Look at me, in the eyes,
If only you could see, the pain I hide.
Everything else, you always see,
But not the thing that is haunting me.
In and out you always go,
Never to stop, or ever slow down.
Your mind is always at times two,
There is nothing I could ever do.
I've been slowly losing me,
Bit by bit, it's fading now.
What will it take to get me back?
It feels like I've been on the rack.
Days go by and I need help,
No one sees the pain I feel.
Only I can stop this fear,
That fills my head when you step near.
Look at me in the eyes,
Never to see the pain I hid.
Everything else you say you see,
But never saw what once haunted me.