Chapter 32

Novas POV

I watched sparks's stomach rise up and down as he breathed very slowly.

I wish that this never happened why. . . . .on earth did I have to meet sparks why?I wish my life was like before. . . But thgen I woudn't be then. . . . . I sighed.I want to be with sparks I want to live with him.I know I'm just a teen a very stupid teen but. . . . .I love him and I dont want to be with anyone else but him.I love him to more then my own life I would give my life for him and more.I want to be happy with him But . . . . . . I'm just if he gets hurt because of me. . . .but he already got hurt BECAUSE of me.

I sighed and looked away.I can't be like this anymore I have to get away from sparks even thouhg it might kill me for a while but. . . I'll eventually have to get over him right?

I frowned at the floor and heard someone walk in I looked up and saw sparks mom.

She gave me a small smile and walked over to sparks.I saw her touch his hand and kiss his head.I must know how sad she is. . .I mean he is her only child and Im sure its her last one.

She walked over to me and sat down on the chair next to sparks.

''How long have you been here?''She asked.

I sighed.

''Ever since yesterday.''I said softly.

She stayed queit for a second.

''Nova. . . . . . who did this to sparks?''She asked.

I frowned.

''I dont know.''I said.

''I think you know. . ''She said.

I shook my head.

''Nova sparks told me everything . . . .how he gets hurt because of your brother or . . . . . . .any one else thats part of you.''She said.

I kept staring at her.

''Nova. . . . .I dont want sparks to get hurt anymore.''She said.

''Me nietheir.'''I was telling the truth it hurts me to see him hurt.

''Nova. . ''She started.

''Yea?''I asked.

''Do you. . .love my son?''She asked.

Of course I do more then anything.

''Yes more then my life.''I said.

She looked at sparks and kept quiet.

''Why?''I asked.

Why did she ask me this I am pretty sure she knew that I DID love him.

''Nova do me a favor.''She said quietly but I heard.

'''Anything.''I said

''Do you want sparks to be happy?''She asked me.

''Of course I want him to be happy.''I said.

She spoke but I never ever expected her to say this.

''Then stay away from him.''

I gasped alittle.

Did she really just ask me this?

I looked at the ground I cant believ my ears.

''But-''She cut me off.

''He will never be happy if you are with him. . . please Nova stay away from him . . . promise me.'' She said.

I stared at her I opened my mouth to say something but I knew she was right Sparks will never be happy with me around I have to leave has to forget about me and I about has to live with someone that wont cause him trouble or get him hurt.

I sighed and stood up I walked to the door and put my hand on the handle.

''I promise.''Were my last words and I opened the door and stepoped out.I felt some tears come to my eyes and I closed them and walked out of the hospital.I dont care what it takes I have to stay away from sparks even if it means to suffer or to . . . leave this city.I cant love him any more...I just. . cantI kept walking with my hands inside my sweater.i walked and walked and soon I got to my house.I sighed and took a deep breath.

Here comes the trouble.

I opened the door and inside were Tony and Josh.

They turned to the sound of the door and glared hard.

''Where have you been!''Yelled Josh and this time yelled louder then any time.

I gasped he scared me.

''I. .''I started I should tell them there is no use hiding it.

''Nova answer him!''Yelled Tony.

I looked at them.

''I was. . at the hospital.''I said sofltly.

''What is wrong with you . . you know how worried we were!''Yelled Josh.

''I know. . . Im sorrry.''I said.

''Why were you atb the hospital?!''Yelled Josh.

''For sparks. . 'I saiod quietly but they heard me.

''Sparks!. . .I told you to stay away from him! He bring nothing but trouble!''Yellled Tony.

'Hes hurt I couldnt just stand here and not see him!''I yelled back.

''Hurt or not it doesnt matter and I dont care!''Yelled Josh.

I sighed.

''You are not allowed near him go to your room!You arent aloowed out anymore!''Yelled Josh.

I glared at him.

''Im not allowed anyway!''I yelled at him.

''Dont yell at me I'm your brother you respect me!''He yelled.

I glared and ran upstairs.I would not let him yell at me anymore.

I closed the door and walked to my bed.

Stupid josh!

I sat down and put my hands on my face.

Stupid everything!

I heard a knock I knew it was Tony.

I sighed.

''Come in.''I said.

He opened the door and closed it behind him.

He didn't say anything instead he walked to me and sat down next to me.

Sometimes I want top read his mind and see what he is saying I want to know why sometimes he just stays quiet.

''Are you going to yell at me?''I asked.

''NO.''He said simply.

I looked at him.

''Wen did you fiund out I was missing . . . .Did Josh call you?''I asked.

He shook his head.

''No I was going to ask you something when. . . .I saw you werent in your room.''He said.

''Oh.''

We stayed quiet.

''What were you going to ask me?''I asked.

He sighed and took my hand.

''I love you Nova and. . . . .well.''He stared.

''Yea?''I asked.

''I now sometimes I act like a fool and then sometimes I'm just plain annoying but I love you and. . ''He stopped and grabbed my other hand.

He picked me up and we stood.

''I wanted to ask you a very important question.''He said.

My heart beated.

He kneeled in front of me and took something from his pocket.I had a worried look I knew what he was going to say next those words that I didnt want to hear yet. . Those words that frightened words that mean we will be together forever.

''Will you marry me?''He asked.

I gasped.

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