Forever Insane

by Maddylovesyou

Darkside insane asylum is something Maka's use to, for she goes there all the time. She goes to see her mother. Maka is bitter and cold, keeping everthing in and letting nothing out but when she runs into another patient at the hosipital could all of that change? How can someone who is so frail fascinate her so much? AU Crona x Maka

58. Chapter 58

The silence of the white room is broken by a child's sob. The doors have shut on him..now he's alone, in this room he doesn't know, in this place he's never been to, being handled by strangers with the scary white coats..

Everything is white here.

The boy hugs himself..because he's the only one that would hug him..he tries to give himself comfort..or at least tries to stop his shaking..tries to stop the pain in his chest..tries the stop the throbbing in his head. Those people..in the scary white coats weren't nice. Their hands were cold when they grabbed him..their gazes harsh..or excited..but he doesn't know why they're excited..well..only one of them looked excited..

And that was the man with the stitches in his face. He doesn't like that man..His hands were the coldest..and the stitches scared him. What if that man tries to stitch his face?! The boy whimpers at the thought...but..at least that man didn't seem afraid of him..

Everyone else is and he can't blame them.

His pale blue eyes look for a place to hide..a place where he can feel safe..They fall under the white bed..but Ragnarok says monsters live under there..So his eyes search this room..till they fall on the corner next to the door..It's not the best place..but he can't hold out any longer. He runs to this small space..his little legs almost giving out on him but he makes it..He sits in the corner and hugs his legs to his chest..because he is the only one that would hug a monster like him.

Crona wails..no longer sobbing..he's wailing as he pushes his head into his knees..Gripping himself tighter as he lets all his sorrow out..all his guilt..He can't look at his hands..no..they're stained with blood..

That's why he's here..because all he does is destroy..yet..yet..

He destroys but his mother left him for the cops to take. Crona knows this is all a part of her plan for him that she never really tells him about..She just does as she pleases..tells him what he's to do..

But he didn't want to kill those people.

Crona trembles..those tears falling harder..He hasn't stopped crying since he was taken by the cops..He didn't stop when they washed the blood off of him..he didn't stop as he was taken to his new home..this place..the place they told him the name..but he forgot. He's forgotten a lot of things..just because he doesn't want to remember them..

But he can never forget what he did.

This room..this room is no better then the room Medusa use to lock him in when he did something wrong..or when he failed her..The only difference between that room..and this one..Is that this one is covered in light..while the other in darkness..with his father's head rotting up the air..

But now he deserves darkness..he doesn't deserve light..a monster like him..no..

Crona's chest hurts from his crying..his throat is raw from all his wailing and screaming..his eyes swollen and puffy..his nose running..he keeps wailing, and wailing, and-

"Would you stop fucking crying?! Damn, it's like you have a never ending supply of fucking tears!" Ragnarok suddenly appears in front of the small boy..He's glaring at him. "I'm getting fucking sick of hearing it!"

"I-I'm sorry R-Ragnarok but..b-but I just c-can't stop!" Crona wipes the tears that keep coming. " I-I killed Sofia! I t-took her life!..I took her whole family's life..their blood is on my hands.." he sniffles more. "..Sofia t-trusted me..she was a-always nice to me..and s-she liked me..I-I stabbed her.."

"Crona you fucking had to..Medusa gave you the order-"

"..D-Does that make it any better..?" Crona looks down at his hands that are trembling. "..M-My hands still have her blood..Medusa told me to kill those people..but I'm the one who k-killed them. I killed little Sofia.." Crona hugs himself tighter. "I'm a demon.."

"..." Ragnarok frowns slightly at watching this boy tremble..at watching the tears fall down his face..he also frowns at how soft his voice is..how weak he sounds. "Crona-"

That's when the door opens.

Crona looks up from his hands..only to squeak in horror as he backs as far into the corner as he can..His eyes shaking as that stitched face man closes the door behind him. The man with the stone eyes looks over at the pinked haired boy..his face is blank..a note book in his hand.

"Well hello Crona.." the scary man speaks almost boredly as he walks closer to the boy..only to stop when he sees how Crona's teeth are chattering. "I'm not going to hurt you. I'm your doctor Crona, I'm only going to help you. Do you remember my name Crona?"

The small boy shakes his head quickly..his teeth still chattering.

"I'm Dr. Stein. Remember you saw me earlier today? There's nothing to be afraid of...you'll be seeing me a lot while you're here..so don't be so scared..I'm your friend." This man gives him a warm smile..but Crona's slightly afraid those stitches will rip.

"What.." Crona swallows..trying to calm himself down. "..W-What happened to y-your face?..I mean! I-it's just..that's..that's.." he can't make up for what he said.

This man blinks at him..his hand slowly reaching up to his face..and touching the stitches as if he didn't know they were already there..Crona sees it..the way this man's lips twitch..his fingers moving oddly-

Stein takes a deep breath..and lets it out..his mouth stops twitching..and his fingers stay still.

"Everything in the world is an experimental test subject Crona.." His voice is odd. "..of course that includes myself as well."

Ragnarok glares at this man..his eyes lighting up a bit as he steps closer to Crona..his piercing eyes boring into this doctor. " What the fuck is he talking about? Experimental test subject?" He glances at Crona..and that glare deepens for this man.

"N-No more experiments.." Crona's eyes get watery at that..a fear in his eyes at the word.

"Forget about that Crona." Stein coughs into his hand before he opens up that notebook." No experiments..just questions ok?"

"Q-Questions?" Crona grips his hair. "I d-don't know how to deal with questions!"

Because no one has ever asked him anything. His mother only told him what to do..gave him a command to complete..His mother never asked him how he felt..never asked anything about him..If he cried..she didn't ask why..No, no one asks him anything..

She just tells him what to do.

"These questions are simple Crona. There is no right or wrong answer. You just have to be honest with me." Stein walks a bit closer..Crona tenses..but his teeth have stopped chattering..Ragnarok gets closer to the small boy.

"O-Okay.." Crona is still uncertain..What if he says something Medusa wont like? He doesn't want her to be mad at him..he couldn't deal with her cold tone right now..

"You're a young boy correct?" Stein's stone eyes bore into the boy that tensed up.

"..I suppose so.." Crona mumbles..looking down a little.

"Why was it that on the crime scene..you were wearing a dress?" Stein gets out his pencil. "The police thought you were a young girl, not in till I examine you did I know myself. So why were you wearing that dress?"

Crona's gaze shifts a moment in his thinking..thinking what he should say..and what he shouldn't..Crona takes a deep breath. "I want to be a girl."

"And why's that?"

Crona doesn't respond.

" I won't press that for now." Stein watches as Crona's shoulders relax. "Tell me about your mother."

"M-My mother?" Crona frowns..looking at his feet.

"Yes, what was she like to you?"

Crona doesn't respond.

"..Did your mother ever hit you Crona? It's ok..be honest with me. Did she ever hurt you..? or touch you in a odd way that felt strange?"

Ragnarok gives this man a odd look..Crona's frown deepens as he looks up at the doctor.. "..She never touched me." He looks down ..because he feels his eyes water.

"Ah, neglect." Stein writes something down in his note book..a growl admits from Ragnarok's throat..The man said that like he just won fucking Bingo, not like he cares that this boy was neglected..he's just happy he figured it out. Ragnarok is getting pissed.

Crona doesn't respond to that as Stein looks at him. "Tell me Crona..did the Brumley's hurt you in any way? Did they hurt you, or did someone touch you oddly?"

"N-No! The Brumley's w-were really nice to me.." Crona whips his head up. "T-They always smiled at me..and t-they let me hold Sofia when she was born.."

"Then why did you kill them?" Stein's voice is pressing..Crona tensing up badly.

"I-I-"

"They must have done something to make you snap...did you have any violent thoughts about the Brumley family before the incident? or did it all happen then?"

"P-Please..I don't w-want to answer anymore q-questions-"

"Is it that you were jealous of Sofia? Your mother neglected you, so you considered the Brumley's as your family..but when the baby came along they gave her more attention didn't they? It made you angry? it drove you crazy?" Stein's getting a odd look in his eyes. " You killed them all because you were jealous weren't' you? Jealous of the family they had and you don't-"

"N-No! I-I didn't kill them because of that! I w-was happy for them!" Crona starts to cry. "P-Please..n-no more..n-no more."

"Or maybe it was the fact Sofia was a girl. She was a girl like you wanted to be, and she got attention from her mother, something you didn't get-"

"He said fucking no more you son of a bitch!" Crona's body twists..his eyes getting wide..changing as he roars at this man..His expression going to a scowl.

Stein blinks.

"Oh my what is-" Stein starts..only to get punched in the face by this little boy..he's sent back a couple steps..falling on his butt..his glasses getting knocked off his face..the hit might have caught the doctor off guard..

But that's not the strength a 5 year old could have.

"There's fucking more where that came from ass hole! When Crona says no more, he fucking means no more!" The little boy is fuming..his eyes glaring at this man with rage he didn't have a second ago.

Stein just stands up..picking his glasses off the floor..he puts them back on..one of the lens are cracked..his bangs covering his eyes. "Interesting..what are you?..a alternate personality?..That would explain a lot.."

"I'm no fucking alternate personality. I'm Fucking Ragnarok and don't you forget it bitch." Crona snarls. "Now get the fuck out of here before I 'experimentally' rip all those stitches out your face!"

"A alternate personality with anger issues and a violent nature..." Stein hums but he turns his back on the small boy and starts to walk out of the room. "I'll leave you alone for today Crona..but I'll have some more questions for you tomorrow..along with Ragnarok."

"Fuck you." Crona gives him his middle finger as the man walks out of the rom..and shuts the door behind him..The small boy makes a squeak as Ragnarok comes out of his body..The raven haired boy still glaring at where the man was standing. "Can you fucking believe that guy Crona? like-" Ragnarok turns around..only to see Crona burying his head in his knees..his shoulders shaking in his muffled sobbing. Ragnarok frowns again..but this small boy doesn't see it. "Crona what the fuck you crying about now-"

"I d-don't like it here!" He wails..gripping his hair. "The p-people in the white coats are mean...Dr. S-Stein is scary and he asks questions that make m-my head and chest hurt. E-Everything is too bright yet empty..T-That scary man said he would come back with m-more questions tomorrow and I c-can't deal with them! I-I don't know what's going to happen to me..t-they could want to kill m-me for all I know! b-but worse of all.." he sniffles. "I-it reminds me..o-of how much of a demon I really a-am..they l-locked me away..and t-they look at me with fear..blood is on m-my hands..I-I'll always be here for m-my sins..n-no one will see me more then a demon..t-they will see my sins..and t-that's all they'll see..I-I'm a demon, I'm a-"

"Crona shut the fuck up!" Ragnarok roars..the small boy stops speaking immediately..and whimpers at the dark glare the older boy is giving him. "You didn't fucking kill those people! I did! it was me, not fucking you! I'm the one that picked up the knife, I'm the one that fucking massacred them. The blood is on my fucking hands and I'm fine with it. You didn't kill that baby either...I'm the one that stabbed it..you handed the knife over to me. Your no monster Crona..you've never killed a fucking thing, it's always been me!" Ragnarok takes deep breaths. "I know this place sucks ass but you have to fucking deal with it! What's the point in crying about it? Your tears aren't going to change anything..just fucking stop blaming yourself for all this shit. You know I took over your body..and here you are, crying for those people I killed and have you seen me shed one tear? Fucking no. Because I don't give a shit. It pisses me off the blame is on you Crona..but really it's on me." Ragnarok doesn't look at the boy..his voice dark. "You call yourself a demon..well, fucking look at me!" He motions to his see through body..to the scowl on his face..to the rage in those piercing blue eyes. "Your not the fucking demon Crona.." His voice gets odd. "I am."

Crona looks at him with wide eyes..this is the most this boy has ever said to him..Crona's crying has stopped..those blue eyes bright as he stares at this older boy..

"I'm fucking going." Ragnarok snarls..about to fade away-

"..I don't think y-you're a demon." Crona's soft voice gets him to pause.

"Oh?" The raven haired boy's voice is still dark.

"..Y-Yeah.." Crona's gaze shifts. "Y-You..y-you aren't the nicest..but y-your always there for me w-when I need you..y-you protect me..y-you pushed me on the swing..a-and you always come when I cry..e-even though it might just be because I'm annoying y-you..at least you c-come. E-Even when you hit me..I-I can't help but to f-feel like I'm not alone..y-your growls and cusses and hits are scary..b-but it lets me know I'm not alone...it reminds me i'm really here...I-I know you don't care a-about me..but that doesn't make you a demon. A demon wouldn't p-protect me..a demon wouldn't have pushed me on the swings.." Crona takes a deep breath. "..So no..I don't think you're a demon Ragnarok..you're my..y-you're my guardian."

Ragnarok stares at him blankly for a moment..Crona shifts under his gaze being a bit uncomfortable..that's when the raven haired boy starts walking towards him..He reaches out his hand, Crona flinching and close his eyes, thinking he's about to get hit..

He feels a gentle hand on the top of his head..causing Crona to open his eyes..looking up at Ragnarok who is ruffling his hair.

"Way to go all gay on me Crona." The older boy grins at the way Crona beams at this his touch..Ragnarok suddenly puts Crona in a head lock, rubbing his knuckles in boy's scalp, getting Crona to wine and struggle. "I didn't know you liked my punches Crona, maybe I should give you some more!""

"O-Ow! t-that's not w-what I meant Ragnarok!" Crona wines still struggling with him.

"Fine then I'll just take my fucking punches and-" Ragnarok lets go of him..only for the small boy to grab a hold of his arm.

"D-Don't go!" Crona trembles. "I-I need you..if y-you want to punch me go ahead..j-just don't leave me."

Ragnarok blinks.

"Stop being a dumb ass Crona." Ragnarok knocks the boy on the forehead when his eyes started to water, but it's not that hard. "You said it your fucking self. I'm your fucking guardian. So stop worrying. I won't let that fucking Stein guy hurt you. You're my fucking bitch, if anyone tries to hurt you, you know I'll beat the shit out of them."

"R-Ragnarok.." Crona looks at him with wide eyes.

"Now don't fucking look at me like that and don't expect me to be all gay with you again. I'm only doing this because your fucked up. I don't need you fucking losing it and having to deal with more shit." Ragnarok stands up. "..I can't promise you I'll be a good guy. I can't promise you I'll be what you fucking want. I can't promise I'll be here all the fucking time." He looks over at the little boy. "But I can promise that I won't fucking leave you completely. I'm stuck to your bitchy ass."

"Y-you'll never leave me?" Crona sniffles.

"It's not like I have a fucking choice." Ragnarok snaps..getting Crona to tense and look down. "..but no, I'll never leave you. I'll always fucking be here, whether you like it or not."

"I-I like it.." Crona gives him a smile when Ragnarok looked over at him. "I'll never be alone.."

"Your such a sappy bastard." Ragnarok shakes his head..but he turns his body..To hide that semi crooked smile.

"A-Am not!-" Crona gets up to protest..but when he looks up..

Ragnarok is gone.

"..R-Ragnarok?" Crona frowns and takes a step forward..he tries calling him again..Ragnarok always comes when he calls..

But the raven haired boy doesn't show up.

There's a panic in this small boy as he turns around..only to see his shadow staring back at him..There's tears falling down it's face..and when Crona touches his own cheek..

He's crying too.

The room is suddenly engulfed in darkness..little Crona sinking into this thick liquid..with no one to help him..

Ragnarok's still not answering his call.

Crona feels nothing as blackness takes over his vision..he falls for some time..this black stuff isn't suffocating him..but it's thick..and he's sinking deep..

The small boy falls onto something hard..a splashing sound is heard.. Crona opens his eyes..to see he's laying on something wooden..He frowns at the sun beating down on him as he forces himself into a sitting position. He cant' help but to gasp..

He's surrounded by black water..floating on a small piece of wood..that seems like it could sink at any moment. He doesn't like it here..Crona looks around this place..looking for a island..a place of safety..

But there's nothing but black water.

Crona hugs his knees to his chest..feeling the panic set in..he's going to die..he's never going to find his way out, he's-

His shadow comes out from underneath him..taking up the rest of this small board of wood that's keeping this small Crona afloat. He stares at his shadow..as it opens it's mouth and..

It screams..but it's not Crona's scream..

It's Ragnarok's.

Little Crona's eyes get wide..as he stares into this shadow's eyes..he sees it all..He sees the boy in pain..Medusa smirking over the thrashing boy..He hears Ragnarok's words..he sees everything..

Crona is consumed in light.

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The room is silent..as Crona twists a little in his bed..turning and whimpering in his sleep..till he goes still..

His pale blue eyes slowly open..they're out of focus and haunted..his fingers twitching..that mad smile on his face..

Suddenly..his eyes focus..they get duller..but they lose that haunted look. His shoulders slump and his fingers stop twitching..that mad smile has been replaced with a frown..his blue eyes light up in concern..

"R-Ragnarok.."

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A fire burns lightly a couple feet away..shadows being cast on the polished floors..they're clean..they aren't contaminated..The fire is nice..but it's not what's lighting this small room..

It's the large gem in the middle of it that's making this room so bright.

Maka blinks at this room..this fire place room as she sits in that familiar chair..the black liquid is gone. It's not up to her waist anymore..it's just completely gone. The floors look as if there was never that black guck in here..This room still has the spider webs..and the fire is still black..but the floors are clean..and when Maka looks at the bright, tear shaped gem in this room now..she can't help the feeling in her chest..the feeling of familiarness..the feeling of light, of safety.. "Wow.." Maka whistles..still looking around in amazement. "..The angel's tear really cleaned this place up!-"

"The angel's tear didn't do this dumb ass!" That voice snarls getting Maka to look to her left..that other girl is in the cage still..Maka sees the crack has grown but this girl is no longer mutated. She looks just as Maka does..though her green orbs are full of hate..Her hands gripping the bars tightly, her teeth grinding. "That little stunt you pulled back on Abaco did this! I mean look at me!" The girl motions to her eyes that are no longer black, to her skin that isn't a sickly green color, to her nose that is wart free. "I look hideous!"

"Hey I resent that." Maka glares at this girl. "You look good..you look just like-"

"You! I know! I hate you so much for this! Why would I want to look like the girl that..that..saved people?!" This other girl makes a gagging sound. "You make me sick!..you saved all those people on the ship! and if that wasn't enough, you had to heal that little boy of his cancer! I'd rather have my eyes craved out with a spoon then having to see that shit! We are evil! We do not go around, all willy nilly and heal people! We fucking kill! Destroy!"

Kami's soft smile flashes through Maka's mind..before she closes her eyes.

"..It doesn't have to be that way."

"Oh what? Now your Ms. good guy? Just people you saved those people doesn't mean your forgiven for all the wrong you have done! All those people from the circus are still dead! Nothing can wash their blood from off your hands..you can't fool me Maka. I'm you after all..even though it sickens me to no end, I'm you. I know what you want..that you want to destroy-"

"I want to avenge my mother." Maka puts a hand to her heart..Crona's mad smile rearing it's ugly head into her mind. "..Nothing more." Her voice is no more then a whisper.

"You won't be able to avenge her by saving people." The girl grunts. "The more clean you are, the weaker you are. A witch is evil. A good witch is a waste...that is why your mother was so weak-"

"Don't fucking talk about my mother." Maka snarls, standing up from her seat.

"I hate you! I hate you so much!" This girl screams before hitting her head against the cage. "You..you're a disgrace! Helping people..ugh..and you have me in this fucking cage!.." Her eyes look over to the tear drop in this room. "..and your such a dumb ass. Your too trusting..what if this tear had killed you like that witch hunter said? You just swallowed it.."

"What other choice did I have?" Maka looks away from her as she looks at the tear. "I'm alive now aren't I?"

"Not for long if you keep being stupid." That girl snarls. "You must get rid of that crazy boy! He will end up killing you since you won't release me! He's got his eyes on you..he cant' be trusted.." The girl looks at her seriously." Neither can that ghost boy. They are Medusa's pawns, being used to bring you down. You can't trust anyone but yourself..You can only trust me."

"Fuck that." Maka grunts. "You just want me to be a psycho bitch and kill everyone."

"That's because you are a psycho bitch!" The girl protest. "..Maka..I'm all you have yet you lock me in this cage...don't you know? don't you know that-"

Suddenly there's a crack beside them..getting the other girl to pause..as they both look over. The tear is..cracking?..it lights up brightly, Maka having to cover her eyes as the crack in the tear becomes larger..Till it just completely falls apart...something steps out of the broken tear..it crunches under his feet as the light recedes back into this person..Maka being able to see again..

Only for a face she doesn't recognize to be mere inches from her own..Maka gasps and takes a step back. "So we finally meet again!" This boy beams..this boy that she's never seen in her life. He's a bit taller then her..his skin soft looking..almost like it has it's own glow to it. His green eyes are bright..yet there's a deep sadness in them that she doesn't understand. His smile is warm..He's dressed in a white robe..

"Ugh not this guy." The other girl groans and bangs her head against the cage.

"You know him?" Maka raises an eye brow..the girl opens her mouth-

"What a nice little place you got here.." The boy chimes getting both girls to look at him as his bright green eyes look around..his smile falters slightly when he sees the spider webs. "Oh my..well it could use a bit of cleaning..but nothing too bad! I can help you get this place sparkling-"

"Get out of here you fucker!" That girl growls, hitting her fist against the cage...but the boy ignores her.

"Yes, this place is the perfect size..I'll fit right in!" He beams as he points at the broken glass of the tear on the floor..it makes it's self into a chair..He dust it off..humming a tune to himself..

"Uh dude.." Maka blinks. "..What are you doing?"

"Getting my stuff set up! I want to be comfortable if I'm going to be staying with you!"

"Ugh..hold up there." Maka puts her hands up. "..This room is already a bit crowded..two of us is enough I-"

"You won't even notice I'm here." He smiles at her as he sits in this glass chair. "I promise!"

The room gets quiet..as both of these girls stare at the boy..one with her eye brow raised..the other with a glare. He just smiles at them..not speaking..it's really awkward..

"..Who the hell are you again?" Maka frowns slightly..when the boy disappears..

Only to reappear right in front of her face, getting her to jump. "I've waited so long for this..now that you have found me..I can.." He reaches out a hand to touch her..

Out of reflex she grabs it to stop him..a defense she's gotten..but as soon as she touched his skin..it burned her. She cries in pain as she quickly lets go of him..looking down at her hand that's now sticky looking..The skin is peeling...this boy burnt the shit out of her..her hand is really red.

"Oh my. You shouldn't have done that." The boy frowns and looks at her hand with a concern. "Don't you know what I am? You must never touch me...you can't touch me. It's sad really."

"What the fuck did you do?" Maka growls..moving away from this boy..her glare is dark. "Who the fuck are you?..how the hell did you get in here?"

This boy beams..he's way too happy. "You should know who I am! you drunk my tear after all!"

Maka blinks as she takes in this boy again with the white robe..a warm smile on his face..and his green eyes too bright..He's looking at her expectantly.

"You're the..first guardian angel?" Maka blinks when his smile gets bigger. "..Where's your wings?"

"Wings?" The boy looks at her a bit oddly. "Why should I have wings? I'm not a bird! I'm a angel!"

"I. Hate. This. Guy. " The other girl bangs her head against the bars with every word.

"Yeah I know but..never mind." Maka sighs as she rubs her temples. "This is probably just my madness being fucking weird again..now I'm seeing 'wingless' angel's. what's next? flying pigs?"

"I assure you, I am not apart of madness! I would never be a part of something so sinful and destructful." This boy shakes his head.

"I really, really hate this guy."

"Yeah, yeah whatever. Your just some stupid illusion. You can leave now." Maka turns her back on this boy and closes her eyes...she's tried of things not making sense..she's tried of everything..of not knowing..of something always fucking happening.

"..How can you say that when you have drunken my tear?" She can hear the frown in his voice. "..You should have felt me..you should know me..it is the tear I shed for you after all."

"What?" Maka opens her eyes and turns to look over at this boy..her eye brow raised. "If your really the guardian angel, then you shed that tear for the lost of immortality..for the curse of the human race."

"Correct." He nods. "I shed it for you. The lost of you."

"Ok now your not making any fucking sense." Maka growls a bit in her irritation...the other girl is silent.

"I'm making perfect sense!" The boy seems confused.

"No your not. Your saying you shed that tear for me but one, I wasn't around when Adam and eve were alive, two, you said you shed it for the lost of immortality..so why the hell are you saying you shed it for me?" Maka blinks at how this boy frowns.

"Of course you were there when Adam and eve were! You always have been here! You were what was taken from the human race..I shed that tear for you..and ever since I've been waiting for you to come and collect it..waiting for you to start your destiny."

"..I'm really not following you dude." Maka rubs her temples. "I got that tear to give me more time to live..so I could avenge my mother, I have no idea what your fucking talking about...I still don't know why your fucking here either."

"..You..you didn't get the tear to start your destiny?" The boy blinks..a frown coming to his face.

"..Uh no? Like I said..your not making any sense."

"I am making perfect sense..you are just not listening." The boy sighs. "When you saw my tear..didn't you feel me?..and when you drunk it..didn't you feel me then?"

"I don't-" Maka stops..thinking about that familiar feeling she got as she got closer to the tear...how she had a hope in her heart..and when the tear went past her throat..the familiar feeling was overbaring..It was warm..even when she saw the panic in Ragnarok's eyes..she wasn't afraid..

"You did, didn't you?" The boy smiles a bit at that. "But if what your saying is true, and we don't know each other..how do I feel familiar?"

Maka whips her head up..did he just read her mind-

"Yes." He chuckles. "But even if I couldn't, your face is like a book my dear. I can see what your thinking through your eyes."

"..Who in the hell are you..?" Maka looks at this person with wide eyes..it's true..she's never seen this boy in her life..but there's a familiarness in her heart that she can't deny.

"My name is Custos. I am the first guardian angel for I had a love for Adam and eve. They are the ones that disobeyed god..and they deserved what they got but I couldn't help but cry when their immortal life was taken away.." He locks eyes with her. "When you were taken away."

"..Are you trying to say that I'm...eternal life?" Maka blinks.

"Yes. You are the life that was taken from the human race.." His voice gets serious. "Also the death that was given to them."

"Dude..you talking crazy." Maka crosses her arms. "..I'm a person. You see this, I'm not anything crazy.." Maka looks over at her other self that is banging her head against the cage still and frowns. ".I may be a witch but-"

"When god took you away, he didn't destroy you completely...for Adam and Eve still lived..they still had life. Our lord is a merciful god..He knew how the curse of dying would effect the world..He knew the curse of losing immortality would make human's turn hostile and violent just to keep the short life they have..He knew humans would create so many problems on their own..that they would destroy themselves, because god is all powerful and all knowing." This boy gets really close to her. "..That is why he made you."

"..I don't know if you heard me, but I'm a witch. I'm not from fucking god-"

"That is your curse." He cuts her off..getting her to look at him.

"..What?"

"Maka you are life. You have a pure heart..just as Adam and eve were pure..and they had immortality..but when they sinned, they lost you..and you were cursed..life would end up killing people now..Because everyone has to die." His voice is serious. "..Life has been contaminated..so it took the form of something that also is contaminated.." He points at her. "A witch."

"..Your freaking me out..I'm not going to lie here.." Maka frowns deeply and takes a step back when he took a step forward.

"Don't you see? You have a dark side.." He looks into her eyes..and she hears that other girl roar. "This side is the witch in you..this side is the witch of death." He points to her heart. "You also have this side. A side that heals, cares, and nurtures life. You are the witch of life..and the witch of death...because now, because of Adam and Eve's sin..you cant' have one with out the other."

"..I think..I think i'm just going crazy right now..i'm just a witch..a witch with a fucked up other side but i'm no..witch of life and death. I'm just me." Maka looks down at her hands..her eyes are starting to shake-

"Your different from the other witches..i'm sure you notice." Custos takes a step forward again. "You healed the boy of cancer..how do you suppose you did that?"

'i'm a witch dumb ass. It's called powers." Maka grumbles.

"You don't know much do you?"

This gets her to glare at him..but he doesn't seem effected.

"You have the ability to heal anything..giving life to both the mind and the spirit. That is why you are able to touch your ghost friend..why you were able to hold that ghost girl. Life gives you strength..helping that little girl and boy felt good didn't it?..but when you destroyed or killed, that darker side of yours got a bit stronger didn't she? Don't you see now?"

Maka isn't listening to him. She won't believe it.

"You have been seeing memories in your sleep!" He speaks quickly when she almost tuned him out..she tenses. "..That doesn't happen to any other witches..you can see moments in people's lives easily..because you are life. You were always there..both in life and in death. You can see anyone's life..that is why you see the past of people you care about, or people you have come into contact with...you must believe what I say my dear! Don't try to brush this off..you must listen to me..i've waited a long time to talk with you..i've been watching you since you were born..but I was told I could not speak to you till you drunk my tear. Now i'm here..and i'm here to give you a message."

Maka takes in all he just said..with wide eyes..could she really be..life?..and death?..is that why..in the memories she saw..she was always just standing there?..just watching? Instead of ever seeing the memory through someone's eyes..she always saw the memeory with her own..like she was there..but she wasnt.. Maka turns to look at this boy..this angel..Her wide eyes tell him all he needs to know.

"God has great hope for you Maka..that you will choose life and protect it.." Custos..takes a deep breath. "But in the end the choice is yours."

"What do you mean?"

"..You can either choose life..or death...There are two things that you could become.." He looks at he seriously. "..You could be the witch of life..you could heal the sick and bring harmony to this troubled world..or.." He puts a hand to his heart. "..You could be the witch of death..and if you chose death..you will be the one to wipe the whole human race out..you won't stop till ever single one is dead." He walks so he's right in front of her. "..But the choice is always yours my dear. It's your choice in the end what you will be.." The angel looks away from her. "God has blessed you with the ability to choose."

Maka can't even..wrap her head around this..God..choosing her..her being life?...and death? How..how is that even possible?..This can't be real..it can't be.

"But be sure to be careful.." His voice gets her out of her thorughts..his green eyes are baring into hers. "..Some people are trying to make the choice for you..don't let them.." the boy is getting faded. "..You can either be a blessing to the world.." He disappears. "..or a curse."

"Wait!" Maka screams and runs to where he was standing..her mind is throbbing..everything is spinning.. "I thought were staying! I need to know more!"

"I can't tell you any more." His voice sounds around..but she can't see him. "I am staying here..but I can not interfere with you any more for now. I'm not allowed to push you towards any choice..be it life or death. I am your guardian..I will stay with you to the end as long as you have my tear..after all..I shed it for you." She can hear the smile in his voice. "..The choice is always yours my dear."

"Please..just explain this to me more.." Maka pleads..but he doesn't answer her..though she still feels that familiar presence.

"So you finally know what we are dumb ass." That other girl grunts, getting Maka to look at her..She looks almost bored. " Don't listen to that' angel's 'The choice is yours' bull shit. Death always beats life in the end. Death is the one that consumes life..you don't stand a chance Maka. I will be the last one standing...but you see I care for the same thing you do..at least when it comes to our mother. I am the one that gives you the power you need to fight. I am the one that has gotten you this far. So let me out.. so I can destroy you completely..then you'll be what you were made to be. "She crackles madly. "Evil."

"N-No.." Maka trembles..gripping her hair..how can this be..possible? How can she be something as strong as life or death?..what if she dies?..does that mean everything just stops-

"Life and death can never die even though you can. "That boy answers her. "You dying won't change anything..things will just go as they have been. You are the only witch that will ever be life and death, if you die, you die..but the world will never change. Just like, for example, if a witch of wind dies, does the wind disappear? No, it doesn't. The witch of death will change it for the worse..while you will make it better..will give the world a break from their curse."

"Just let me the fuck out." That girl growls as she hits the cage.

"Hell no! Now that I know what you are i'm never letting you fucking out! You'll rot in there you bitch." Maka growls..though she's still not sure how all this shit is really happening..She's hoping it's all a bad dream..

She means, God planning this? Her choice? She's the witch of life and death?..

No, it's fucking insane.

"Oh really?" The girl's voice is smug. "I'm sure you'll be letting me out sooner then you think..someone you care about is about to be gone forever."

"What are you-" Maka then feels it..the dread that grips her heart..her stomach drops to her feet..she feels sick..

Something is terribly...terribly..wrong..

That's when she hears the scream..it's far away..but she knows that voice..oh, how she knows that voice..

It's Ragnarok..he's screaming..Ragnarok never screams..it rings through this small room..hurting her ears..making her heart drop to her feet..

"Ragnarok!" Maka says his name..and the room fades away..

---

Maka shoots up in bed..her eyes wide..she's panting..she's sweating but she quickly gets out of bed and runs out of the room..

She forgets about life and death..forgets about the guardian angel and her so called 'destiny'..

Her mind belongs to the raven haired boy with the crooked smile.

---

Pain.

That word can not describe what Crona is feeling right now. He can barely move...It's like he's been away from his body..floating above it..only for gravity to be turned back on..he fell, and he fell fast, crashing into himself. Crona was not ready for his body..it feels different..like it isn't his body any more. His body is slow to respond to his brain's wishes..he tries moving some fingers..a pain shooting up in his head but he grinds his teeth..and bares it..

The pain is good..it tells him he's back..that this isn't a dream..he's really back..He's not lost in that god aweful black sea..He's not just a small, scared little boy..not just a shadow that can only watch his deeds and cry..

He's Crona..and he's back.

"Oh my..well this is a surprise." That dark voice coos as Crona forces himself up on the bed..it feels like all his muscles are ripping a part in defiance..as if his body it's self is trying to push him away..to get rid of him, send him back to that sea..Crona pants deeply..sweat dripping off his brow..his body is trembling..his bangs covering his eyes. He doesn't want to look at this boy..he doesn't want to look at what he's become..so he doesn't. " I thought for sure you were lost forever.."

"..A-A old friend helped m-me find the way." Crona grips his fist..thinking about the boy with the piercing blue eyes..that always mad expression..he thinks of the boy that's always been there. "N-Now it's my turn.." Crona grinds his teeth as he moves his legs over to the side of the bed..his body is fighting with him..but he won't give up..he's come this far. He can't help but to whimper when his legs touch the floor..and he tries to put weight on them..to stand..only for his legs to buckle..and for him to fall on his hands and knees before this..thing.

"Now it's your turn to do what? Do you really believe you can help Ragnarok? You saw what the witch did to him..He'll never make it out of it. Even if you some how do make it to him..you'll be too late. His sanity is thinnning..I can feel it. I can't honestly tell you if his mind will give before his spirit." This boy's voice is odd. "It will be a close call I say!"

"I-I can do something!..I-I have to help h-him..h-he's always been t-the one to save me..t-to hold me up when I c-couldn't go on anymore.." Crona bites his lip till it bleeds at the pain he feels as he forces himself to stand..his legs wobble..and he has to hold on to the bed so he doesn't fall..he's breathing so heavily..his body trembling. "N-Now it's my turn..to hold him up when he's down..now it's m-my turn to be the strong one..and I-I will be..for him. For my f-friend..my only friend."

"You give him too much credit." This boy grunts. "He's only been there for you because he had to. He was forced on you by Medusa remember? He has no choice. He was made her slave..he only protects you because of that fact." The boy coos..but Crona doesn't listen to him..he takes a deep breath as his legs finally steady..before he lets go of the bed..and starts to walk, each step sends a jolt of pain through his body..but he'll endure it..just like Ragnarok has endured so much for him.. "He's not your friend..he's only a poor unfortunate soul." This thing growls. "He doesn't care for you..did you forget all the things he did with Maka? Your love? Did you forget so easily that he claimed something that you wanted all to yourself?"

"That d-doesn't matter now.." Crona takes deep breaths as he forces himself to move..his eyes glaring with determination at the door.

"How doesn't it matter?!" This boy roars..Crona still won't look at him as he moves closer to the door. "He doesn't care for you! He's only-"

"B-Bull shit.." Crona stops to catch his breath..his eyes shaking but he's holding frim. "..R-Ragnarok..stood up for me to Medusa..h-he even punched her in the mouth!" His eyes get wide at that part. "A-And because he stood up for me..Medusa has hurt him..I-I have to save him. He truly cares for me..I-It's my turn.." Crona reaches a hand out to the door knob. "..T-To be the guardian-"

"Your no guardian!" The boy suddenly appears right in front of Crona..blocking the way out..forcing Crona to look at this thing..To look at the boy with the mad smile..with those sharp finger like nails..with the black blood pouring from him..covering where ever he walks..He looks this other boy in his haunting eyes. "Your a demon."

"I know.." Crona takes a step towards this boy..but that mad smile doesn't falter.

"You'll never stay sane long enough to get to him! And even if you did get to him what would you do? Medusa did this to him..you would never even say anything to her..You can never go against her..No, you will always be her puppet. Your to deep into this mess..and so is Ragnarok..Why even fight me?..This is what you are now..this is all that's left."

"N-No..i'm still here..i-i'm in control!" Crona pants..he's close enough that he's stepping into the black liquid.

"Not for long.." This boy giggles..he grabs Crona's face..trailing his long finger on his cheek. "You can't save Ragnarok..he'll be gone..and all you'll have is me..it will always be only me. Let me consume you completely Crona..i'll take all the pain away..it will be numbed by madness..and i'll hold you. You will be lost in your own little world and I will love you.." This other boy leans in..his face mere inches from Crona's. "Because i'm the only one who can."

"I'm n-not giving into you..y-you hurt people! Y-You hurt Maka.." Crona puts a hand to his heart..his whole body trembling. " Y-Your disgusting! Y-You..y-you made her bleed..She hates me now and i-it's because of you! Y-You said all those mean things about her mother..y-you made her cry!" Crona feels tears of anger at the corner of his eyes. "I hate you!"

"I love you." This boy gives him a mad smile. "Maka got what was coming to her..you liked the pain she was in..She betrayed you, slept with another man..the man you have never liked..and then had the balls to tell you that other boy can bang better!"

Crona tenses up badly...only for his gaze to shift away. "..B-Because i'm not good enough..s-she said so herself..i-if I was better..maybe a-all this wouldn't be happening..maybe s-she would love me..but i-i'm never enough..i-i'm just a..failure..I w-wasn't enough for Medusa..she h-had to give me Ragnarok..so I could be o-of use. I-It's my fault.."

"She's the slut..your just a poor unfortunate soul.." This boy sneers as he rubs Crona's cheek..cutting it. "Your enough for me. With my help you can make her suffer for her-"

"I don't w-want her to suffer!" Crona pushes him away. "I-I love her!-"

"But she doesn't love you." This boy cuts him off..Crona tenses. " She will continue to hurt you..but we could rip her heart out, take it for are own..I will give you all that you want..just give in to me."

"N-No." Crona swallows..before he pushes this boy out of his way. "Y-You won't touch her..i'm in control now..i-i'm going to save Ragnarok..and Maka..i'm.."

"She'll never forgive you." This other boy chuckles. "No, do you think she'll forgive you for breaking her ribs?..and speaking ill of her mother?..No, it wouldn't surprise me if she killed you on the spot."

Crona pauses..

"..I would deserve it." Crona opens the door. "..A monster doesn't deserve life."

He doesn't deserve Maka.

He doesn't deserve anything but hell.

"Your making a mistake." The boy sighs as Crona forces himself out of the room. "If you continue this..you'll see a sight that will break you completely. If you give into me now..I promise it will be painless..but if you fight me..you will be put through hell."

Crona thinks about the tears in Maka's eyes..the blood coming out of her mouth as he pressed on her ribs..breaking them..hears her cry of agony..sees the look of fear in her eyes..

"I'm already in it." Crona shuts the door in that other boy's face..he walks as fast as he can..ignoring his pain as he follows the connection Ragnarok and him share to find him..

He just hopes he isn't too late for his old friend.

---

"His time is running out." That girl chuckles as Maka bust out of her room. "Your not going to make it."

Maka isn't listening to this girl any more...She follows the scream, almost tripping over herself she's running so fast, her eyes are wide..this fear getting deeper and deeper..

Ragnarok..

She can't lose him. He's the one that smacks some sense into her..he's the one that understands her..He's the one that protects both her and Crona..holds their heads up high so they don't drown..

Without him, Crona and Maka will surely fall.

Maka picks up the pace as his screams get louder..she's getting closer..please..please may she not be to late..

Please don't be gone Ragnarok.

Maka stops in front of two large doors..only for her heart to drop..

The screaming has stopped. It's dead quiet.

She uses her power and the doors fling open..Revealing a sight she will never forget..that will always haunt her..The boy Ragnarok possessed..is laying in the middle of this dark room full of books..His body is in a odd position as if he's been twisting..His eyes are closed..his brown hair covering his face..his chest barely moving up and down..You would think that not hearing him scream would make her feel better..but it doesn't..no..it makes her feel worse.. He looks so dead..so..broken..

Maka can no longer feel Ragnarok..She can't sense him..

"Your too late." That voice crackles..getting her heart to plummet..getting her stomach to twist into knots..as she stares at this limp boy.

"Ragnarok...?" Her voice is soft..too soft..it's shaking..her body is trembling..

The boy doesn't respond.

"It's over!" that girl laughs so loud. "He's finally completely dead! he's gone!"

"Ragnarok!" Maka screams and runs ot this boy..no..no this can't be happening..it can't be.. She skids to a stop by his side..she's on her knees.." Ragnarok..come on..get up.." She shakes him slightly..but he's unresponsive. " Hey ass hole..stop messing around!" Maka snaps..even though she knows he isn't messing around..her voice cracked..she doesn't feel the boy at all. "..Ragnarok please..you..you can't be gone..how..how did this happen?..you can't leave me.." She gently holds the boy in her arms..and when he doesn't respond..a rage over takes her. "Open your eyes, damn it! Come back here and fucking cuss me out! Call me a dumb ass! Punch me right in the face!" Maka shakes this boy roughly..but his head only moves back and forth limply..

She still doesn't feel his soul..Ragnarok..Ragnarok is gone..The boy with the crooked smile is gone. The boy that would punch her before he hugged her is gone. The boy that excepts her is gone. The boy that always protected her is gone..

"R-Ragnarok..Ragnarok no.." Maka trembles..she stops shaking..just to hold this boy's limp body closer..but this isn't Ragnarok..it's just a body..and now it doesn't even have his soul. "You can't..you can't just be gone! After everything we've been though together! After all the shit we've had to take! Don't you know Crona needs you?..don't you know I need you?..how can you just..leave us? You've always been there..why are you leaving now? Why are you leaving now when we need you the most?..You can't..you can't be gone!" Maka grips this boy closer to her..as if that would bring him back..

"Your a annoying bitch you know that?"

"Yes, don't fucking call me that! I don't do nick names especially ones that sounds so gay." "Aw but Raggy!"

"You like making me feel like shit?..you like making me..feel?"

"Us?"..."us."

"It hurts doesn't it? Being reminded of the past..of the things you can no longer have.."

"Wipe that goofy ass smile off your face before I do it for you!"

"..Thank you.."

"All I know about fucking love is that I feel it for you..and you make me feel alive!"

Times in the past with Ragnarok flash through her mind..thinking of all the times he snapped on her..he hit her..thinking of all the times he gave her that crooked smile..all the times he held her, laughed with her, held her hand..kissed her..all the times he was there..

The tears fall freely..She's trembling as she holds this boy close to her..

"Please..p-please don't go.." Maka whimpers..before she looks up at the ceiling.." Ragnarokkk!" She wails his name in angst..in agony..

But he doesn't respond.

Maka leans her head against his forehead..and cries onto him..her heart is shattering..and the girl is banging on that cage..it won't hold much longer..

She feels lost...she feels like she just lost her hope..she just lost her friend..

She lost Ragnarok.

Her tears fall on this boy's face..drenching him..

That's when the body twitches..and then she feels it..

She feels Ragnarok..it's faint..but she feels it.

"Ragnarok?" Maka lifts her head up to look at the slightly moving boy in hope..her tears ceasing..

The boy's eyes shoot open..They're odd looking..out of focus..dilated..his face is so pale..he looks so tired..he grabs onto her suddenly..his grip is painful but she dare not push him off..

One look into those odd eyes..and a sharp pain is sent though her head..her vision becoming blurry..

Till everything fades away.

---

Maka goans as her eyes open..her head is still spinning..but it quickly stops as her eyes take in the boy in front of her..Ragnarok stands with his bare back to her..he's naked..Maka getting a glance of his small, muscular butt before he pulls up his boxers. She cant help her eyes, that move, taking in everything about him..On his back are bruises..cuts, scars..there's a cut on his lower back that still looks fleshy..it looks new..it looked like it hurts but as all the other cuts he's gotten..he's tooken care of them all himself. Maka frowns as the boy pulls up some black pants before he turns towards her..Ragnarok's chest isn't any better..he has a bandage wraping around his ribs..his tone stomach is poka-doted blue from all his bruises.

Maka feels her heart ache at seeing this boy..at seeing this boy that she thought she lost.. she knows this is only a memory..but just seeing this boy with the scar on his nose..the boy with that scowl on his face..She almost cries there. She wants to hold him..to heal him of his wounds..and just keep him in her arms. She would never let him get even close to fading away if she could help it..She would protect him just as he has always protected her..

"Ragnarok.." Maka speaks his name..even though she knows he can't hear her as she takes a step closer..wanting to feel him..but when she tries to put a hand on his chest..it goes through.

"This is finally the fucking day." The raven haired boy mumbles to himself as he puts on a black shirt..covering his bruised up chest. Maka takes in this outfit..and a major red flag is sent up..

This is the outfit Ragnarok always has on now..Could this be the day..the day that Ragnarok-

Maybe..maybe he's worn this outfit plenty of times..She hopes so..she doesn't want this happiness of seeing him again..to be destroyed as she watches him getting taken from her again..She doesn't want to see his death..not now..no..

She wats him to live.

Ragnarok has a blank look on his face as he looks at himself in the mirror..he has no expression, those piercing blue eyes hold a fire..yet a dullness..it's hard to explain..she's never seen him with that look in his eyes. Ragnarok takes a deep breath before he turns and walks right through her..going over to the door in this room..this room with the small bed..and torned up pieces of paper..they look like letters. Ragnarok opens the door and walks out..Maka following him...and she can't help the dread in her heart..She can't help to feel she doesn't want to be here..even though seeing this boy has lifted her spirits..She feels a darkness..

The raven haired boy takes a couple steps into this apartment's living room-

"Where the fuck do you think your going?" A voice growls to the left gettting her and Ragnarok to look over.

A younger version of Girko is sitting on the couch..glaring at this boy..his teeth are grit.

"Out." Ragnarok responds simply, no emotion in it as he turns his back on this boy and starts to walk towards the door-

"Oh no you fucking don't!" Girko stands up, getting Ragnarok to pause. "All this 'out' stuff is bull shit! You have fucking came home, bruised and beaten, too many times to be just 'some stupid people gettig on your nerves'. You never fought this much and you would never let your ass get handed to you! Not to mention the cops have been poking around here, asking about stolen shit.." Girko takes a deep breath. "..I know exactly where the fuck your going and i'm not going to let you do it..a friend of mine..saw you go into the ware house when he was selling some weed..Why in the fuck would you mess with Big Al?! His gang is the most ruthless mother fuckers there is! What makes you think that they'll actually except you into their gang! Your just a fucking kid! They're playing with you man! They're using you!"

"I know what i'm fucking doing. Mind your own damn business, and stop being in my shit. This is the last fucking thing I have to do before i'm in.." Ragnarok growls as he turns around. "And I need to get in."

"Mine my own damn business?! You are my fucking business ass hole! I'm not just going to stand here and watch you throw your life away! Did you not here a fucking thing I said? They don't care about you! They won't fucking put you in their gang, it wouldn't surprise me if you did this task for them and they killed you afterwards!" Girko takes steps towards Ragnarok..his eyes are on fire..but Maka sees his concern..his concern for this raven haired boy.

"They won't." Ragnarok speaks firmly as he turns around and glares at Girko. "..They treat me like fucking family. You have nothing to worry about, they won't kill me...once i'm in I can do what I was made to do. Avenge and destroy. They will help me do it, they will give me what I need, and be the fucking family I lost."

"Family?! Is that what this is about? They don't give a shit about you! They only care about the money you bring in! If you so much as fail them once, they'll kill you without blinking. That's not a family! "Girko gets so he's right in front of Ragnarok. "How could you do this shit without telling me? If you need help with something..with avenging and shit why didn't you come to me? I can fucking help you! Forget about Al's gang!"

"It's a little too late for that." Ragnarok speaks bluntly. "Even if I could leave..I wouldn't. You can't fucking help me with this. Only they can." Ragnarok turns to leave..but Girko grabs him.

"I'm not letting you do it..we could fake your death, get the fuck out of here, do something! They're going to kill you! This isn't a game man!-"

"It was never a game to start with." Ragnarok knocks Girko's hand off of him. "I'm going to my family..and today i'm going to be a part of them. If you have a fucking problem with it I don't have to stay here, they'll give me a fucking place to stay-"

"I'm your fucking family!" Girko roars and pushes Ragnarok..his face is so red..his teeth grit. "After all the shit we've been though! After all the shit i've done for you! i've given a lot up to keep you on your feet! How the fuck could you just give all that away-"

"Your not my family." Ragnarok growls coldly..his piercing blue eyes glaring into this boy. "And right now, all your being is a nuisance-"

"A nuisance?! I'm trying to help you like all the other fucking times! Did you forget about me carrying your ass when you were hurt after all that crazy shit with your aunt? Did you forget it was me that got us a place to stay? Did you forget it's me that's been your fucking friend all this time!-"

"I don't fucking need you and I never did." Ragnarok grips his fist. "Leave me the fuck alone. I'm going and i'm not fucking coming back." Ragnarok walks..only for Girko to grab him and turn him around again..Maka can see the anger in Girko's eyes..sees how those sharp teeth are completely showing.

"Your not fucking going! I don't know what's fucking up with you but your acting like a fucking dick. Why the fuck are you talking to me like this? I've been your bro since we were 16!-"

"You were never my bro. I never had a fucking brother and your sure as hell aren't one." Ragnarok growls..his voice is so dark. "Get the fuck off me."

"I know you just want to piss me off so i'll let you go but it's not happening! I care about you too much man!" Girko holds on to him..despite how Ragnarok's glare gets darker.

"I never knew you were such a bitch." Ragnarok snarls. " What are you? Fucking gay for me? It wouldn't surprise me after-"

"That was fucking one time and I was drunk off my ass! Don't you dare fucking bring that up, you know i'm not fucking gay for you ass hole. And if being gay fucking means that I care enough to stop you from fucking dying, then yeah, I'm a fucking faggot!" Girko roars in his face..the air between these two boys is hostile.

"You said it not me." Ragnarok sneers. "Let the fuck go of me and go fuck some guy's ass hole like I know you want to."

Girko is getting really pissed off..Maka can tell..he's gripping his fist..looking like he's holding back from hitting Ragnarok..those razor sharp teeth are glistening in the light, his eye twitching..

"I swear to god-" Girko starts off.

" What do you have to swear? You don't have shit. You make money from drawing little pictures and making shit with clay. You do nothing but fuck around and drink." Ragnarok growls in his face. "Your a waste of space just like your father-"

That was it. The last straw. Girko lets out a roar of fury before he punches Ragnarok right in the face..busting his lip but the raven haired boy is quick to recover..He tackles Girko..

Starting a fight that Maka never wanted to see. She can't help to feel her heart ache..as she watches these two boys roll around on the floor..punching each other, kicking each other, making the other bleed..the glares..the cusses..they don't say anything..they just fight..

Girko and Ragnarok were best friends..and to see this..it hurts her..it hurts seeing that freindship fall apart.

Girko gets the upper hand on Ragnarok and grabs his head..banging it against the wall, making a hole in the cheap material before Ragnarok grabs a hold of him and throws him into a table with a glass vase..the table and vase break under Girko's weight..the glass sticking into his back but he's quick to get back up..roaring and yelling as he punches Ragnarok in the gut..which Ragnarok returns with a elbow to the head.

These boys are evenly matched..and they're destroying their home, they take turns slamming each other into shit..breaking everything..Girko suddenly gets a good hit to Ragnarok's back..right were Maka knows that fresh wound is..Ragnarok lets out a roar of pain before he grabs a hold of Girko..and with all his force..he punches Girko in the nose..the force sends Girko back into the tv..breaking it..breaking the table it was standing on..sparks flying everywhere..as Girko falls down into the rubble..his arms being held up by pieces of broken wood..

Everything gets quiet...except for these boy's uneven breathing...Girko looks up slowly at Ragnarok..the brown haired boy's nose is twisted oddly..his lips busted..his back and arms bleeding from being thrown into shit..Something flashes through Ragnarok's eyes as he looks at this boy..only for it to disappear..and to be replaced with such a cold, cold look..a look that could freeze over the sun.

"Your pathetic Girko." Ragnarok's voice is ice. "No wonder your mother fucking left you."

Those words...are the cruelest thing Maka has ever heard Ragnarok say.

Girko's glare falls..hurt shining through those eyes..hurt as he stares at his use to be best friend..the one that is looking at him so coldy..as Girko bleeds from the wounds he caused...The hurt she sees in Girko's eyes..the pain..

Oh god, her heart aches...she's never seen Girko look..so hurt..so broken..

"Don't worry. You'll never see me fucking again." Ragnarok turns his back on the boy..and he walks out of the adpartment..slamming the door shut behind him..

Girko only watches him go..before he bows his head.

Maka can't see Girko anymore..she doesn't want to see that face full of pain..so she runs after Ragnarok..The raven haired boy is just walking calmly..as if none of that just happened..his lip is busted but he just wipes it off..he's use to fighting, use to being beaten by now it seems. He walks with that cold look..even when Maka catches up to him..and walks by his side..She cant' help to feel..all that was uncalled for..that it wasn't like Ragnarok to say anything about Girko's mother..because he knows..just as much as she does..how it feels to not have a mother.

When Ragnarok is a ways away from the adpartment..his face completely falls..and he falls to his knees..He holds his heead in his hands..his breathing jagged.. "..I'm sorry Girko.." Ragnarok's voice is soft..Maka barely hears it. "..but I had to do it. I have to fucking do this..and all you would have done is try to stop me.." He forces himself up..his bangs covering his eyes. "..Now I know you won't try to stop me.".. Ragnarok starts to walk again..He looks up..his bangs moving from his face..

Those piercing blue eyes..are watery.

Everything fades away.

When everything comes back to her..She's in that nasty ware house again..Buff men laughing haughtily as they chug their glasses of beer and fondle the barely dressed women around here. Big Al is sitting in that seat he was last time..counting big wads of cash with a cigar in his mouth..He's smirking, clearly pleased with this large sum of money..

"Big Al! The kid is here!" A man roars over all the noise..and everything gets quiet..as they look over at their leader.

"Perfect. Let him in." Big Al's grin grows all the more as he motions the man on to do so. He nods before he opens the doors to this place..light coming in..revealing the raven haired boy standing there..His eyes are hard again..his face a scowl..you can see no weakness..even though his lip is busted..

It doesn't look like he just lost his friend.

"Come right in my boy!" Big Al beams loudly as Ragnarok walks in..the raven haired boy's expression doesn't change as he walks past all these buff men that aren't giving him friendly looks..They make way for Ragnarok so he can walk right up to Big Al..stopping right in front of his desk. "You got into a rumble?" Big Al raises an eye brow looking at Ragnarok's busted lip and bruised cheek.

"Some guy trying to get into my business." Ragnarok growls. "I took care of him."

"That i'm sure you did!" Big Al laughs, taking a drag of cigar before blowing it into Ragnarok's face. "You never disappoint when it comes to..silencing unwanted pest. You've done very good my boy, pass and done every task I have given you! Now you have your final task to do for me..before I can consider you my family."

"Then you'll tell me where the 'Terror' is right?" Ragnarok takes a step closer, those piercing eyes locking with Big Al's.

"Of course my boy! My information is your information..That is..if you can complete this task." Big Al takes a long drag of his cigar. "This one is pretty easy. You see, out side of the town there's this abandoned home. It wouldn't interest me if I didn't hear that our opposing gang is cooking meth in it." Big Al bangs his fist on the table. "Do you know how much this pisses me off?! How dare they fucking cook meth on my territory!" This man roars..before he seems to notice how he's losing his cool..he takes a deep breath and leans back in his chair. "So I want you to check this place out my boy..and if it's empty, and you don't find any cooking implements..then good. You can just come back and you will be in my family..but if there is people from the opposing gang.." Big Al gives him a dark look.

"Kill the mother fuckers." Ragnarok speaks blunty..like it's nothing.

"That's my boy!" Big Al places a gun on the table. "Take this with you. Be smart about this boy, if there are people in there making meth, i'm sure they will be armed. Don't be stupid."

"Give me a crowbar too." Ragnarok takes the gun and puts it into his pocket. Big Al snaps his fingers and a buff man gives Ragnarok a crowbar..he gives it a test swing before nodding to himself. "What if I get in there and it's empty but I find cooking supplies?"

"Destoy it all." Big Al blows a puff of smoke out. "If you find any half ready meth, bring it to me."

"Got it." Ragnarok puts the crowbar into a back pack that one of the buff men gave him.

"if you mess this up..get captured by the other gang or by the police." Big Al looks at him seriously. "I aint helping you kid. Your on your own."

"I got this." Ragnarok puts the back pack on. "I'll be back here. Don't you worry about that."

"Good..Call yourself a cab boy and get your ass over there. When your done, come back. I'll send my boys to check your work..and if you did good..Your officially my brother. I will tell you where the 'Terror' is and we will have a new member to our family." He grins at Ragnarok. "..Just make sure you don't fail me."

"I won't fail you." Ragnarok turns around and starts walking out of this place. "I'll die before I fail you."

Everything fades away.

When Maka can see again..She's standing in front of a small looking wooden home..there's vines growing over it..this home looks like it could just crash in on it's self at any moment..it's so old looking. There's a huge red flag being sent up as she looks at this place..something that makes her shiver...and hug herself. Ragnarok is standing by her side..taking in this home with a glare on his face..he makes a cautionary look around before he walks slowly towards the house..the windows are boarded up..there's no way to look in. Maka walks with him..the closer she gets, the stronger the feeling of dread gets. This home seems to be away from all civilization..a forest is in back of it..and there's no cars on the roads..Ragnarok is truly alone to face what ever the hell is waiting for him in here..

Ragnarok moves so he has his back against the wall next to the front door..He puts his ear to the house..trying to hear anything..Maka doesn't know if he did hear something but he gets his gun out. The boy takes a deep breath before in a swift movement, he gets off the wall and kicks the door in, His gun out and ready to shoot. The dust blocks Maka's vision for a moment..but when it clears..

There's no one in here. It's a empty room..it's dark in here even though it's bright outside..Every thing looks dusty as if this place hasn't been cleaned in a long time..the wooden walls and floors are infested with mold..it smells like a old person's house..There's a table in this room..with viles, beakers..and a pot.. Ragnarok's eyes light up when his eyes fall on this..he steps into the house..the wood creaking under his weight as his piercing blue eyes scan the area..

But there's no one here.

Ragnarok keeps looking out as he takes his back pack off..and pulls out his crowbar. He leaves the bag on the floor as he walks over slowly towards the table..Maka follows..but..something about this place..is familiar..she looks at the molded walls..and a jolt of recognition hits her..though she doesn't understand it..

It fills her with dread.

Maka's eyes fall back on the pot..and books..there's a book off to the side..Her eyes get wide with realization as Ragnarok pulls back the crowbar..He thinks this is stuff for making meth when really it's..

"Ragnarok no!" Maka screams..but it's no use..she's not really here..she's only a watcher.

Ragnarok brings the crowbar down in a sideways sweep..it knocks most of the viles off the table, breaking some while the other's fall to the floor and shatter. The raven haired boy doesn't stop there..he breaks all the beakers, breaks any glass he can get his hands on..he breaks the table..He moves over to where the pot is..He sees some white crystals..and he grabs them..he walks over to his book bag and puts them into it before putting it on his back. " Mother fuckers are fucking making meth in here..Big Al's not going to be happy."

Maka is trembling..she's sure what he just grabbed wasn't meth..and she's sure as hell that all the shit he just broke..wasn't for meth either..no..

She wants to grab Ragnarok and get the fuck out of here.

"Lady M-Medusa?" A soft voice breaks the silence..small foots steps can be heard..getting Ragnarok to tense up and pull out his gun when he sees someone walk out of a hallway neither him nor Maka noticed.."G-Gah don't s-shoot!" A kid Crona squeaks when he saw the boy holding the gun..he puts his hands up..his small body trembling in his fear.

The hand holding the gun tenses..but when Ragnarok takes in this this small child that is looking at him with wide terrified eyes..He slowly puts down the gun..that scowl being replaced with a frown. "..What the fuck are you doing here kid?" Ragnarok's eyes flicker..he's deep in thought..weighing out his options.

"W-Who are you?" Crona's trembling dies a little at the gun not pointing at him anymore.

"That doesn't matter kid. Fucking answer me, why are you here?" Ragnarok snarls..getting Crona to whimper..Ragnarok sighs. "Just answer me kid.."

"I l-live here.." Crona mumbles nervously when Ragnarok raises his eye brow.

"There's no way you live in this fucking dump..Are you one of the gang member's child? Did they leave you here?"

"G-Gang?..n-no..I d-don't know what your talking about." Crona looks at him with wide eyes.

Ragnarok stares at Crona a moment before looking away..pinching the bridge of his nose..Maka can see how his eyes flicker..He's torn between considering this child a part of the gang..and he's suppose to kill any one here that he may think are apart of the other gang..

"Are y-you going to hurt me sir?" Crona's shaky voice gets Ragnarok to look over at he small boy..the small boy that is dirty from head to toe..covered in dust..too small to be healthy..those bags under his eyes..The fear he has in them as he looks up at Ragnarok..

"..No." Ragnarok's hard eyes soften a bit as he puts his gun into his pocket..and crouches down to get level with Crona..She sees the way he looks at Crona..and she doesn't know what's going on in that head of his. "What's your name kid? Did your mother leave you here?..How long have you been here?"

"Your a-asking too m-many questions! I-I don't know how do deal with b-being asked questions by a stranger!" Crona grips his hair..his black eyes trembling as he takes a step back.

"Don't be fucking afraid..i'm your friend alright? i'm going to get you out of here, get you a new home and everything."

"..F-Friend?" Crona's eyes get wide at that..and he lets go of his hair to look at Ragnarok with awe. "Your m-my..friend?"

"Sure, whatever. Now i'm going ot ask you again, what's your name kid?"

"C-Crona.." The little boy blushes slightly and messes with his dress.

"Well Crona, i'm going to check this place out a bit more..then we're going to leave. Get you all fixed up." Ragnarok holds his hand out to this small boy..who's eyes light up at it..

"I-I.." Crona looks the boy in the eyes..only to shriek..taking a step back in horror..his teeth chattering..Maka is having the same effect..becasue both her and Crona see who's standing behind Ragnarok now.

"What's wrong?" Ragnarok blinks at this trembling boy..His eyes get wide..Ragnarok's breath being able to be seen as he quickly whips around.. his eyes falling on the woman that is causing both Maka and Crona discomfort. Medusa is staring at him blankly..the darkness making her yellow eyes shine with a predatory glint.. "Who the fuck are you?"

Medusa looks at the gun before her eyes fall on the small boy that's teeth are chattering. "..Crona go to your room and don't come out."

"M-Medusa he-" Crona starts to protest..only for Meudsa to give him a dark look.

"Go." Her voice is venom..Crona squeaks before he runs back into the hallway from where he came from...leaving Ragnarok alone with Medusa.

"I said who the fuck are you?" Ragnarok snarls, pulling out the gun..pointing it at her. " I'll give you 5 seconds to answer me before I blow your head off."

"Violent aren't we?" Medusa speaks in a cool tone..as her eyes shift over to look at her broken beakers and viles. "My, you made a mess of my things..didn't your mother teach you better then to break into other people's homes and break their things?" Medusa's voice is smug.

"Shut the fuck up bitch, you dont' know shit!" Ragnarok's scowl deepens. "All that shit was yours?"

"Yes, all mine...and you broke all of it. I was working on a new experiment..but it seems you ruined it.." Medusa's smirk is evil. "No matter..it looks like i'll be starting a new one anyway."

"You've been making meth on Big Al's territory." Ragnarok puts his finger on the trigger..it pointed at that smirk of hers. "Die bitch." He pulls the trigger..

Only for the bullet to stop in mid air..right in front of her face..Ragnarok's face falls a bit in confusion as the bullet falls limply on the ground by her feet. "Oh my, did you just try to kill me? How dreadful!" Medusa puts a hand on her cheek, fake gasping. " Why are you trying to kill me when your the one that destroyed my things?..Your the one that has intruded my home..your the one that needs to be punished, not me.." Medusa takes a step forward..Ragnarok shoots again..only for the bullet to do the same as the last. "It's no use. You can not kill me you foolish boy-"

Ragnarok throws the gun to the side..and pulls out the crowbar..Medusa pausing as Ragnarok glares at her with hate in those piercing blue eyes. "Your not fucking ruining this for me! This is the last fucking thing I have to do before I can avenge my mother! " He roars.

"Revenge?" Medusa's eyes flash..before Ragnarok takes off running towards her..holding the crowbar up..ready to strike her with that fire in his eyes..With that scowl on his face. "..Vector plate." She speaks the word and a arrow appears under Ragnarok's feet..sending him flying back..he hits the moldy wall with a thump before falling to the floor..but he's quick to get himself back up. "My..such hate in your heart..such anger.." Medusa smirks again. "..I was just planning on killing you..but that anger..that brute strength..ah, it's just too perfect. Your will to kill excites me..that hate is burning me with a desire..a desire to make that flame brighter. " Medusa takes a step closer. "Your nothing but a weak human..but once I'm done with you, you'll be so much more."

"How the fuck did you do that?" Ragnarok's eyes get wide as he watches the plate disappear..

"Magic." Medusa chuckles darkly..her eyes a light in glee. "I can do more then that.." She takes a step closer. "I like you boy..so i'll make you a deal. Summit to me, give me your name and become my slave..and I will let you live."

"Fuck that bitch! So what, you can do some fucking magic trick. i'll fucking kill you!" Ragnarok grinds his teeth as he runs towards her..moving out the way when a vector plate appears..his eyes set in that fire. " Your not getting out here fucking alive, i'm avenging my mother!-" Ragnarok gets right on her..about to fucking bash her head in with the crowbar..

"I was hoping you would refuse." Medusa chuckles darkly..as that snake on her arm..comes off and bites Ragnarok's neck..it sinks it's fangs into him causing Ragnarok to drop the crowbar and to fall on his butt.. Maka can see how his piercing blue eyes are out of forcues now..his neck bleeding slightly from the wound..He looks dizzy. "You see my boy...I always get what I want." Medusa reaches out to touch him..

Only for Ragnarok to punch her hand away..He gets up..stumbling a bit but he's able to run out of the house..Maka following behind him..but she hears Medusa's crackle. "Foolish boy.."

Maka runs with the stumbling Ragnarok..She's not sure he knows where he's going..but he's trying to get away..Maka can't help but to feel in suspense..She's screaming at him..telling him to run faster..This is like a scary movie..you know, when you know what's going to happen to the character..but you still yell..you still don't want it to happen..

Maka feels like shutting down..because we all know..how this story ends.

"Shit..shit.." Ragnarok pants out as he holds a hand to his neck..he's limping. "..What the fuck did she do to me?..How the fuck did that..tattoo fucking bite me?..I must be losing my fucking mind.." Ragnarok keeps limping on..looking behind him..as he travels farther into this forest..

That's when he makes a odd sound..He falls on the ground..His body twiching slightly..before it goes still. Ragnarok blinks..his eyes move..but nothing else does..She can see the uncertainly..the fear..

He's paralyzed..

Someone crackles behind her.

"There was no point in running but I do like to see my prey struggle." Medusa coos as she walks closer to this boy that can't even say anything. "I guess it's the snake in me.." She laughs darkly at that..Ragnarok's eyes get dark..his eyes tell her how pissed he is. "What's wrong? Can someone not move?" She smirks as she walks up to him..crouching down..she puts her hand on his cheek. "It's okay..it will all be over soon.." Her smile is evil. "That's a lie. It will neve be over. I will torture you for the rest of eternity. You should have took my offer when I gave it. I do like you boy, me and you are quite alike. We are driven by hate..by revenge. I want revenge too you know, and your what's going to help me get it..you are the beginning of the end.." She rubs his cheek..Ragnarok's eyes turn black from his hate. "And this is the end for you.." Medusa stands up..and snaps her fingers..

They disappear..and so does Maka..

Maka trembles as she takes in this new room..filled with jars..scalpels..pins..needles..but most of all she trembles..at the fact Ragnarok has been placed on a operating table..Medusa standing over him with a smirk on her face.. Ragnarok's eyes are glaring..His hate shinning though..as if he doesn't know what dire situation he is in..

"Where to begin, where to begin." Medusa hums as her eyes skim his body. "You have so many good parts..i've been running out of body parts so this is wonderful. " She picks up a scalpel..before turning back to the boy..That hate is shinning through..and she smirks." I admire your hate. I admire your killing nature, your violent nature. You are much more impressive then my son..yes, much more greater then my son. You and me are kindred spirits... You are a demon just as I am." This gets Ragnarok's eyes to turn black. "..Your eyes..very nice..i'll start there." She points the scalpel at Ragnarok's left eye..it flashes with fear.

"No..no your not going to-" Maka starts..only to stop when Medusa stabbed down..She moves the scalpel..Carving the eye till it pops out of the skull. Maka feels like puking..she covers her mouth in horror..as she sees Ragnarok's other eye move frantically..it's dilated..she can see the agony he's in..it makes her stomach drop completely...her body trembling..

"Beautiful." Medusa looks at the bloody eye she just cut out..before putting it into a jar. "Now..lets see what else I want.." She snaps her fingers..and the boy becomes naked before her on the operating table..her eyes skim his body..before falling on his feet..She grabs one..and slowly starts to cut off each toe..

Ragnarok's one eye is wide..he's in pain..he's in agony-

"Medusa fucking stop it!" Maka roars and goes to punch her..to get her away from this boy..but she only goes through the woman..as Medusa cuts off all the toes to the other foot..She places them in a jar before looking down at this bare boy..

"You have been through a lot in your life..faced many trials..dealt with a lot of pain.." Medusa laughs darkly as she places the tip of her scalpel on his chest.." But nothing like this." She moves it down..cutting a straight line from the top of his chest..till his waist line.

"Medusa don't!" Maka cries out..but she can't do anything..she can only watch as Medusa digs her hands into this cut..and slowly starts to rip it open more..exposing Ragnarok's inners..Blood is splatting every where..Medusa is getting covered in it..Ragnarok's one eye is still dilated in his agony..but it's getting half lidded..he's losing consciousness-

"Oh no you don't." Medusa snaps her finger..and Ragnarok's eye gets wide again..becomes..aware. " You will feel every little cut, every little rip I do boy. Hate me." She rips him open more..blood splatting on her face. "Hate me with all your being. Hate the world with all your being. The world has been nothing but cruel to you...it took your mother, it made you a demon..so hate it..destroy everything..use your hate and anger as power." Medusa goes to his side..and cuts his kidney out..the organ bloody in her hands as she rips it out..and puts it in a jar. "Once i'm done with you..no one will even remember you. Your memory will be shattered. No one will look for you. No one will miss you. It will be like you never existed." She cuts around the stomach..before ripping out the oragn..putting it into a jar.

"Stop it! Fucking stop it!" Maka screams as more of Ragnarok's blood gets splattered everywhere..but Medusa dosn't stop..she continues to cut..continues to rip..and when Maka tries to hit her..to stop her..she just goes through her..because she can't do anything..

That's when she sees something that shatters her..

A single tear falls down Ragnarok's only eye..his only pained eye..

"No more..no more please." Maka falls to his side...gripping onto this boy..as if she could protect him..but she goes though him still..Her voice cracks..she's trembling so much..

Do you know..how it feels to watch some one you care about..get completely ripped apart in front of your eyes?..to see someone that's always been there for you..cry in agony?..and all you can do is watch..

It's hell. This is hell.

"Aw don't cry." Medusa smirks..she takes the scalpel and uses it to wipe his tear..cutting his cheek in the process. "Your going to be great. You will be greater then my son..and you will make him strong. I have great plans for you..oh, aren't you excited?" Medusa sticks the scalpel in his other eye..and rips it out..The blood squirting out like when you take a bite of a orange..how the jucie just jumps out at you..

It's sickening..Maka's going to be sick. Ragnarok has no eyes now..just bloody eye holes..She can't see his expression anymore..but she knows he's in pain..she can't even image the pain he's in right now..and she doesn't want to know. This is Ragnarok..the boy that she cares about..and this is how he died. Alone on a operating table..Bare..degraded..being stripped of everything..and not being able to scream..or fight..

She hates Medusa. She really, really hates her.

Medusa goes back to ripping in his stoamch area..peeling back flesh while Ragnarok's blood drips off the sides of the table..Maka wants to kill her. She wants to-

"M-Medusa." Maka hears a shaky voice behind them..She looks to see little Crona looking at the back of his mother with wide, terrified eyes.

"What is it Crona, I told you I did not want to see your for the rest of the day." Medusa does another tug..another sickening rip sounds, with blood splattering on the floor.

"I-I'm sorry M-Medusa..I-I was just.." Crona's eyes shifts before he takes a deep breath. "..W-What happened to t-that boy?"

"He's right here." Medusa turns to look at Crona..showing him Ragnarok..showing Crona the boy she completely ripped apart..Medusa doesn't have a expression..her face stained with blood..this bitch..this psycho bitch..This bitch is smiling with that sick smile of hers.

"Y-You killed him!" Crona's eyes get wide as he takes in the gruesome sight..he takes a step back.

"Yes but don' worry. I'm using every part of him." Medusa turns back around..and starts cutting Ragnarok's fingers off..the bone making a cracking sound as she goes through it. "He won't go to waste."

"B-But..w-why did y-you..?" Crona's teeth chatter.

"Why did I kill him?" Medusa turns to glare at Crona with those snake eyes. "The answer should be obvious Crona. He broke into our home..he was a intruder...by law i'm allowed to protect myself." Medusa chuckles darkly at her joke..

Because to her this is a joke. This is amusing. She's taking joy out of Ragnarok's pain..she's taking joy out of this.

"I-I don't think he wanted to h-hurt us! H-He could have just been lost..o-or maybe he needed help.." Crona's eyes get watery looking at Ragnarok.

"He wasn't lost. He knew exactly where he was and what he was doing." Medusa goes back to cutting Ragnarok's fingers off..then putting them in a jar. "He got what he deserved."

"He didn't deserve this you fucking bitch!" Maka screams..her face is red..this pain she feels is too much.

"B-But he.." Crona's eyes shake as he looks at the jars..at the body Medusa's still cutting on. "H-He could have hurt me b-but he didn't..I don't think he w-wanted to hurt us-"

"Are you doubting me Crona?" Medusa turns on him, her eyes dangerous.

"N-No I just-"

"Be quiet." Medusa growls as she stabs the scalpel in Ragnarok's forehead to hold it there. " You should be happy it was him instead of you. if not for this boy, it would be you on this table getting ripped to pieces for my potions. Because of this boy I can finally make you of use to me. " Medusa's smirk is evil. " I'm glad you like this boy enough to doubt me Crona. "She chuckles darkly. " For he will always be with you soon. You won't be able to get rid of him and he won't be able to get away from you. You'll be stuck together. So don't worry about the boy. You'll see him again real soon."

That's when Medusa grabs Ragnarok's heart..ripping it up..ripping it out of the boy's body..it does a single beat..before it stops..

Crona's eyes roll back..as he falls to the ground..he fainted..Maka can't blame him..she wishes she could faint right now..

Everything hurts.

"Perfect..now to start the ritual." Medusa laughs loudly..she's crackling..

Everything fades away.

When Maka can see again..she wishes she couldn't. Crona is laying on the ground..still knocked out..his face so pale..a circle is made of something black is around him..and right now Medusa is writing something onto Crona's forehead..dipping her finges into a cup she's holding..before going to write on his forehead..They're in the forest..the full moon shinning eerily down on this scene..There's a jar with a heart in it by her side..Maka is still shivering from seeing what happened to Ragnarok..she still feels like breaking down. Medusa steps out of the circle..and grabs the jar..taking out the heart.

"On this night I wish to bond the soul of the living with a soul of the dead. A bond of a short leash. A bond for eternity. In pain, in joy, the bond stays." Medusa says this in a loud voice..before she walks into the circle..she chants lowly under her breath..looking up to the full moon every once and a while..it's creepy..it's dark..a wind picks up..her chanting echoes. "Bond this soul with this boy. A bond stronger then diamonds..bond this spirit with this boy so that he may never move on. His after life is this boy." Medusa holds the heart above Crona..looking up to the sky she cries in a loud voice. "Bond the living with the dead! Till death do they part!" Medusa rips the heart..the blood getting all over Crona..Medusa jumps out of the circle..as it lights up..Crona being surrounded by brilliant light..

When the light dulls..Maka can see Crona isn't laying alone anymore. Ragnarok lays on his side next to him..his bangs are covering his eyes..he's see through..he's dead. Maka's eyes tremble as she falls to her knees..the pain in her heart is too much. The raven haired boy groans..he shifts before he forces himself up.. "..Damn, my fucking head hurts." Ragnarok grips his head. "What the fuck-" He stops when he takes in where he is...when he takes in the odd circle he's in with a pasted out boy..as he looks at the forest he's in..and Medusa who is smirking at him. "..Where the fuck am I? Who the fuck are you?" Ragnarok gets up..only to catch a glance of his see through self..his face falls..".. What happened to me..?" He looks at his hands..seeing the forest floor through them.

"Your dead." Medusa states matter-o-factory. "I killed you."

"You fucking what?" Ragnarok's eyes get wide..looking at his see through hands..before he looks up at Medusa..his glare is so dark..so full of hate..He roars before he runs towards her..

"That's it..let the hate flow." Medusa chuckles darkly as he gets on her..about to punch her..but she grabs his hand. "Is that anyway to treat your master?"

"Your not my fucking master bitch." Ragnarok snarls-

"Oh but I believe I am." Medusa's power goes out..sending Ragnarok flying back..skidding against the floor.

"What the fuck are you?!" Ragnarok growls as he puts a hand over where she touched..she can tell that hurt him.

"I am Medusa, the snake witch. I am the one that killed you and i'm your master." Medusa smirks. "You don't remember anything do you?..Well, you don't need your memories anyway. All you neeed is your hate, your strength.."

"Your not my fucking master. I don't give a shit what the fuck you are! I answer to no one. "Ragnarok snarls.

"You answer to me now. You are my slave, and you will do as I command.' Medusa points at Crona. "This is who you will protect. You will always be by his side and help him when he needs it, and he'll need it a lot I assure you."

"I'm not doing shit for you! You fucking killed me! What makes you think i'll take care of your son? I'm not a fucking baby sitter and i'm sure as hell not doing anything for you. You can go fuck yourself bitch." Ragnarok gives her his middle finger..before he starts to walk away.

"You won't make it far." Medusa chuckles when Ragnarok gives her another middle finger..Ragnarok gets halfway out of the forest..before he's suddenly yanked all the way back..till he's thown by the side of Crona..His eyes are wide.

"What the fuck was.."

"You are bonded to this boy. You can't go to far without him. You will stay by him and protect him-"

"I'm not doing shit for you bitch!" Ragnarok roars. "So what i'm stuck around him? I won't fucking help him. I won't fucking listen to you-"

Medusa points at him..her power coming out..acting like electricity..She shocks Ragnarok..he roars in pain as his body twitches..before she stops..and his body goes limp for a moment. "You will listen to me or you will be punished. I killed you. I made you. I could make you suffer for the rest of your afterlife. Just because you are dead does not mean you can't feel pain. Do you understand me?"

"Shit.." Ragnarok forces himself to a sitting position..he glares darkly at Medusa.

"You are my slave. I own you. " Medusa smirks. "From this point on boy, you will be called Ragnarok."

"Ragnarok? What the fuck is that?" Ragnarok scoffs. "That's not my fucking name-"

"Would you like to tell me your name?" Medusa's smirk grows..when Ragnarok frowns. "That's what I thought. You will be called Ragnarok from now on. Your real name doesn't matter anymore..the person you were is dead..now you are Ragnarok. The beginning of the end."

"..I'm not going by that fucking name. I'm not going by anything you fucking call me bitch. I don't give a fuck what you do to me, i'm not fucking listening to you. I'm fucking dead! What do I have to fucking lose!" Ragnarok's words are bitter.

"You will listen to me." She smirks and closes her eyes. "Why don't you carry Crona to that house over there? That's your first task." She fades away with that evil smirk. "Good bye for now Ragnarok."

"Don't fucking call me that! it's not my fucking name! and like hell if i'm carrying your fucking kid anywhere! You can go to hell!" Ragnarok roars after her...

He falls to his knees..his being is trembling as he looks at his see through hands..

"I'm really..i'm really fucking dead.." Ragnarok's vocie is shaky..before something flashes through his eyes..a pain..a deep hate..a regret..so many emotions swirl through those eyes..before he leans his body back and roars..roars out of hate..of anger..His eyes that black..

Ragnaork roars..because this was the brith of Ragnarok..the boy she knows..the boy she cares about..

Maka puts a hand to her heart..as this boy continues to roar..He's in pain..he's alone..he's dead. Maka gets up..and walks over to him...she wants to touch him..she watns to take this all away..she reaches her hand out..and this time she touches him..

There's a cracking sound..like something breaking before she's consumed into a bright light..

Everything fades away.

---

Maka's eyes slowly open..the first thing she sees is Ragnarok's face..up close to hers. Her forehead is laying against his..from being so up close she can see just how tired he looks..how weak. His eyes are closed..and he's limp in her arms..the light of the morning comes through the library's stain glass window..casting a red light over Ragnarok.. Maka pulls back..noticing his cheeks are wet when she touched them..more water falls on them as she rubs his cheek..and now she knows she had been crying..and she's still crying. All that she just saw..his death..his pain..his slavery..

It makes a hole in her heart she can't ignore...a rage in her that makes her want to fucking destroy everything as she holds this limp boy against her..this limp boy that has gone through hell more then once.

"R-Ragnarok.." She speaks his name..in a croak..half a sob..half a whimper..

But that really isn't his name..Medusa took his real name..Ragnarok is the name that was given to him by her...she can't get that almost inhuman roar out of her head..and it causes her tears to fall more..falling on this boy..

His body twitches..his eyes squint..before they slowly open..Maka's heart raises just a bit..just to fall when she looks into those piercing blue eyes..They're odd looking, dilated..shaky..and his lips are twitching now..

He looks..

"I told you, you are too late." That other girl crackles. "He's lost it! he's lost it!"

Maka feels..her heart..it shatters..He can't be..Ragnarok can't be..

The boy's lips..twitch up into that unnatural smile.

Mad. Ragnarok is mad.

Maka feels..all hope that she had for the future..the hope of her family..of being happy..of living..

It's destroyed in Ragnarok's mad smile.

"Don't give up!" The angel's voice sounds though her head..getting the other girl to growl. "If you give up this boy will surely be lost forever in madness..He's only lost my dear..you can light his way back."

"H-How?" Maka speaks out loud..as Ragnarok tilts his head at her..those odd eyes baring into her...it's getting harder to breathe..seeing madness in this boy..it breaks her..she feels herself breaking..giving up..

Because if Ragnarok fell into Madness..the strong boy that didn't take shit from anyone..that fought the demon god of madness himself..if this strong boy has given up..

Why shouldn't she?

"The answer is in you..don't think..feel." Custos' words are soft..soothing..but she cant' be soothed..

He's telling her to feel..but all she feels is sorrow..rage..devastation.

"I-I'm..i'm so sorry.." Maka trembles as she holds this mad boy tighter against her..not caring if he'll try to kill her..not caring about anything but this boy in her arms. "..I-I'm sorry I w-wasn't there..i'm s-sorry i'm too late..I f-failed you Ragnarok..I..you.." The words can't come out..they get caught in her throat and come out as pitiful sobs. When Ragnarok's mad smile grows..she can't speak anymore..she can only cry..each sob, feeling like glass is being ripped from her chest. Maka wails..wails like a baby. She's cried a lot during the course of her life..during the course of being a witch and all the shit that's happened..but she hasn't wailed like this since..

Since she lost her mother.

Maka buries her face in his chest..wailing..gripping into his shirt as she cries out in sorrow..cries out in agony..

Because she lost her family to madess. Crona is dead..and now Ragnarok is lost..

She's alone.

"Why not give in then?" The girl's voice is sinister. "Let me out..and i'll take away your pain..madness is the best numbing agent there is..you'll be numb to everything..this pain..your fear..everything. Give in to me Maka..let me out..if you set me free..I will set you free from all that hurts you." It's tempting..it's so tempting.

Madness..sound good right about now..she'll be able to join her family in their mad reign..She told them she would follow where ever they went..they're both mad..

Why shouldn't' she be?

"That's it..give in." A dark voice coos..and she doesn't have to look up to know it's Asura..he's here..smirking at her no doubt. "Give in like everyone else."

"My dear..rememeber what happens if this girl gets out." Custos' voice sounds like he's frowning. "Is this really what you want? to be lost in madness while the whole world is destroyed?"

"Yes it is!" that other girl giggles.

"Don't listen to the angel Maka..you are a witch, a part of the darkness." Asura's voice is smug. "Give in to me..give into the madness that will set you free..give in..don't you want to be set free?"

The three voices go back and forth..both the girl and Asura teaming up against the angel..their voices are loud..it hurts..and Ragnarok is still smiling at her madly-

"Shut the fuck up!" Maka screams..and all the voices hush. "I don't fucking care about myself or the fucking world! I only care about Ragnarok! The only thing I want is Ragnarok back!..A friend said to me once..'Let the fucking world crash and burn around us..but we'll stay together.' The world..along with my life, can crash and burn..but now i've lost the two people I said I would stay with.." She bows her head..a tear..full of her hurt..full of sorrow falls down her cheek..and falls on Ragnarok's. "..I have finally..truly..lost everything."

The voices don't say anymore..everything gets quiet..Maka's eyes are closed..her breathing uneven..

It's true. She has lost everything. Her mother is dead. Kid isn't here. Her father is dead. Crona is dead. Ragnarok is gone. Who does she have left?..She has no one. They're all gone...it's over..it's finally over for her..after all the shit she's been through..

It's over.

Maka just feels weak..all will..all determination..it's gone..it's gone with this boy's mad smile. It's over..she's lost everything..why go on..when there's nothing left to go on for?..

Suddenly..she feels a hand on her cheek..it gently wipes the water away..but the water keeps coming. "M-Maka.." Her name is barely a whisper..it's weak..but at his voice..her eyes shoot open. Ragnarok is looking up at her..his hand on her cheek..still slowly wiping the tears..but when she sees his eyes..she only cries harder.

His eyes..are steadied. She can see how weak he is..but they aren't dilated..and the mad smile has fallen..He only looks up at her with tiredness..no madness..

"R-Ragnarok.." Maka's lip trembles before she throws herself at him again..hugging him so tightly which the boy grunts at. "Your..y-your back! your not..I..I d-didn't lose you I.."

"Would you stop..fucking crying all..over me. i'm..fucking fine. " Ragnarok growls..but it's weaker then usually..it only gets her to tighten her grip on him. "You couldn't..get fucking rid of me even if you wanted to..bitch."

"Call me..call me a bitch again." Maka sighs happily..she chuckles..half out of relief and something else..because this is Ragnarok..he's back..he's really back. "Why don't you hit me too?..just..god i'm glad your back..I thought..I thought I lost you.."

"You want me to call you a bitch and hit you? Your fucking weird." He grumbles..but there's a hint of a smile in his voice..before he frowns. "..I'll be fucking honest..I thought I was gone too. You don't know how many times I had to..fucking see.." He trails off..a shiver being sent through his body. "..I broke..like a fucking bitch I broke..and it seemed like forever that I was just floating in this black nothingness..but then I felt water..like I was being rained on..and I heard your voice.." He touches her cheek again. "..You helped me find my way back...I know it sounds fucking gay but your tears brought me back..it washed the madness away."

"It's not gay..it's amazing! it's wonderful!" Maka holds him tightly. "Your back! After seeing all that horrible-"

"So you did see it.." Ragnarok's odd voice cuts her off...causing her to look down at him..he isn't looking at her. " Your the one who set me free..weren't you?..you broke the cycle.."

"I guess I was.." Maka thinks back to when she touched him..the bright light and the cracking sound. "..Who did this to you?"

Ragnaork chuckles at that..it's weak..it's humorless.

"The fucking bitch that's caused all of this...I made the same fucking mistake I did back then..but at least back then I didn't know what the fuck I was going against. Of all the fucking people I fought..Medusa is the only fucking one I lost to. I'm still losing. I just can't win against that bitch." There's such a deep hate in his eyes..but it dulls with his weakness..a expression that hurts her on his face. "..She took everything from me. I never got to avenge my mother. I never fucking got to kill my father..he's still alive, running around free. She ripped me to fucking pieces..took any pride I had and cut it in half. I was fucking helpless. I have never, ever felt so fucking helpless. All I could do was lay there..in fucking agony as she smirked at me..and dug her scalpel into me. I couldn't scream. I couldn't move. I couldn't do shit..but watch out of my one eye..because she fucking ripped out the other one. She killed me..took my life but that wasn't fucking enough...no it wasn't."

Ragnarok is trembling..his teeth grinding..he's gripping onto her till it hurts..but she doesn't care.

" She took my fucking memories! She took the life I had completely away from me and forced me to be her fucking slave. Bonded me to Crona..bonded me to this earth so I could never get away from her. My death was hell but when I died I wasn't released..no, hell kept on. She forced me to stay with her son..the child of the woman that killed me, that fucking ruined my life..that took everything away from me..even my name." Ragnarok looks down..he closes his eyes..his breathing jagged. "Even now I can't remember my real name..and I never will. I fucking know I never will. She took it from me. I'll never get it back. i've gotten most of my memories back..because of you Maka..I know it's because of you..but I still don't know who my fucking father is..I don't know my name.."

He takes a deep breath.

"Though I didn't have my fucking memories..just knowing Medusa killed me..and I had such a fucking hate for her..I had a fucking hate for Crona too. I blamed him even when it wasn't his fault..for awhile I was just a mass of hate, of fury..I wouldn't listen to her. I wouldn't do as she said and I would get punished for it but I didn't give a shit. I'm fucking dead..but then she started punishing Crona." Ragnarok gets a odd look to his face. "..I see now she fucking did this all on purpose..she used me..got me to fucking care for Crona..I hated her more..but I cared for Crona. So I started protecting him..forgetting that's what she wanted all along. After awhile..it just set in..I had no fucking way out of this. I was in this fucking nightmare and I would never be released. Even if I was released..where would I go? Though I despise Medusa..though I hate her to fucking hell..I ended up being what she wanted all along. A fucking slave. I became fucking Ragnarok, a spirit of a boy I don't even know. A spirit of slavery..a spirit of protection. I forgot all emotions except for hate and anger..so even though I soften just a bit towards Crona..I could never show it. I didn't know how. So I used my fist, I used my growls and my commands..though I fucking smirked when he would tremble and cry..it left me feeling empty. " His voice..gets low..soft. "..She took everything from me."

"She never took who you are." Maka grips onto him..and he looks up at her..Her eyes on fire..but her chest hurts. "She..she may have took your memories..she may have took your name, but she never took away who you were Ragnarok. You never lost that fire..that fighting spirit...and now look at you! you feel! you even feel love!..she cant' take away who you are.."

"Only because of you." Ragnarok words get her breath to hitch..his lips twitch up into a smirk. "Because of your..dumb nosy ass..you brought back most of my memories back..you broght my emotions back..you brought everything fucking back to me Maka..you made this slave..this spirit..feel. When you fucking hold me like this..I feel like i'm alive again..I feel all these fucking gay emotions..I'm fucking pissed at how I died..how i'm always a fucking victim to Medusa..I feel fucking sorrow for not avenging my mother..and yet.." He looks into her eyes. "..I feel fucking happy your here, that your.." He blushes slightly at how Maka's eyes get wider and he glares away. "Now i'm getting pissed because you have that fucking stupid look on your face. "He grumbles.

Maka can't help it..she giggles..it's light..and it gets him to look over at her. "..She never took you..you never lost yourself.." She hugs him tighter. " Your still the same boy..and you don't know..you don't know how happy that makes me..I know you've been though so much Ragnarok..I know you have been through hell and back..but you are still here..your the strongest person i've ever known..you fill me with hope Ragnarok..without you..I would have fallen."

"Strongest person?" Ragnarok scoffs. "Did you fucking see me get ripped apart? Get fucking slung around by Medusa like I was nothing?..Did you see that fucking tear I shed?" His voice is so low..full of hate.

"Medusa is a witch..and back then you were just a human..she paralyzed you Ragnarok..you couldn't fight back..and who the fuck wouldn't cry?..you were.." Maka's voice cracks just thinking about it. "..I wanted to make it stop..I wanted to save you..I wanted it to end but I couldn't do anything but watch..I hate her Ragnarok..I fucking hate her!"

"You couldn't do a fucking thing..it was in the past." Ragnarok watches as she trembles..and he wipes the tears as they come. "Stop fucking crying. There's no point crying over the dead. It doens't do anything..it just makes us feel like shit."

"I can't help it!" Her voice is too shaky. "..I saw everything Ragnarok..all the words she spoke to you..everything..you don't fucking deserve this! You don't deserve to be her slave..you don't deserve this fate..there has to be some way I can-"

"No." He shakes his head. "..Even if you could break the bond..I wouldn't want you to. 13 years ago..if you came to me and told me you could set me free..I would be all fucking for it. I would leave without looking back..but now.." His eyes get a far away look. "..I can't leave Crona. He's fucking unstable..and he needs me. I don't want to fucking leave him.." He grips onto her. "..I don't want to fucking leave you..back then I didn't have a family..now I do."

"But..but Medusa.." Maka trembles..now just thinking about that woman..causes her blood to boil..she wants to kill her, to destroy her for this. "..I'll kill her for this Ragnarok..i'll rip her to pieces for what's she's done to you..i'll make sure no part of her is spared..I will make her suffer for what she's done to you and Crona both..I don't care if she was my mother's friend..the witch dies!-"

"No." Ragnarok rubs her shoulders when they tense. "..Fuck I would love to kill the bitch..but right now..it's too much of a risk..we need her if you want to avenge your mother. " He takes a shaky breath. "..I didn't get to avenge mine..but that doesn't mean you have to suffer the same fate as me."

"Ragnarok-" She starts..his words gripping her heart..but he only shakes his head.

"You will avenge your mother. i'll fucking make sure of it."

"..Maybe..maybe we can still avenge your mother! Maybe..we could find your father and-" Maka starts..but again he only shakes his head.

"..We have more important things to worry about then looking for my father..I don't even know what he fucking looks like Maka..I don't remember..I have no clue where he is or anything..no..my father got away. I missed my fucking chance...it's over now..but your still alive..and we can still avenge your mother." He looks at her firmly. "And that's exactly what the fuck we're going to do..even if we have to fucking deal with Medusa..after we avenge your mother..we can kill her..we'll fucking take Crona, somehow fix him..and everything we will be fucking ok."

"..." Maka doesn't want to wait that long..she wants to kill Medusa now..but if she's going to avenge her mother..it's true she needs Medusa..she just..she just hates this so much.. "..Now that I know everything..now that I know your story...your old life.." She takes a deep breath. "..Do you want me to..call you something different?.."

"You mean call me something other then Ragnarok?" He looks up at her ...and she nods slowly. "..." He closes his eyes..seeming to be thinking. "..No." He opens his eyes..a look she doesn't udnerstand. "This is who I am now. I am Ragnarok. The boy I was when I was alive was someone else..but now I'm Ragnarok. That is my name. It's who i've been for 14 years." He gives her..a small grin. "Heh..I wouldn't want to be called anything else anyway..it wouldnt be my real name..and besides..If I was never fucking Ragnarok..I would have never had you." His words are sincere..soft almost..

Maka can't help but to blush.

"I think my head is still fucked up. i'm usually not this fucking gay." He groans at seeing her blush. " I just..you..you fucking gave everything back to me..you were the first..to make me feel fucking happiness..you didn't see me as a demon..you didn't fucking push me away..you offered me a place with you and Crona..even after all the shit I did to you. You made a ghost feel like he belongs.." He gives her this weak smirk. "Hell..who would have thought..I would fall in love with a fucking witch..after all the trouble one fucking caused me..I fell for your dumb ass...I guess that makes me a dumb ass too." He cups her cheeks..her eyes wide. "..Only in death did I figure out what fucking love is. Only in death, when you touch me, do I remember what bliss was like."

"..I wish I could love you." Maka speaks softly..her gaze shifting away. "..I wish I could love you back."

"That doesn't fucking matter. I don't need your love." He moves her face so it's inches from his own..those piercing eyes looking deep into her. "..I just need you."

"I need you too..when I though you wer gone I-" Maka starts..her eyes getting watery again..only for Ragnarok to cut her off with a kiss..it's soft..the softest she's ever felt from this boy..his lips brush against hers..but she's to stunned to move..the emotion she feels in it..she can't understand it..but when he pulls back..she's out of breath.

"Stop fucking crying. Your starting to piss me off." He growls...but she knows he doesn't mean it. "I'm fucking fine now..i'm going to be fine so there's-"

Maka throws her arms around his neck when he sat up by himself..she grips him so tightly..Ragnarok tensing as she burries her head in his shoulder. "..You can never fucking scare me like that again ass hole."

"Oh like I fucking wanted that." Ragnarok grunts..but he slowly puts his arms around her..hugging her back..and she can't help but to sigh into his shoulder.

"I really wish..I could love you.." Maka mumbles quietly..she's not sure if Ragnarok heard her but he pulls her back..so she's looking into those piercing eyes..He doesn't say anything for a moment.

"..I wish I could feel you." He averts his gaze, glaring. "..But we both won't get what we fucking want."

"Maybe.." Maka grabs his chin..and turns his head so he's looking at her. "..Maybe..we could try.."

"Try fucking what-" Maka cuts off his statement..by kissing him..she puts her arms around him..and hugs him tightly..she's sitting in his lap..straddling him. Her kiss is deep..her wanting him to know..just how much she needs him..just how much she was worried about him..

She wants him to feel it.

Ragnarok doesn't kiss back for a moment..then his lips start to move against her own..it's a slow kiss at first..but soon Ragnarok is deepening it..biting her lip, being rougher and rougher with it..but that's ok. His hands slide down her back to rest at her waist. Maka runs her hands through his brown hair..fighting this boy's tongue for dominance..Ragnarok of course, is winning..his grip on her waist is getting tighter..All Maka wants is for Ragnarok to feel..to feel this..to feel her..

He deserves to have something.

At the same time..she's searching herself for love..but she doesn't really care about that right now. She just wants to make Ragnarok feel better..

Suddenly Ragnarok tenses..a groan escaping his throat that she doesn't understand..his hands are all over her now..feeling up her back..her shoulders, her neck, her chest, her stomach..they don't stop..he's rubbing her deeply and it hurts but it's ok. His kiss is forceful now..his tongue not sparing any part of her mouth..his hands make it back around, and he gives her ass a hard squeeze, getting her to squeak into the kiss. He growls in response gripping her ass harder, her legs wrapping around his waist so he can lift her up by her butt..He stops kissing her just to kiss down her jaw line and bite her neck. Her breathing is becoming uneven the more he kisses, sucks, and bites onto her sensitive skin. One hand staying on her ass as the other one rubs up her back, going around her shoulder just to latch onto her beast, giving it a hard grab causing her to yelp..her body arching into him. Everything he does is rough on her..but she likes it. She likes it a lot. Maka isn't fragile and she doesn't like to be treated like she is.

And Ragnarok doesnt.

He kneads her breast and grabs her ass cheek at the same time..while his mouth doesn't spare her neck..She can't help the moan that escapes her throat. Ragnarok tenses. "Damn it Maka.." He growls before he pushes her off of him..throwing her down on her back, he crawls on top of her, pinning her arms to the side of her head. He's panting..those piercing eyes hazy as he stares down at the girl that is underneath him..red..her lips swollen from his kisses and her neck bruised with a hicky. "You keep fucking looking at me like that and I won't be able to control myself." His voice is husky..darker and it gets her to shiver underneath him in excitement.

"Lose it..and maybe, just maybe you could feel me.." Her hazy green eyes lock onto his. "..I want you to feel me."

"I won't be able to feel it. " He growls. "And if you get me to that point i'm not fucking stopping. I'm not the kind of guy who has sweat sex, i'm rough. I have sex just like I fucking fight. No mercy."

"I want you Ragnarok.." Maka lifts her legs up and warps them around his waist..her eyes never leaving his. " I want you to feel..You have been there for me, even when I betrayed you with Kid. Even when I hurt you..so hurt me. Show me no mercy..and maybe..just maybe.." She looks up at him..with a hopeful glint in her eyes. "I could feel love for you..and you could feel me."

Maybe it was how soft her words are..or the way she's looking up at him..but Ragnarok tightens his grip on her wrists..his breathing is jagged..his bangs cover his eyes so she can't see them anymore.

"Ragnarok please-" Her plead was all it took.

Ragnarok growls..it's low before he leans in, his lips clashing hungrily against her own, his body flushed with hers as his tongue is shoved down her throat making her gag a little but he doesn't stop. His hands let go of her wrists so they can roam her body again..he presses hard down her chest till he gets to the fabric of the dress, he pulls it down, exposing her small chest to him. He immediately takes a small, pink nipple in his mouth and bites down getting her to groan..and whimper when he pulls back. "Get this fucking dress off." He growls in her ear..she can hear his desire..his want...It sends all the heat from her body down to her womanhood and she can't help but to groan as she snaps her fingers..getting rid of the dress..just as he wanted. Ragnarok pulls back, his hazy blue eyes taking in Maka's body..he's not ashamed. His face is a bit red but then he says something..that she'd never thought she'd hear from this boy. "Your fucking beautiful Maka."

She opens her mouth..her cheeks tinting a dark shade of pink..the words getting her stomach to do a flip..because the way he's looking down at her..with that emotion she doesn't understand...how sincere those words are..it makes her body warm..but not in arousal..in something else..

It's hard to beleive that at one point she was afriad of Ragnarok. She thought he was a demon even..that was possessing Crona..she remembers the times when Ragnarok was her enemy..he didn't want her around Crona..but now he is of her family..

And he thinks she's beautiful.

Ragnarok doesn't let her respond, he just leans down and takes her hard nipple back into his mouth, licking around it with his tongue and sucking, getting what ever she was about to say to turn into a moan. His hands rub down her bare body..feeling around her waist..he rubs down her thighs..he grips her inner thighs and massages roughly as he bites on her nipple. Her back arches at his touches..she's panting..her eyes half lidded in that lust. She reaches out..and touches his shirt..it disappears, revealing his body's flat stomach..the body he picked isn't as buff as his own..but this is still Ragnarok. She feels down his smooth skin..feels his beating heart against the palm of her hand..

That's when Ragnarok grabs her other breast, gripping it tightly as he bites down on the other's nipple..his other hand slips between her thighs..Ragnarok groans slightly when he feels how wet she is, moving his middle and index finger in between her lips, rubbing against the little pink button causing Maka to moan loudly, her body arching into him. His mouth comes off of her nipple that is completely red now..He bites down her stomach..moving too slow..but yet too fast. He puts her legs on his shoulders..lowering his head between her legs..his jagged breathing can be felt on her sensitive area, making her shiver..when he takes his first lick..her vision went a little fuzzy.

This is definably not Ragnarok's first time. He licks around her clit..before sucking on it..he pushes two of his fingers into her, and he starts pumping rapidly..him going in tune with his rough licking. Maka's body arches painfully off the floor..Her mouth frozen in a 'O' of pleasure..every lick, every thrust makes her head get dizzy..her body being racked with pleasure. She can't stop moaning..but the more he licks..the more he thrusts..

The more she wants him.

"R-Ragnarok please.." She pants..she wants him..she needs him.

That's all he needed.

Ragnarok rips his fingers out of her..taking her legs off his shoulders, She sees his face..in his eyes are nothing but lust..they're dark with it. "You fucking asked for it." he snarls as he grabs a hold of her..flipping her over on her stomach roughly getting her to yelp at the rug burn she's most likely going to have. "Get on your fucking hands and knees." His voice is demanding..because in this he is the dominant one. He won't let her have control.

Maka hesitates..she's never done it like..this before..she's not sure she wants get on her hands and knees like a dog-

" Now." He growls darkly and grabs her ass. Maka yelps..but with his voice sounding so sexy..with his lust, his want..also with her womanhood aching..She really doesn't give a damn about the position. Maka gets on her hands and knees in front of him..her body slightly trembling..she can't see him but she feels his eyes on her...and she hears the unzipping of pants.

That's when he smacks her ass. It's hard and she can't help but to yelp..the force gets her off balance and she falls on her face..her ass in the air..

She hears him growl lowly..before he slams into her. He doesn't give her a warning. He doesn't give her anything but a hard ram, him going all the way inside her making her make a sound half out of discomfort, half of pleasure. He holds her head down by her hair..as he thrust into her, pulling all the way out, just to ram it all the way back in.

This position is definably different..She trembles under his powerful thrust, moaning loudly into the carpet..this only makes him go faster, Ragnarok panting as his other hand comes up to grab her breast. He's groaning..the low vibration in his throat causing her to moan in response..it's too sexy.

Suddenly Ragnarok's breath hitches..He pulls out of her..but before she can ask him what's up he turns her back around on her back. She can't read the look in his eyes..it's lust..but something else..surprise..curiosity? He grabs Maka's legs and pushes them back till her ankles are by her head..it hurts but she won't say anything...he positions himself back at her entrance..she still hasn't seen his dick..but it feels like a decent size..." I want to see your face." Ragnarok says in a pant before he rams into her again, Maka arching her back..Ragnarok takes advantage and gets even deeper, Ramming so hard into her..he's going so fast. Ragnarok's piercing eyes watch with a lustful look as her expressions change to that of pleasure..her face getting red..her chest puffing up and down. It hurts slightly with her legs all the way back..but in this position he's getting so deep..it hurts but she doesn't want to stop this now.

That's when he thrust right into a spot..a spot she never knew she had.

Maka screams out in pleasure..she feels a build up starting..but Ragnarok doesn't stop there, he positions himself just right and rams right back into that spot. He doesn't stop, he just thrust harder and harder into this spot getting her to scream, her back arching so bad, her eyes half lidded and hazy. Ragnarok is sweating..he's moaning..gripping her waist so tight..watching Maka intently each time he hits her spot..how she withers beneath him, screaming out..her face so red..her body is wet in sweat..She's getting close, he can tell.

"Say my name." He growls as he thrust even harder..tipping Maka right over the edge.

"Ragnarok!" She screams his name in her ecstasy..her body going limp against his..at feeling her insides clench against his member, Ragnarok lets out a moan before he pulls out of her and cums onto the floor..He collapses on top of her..panting..

They both stay quiet for a moment..Maka savoring this moment of bliss..that was..oh god..if there's one thing Ragnarok knows how to do..

The boy moves his head to give her a sloppy kiss..but it's full of that emotion she wishes she could understand..Ragnarok rolls himself off of her..so he's laying by her side..and when she looks at him..she can't help her breath to hitch. Those piercing eyes are a bit half lidded..but they're so bright..bright with..happiness? It's so pure..Ragnarok hugs her..wrapping his arms around her before giving her forehead a soft peck. "..I felt it."

Those three words..Grip her heart as she looks up at him with wide eyes..That's when he smiles at her..it's not crooked..it's a smile full of love..full of adoration..it's a tired smile..but it gets her heart to skip a beat. He closes his eyes..his body going limp against hers.. " Thank you.." He breaths the words out..before she knows he's out..he's asleep..he's out..after all he's been through today..he deserves his rest.

Maka smiles as she kisses his nose..kisses where his scar would be as she holds his bare body against her own.."Your welcome." She nuzzles her head against his..before she closes her eyes..enjoying this boy..the boy she didn't lose.

She still didn't feel love.

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"Medusa your plan has failed!" Free growls as he looks into the crystal ball that is sitting in Medusa's lap.

"Maka hasn't lost it." Eruka pulls at her hat nervously. " Ragnarok didn't even lose it..Maka brought him back..all this did was get Maka to hate you! this is not good, not at all!"

"All it did was get that fucking douche bag laid." Free grunts.

They both look at the snake witch..when she starts to chuckle darkly..it's sinster..it sends chill down their spines.

"Whats so funny?" Free tries to hide the fact he gulped when those snake eyes fall on him.

"You two..your freaking out when my plan has gone exactly like I wanted it to." Medusa chuckles more at the look of confusion on their faces.

"But..Lady Medusa I thought the plan was to get Ragnarok to go mad..so he would take Maka with him." Eruka frowns.

"My goal is to make Maka lose it..I knew either she could not bring Ragnarok back..and I knew if she could that something like this would happen." She points at the naked teens in her crystal ball. "This version of my plan..is much more interesting."

"But how the fuck does them having sex help in making her lose it?" Free raises his eye brow.

"It won't make her lose it.." Medusa's eyes light in dark glee as she moves the crystal ball's prevision.."It will make him lose it."

"Crona." Eruka's eyes get wide..at the boy standing in the library..stuck at the entrance..looking at both Maka and Ragnarok with a odd expression in his eyes. "..He saw everything."

"Yes he did." Medusa smirks as she looks over at Eruka. "You see, I sensed when I was hurting Ragnarok..that I was being watched by Crona..I knew seeing Ragnarok fall..would bring out what's self of Crona..the little part of him that was hiding from the madness, taking the form of a shadow. This 'shadow' has been messing with my plans. He keeps getting in the way, trying to stop his madness from hurting Maka, or pushing her to her limit. I have to get rid of him.." She smirks. "So I lured him out with Ragnarok's pain..and he came..Now that he's seen this..his madness will swallow what's left of him. There's no where to hide..his madness has him now. Crona will be swallowed whole..and dark side won't hold anything back. He will be the one to drag Maka to madness. " She smirks down at the pink haired boy. "Of course I didn't know if Maka was going to be able to save Ragnarok or not..but even if Crona didn't see them have intercourse..if he came to see a lost Ragnarok he would have lost it then too. Either way, I get what I want.." She chuckles darkly. "I always get what I want."

"Your one sick bitch." Free whistles..shaking his head.

"Why thank you Free." She smirks. "You really shouldn't doubt me. I know exactly what i'm doing. Now what's left of Crona will be destroyed..he won't be able to stop the madness from getting to Maka...and to make sure Crona is gone for good." She snaps her fingers..and this black energy comes out of her lips..it looks like a snake..before it shoots into her crystal ball. "Sit back and relax.." Her smirk is sinister. "Things are about to get real interesting."

Eruka and Free look at each other..before looking into the crystal ball..

To watch the madness unfold.

This is going to be a show you don't want to miss.

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Ragnarok's okay! I had to give him that moment with Maka..since, he's the only one who hasn't gotten lucky with her. His past is finally done..well now completely. You saw his painful death, and now you know what happened with him and Girko, why he felt guity when he saw him at the asylum though he didn't understand it.

There's a new chatcter. Custos. I know it's a odd name, but it's latin. I felt he should have a latin name. He's open up a whole new idea, and he came from the tear. So is the tear good? I don't know if what he said was a twist or not...but he's here to stay.

Now next chapter will be mostly in Crona's pov. I won't tell you anymore about it.

Please review and tell me what you think:) till next time