Author's Note:

So ever have those moments when you feel if you're writing really have a voice and if you're really even cut out to be a REAL WRITER…..yeah that's how I've been feeling for the past couple of months. See and that's exactly why I haven't been writing. AT ALL. Seeing how my two best friends have been MIA, I've decided to put it here into the vast internet universe…..Idk kind of makes me feel better. To all its own. So here's what I'm going to do. Write when I feel like writing. Write cause I know there's still some fans (more like hoping) that's been itching to hear what happens next and honestly I wanna know to. This will hopefully get me out of my funk and back in the writer's spirit. Cross your fingers….

Andre's POV

Man what am I even doing, this girl is obviously seriously twisted. Not to mention what she just did to my girl Tori. Seriously who does that. Ugh but no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to forget that time I spent a lone with her. It was like a chance of a life time to see the real her. Hey almost makes you understand why Beck was always so hell bent on keeping the …..relationship. No matter how much it hurt him most of the time. So why am I here, what exactly makes me think I'm so different. Man if I could answer that I sure as hell probably wouldn't be opening this door.

There on stage was Jade ripping what was left of the standing props. Gotta feel for Luther sometimes. Slowly walking to the front, I made not to make any sudden movements. Standing in the front I knew Jade knew I was here without her making an indication of that fact. It seemed we were there for hours. Her using her newly sharpened scissors to cut into the nicely decorated moon for the freshman play. Me watching and waiting. As if she had ran out of gas, she suddenly stopped. Next thing I knew there was a clank that echoing through the redbox and Jade was slowing turning to face me. Completely defeated, she starting walking towards me but only made it to the edge of the stage before the tears started streaming down her porcelain face. With the scissors gone. The wall down. Jade just looked like a girl. A heartbroken girl. That's why I walked the few steps between us and held her, letting her know she wasn't alone. She still had me….even if I wasn't Beck.

Jade's POV

Being in rage is just that. RAGE. It's consuming and empowering. I don't like to be weak. Weakness was never an option for me. It was so hard to let Beck in, even that little bit. So how can he just leave. I can't let someone else in again. I WON'T. Yeah so maybe I was being selfish but that never stopped me before. I will get Beck back cause I know we can make it work. I know I can be everything for him if he just let me.

Tori's POV

Acting class is always so much more fun the regular classes. Too bad my schedule was a pretty regular one today. But the best part of these days are always my last two classes. Seeing how those are the ones I have with Beck. Walking to class I can't help but think of the last time I saw him. Which would be lunch. It was weird and strangely normal all at the same time. Turned out Jade left early after completely wrecking the redbox again. Not being blamed for it like last time didn't seem to make me feel any better. I could tell Andre was bothered by Jade's absents, regardless of the fake facade he tried to put on. The beauty of being his best friend. Making sure to tuck away a little reminder to ask him about this morning latter. While quickly trying to get back into the current conversation, I was again distracted by Beck's hand holding mine. I didn't hear Rex rude yet shamelessly always funny joke about his hot Northridge dates that he was now forced to bring Robbie on. I also didn't hear a single word when Cat starting in on her brother and how she caught him eating all his toe nails in the living room. Leading to her then screaming bibble and everyone in return telling her "no bibble". Everyone but me that is. Beck seemed to finally notice my lack of speak and turned to look at me with a question on his face. That is until he saw were I eyes were landing and the huge smile it at plastered on my face for the past twenty or so minutes. This only caused Beck to smirk at me before bringing me closer by enlacing our fingers and bringing them to rest on his chest where they stayed for the rest of lunch.

Just thinking about it was making me blush all over again. Walking into history everyone already knew we had a sub that was doing nothing but showing the Golden Age all day. If I was her I'd be passed out on top of my desk by now instead of trying to find the best angle in the room to watch some movie I've already seen five times already. What everyone didn't see coming was English. For some reason English teachers always seemed to be the slightly crazy of bunch no matter what school you were going to. Ms. Woodford was no exception. In fact I believe she may be my craziest English teacher yet. Usually she'd ask about Sikowitz and his resent activities. You know harmless stuff; his class rules, his study guide, his class schedule…, his phone number…., if he had any dogs at his house and if so the approximate weight and age….Okay so maybe all of them weren't so harmless. Anyway so today Ms. Woodford found out about Sikowitz girlfriend he's had for the last couple of weeks and lost it a little bit. Coming in the classroom we could see her pacing while ripping pages out of an old looking journal and mumbling nonsense like 'How could he be with someone that's not me. Me.' Until she reached in her pocket and set the pieces of paper on fire. After the fire sprinklers went off and Luther cleaned up the mess, we were informed that starting tomorrow we would have a sub while Ms. Woodford was on…sabbatical…. Anyway this all meant that today we were free seeing how no felt like subbing or finding a sub for an end of the day 30 minute class.

"I cannot believe that just happened. Can you believe that just happened"

"That was pretty wacked out" Seeing how we were the only two in our group, besides Jade, not trapped in school we decided to go to his house and hangout. Plus we really hadn't spent any time alone since the 'Jade fiasco this morning' and I was really starting to need some previously. The way he kept looking at me and held me just a little tighter than normally made me realize he was thinking the same thing.

The RV door wasn't even opened before Beck turned me around pressing me into the door with his body. His lips were on mine in a second demanding a response which I happily obliged to. A moan escaped my lips just as the doors were shoved open and then quickly locked again. Again I was pressed against the door only this time my legs were securely around Beck's waist. Just to show me just how much he want me, he dug his hips into me just a little which was enough to send a spike through me that I had never felt before. Biting my lip I forced eyes to lock with his. I lust was written all over his face but his told just how far he really wanted to go. One second I was looking into his eyes knowing I wanted everything he was willing to give and the next I was biting his lip causing him to growl. This only excited me and encouraged me when I began gyrating my hips and nibbling down his jaw. It was when I started sucking on his neck that Beck finally said something. "God you don't know how much I want you"

Pulling away and looking into his eyes I licked my lips before saying, "Probably about as much as I want you" Again growled again before taking me to his bed where he dropped me before climbing right on top beginning his own tortious decent down my neck.

Beck's POV

I had Tori's shirt off and on the floor, and god was she gorgeous, and mines was just about to join hers when a knock came from the stupid RV door.

"Ignore it" I nearly growled again. I was beginning to not even recognize myself. Capturing Tori's lips I was determine to get her in a state where she could barely comprehend anything other than the fact that she wanted me just like I've always wanted her. It almost worked to until the knocking continued only this time it was followed by my annoying sister screaming she was hungry and the car clearly indicated we were here. She also added how she expected us in the house in the next ten minutes ready to buy or make something, our pick. Rolling off of Tori, it was clear how I seriously wished my baby sister was anywhere else at the moment.

"I really wanna hate her right now" I could hear Tori giggling at my side before she was on top of me now straddling my waist. I just looked up at her as her hair cascaded around us. The smile she wore showed she was clearly amused at our current situation. Fight the urge to smile along with her; I brought my left hand up to her ear and smoothly placing her hair behind it. I finally gave in to the smile that would clearly always be there whenever she was around. Placing my hand on her cheek, I continued to look into her eyes. Less lust and more love coming from them now.

"Too bad you totally love her" Tori said while leaning into my hand. She then pecked me on the lips before quickly hoping off the bed before anything new came from it. It was right when she got to the door that she turned back to look at me still on the bed. She was already fully dressed again which didn't please me in the least.

"Coming" she asked with a slight tilt to her head. Letting me know she already knew the answer to that.

"You women completely got me wrapped around little fingers" I said to no one in particular. That didn't stop Tori's laughter from reaching my ears all the way back in the RV. Quickly placing my sneakers back on my feet, I ran to grab my girl and make her regret ever leaving my bed.

Notes: Hehe were there's some slight smutt/lemon for those who have went longing for it since the moment they read possibility of changing it to M (which I haven't completely ruled out yet) I normally don't do this but REVIEW! Tell me what you think. Are Robbie and Cat meant to be or should a fellow puppet lover come in instead. I really want to hear what you guess think and (other than my spelling) I'm more than happy AND excited to hear what you guys think.

P.s. This was fun! I think I shall be updating the next chapter sooner then you think!