A month had passed since the accident. AJ hadn't been seen or heard from since. She'd still check in with her parents from time to time to let them know she was ok. What people didn't know was she was suffering from serve depression. She wouldn't even take John's calls. Monday Night Raw was in New Jersey tonight. She was going to the arena. She pulled into the parking lot. She took a bottle out of her purse. Her doctor had given her Vicodin for pain from her broken arm. She took another one. She'd been abusing them. At night she'd mix them with alcohol. She looked horrible. Her color was white she didn't have any make-up on. She went to Stephanie Mcmahon's office. She knocked on the door.

"Come in." She heard Stephanie say. She went in. "Hi AJ."

"Hi Stephanie." Stephanie stared at her. "What?

"Nothing." "When does your cast come off?"

"Next week."

"Will you be coming back to work then?"

"That's actually why I came here." "I quit."

"What?"

"I'm leaving the WWE." "I quit."

"Why?"

"I don't wanna do it anymore."

"AJ is this about your baby."

"Don't you dare talk about my baby!" She yelled.

"We can get you counseling."

"I'm fine."

"Are you on drugs?"

"I don't do drugs." "Why would you ask me that?"

"I can tell by your eyes."

"I have a prescription." "A pain killer from my doctor, ok?" "Anyway nice knowing ya." "See you around."

"AJ wait."

"No Stephanie it's over." "I quit." She left.

After the show John was sitting in his hotel room. There was a knock at his door. He answered it.

"AJ." He said shocked by her appearance

"Hi John can I come in."

"Yeah." She went in. "AJ what's wrong?"

"Nothing why?"

"You look terrible."

"It's nice to see you to."

"What are you on?"

"You sound just like Stephanie." "I have a pain killer prescription from my doctor." "That's all." "Listen I came to say goodbye."

"Goodbye?"

"I quit the WWE tonight."

"What?" John said shocked. "Why?"

"Don't feel like doing it anymore."

AJ is this about the bab-

"No!" She shouted. "It's not about that shut up!" "I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell."

"AJ we can get you help."

"I don't need help."

"Do you think I don't know what you're going through?" "He was my son to."

"Shut up!"

"AJ we need to talk about this."

"No!" "You don't need to worry about me anymore." "You have Nikki." "You love Nikki." "Not me." "Not me." "Apparently I'm not good enough for you." "Sure I get a one night stand and a few kisses from time to time but I'm not good enough to be your girlfriend." "You just string me along." She went for the door.

"AJ wait." She had her hand on the knob. John was standing right behind her. She turned around. With her good arm she put her hand behind his head and pulled him to her lips. She kissed him very intensely. He kissed her back the same way. It broke after a few minutes.

"Bye John." "I'll miss you." "I love you." She left.

When she got home she started drinking. She stumbled into the baby's room. She turned on the light and went over the crib. Tears came to her eyes as she looked in it. With all the might of her good arm she flipped the crib over. It cracked into some pieces.

"Ahhhh!" "Ahhhh!" She screamed at the top of her lungs and she threw the pieces around the room putting holes in the wall. Suddenly she stopped put her hand to her face and started sobbing.