Hello people because I am back. Sorry to make you wait so long. I was listening to dramaCD's and loved the voices. I am starting a new fanfic for Loveprize in Viewfinder. It will be in the Finder Series. Enjoy and I no own JR!

Chapter 17

Akihiko's POV

I can't believe this. How dare he do this to me. He freaking raped me! And why did I respond to him? Why did I moan?

Why am I just lying here naked while that Ryuu is gone? I could just run away away and escape now. But I have no strength left in my body to even budge. I guess this is how Misaki felt when I did this to me.

I betrayed Misaki. No that can't be right. He betrayed me. He left me. But why do I feel like I want him so badly now?

The door opened. I turned to see who it was, hoping for no more of that torture. To my surprise it wasn't Ryuu that appeared but Misaki.

"Are you...okay?" he asked me.

You can't fool me. You are not that concerned.

"Go away." I said quietly. He looked hurt. But he didn't retreat and walked up to the bed.

"Ryuu told me to come check on you." he said as he sat on the bed.

I knew it. He didn't come here because he wanted to. It was all for him. Misaki looked like he wanted to say something but felt very hesitant.

"What is it?" I asked him.

"I think... I might... be in love with you." he said and hid his face.

What did he just say? He loves me? He freaking LOVES ME? I think I am going to die from happiness. I was shocked at this confession because I never thought he would ever fall in love with me again.

"When is this?" I whispered. "What?" he asked me. It seemed he did not hear me but I don't have the patience to wait.

"When did you start loving me?" I yelled. "Just a few hours ago." he answered.

I sighed. This can't be real. This has to be a dream. "Misaki, your not joking, right?"

He nodded his head no. "I love you too Misaki." I said and he moved towards me. It was like he was begging for a kiss. I kissed him and he blushed.

"Usagi-san, Lately I've had these thoughts about doing things with you that I can't get out of my head." he said, avoiding my eyes.

I smirked. I knew what he was trying to say but the cute face that he makes when he is embarrassed is something I love to see.

"And what is it?" I asked him while hugged him. "I want to do naughty things with you." he mumbled. He is just so cute.

"Misaki, you need to stop intentionally turning me on." I said and kissed him again. This time he actually stopped kissing me.

"But I want to turn you on because I am so turned on right now." He said and started stripping. I really did feel tired but if it's Misaki then I could do anything.

I heard footsteps in the hallway. It seemed that Misaki didn't hear it because of all that rustling he is making with his clothes.

"Misaki, someone is coming, we will continue later, now get your clothes back on and hurry." I whispered. He nodded and got everything back on. He straightened himself back up and at that moment the person walked in.

It was the one person I did not want to see. It was Ryuu. "Misaki come with me." He said and dragged Misaki out of the room. "Usagi-san!" he cried out. This is just a replay of what happened to me.

I tried to hurry up out of bed to him but as soon as I hit the floor my knees collapsed. My hips and my back hurt. I looked up and he was already gone with Ryuu.

Damn it. Damn this world and it's horrible people along with it. Misaki.

Misaki's POV

I was dragged by Ryuu into his bedroom and he threw me on the bed. "What were you doing right now?" he asked me as he and t on top of me.

"Nothing, just checking up on Usagi-san." I said. "Even though I didn't tell to." he said and licked my ear. I stiffened and tried to push him off.

It was the truth. He really didn't tell me to. I just needed a reason to go see him to tell him my feelings. That I love him and not in love with Ryuu so he won't misunderstand and give up on me.

"Misaki..."Ryuu whispered in my ears which did make me feel hot but made me panic. "Get off Ryuu!" I screamed and tried to push him off some more. "No." he said and in the next few seconds my knife became heavy so I couldn't move one of my arms and the other arm was being held by him.

"Augh, what did you do?!" I said and tried to lift my arms but failed. "I've just thought of a fun idea. How about I just control you to kill Usami. His yaoi level is very high so I think that his death will finally grant my wish.

"No, no you can't. I love him. You can't just-" I said and he covered my mouth. "Don't you dare say that in my presence." Ryuu growled. I gulped and nodded.

I forget that he loved me as well. I can't love him though because I love Usagi-san. With his other hand that he wasn't covering my mouth with he started to strip my clothes off.

I tried to kick him but no matter how hard I tried he wouldn't get off. "I love you Misaki." he whispered in my ear. He kept his hand on mouth and shifted down to kiss my nipples. He licked them.

I don't know why but I am feeling shivers going through me when he is doing this.

. Why won't he just let me go be with Usagi-san?

He smiled a dangerous smile and then got up. "I think this is good enough." he said and I felt my knife move.

I moved up along with the knife. "What are you doing to me?!" I panicked. He didn't say anything and got off the bed.

My knife made me follow him. We walked the hall until we reached the bedroom where Usagi-san last was.

"Please don't..." I started to cry. I didn't want to do this. I really don't want to kill Usagi-san that I have just come to love. He just opened the door and I saw Usagi-san on the floor still. He was asleep.

Ryuu looked very irritated by the sight of this. "Don't worry I won't kill him when he can't witness his last moments." Ryuu said and kicked Usagi-san. "No, stop!" I said.

I saw Usagi-san open his eyes. Please no. Don't wake up. Don't expose yourself to what is about to happen. Act like you are dead and no blood or tear shall spill.

"Misaki?" he asked and blinked his eyes to make sure. Don't. "Sit dog." Ryuu said and kicked Usagi-san again. He yelped and tried to straighten himself to sit right to avoid being kicked again.

"Any last words?" Ryuu asked him. "Wait... no... you can't do this to Misaki and me. You can't just make him kill me." Usagi-san said.

Ryuu forced some kind of ropes to appear on him to tighten him down. "I said any last words." Ryuu said.

"Sorry Usagi-san. I am so sorry I got you mixed up into this. I just wish I didn't have this knife. I wouldn't have to be forced to kill you." I said to him with tears in my eyes.

"Oh don't worry Misaki, you will get rid of the knife right after this." Ryuu said happily.

"These won't be my last words. Misaki, I love you so don't you ever forget that. I want to ask you something before I go. When I see you again, will you marry me?" Usagi-san said.

Ryuu tsked and moved my hand. My knife moved towards him swiftly. I couldn't stop it. It was too fast and uncontrollable.

"Move away Usagi-san!" I yelled but I knew he couldn't even try to budge an inch. He was being held down by the ropes that Ryuu had put on him. He closed his eyes and so did I.

"I will marry you." I whispered and I felt the knife plunge into him. I opened my eyes to take a peek. Usagi-san... He was smiling. He smiled right until he died.

My knife broke and scattered into a million pieces. It was gone like I wished it. Why did I wish for such a thing? Why did I not speak up when I answered his proposal? Why am I so stupid?

"The knife will soon rebuild itself into someone else's home and the cycle will start again so don't fret." Ryuu said behind me. "Usagi-san..." I whispered and grabbed him by the shoulder.

I want him back. I want to be held by him. I want to do naughty things with him. I want... to marry him now.

I kissed Usagi-san. I want him to come back. "Come back Usagi-san." I cried. My little tears turned into sobs.

Ryuu grabbed me by my waist and picked me up. "You don't need him. Marry me instead." He said. I smacked him and he let me go in surprise. I hit the ground with my butt.

"I will never love you nor marry you so get your stupid self away from me." I said and broke down in my tears.

Ryuu sighed and gave up and left. All I did was stare at Usagi-san kiss him on his mouth from time to time. I cried endless forgiving tears of him and me. The room felt like it was suffocating me. It felt like there was a lump in my throat. I want Usagi-san back to me.

Sorry if I made it too sad. It was intentionally. I hoped you liked it. Review. I got myself already happy because of me listening to sexy voices in dramaCDs and if you have no idea what that is then you need to tell me because you need to listen to it now. It will make your whole day happy.