Chapter 31

Novas POV

I slowly opened my eyes and saw that I deel asleep in the hosptial I looked upa dn saw sparks was still asleep or I hope hjes asleep.

I frowned and stood up my bones hurt I had fallen alsepp inhis arm.

I yawned alittle and went to lay down on the couch next to him.I gentaly laid down while facing him.

I didnt want to leave I wanted top be with him.

Josh might be worried for me but right now I dont care at all I dont care about anything I just want sparks to get better.

Then the doctor walked in I closed my eyes I didnt want him to kick me out.

I kept them closed I heard some movment and then I felt somehting warm civer me and then some silence but I kept my eyes closed I then heard the door open and close.I slowly opened my eyes and saw that he had laid a white fluffy blanket over me.I looked around the room pur silence filled my ears.

I saw sparks stomach just barly. . . rising up . . . .and down.

I laid my head down on the pillow and closed my eyes.

Oh sparks I just want to live happy with you but I only cause your life pain pure . . . . .pure pain.

I closed my eyes I was so sleepy.

I soon fell into a deep deep sleep.

''Nova.''I heard someone say.I looked around no one I was in a empty room but I kept looking around I saw a bright light and walked towards it it was a door I opened it slowlya and inside of it was the most beutiful room ever it was full of roses and candles.I looked around and saw my bed it had red rose petals all obver it.I looked to the side and saw even more candles on the ground.I walked in and closed the door behind me.''Nova''I heard someone say.I looked around and saw no something tapped my shoulder I turned around and saw Sparks he was wearing a red tie with a black collar shirt that was tucked in some black jeans and he had a smirk on his grabbed my waist and pulled me to him so there was no space between us.''I love you.''He whispered I stayed quiet and then he kissed me.I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back.I felt him smirk in the kiss and he then picked me up bridal style and walked towards the broke the kiss when he laid me down on the bed laid on me and kissed my neck and whispered something in my ear.''Let me show you how much I love you.''He kissed me then-''Nova!''

I jerked awake and opened my eyes first my vision was blurry but then It cleared up I saw Otto,Gibson,And antuari.

I yawned and sat I was alittle mad because they ruined my dream.

''What are you doing here?''Asked Otto.

i stared at him.

''I needed to see what was wrong with sparks.''I said.

''Hes bad im worried he hasnt even woken up yet.''Said Gibson.

I nodded and sat up.

I looked towards sparks.

I sighded and stood up.

''Hopw long have you been her?''Asked anturai.

I looked at him.

''Since yesterday.''I said.

They looked at me.

''Does your brother know your here?''Asked Gibson.

I shook my head.

''No.''I said.

''Wouldnt he get mad and worried if he doesnt find you?''Asked Otto.

I nodded.

''Yea but I dont care I just want to be with sparks.''I said.

I looked at sparks.

''You love him alot . . . dont you?''Asked Antuari.

I looked at him.

''More then my life.''I said while looking at the ground.

''Then why did you want to break up with him?''Asked Gibson.

I loked at them.

''I just cause him pain.''I said.

They looked at each other.

''Sparks said that he didnt care. . .all he wanted was t be with you.''Said Otto.

''I know he told me that but. . ''I stopped talking.

''But what?''Asked antuari.

''But One day he might get himself killed for me.''I said.

''I would rather have himm alive and not with me then dead.''I said.

''Love is a funny thing.''Said Otto.

I smiled alittle.

''And it hurts.''I said while looking at sparks.

''Alot.''

''If he . . . . .Lives then what will you do?''Askled Antuari.

I looked back at him.

''I dont know.''I said.

''He loves you nova. . . . and I know that if he isnt with you he'll die of sadness.''Said gibson.

''But if he dies because of me I would never forgive myself. . .ever''I said.

Otto spoke.

''But it isnt your fualt. . . . . .You dont control any one that hurts sparks it isnt your fault.''He said.

''Otto is right Nova.''Siad Antuari.

I looked at them.

I know I cant control any one that hurts sparks but still I cant help but feel guilty.

I sighed and then the doctor walked in.

''Well. . . sparks is very fragial.''He said.

I frowned.

''Do you think he'll make it?''I asked.

The docotr stayed silent for a while.

''We dont know all we cando is wait.''He said.

I frowned and looked at sparks. . . .

I hated seeing him like thins laying down on that bed and injured.

I sighed.

The doctor left and I just stood there.

''He'll be okay nova.''Said Otto and hugged me I hugged him back and after a while we broke the hug he gave me a small smile and left.

Antuari walked to me.

''Dont worry nova have hope.''He said he hugged me quickly and left.

''He wont leave you.''Said Gibson and hugged me and left.

I was left there with my thoughts.

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