIS LOVER FOR FREAKING GOD SAKE, NOW LET ME SEE HIM!" I roared. Everyone looked at me and I saw people whispered something about me. I didn't care as long as I see Misaki.

The doctor actually didn't look at me as funny as the rest of the people here. He just smiled at me. "Ok, fine, but please be very quiet because he is sleeping." He said and gestured for me to walk after him.

I did so and he led me to the room. "You just sit right there and if you need anything then push this button." He said in a low voice and pointed to a red button on the side of the wall.

I nodded and he put a finger up to his lips and left. I glanced over at Misaki laying in the hospital bed. His face had some stitches and was bandaged up. He looked like he just came back from a fight, not a rape.

I slowly and quietly sat on the chair beside him. His hand was laying on the covers. I grabbed ahold of it carefully and leaned my face to it.

Misaki. Misaki, I am so glad you are safe. I will find out who did it and I will make sure they die. "I will so... please stay with me. Please. I love you so much." I whimpered out silently.

I saw him stir and I shut my mouth up. I can't awake him if he is tired. It's just... I can't believe he was raped again. Was it the same people this time again? When did this even happen?

I didn't care what I needed to know for now. All I wanted to do right now is the stay by Misaki's side until visiting hours are over.

I don't know how long I had been by his side, staring at him, holding his hand. I don't care about the time either.

I saw another doctor poked his heads in the doorway. I guess he was checking on me and Misaki.

Then I saw him moving a finger, telling me to come to him. I got up from the seat and walked over to him.

He walked out into the hallway and I followed him. "Hello, my name is Kusama Nowaki, you can call me Dr. Kusama. So you say that you are his lover. Is this true?"

"Yes I am." I said without hesitance. He nodded and brought me into a room. He shut the door and gestured for me to sit down.

I did as I was told and he sat down as well. "Alright, I have a few questions I would like to ask you. Is that ok?"

I nodded and he opened up some folders and took out some papers.

"Has Misaki been raped before?" he asked. I nodded and he scribbled down something.

"Were you there when he was raped at any of the times it happened?"

I clenched my fists and stood up. "Of course not! If I was then I would have not let it happen!" I screamed. He waited for me to calm down and I did and sat down.

"Ok, sorry I asked that. Would you like to know where we found him and what was his condition?"

I straightened my back up in interest. I must know. I have to know.

"Ok, I will talk in the best way I can to help you understand. We found him in one of the back alleys. There was no way he could have escaped because there was a dead end. With no way out, he was raped by several men, which we think could possibly be in his own age group. He was severely bashed up because of how he somehow fought back. His insides were pretty much in bad shape. He was bleeding very badly in his butt. His arms and legs were cut up some, probably by a pocketknife. There were some witnesses so if you need to know if they saw who it really was then you could ask them." he said in a serious tone.

I was shocked. How could a simple little boy be raped this many times by so many men? Was he always this cute his whole life?

I felt some tears fall from my eyes. "Misaki...Misaki..." I could only cry out as I began to pity him.

Misaki's POV

I awoken to the feel of a needle. "Mmn, where am I?" I asked. "Oh, sorry to wake you up. I am just inserting this needle in to collect some of your blood." I heard and looked at the nurse beside me.

It was Arisu-san. "Ah, Arisu-san, what are you doing and.. where am I?" I asked her. "Calm down Misaki-kun. You are in a hospital. You were beat up pretty bad, weren't you." She said to me in a soothing voice.

Wait, beat up pretty bad? Oh yeah that's right. I was raped. Again. And again. In my mind I try to recall the events that happened. The cutting. The pinning. The buttrape. My manliness gone.

I screamed out in pain and clutched my head. "Misaki-kun, what's wrong?" I heard Arisu-san ask me. I continued to clutch my head and scream out. Misaki, you have to calm down. It will go away if I forget about it. Yes, just forget about it.

There is no way I will be able to forget about this. There is just no way. Not after all that.

"I'm ok. Just having a headache." I said. She looked concerned. "Are you sure you are ok?" she asked me. I nodded and she collected her needles and everything. "Ok, just relax. Your doctor will be here in just a moment." she said and disappeared out of the door.

I relaxed into the bed and looked around the room. I wonder what happened to Usagi-san? Is he ok? Is he happy? Does he know I am in the hospital? I miss him so much. I wonder how he took my message. Was he disgusted to find out that I was a homo?

I heard the door open again and a doctor walked in. "Hello. I am Dr. Kusama. This guy here says he is your lover so he will be able to help you with anything.." He said and someone walked out from behind him.

Gray hair. Purple eyes. It's him. It's Usagi-san!"Usagi-san!" I yelled in happiness and reached my arms out for a hug. He walked up to me and hugged me.

"Misaki. I missed you. I have so many questions I want to ask you. Why did you run away from me? Are you ok? Is there any way for me to love you back? Just please stay with me. Please don't leave me ever again." he cried out.

I nuzzled my chin close to his hair and nodded. "I won't ever." I said. I cried a bit and Usagi-san patted my back. I looked at the doctor and he looked like he was smiling when he looked at us.

"I am glad that you guys are back together. Misaki will be here for a few weeks, depending on how good the strength of his body is. If he is strong- willed then he might be able to handle the surgery as well." Dr. Kusama said.

"Wait, what surgery?" Usagi-san asked. "His rectal part was cut into a lot. We will need to do some surgery on it so that way his bladder will be in control and it won't hurt as bad as much." Dr. Kusama said.

I was horrified by the fact that I was in so much bad shape that I had to have surgery.I strted to shake from fear. I am scared of surgery. "Usagi-san..." I started shakely and held on tight to Usagi-san's embrace. "He won't..." Usagi-san said. I could see he was scared for me too. "Usagi-san?" I asked. "He won't do the surgery. He can't. Can't you see that he is scared? Isn't there any other way?" Usagi-san said.

He cares so much about me. I am so glad that I told him that I loved him. Dr. Kusama sighed. "If you want him to be able to go the restroom without any problems and pain, then you need to let him go through surgery. I will give you a few days to make your decision."

Dr. Kusama turned to me. "But this is your mainly your choice Misaki. I won't try to pressure you and force you into surgery but if you want to make a wise decision, I suggest you choose surgery."

I was too confused and tired. "Can I just think about it and answer tommorow? I am tired now." I said. Dr. Kusama nodded and turned to Usagi-san. "Well I would like to extend your time but visiting hours are over. Sorry but you will have to leave and come back tommorow."

Usagi-san looked sad that he had to leave. "Ok Misaki. Take a good rest. I will come back tommorow. I love you." He said and kissed my forehead. I felt so sad that he had to leave too. I love him so much that it hurts to be apart from him.

I smiled to him as he let go of me and walked to the door. He waved goodbye, as so did I, and he left out the door. See you tommorow Usagi-san. I love you too.

FINALLY DONE WITH THIS CHAPTER! I got lazy so if you can excuse me then that would be fine. XP Hope you enjoyed it and review.