Author's Note:

Me: I'm so tired I think I'll go to sleep

Tori: Wait. WHAT! You can't do that you have to finish the story. I have to find out what happened with Beck. Omg what if Jade kills me.

Me: shoving pillow over head

Tori: Are you even listening? I'm gonna die Taylor. Die.

Me: Yeah yeah, send a post card when you get there

Tori: mumble about unwanted death while passing back and forth

Me: Frustrated that pillow isn't working I through the covers off of me and storm over to my computer "grrrr fine just shut up and I'll finish the god damn story"

Tori: More mumbles of death

Me: Throw the pillow and hit her square in the face. Shut up Tori!

Disclaimer: If I owned this story I'd be both rich and happy. Happy= because Tori and Beck would be together by now. Rich= Well DUH I'd own this story :P

"YOU CAN'T BE" "I CAN'T BE YOU CAN'T BE" Tori looked at me determined to get out exactly what I didn't wanna admit to myself "And I can't be what" and I was determined to distract her for as long as I could "Beck" I said while crossing my arms "Don't turn this around on me. We're talking about you" "No" "Yes" "NO" "YES" sighing I slumped down to the floor too emotionally tired to even keep up with Tori. "Fine okay. It's true I never truly got over my feelings for Jade but even with whatever's going on with you and Beck , and don't even try to deny it, she was still one of my best friends girls. There's rules about that type of thing." By now Tori was at my side with her arm around my shoulders "Well I think you should talk to Beck. One you're not gonna feel better until you do and two you know there's always more than one rule" she gave my shoulder a playful punch before getting up so she could help me get off the floor myself. "Oh no don't think you're getting out of this that easily. Sit your tiny butt down Ms. Vega; it's your turn to start explaining. Beck-you-what up." Tori didn't look too happy to sit back down and she was very reluctant in the process~sigh~ "I don't know Andre. All I know is…." Tori looked around just like she had back at the lunch table before continuing in a almost whisper "we kissed and I really really like it. God I think I love him but what if I'm not enough for him or he decides to..." Tori stopped herself from finishing her own though so I finished it for her "What if he decides to get back with Jade like he has so many times before" she turned to me with a apologetic look on her face as she nodded it in agreement. That was a though one, one I had actually been fighting with for some time now. Sometimes I really wished I had a crystal ball, hell knew it would make our lives a whole lot easier at the moment. At least we'd know if we should open up our hearts or not.

Tori's POV

After talking with Andre, I've been in kinda a funk. I didn't realize I was so afraid of Beck leaving me even though he wasn't REALLY mine, yet. What if he never really was. Taking my spare pillow from the side of my head I shoved it onto my face and tried to block out any life of the world, except this would be a whole lot easier without a sister that barged into your room for every little thing that popped into her head. It was the fifth time when she asked me to see if one of her feet were bigger than the other that I couldn't take it anymore "I don't want to Trina okay, cause I don't care. Anyway I have dinner to prepare be sure to be ready this time"

Another tiring dinner of trying to get Trina to eat what mom tells me to make ~sigh~what's new. *ding ding ding* "Trina. Get the door please" "Sorry can't little sister" Tori came out from the kitchen with soapy hands from dish water that was done yet. "And that's because…." Trina gave her a 'duh' look "Wet toe nails of course" "Of course" Tori said with a strained smile "Fine. Fine, I'll get it. With any luck it'll be the reaper ready to take me away" "Did you say something" "No Trina go back to polishing your nails"

When Tori finally got to the door she found a anxious Beck on the other side. Which was very out of character for him. Surprised to see him, she was two seconds from closing the door in his face but he caught it just in time "Can we talk" "umm" Tori looked back at her older sister who she knew was listening "Sure lets go out on the porch"

Okay truth= Tori had been avoiding Beck ever since her talk with Andre. She just couldn't get her head on straight. I mean what if he did end up with someone else, Jade or not, in the end. Could she really take the chance of possibly getting her heart broken by him. She honestly didn't know if she could heal from that and that's why she was currently pushing herself into the door frame which was the farthest she could get from Beck at the moment and still-possibly look normally. But it didn't work Beck saw right through her like he always did.

Beck's POV

Exasperated with not knowing what was going on Beck put his hand over his eyes, trying not to think about how much he wanted to grab Tori and run his lips along her neck and lips as his hands continued to roam her body at will. "Okay. Start explaining Tori. What's going on" he heard silence instead. Looking up all he saw was a very nervous Tori looking at her feet instead of at him. He didn't wanna push her but if she was gonna do this the hard way he wasn't backing down. In three strides he was in front of Tori pushing her into the door even more then she had been pushing herself into it only a moment ago "Beck" she gasped before Beck brought his lips done on hers. The kiss didn't last long and when Beck pulled away he smirked at the hungry growl that escaped from between Tori's lips. She couldn't deny that they wanted each other even if she wanted to "Explain Tori, please" he almost pleaded into her eyes. Tori leaned into Beck's open arms never wanting to leave "I'm afraid that you'll leave….partly because I don't know what we are. And what if you decided that I'm not what you want. That this isn't what you want. I don't know if I'll be okay if I let you in right now" Beck waited until Tori was finished to say anything. He stroked her chestnut brown hair soothingly urging her to continue. When he knew that she was done he finally lifted her chin and looked right into her brown eyes "This is real Tori. I'm not going anywhere …unless of course you tell me to and god I hope you don't cause that really would break my heart. I've loved you for a very long time now and I can't hide it anymore. Please don't ask me to. And for what I want us to be, that is if you want it, would you like to be my girlfriend Tori" Beck had never been so nervous about asking someone out, not even Jade. Beck wasn't prepared for what happened next and when Tori jumped up into arms they both ended up stumbling back with Beck' back ending on the porch. Tori was now straddling a very surprised and happy Beck "I would love to be your girlfriend Beck" Not sure who pulled for who first they began making out right there on the porch not caring which neighbor happened to see.

Author: Sorry it's a little late; my friend forgot to wake me up grrr I'll get him later. I hope you liked it oh and if you don't like Jade and Andre together, TOO LATE :P