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Chapter 14

"Looking good, man," Embry whistled as Jacob came down the stairs ready for his big date with Renesme.

"Yeah, looking hot, dude," Jasper smiled. He was a handsome boy but, in a suit he was a very handsome man. He would get a few heads turning tonight for sure and Renesme was one very lucky girl. Seth was taking photos much to the young man's embarrassment. It was just a date but, it was turning out to be more. Jasper had earlier pulled him aside and handed him some condoms. He wasn't encouraging Jacob to take things that far but, he wanted him to be prepared. Jacob slipped them in his wallet with thanks and nothing more was said.

"Cock, watch, wallet. Your good to go, man," Embry patted his best friends back. "She's one lucky lady," he winked. Jacob's finger went straight to his mouth. He was nervous he was normally a sociable person but, meeting a whole group of people at once was another story. Seth sighed and pulled the finger out of his mouth.

"You'll be fine. You met a few of her friends last weekend and you said they seemed cool," his cousin's small hand went to his cheek. "You look amazing, Jake. Go, have fun."

He had been a few times out with Nessie and did like a few of her friends that he met. Of course, he was given the third-degree but, nothing he couldn't handle. "Shit, my phone," he ran up the stairs and closed the door behind him leaning against it. He took deep breaths and tried to steady his heart beat. "Come on, Jake. You can do this," he murmured. Walking to the bathroom, he found his phone by the mirror. He had been trying to get hold of Edward but, hadn't had any luck. They hadn't talked for a couple of days as the reception was bad and skyping was a disaster. He was on one of the remote islands. Picking it up to see if he'd missed any calls, he put it in his pocket sighing.

"Limo's here," Jasper knocked on the door. Jacob looked one last time in the mirror and turned to leave. Tugging on his jacket, the young man went out. He looked confident on the outside but, he didn't feel it on the inside. He gave his phone a pat and headed out the door. Elizabeth was at the door to wish him fun.

"I'm not home tonight, I am visiting my friend downtown and it will be easier to stay. You have your key right?" she asked sweeping her hands on his shoulders as though brushing off fluff.

"I do and I'm a big boy," he bent and kissed her cheek. Over the last week or so they had gotten to know each other. Or rather Jacob got to learn about her son. "Have fun, too. I will see you tomorrow," he felt calmer as he shut the door and headed to the limo.

Jacob and Nessie were the talk of the dance. Girls recognized the model from the ad he'd done. The magazine had chosen the one with him in a loincloth, not leaving much to the imagination. Jacob was grateful for the dance lessons that Seth and Jasper gave him. It was not long before the music became modern and jackets were removed by the guys and the girls removed their heels. "Party at Mike's, you two coming?" Jessica asked. Openly running her hand down Jacob's chest.

"We'll be there," Jacob said removing the creepy girl's hand and putting Nessie in front of him. He was ready to let loose. They would get the limo to drop them off and catch a cab home afterwards. The dance was closed down by midnight and everyone began to depart. The limo was packed with Nessie's friends as they made their way to their friend's party. It was already in full swing, a lot more people were there. Including those who hadn't gone to the dance. The moment they walked in the door, they were handed alcohol. Happily accepting it, they made their way to the pool in the basement. Kids were skinny dipping and others were making out in the dark corners.

"Let's go for a dip," the beautiful girl at his side said. The native shook his head and chuckled as his date started stripping. "Oh, come on Jake, don't be a party-pooper. Edward would never know. What he doesn't know won't hurt him," she giggled. They hadn't been at the party no more than an hour and already she was on her way to being drunk.

"Why do I care what Edward thinks," Jacob smirked beginning to strip. Loud wolf-whistles echoed around the pool area. "Yeah, yeah whatever," he said dive-bombing into the pool and splashing everyone in the near vicinity. Coming up he wiped his long hair out of his eyes just as his date in just her bra and panties dived in. Her body like that of a model. She broke the surface just in front of Jacob wrapping her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck. "Hey," he said bringing her up so they were face to face. The kiss was light and sweet but soon she pressed her body closer rubbing her womanhood against his groin. They kissed deeply and began sinking into the water. Jacob couldn't believe he had just kissed the most beautiful girl at the party. Her soft milky skin pressed against his russet skin. She looked incredibly sexy in her Victoria Secret underwear. Coming up to the surface the native pushed the girl away. "I need a drink," he swam to the edge of the pool and jumped out thankful he hadn't gotten a hard on. Pouting, his date followed him. Someone brought out towels and they quickly dried off and slipped their clothes back on.

They went up to the main party and soon Jacob was in on a drinking-shots game. He was getting drunk and pulled out. He had been drunk too often and he didn't want to go there again. Nessie was giggly and Jacob decided to call it a night.

"I'm a little drunk," his date giggled leaning on him as they sat in the back of the cab. "I'm going to be in so much trouble," she pouted. "Can I stay at your place? Mom thinks I am staying at Jessica's tonight," she winked at him.

Jacob frowned, had she had this all planned out? But then berated himself, Edward's mother had planned on being their. "Sure," he gave the apartment's address. Luck would have it that Carlisle was not on tonight so they snuck up without Leroy seeing them. The moment they were behind the closed door the red-head threw herself at the young native. "Whoa there Nessie, you're drunk. Come on, let's get you some coffee," making his way to the kitchen. He didn't notice the girl unzipping her dress as she followed him into the kitchen.

"I want you," she said behind him. Turning he saw a his date standing there in just her panties. "Come on, Jake. I will make you feel so good," she walked to him and pushed him against the kitchen counter. The young man closed his eyes and held his breath. He could so easily take advantage of her but, he knew that he shouldn't. Her hand pulled his neck towards her and they began to kiss. Wrapping his arm around her waist, he pulled her closer grinding his hips on hers. "Where shall we go?" she panted pulling back.

"Bed," he swooped her up in his arms and continued to kiss her as he carried her to his bedroom. Placing her on the bed, he stood back and began stripping. He was going to lose his virginity. He sent a silent pray to whoever was looking down on him. "I'll be back," he said heading to the bathroom. He kicked off his boxers and looked at his flaccid cock. "Come on JJ," he grabbed himself and began to stroke. No matter how hard he tugged or imagined himself fucking the red-headed girl, his cock remained soft. "Fuck, come on," he groaned. It was nearly dawn and he had a beautiful girl in his bed. What the fuck? He'd never had this problem before. He was guessing he had a few hours before Liz would return and his chance of sex would be out the door. He picked up his boxers and put them on. He quietly opened the door and looked over at the bed. Nesse was on her stomach her face buried in the pillow. He tiptoed over and saw she was actually asleep. He wasn't going to sleep on the couch so decided he would just sleep in the same bed. It was big enough for them to sleep without touching each other. It didn't take long for the young man to fall asleep as the sun was just creeping over the horizon.

Edward walked into the apartment, he had managed to catch a plane home a day early thanks to the shoot finishing early. He would have a couple of days before Thanksgiving to relax and finish his gift for Jasper. Placing his suitcase down, he headed to the kitchen to get himself a coffee. He could smell Jacob's clean scent and he couldn't wait to see the young man again. Their calls were brief and impersonal after the first night. Having moved to a more remote island where reception was terrible. Deciding he needed to have a shower, he made his way towards his room. Going to collect his suitcase, it was then that he noticed the dress and bra laying on the floor. Growling he picked them up and stormed to Jacob's room. Slamming the door open he was greeted by two naked forms both laying on their stomachs. The young man was almost falling off the bed while the girl was on just a small portion of the bed. He knew straight away it was Renesme and couldn't believe that she of all people would sleep with someone after knowing them such a short time. "Get up, both of you! In the lounge in five minutes," he growled throwing the dress and bra at Nessie. Slamming the door shut, he went to his bedroom and began pacing. How was he going to deal with this. After all, one of his dearest friend's daughter was sleeping with his guest. It had been fifteen minutes since he had ordered them up and in the lounge. Still not sure what he was going to do he took a deep breath and walked to the longe. Both teens were standing on opposite sides neither looking at the other. "Sit," the man ordered. Jacob instantly sat on the single chair his finger in his mouth chewing the nail.

"Edward, it's not what it looks like. We just shared a bed," the young girl said going towards him. He stepped back and clicked his finger at the couch. She reluctantly sat down, embarrassed about what had happened. She remembered that she threw herself at the handsome boy and he turned her down. After that she couldn't remember anything but, she knew that they had not had sex. For that she was grateful. She was saving herself for the right guy and she knew that Jacob Black would never be him.

"Care to explain exactly why you were both naked in bed? What will your parents say Renesme?" he asked.

"They don't know, Edward. I told them I was staying at a friend's place. Please don't tell them," she begged.

"I'm not going to tell them, you are. I suggest you go have a shower and borrow some of my mother's clothes. I will drive you home as soon as you're ready," the photographer said. His attention going from the young girl to the young man who had not looked him in the eye the whole time. "What do you have to say for yourself, Jacob," he snapped. The young man didn't say anything, just sat looking at his feet chewing his nail. Edward walked towards him and pulled him up. It wasn't until the look of sheer terror crossed his face that Edward began to calm down. He went to put his hand on the teen's cheek only for him to flinch. "God, ba," the man caught himself before he could finish his thought. "Jake, I would never hurt you," he let the young man go and stepped away. "You know that right?"

"I'm sorry," was all he got in reply as the boy raced to his room. Edward went to follow but was stopped as the door opened and his mother walked in.

"Oh Edward, what a lovely surprise," she greeted her son who was still trembling. "What's the matter? Are you coming down with something?" she asked feeling his forehead.

"I'm fine mother. I just," he sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "I caught Jacob and Nessie in bed," he admitted. His mother's hand went to her mouth. "They say nothing happened. Nessie is using your shower and I told her to borrow some clothes. Can you drive her home? I need to talk to Jake," he said.

"Of course," she said heading to her room. Her heart bled for her son he couldn't hide he loved him no matter what he told her.

Edward walked to Jacob's room and knocked. "Jake, can I come in?" he asked. Not getting a reply he entered only to find the boy packing his backpack. "Jake, what are you doing," the photographer felt panic. Had he scared the boy so much he was going to leave him. Where would he go?

"I let you down, Edward. I called Seth and I'm going to go stay with him until me and Embry can find an apartment," he continued packing not facing the older man.

"I'm sorry I overreacted that's all. I am sorry. It was a shock that's all. I don't want you to go. You're safe here," he said going and turning the young man around by his shoulder making him look at him. The young man sniffed and lowered his eyes.

"I'm the one that's sorry. Nothing happened, Edward I swear. We were drunk she wanted to have sex but, I couldn't," he blushed and tried to turn back to his packing. Edward sighed and sat on the bed.

"Couldn't what?" he asked putting his hand on top of the young model's.

"I couldn't get it up!" Jacob shouted pulling his hand away and closing his backpack. "You happy now?" he raced to the door only for Edward to tackle him slamming him to the door. "Get off me," he sobbed but, clung to the older man. "I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry," he repeated over and over again. The photographer ran his hand over the young model's silky hair.

"You have nothing to be sorry for, baby," Edward whispered kissing the boy's forehead. "I will take care of you," he smiled pulling back. Jacob looked up at him his eyes watery. "Please stay I can't stand the thought of you with anyone else," he admitted.

"What? I'm not gay, Edward," he ripped himself from the older man and grabbed his backpack swinging open the door.

"Fuck," the older man said letting the boy go. He knew he should've waited but, he was sick of not letting the boy know he wanted him. Not caring it was early morning, he went to the drinks cabinet and poured himself a large glass, sinking down on the couch he let the tears fall. "You fucking idiot, Edward," he sighed.

Jacob hailed a cab and went straight to Seth's apartment. Throwing the money at the driver in his haste, he didn't notice a familiar face from home watching him. He went to grab the handle of the door only to be grabbed from behind in a firm head lock. Only a few cars were around and no pedestrians at this early hour of the morning except an older couple further down the street. "Make a noise and it will be the last thing you do," the man hissed in his ear. Jacob felt a knife in his back, this guy was good on his word. "Your father will be happy to have his son home again," he tugged on the young man's arm and waved a cab down. Fear ran through Jacob, he could either risk kicking the man and yelling for help or let him return him to his father. The first cab didn't' stop; only slowing down but, picking up speed again.

"Hey! You there, what are you doing?" the doorman of the apartment complex yelled from the door. Pushing Jacob away from him, he reached behind him and pulled out a gun pointing it Jacob's head.

"Fucking loser, kiss your mama for me," there was nothing that Jacob could do.

"Shit," the model dropped like a stone to the ground.

"Someone call an ambulance," the doorman shouted as he tried to find the young man's pulse blood pooling on the pavement. "Jesus!"

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